Helllo, normal morning routine then suddenly we're back to schoool and at school in the current, like whut. It felt so weird walking into school this morning like it felt familiar but so not familiar at the same time idk.
Anyways I came pretty late, like 8:43AM which by the time I got to my friends, the bell rang so like yeahhh. Everyone looked so nice. Jeff omg looked like so much better. Junior uniform did him no justice haha but yeah, I'm proud he knows how to wear things now well. He used to be a clueless person but we all have to thank anna and crew for giving jeff a makeover haha. Anyways we headed to the library thinking that's where our year meeting thing was going to be but turns out it wasn't lolol. How embarrassing so we went to the hall, where we were meant to be and oh my god. I could not recognise anyone, like I swear. No-one looked like themselves. I am talking about the guys yeah. Anyways so after that dazed moment, we went and sat at the back listening to Mr Bird ramble on. I didn't hear anything haha.
Anyways we went on to our classes and I got so excited when I saw beryl and emily and she gave me a late birthday present, so sweet of her, thank you so much emily, I love the ceramic owl hehe.
So my first class was commerce I believe... and I changed commerce classes for some reason... I was like huh???? But then it's all good cos Lisa is there and it seems like a nice class hehe.
Anyways it was over pretty quick since the meeting took up some time.
Oh by the way, I am pretty happy with my timetable and my teachers, we'll just see how everything goes.
Ok so second period, we thought we had science but then Mr Jennings told us we had to go to the hall again, and I thought we were going to get our diaries..... But we didn't!!!! Why!!!! I actually wanted to make use of them this year :-(
Anyways dassakilis said a few words to us and I forgot what happened but corinne gave me a Victorious Microphone hairbrush (happy meal toy) and that made my day HAHA
Anyways recesss was pretty good. OMG WE MET THE CUTEST YEAR 7 BOY OMGGGGG and his smile was freaking adorable omg. I just realised that girls our age will only tell cute boys to join us not cute year 7 girls...... omg and I used to wonder why the year 11 girls did that to year 7 guys when I was in year 7, now I understand.... LOOOL
Okkkkk anyways omg this post will be long sorry.
Anywho, then had geography which was me talking to beryl most of the time, forgot what we talked about but it was really random and we just blurted out whatever we thought of. Also I was absolutely ravenous during that class. My stomach kept rumbling.
After geo, we had art and we got the topic of wicked wicked and it's a nice theme i like it.
Lunch was after, talked to jason in the canteen line and then bought lunch and ate it. Gave bag money to tony. And then everyone was like telling jason to sit down and stuff because year 11's kept like edging closer to jason cos they wanted to bash him. Um do they even think of consequences?! Goshies. LOL but seriously can you guys not.. doesn't really make anyone's life easier.
Hmmm last two periods were Mr Cambridge for History which wasn't bad at all. I like his humour... just hope he never hates me. And tang for last period. Then I went toilet after ugh, I went toilet when I wasn't supposed to. I gave in :-(
Anyways walked to station with corinne and took the train 5/6 with thucai and 1/6 with lisa because we arrived at sydenham at different times.
Walked home and melted. Showered, did homework, cooked dinner, more homework and going sleeeep soon. Goodnight. ♡




It doesn't wait for you - Charlie St. Cloud

Yeah? No.

Hello!! Omg the holidays are ending. Well basically already ended. But also farewell the month of January. I am almost never wary that it is January when it actually is. And right when I acknowledge it, it's gone already. And a lot of things are getting valentine-y lolol.
Anyways today I woke up, joggged and didn't stop again. Yay. I hope I can keep this up. It's getting easier too so that's good.
Came home and showered. Omg everyday I say the same thing, I hope it's not too boring.
Watched Pokemon and then Adventure Time. When school starts I won't be able to watch Adventure Time :-( cos it starts at 8:30AM and I'm long gone by then. Made spam musubi again so my mum could have a taste. Cooking is so fun hehe. But cleaning is not lolol.
Anyways, cleaned up a bit and waited for anna and she didn't wake til like 10:44AM when I thought she would be coming at like 11 or something. She ended up coming at 1:00PM and yahhhh
She gave me her brother's bag in the mean time while I order my other bag through tony. And she got me some lashes and a brush set and it's so nice hehe. But no blending brush lol sad life. But stilllll anna thank you so much love you!!
Anywaysssssss yeah she left at 3:50PM or something when she was meant to leave at like 2:30PM LOL.
I spent the rest of the arvo doing some cleaning, collected the clothes from the balcony, and watched The Carrie Diaries and it's so cute. And it's amazing how they are able to make it look like an old new york like in the old sex in the city tv series. I love that series, I should download it...
And after I finished, parents came home. Ate dinner, same routine. And I am blogging slightly earlier because I gotta sleep earlier. But I guess I am looking foward to listening to radio in my mum's car in the morning again hehe. Missed it. And happy to see faces again :-)
Ok, everyone good luck with your first days, don't faint.
Goodnight ♡




And everything else is too good to be true.

Eyebrows are indeed the key to happiness.

HAHAHA can future bf pls do this to me one day lololol



Hello, today was an okay day I guess. Didn't really do anything to be honest. I actually didn't turn my laptop on until after dinnner. Anyways started off with a jog again. Didn't stop to walk once again. I want to build my endurance because my endurance is really bad.
Anyways had a shower and then ate breakfast whilst watching pyramid and then some pokemon. I expected it to be raining all day today again but then suddenly the weather full improved and I was like whut.
My dad went out and I told him to buy me spam lite and milk cos I wanted to drink some. And he was like ok bye. And then I realised how tired I was so I went to lay in bed just to close my eyes a bit. And omg I fell asleep, like can I just go kill myself lol. Woke up cos my dad came home and screamed at me for falling asleep LOL he's like "whats the use of jogging in the morning if you are going to sleep later?! Get up!!!" But then he let me sleep another 30 minutes lolol.
 Anywayssss made Spam Musubi (Hawaiian dish/snack) and salmon avacado sushi for me and my dad for lunch. I can make sushi so fast now LOL hahah.
After lunch, I plucked my eyebrows to make them look nicer since I am going to see people in like a day so gotta have nice eyebrows. I watched ariana grande videos and omg i love her, she is so talented and cute. She is my new idol.
Then I tried on my school uniform and damn my blouse is so see-through..... And I debated if I wanted to wear the tie or not.... idk!!!! omg what if I look weird..... Also ironed my skirt so the pleats will stay put.
Anywayssss mum came home and then we had dinner.
Usual routine. Omg I downloaded the carrie diaries and i forgot to watch it damn it. OK tmrw then.
Anyways i cbb putting anymore details. Goodnight!! ♡




It's something you create yourself.





Omg I feel so embarrassed, someone (anon) on ask.fm just told me the link i put as my blogspot on my old blog to save people time was completely wrong.... i linked it as happiestcat.tumblr.com by accident and i just checked what it was and it was a dodgy ass cat tumblr with like 4 posts omg wth is wrong with me.
Now it's too late and people probably thought it was mine and think that I'm weird.
WHYYYYY LUCY WHYYYYY






She was so negative.
So aware of the reality of life.
So familiar will disappointment.
Always expected to be taken for granted.
She waited for the downfall.
She knew it was coming.





But she still breathes.
Even though she knew all good things came to an end.

Hello, today I woke up and it wasn't raining yet in the morning so went for a jog and today I ran all the way no problem. I hadn't jogged for a while so I was a bit rusty and had to stop and powerwalk when I couldn't take it anymore. But today I told myself, "you finish the route and it's over for the day" and so I kept going and sweated my ass offfff.
Had a shower and watched some sunrise and omg queensland is flooding again..
Had some noodles for breakfast, I am so cautious with Instant noodles now ever since I heard about it possibly being able to cause cancer.
Hmmm what did I do. Oh I watched episode 13 of modern family. Then watched the 2nd last episode of Victorious. This morning I was researching about Victorious and found out that on the 2nd of Feb they are airing the last ever episode of Victorious. WHY IS THE WORLD SO UNFAIR OMG. Clearly a sucessful ass series, why cancel it and make lucy sad?!?! I AM SO SAD!!!!!!!!! Ok no more. Thank you victorious for making me happy hahah ok.
Anyways today I contacted my books. I won't post a picture because cbb.
Talked about my bag sitch to tony and he agreed to help me, omg thank you so much.
Also I loved today's rain so much. I wish I could look pretty whilst walking in the rain so it can be one of those scenes where a guy spots you and runs up and introduces himself and then gives you the umbrella to keep and he runs away and you spend the year trying to find him again to thank him and when you do, you fall in love HAHAHA, drama plot right there, I'm sure someone already made it.
Ok let's just skip to dinner, my mum came home earlier than usual today and started to make big sized wontons, they are called 'da wonton' basically big wonton lol. And my mumma made it all vegetarian. It was so nice with this special wonton soup.
Anywayssss spent the rest of the night just computering and watching My Kitchen Rules and they are all so snobby, punch dem.
Ok anyways I shall sleep now. Goodnight.♡




And you still loved her.

Man, I love this weather.

Labrinth featuring Emeli Sandé

And the rain just keeps coming on down. No sign of sun anytime soon.

Hello, today I woke to the lovely sound of rain. Then I thought, damn how will I go for my morning jog?! So I walked out and asked my dad for a solution and he was like, oh don't worry, I'll think of an exercise routine, go back to sleep and I'll call you up. So I was like ok and went back to sleep.
And then I slept in 10 minutes when he called me. And so his idea of a routine was running on the spot for like 30 minutes while doing arm movements simultaneously. At first I was skeptical but 10 minutes in and I was sweating like mad.
So then had a shower, had some breakfast, watched the start of sbspopasia, then headed out to grocery shop at campsie with my parents. We bought a lot more healthier things today which is good. Forgot to write a shopping list yesterday doe.
Went back home, unpacked. And my dad wanted salmon sushi so I quickly made him some though it was messy. And he was like it was yummy so I was like ok. After dat, we headed to the city. I slept in the car. See sleeping again!!!
Anyways got there and omg there is a DAISO in Australia!!!! I never knew omg. And for people who don't know what it is, it is a Japanese "dollar store" but instead everything is $2.80. IT'S HEAVEN OMG. And the best part??? They sell lashes. $2.80 lashes. Omg life is complete.







I am so desperate right now for a person who has an eBay account and a PayPal. I have money on hand that I can give to you asap. I just need helppppp omg.

Holy cheese.... where is your blog lisa :-(

I haven't stopped laughing for about 5 minutes now because of this part in Victorious where jade is seen from an aerial shot of Hollywood arts scratching her nose but from the angle the photo was taken made it seem like she was picking her nose and then everyone finds out and laughs at her and it turns out it was Cat's fault and then sinjin comes HAHAHA and says:
"As a person who used to pick their nose, it gets better."
HAHAHAHA IT GETS BETTER OMG I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS MUCH FUNNY
ok not even that funny
The things I laugh at, no-one else really does, ask corinne, she never gets what I am on about.

Helllo, happy straya day. Today woke up at 5:50AM and then went out for a jog at 6:00AM and yeah. It was tiring and I was living on 4 and 1/2 hours of sleep. So not good. Was yet again sweating buckets and had a bad headache. Showered because my whole face was wet with sweat lolol. Like it was wet, not just sticky... ok that sounds wrong but just don't think in that sense. Anyways today I finally made it in time to watch Saturday Disney. I was so happy and then some stupid show called I'm In The Band??? What the hell is that?! Where did good luck charlie and iCarly go??? I miss Hannah Montanna too. Wth. Then an old episode of wizards where harper did her "harper's stare" HAHAHA actually love that episode. Anyways then I think an old episode of Phineas and Ferb came on.. and I fell asleep LOL
I fall asleep so easily now and so often....
Anyways me and my dad cleaned our balcony out and had a fight lol... but then it was all good. The balcony looked way better. So after that I got ready to go "work" lolol forever going to give it quotation marks. I regret putting on makeup the moment I stepped out. It was so hot, I knew I would look sticky and then with makeup I would look disgusting... Yeah by the end  of the day I looked hellaaaa ugly but anyways back to the present. I bumped into Anna on the train hehe. She looked so dead lolol but yeah it was really nice to see her. She got off at campsie to go home and yeah.
Anyways got to bondi junction and there were bogans everywhere. With music blasting, australian flags, eskies, inflatable haviana thongs and all that shiz.
So I got there, helped out and then went on the search for my schoolbag and I went and omg they were out of stock. The last time I went, I saw it there.... Now I have to go search for it with my mum in the city tmrw...zzz....
Oh wait wait, I also bought ice cream today too hahah ok not that important but the flavours were salted caramel and maple toffee nut.
Anywho, stayed til 5:00PM and went home.
Showered to get rid of stickiness. Then promptly ate dinner then watermelon.
I watched iParty with Victorious, a mashup episode of iCarly and Victorious and it was cute.
AND CORINNE DID YOU GET THE HAPPY MEAL TOY FOR ME YET? I was so close to buying a happy meal today for the Victorious toy lololol.
Ok going to watch modern family and then catch some z's, goodnight.♡




You put in your world





Hello, this morning was utter chaos. I got woken up by shrieking and screaming yet again. So I ran 2 blocks today by myself and sweat buckets when I got home so I took a shower. Ate some breakfast. Then parents left for work and finally after like 2 weeks or something I was home alone. Lisa was meant to come over to do my nails today but since she had other stuff going on, I decided to do it myself and yeah I think it looks pretty nice since my nails are longer than usual. But just as I started to paint my second nail, my neighbour (an old sweet greek lady) gave me chicken slouvaki and chicken breast lololol. Isn't my timing divine?
Anyways continued painting my nails, rewatched some victorious episodes because I'm smitten with the tv show. Then I caught up with Pretty Little Liars. I didn't realise I missed so much. But I guess last week I was obsessed with Awkward and finished two seasons in two days and then this week I finish four seasons of Victorious in four point five days lolol. Yeah......I'm cray.
Anyways hmmm what else did I do...
Oh I deleted a heap of photos and unnecessary files. Movies I didn't like got recycled in the bin. And I sorted out my desktop and changed it to another Cara Develingne picture, looks pretty good. Hopefully I don't mess up the folders. I cleaned up my downloads folder too cos that was a mess.
Tumblred, twittered and facebooked a bit as per usual. I'm itching to deactivate facebook again but I'm trying to control it.
Anyways also watched Pretty Woman and I'm telling you, the similarities of 50 shades of grey and Pretty woman is so obvious!!! OK i know I read an erotica novel lolol but I cared about the characters more. Then I finish the book and I'm sad the people aren't real. Anyways, similarities include successful entrepreneurs, insanely rich,  good looking, emotionally unstable and end up giving into the girls when most guys would think of them as average or nothing. Anyways the only difference between the two is that one is with a hooker and one's with a virgin who becomes a submissive (S&M slave). LOLLLL ok getting awkward. Sorry did I make you guys uncomfortable?? Ok lol I'm stopping.
Anyways most of the evening I spent talking to my parents. And there is hardly any food at home, halp.
OK I need to write a shopping list tomorrow. I need to go to sleep now or I'll die tomorrow when jogging.
So, goodnight babiesss ♡




She said she had her own.




Omg @ thucai's tweet about people moving to twitter lolol, I still am not over it even though, I favourited, retweeted and replied to it hahah ok sorry thucai anyways my point to this post is that this reminds me of when bebo people moved to facebook. And when msn moved to skype. And how suddenly everyone made instagram. Oh oh and when formspring people moved to ask.fm (when it's the same damn thing).
Now facebook people are moving onto twitter, oh my lordy lord. Guess now your hashtags will count.
And by the way, stop hashtagging on facebook. -screams NO in their faces-

There are some things that I will never understand.







I always see so much potential go down the drain.

Hello, this morning I was greeted with a lovely shouting to my face from my mum telling me to get up. At the time, apparently my dad wanted me to go jogging and I agreed? I don't even remember and my mum kept screaming at me to go and I kept screaming back I don't remember agreeing to this....It was like 6AM.. dude I slept at 2AM..  Anyways ran around two blocks with him and came home sweating buckets. Then my dad made me do this kungfu relaxing technique to help after running. We were full in our stance doing any ancient chinese crap while leb drivers that went by wondered why. I presumed they were thinking that.
Anyways came home, munched on some breakfast. Mum left for work and then yeah.
Today's weather was super nice hence the reason why I decided that today was the day for me to wash my stuffed animals and hang them by their ears to dry. Took me ages like omg. I have too many.

For lunch I made chicken teriyaki sushi with cucumber. I didn't know sushi was so easy to make..... and it tasted pretty alright for first time standards lolol. Proud of myself hehe.


After dinner, ate some watermelon, watched victorious and caught up on my youtube subscriptions. I still need to watch PLL.. damn. And I'm like one episode away from finishing/being up to date with victorious. Ugh sad, hate being up to date but oh well.
And omg Ariana Grande is such a cutie, I can't get over it.
Oh and also today, I didn't even know it was thursday and damn, a week til school starts again... :-(
Anyways, goodnight my lovelies ♡




You dance with your demise

Oh shit forgot to watch PLL...

Everytime I see the word lucky, I think it's lucy, and I can never type lucky without making a typo by writing my name instead. Ughhh.

Hello, today was a more productive day I must say. So it didn't feel like a waste. Woke up to my mum raging her ass off at me... That made me sad. But then I got over it. Started to do what she told me like immediately so I didn't upset her more. Had breakfast with my parents, had spring onion flat pancake? It's some salty thing, tasted alright but only ate a little.
Then went out for a walk with my dad for an hour. That made me sweat and came back and helped my dad do situps lolol ok don't ask why. Anyways after that Anna called me hehe YAY she's back and alive.Talked to her and then she hung up on me lolol nice. Then made lunch and watched victorious hehe. Finished Season 3 now hohoho. Yeah don't know what I will do to myself after I finish it all....
Anyways in the afternoon times like at 4-5PM I started to hem my skirt to be shorter because I want to wear it high waisted sometimes this year and also not needing to roll my skirt anymore. I sucessfully hemmed it and yeah hehe. Just gotta iron it later.
Omg..... today I didn't wash my stuffed animals....cos it wasn't sunny and I wasn't going to get that natural sunshine smell. Anyways also packed away the mahjong table, but now I have nowhere to place my fan.
After dinner I fed the birdies outside with my dad lol. And then we watched them fight over bread while we munched on watermelon.
Hmmm what else.. watched more victorious and then showered and now I'm trying to finish this blogpost. Ok done. Good day. Oh I mean goodnight. Anyways, yeah bye. ♡




So game over.




Why do guys hold onto their stomach when they walk? Looks so stupid.
Um male specimen? Your stomach will be OK if you let go. -_-

Hello, guess what lucy did today?!?!?!? I WATCHED VICTORIOUS AGAIN. lol ok, no surprise. Finished second season on my second day of watching it hehe. I'm starting on the third season momentarily (In like 10 minutes). "What is she doing with her life" you might think, but nah I like it LOL. The show seriously makes me happy. When something happy comes along, I latch on......... Yep.
Anyways, anna came back today I think. I want to see her and what she bought and her hair. I think she fried her hair, well that's what she told me.
I cleaned out my underwear/sleepwear drawer finally today, the one I dreaded. Well its done.... and also this was the reason for the bras post lolol. I don't know what to do with them. How do I even donate them to vinnies or something.
Also the weather today wasn't pleasant. It felt like the sky was a heat radiating cotton blanket. It was a sneaky way of being hot. Well it wasn't THAT hot but any heat in summer irritates the chez out of me.
ANYWAYS TOMORROW I'M WASHING MY STUFFED ANIMALS YAY. Ok lolol weird to do list has weird stuff on it. Can't wait to hang my bears by their ears muhuhahaha.
Goodnight munchkins ♡




But you deal with it



Is anyone size 12A in bra size? I have a purple and grey bra that is still new, never wore it. Bought it in year 7. Found it in the back of my drawer like untouched and like yeah don't fit A cup anymore so I certainly can't utilise them lolol. If anyone wants to skip bra shopping, just ask me and you can have them. LOOOOL ok this weird but I don't know what to do with them. So yeah.

Having the need to pee super bad and doing the dishes for 20 minutes is not fun.

OK I'm sorry if I talk about victorious too often well I probably don't talk about it that much but I think it a lot.. yeah ok get to the point. So like you know how American schools wear their own clothes to school? (In Victorious they wear their own clothes to high school and that got me thinking). I mean maybe some schools have uniform but most of the time they wear like mufti all days of the year?
Isn't that like super hard? I mean I would die... What would I wear lol. I have to think of a new and cute outfit every single day?!?! Wtf. And clothes nowadays are so expensive....
Thank god for uniform.
Don't even have to think about anything, just pop it on and out the door you go.




Hello, today was no different to yesterday because yet again I spent most of my day watching Victorious. Also woke up pretty late. I woke up at 11AM. My dad never bothers to wake me up and it's so annoying.
Like most kids and stuff rather be left alone but I hate wasting time and I always lose time when I sleep in... so grrr. So yeah that's basically how I spent my day.
Oh damn, forgot to finish this post, went to bed already and then remembered again.
Ugh. Sorry for crap post but I really didn't do anything exciting today.
I have a to do list though, of things that I hope I can accomplish by this week. One of them being covering my school books in contacts. Wish me luck...
Anyways goodnight  ♡










Hello!!!! Today I woke up to the smell of xiao long bao, the small pork bun thing I was on about a few days ago. Had it for breakfast. It was yummmy.
Slept at 4AM..... watching victorious LOL. I go nuts with any show I like... Not good hahah but victorious is such a funny show for my sense of humour hahah omg. Lub the show so much. Love cat and jade and beck is so attractive for some reason. Anyways just had like 4 hours of sleep. So not a good start to my day.
Stayed at home watching sbs pop asia. Why did snsd release 2 songs so closely to eachother.... and they used to work harder in my opinion ok idk why I had to express that.
Parents came home with groceries and yah.
Then went hurstville and ate and my mum bought a dress. Pretty boring.
Came home and then watched some more victorious...
Had dinner. And then..
Omg there's nothing to this day except me watching victorious lol sorry.
Anyways goodnight ♡




Yet never wanting to admit it to ourselves.



Okay deleted my cat valentine spaz lolol

AND TODAY I AM SO HAPPY




Hello, today was a pretty boring day to be honest. All I did was watch Awkward non-stop. I started at episode 5 last night at like 9? And slept at 3AM... then woke up and kept watching and finished both seasons lol. It's so good yet so annoying. I always get annoyed at tv shows though. People do the complete opposite of what I would do so I just want to kick their faces. But then it's entertaining.
Anyways didn't really do anything else today.
Had hungry jacks today..... didn't want to but my dad made me. Wth my dad is the place I get unhealthy influences. I didn't eat breakfast though, but doesn't change the situation. I shouldn't have. But I did.
I ordered the smallest burger I could. The minis. HAHA so I was just there daintily eating teeny burgers while my dad chomped on the meatiest, sauciest, juiciest burger on the menu lolol.
Anyways saw something pretty devastating, but I was going to see it eventually so idk.
Anywho... watching american idol right now and it's so cute!!! And funny and making me happy. And the heart touching back stories. Almost forgot how much I used to love watching auditions.
Yeah.. shit post. Goodnight ♡



When you fucking need them.

Fuck. I feel like dying.

Finished both seasons of Awkward already... ok lol

China and japan about to fight war over a tiny ass island. China can't let japan get a hold of it, why? Hmm maybe because almost immediately they'd move their military there to spy on china with the help of america as usual.... Ugh piss me off.




Hello, today was so hot oh my lord. I felt so irritated when I woke up. My mum said goodbye to me, she went to the doctors to get a procedure done. I slept in for like 20 minutes then I got up. I talked to my dad and forgot to eat breakfast and when I finally remembered, my dad kept talking to me.. so after a bit he stopped and rightttt when I was about to start... my mum came home. And sent me and my dad out to buy bandaids. Went post office, pharmacy and newsagency, then finally home into my air con room. THEN finally I ate some noodles. I was so pissed today for some reason.....
Anyways, my mum was tired from the procedure so I let her sleep in my bed. Basically just lazed about. Felt like it was a sunday since both my parents were home but yeah.








Haven't watched shimmy's vlogs for a while and he acts alot like chonny with the laughing and the accents. Then I check out chengman's vlogs because I basically ignore them now but I just watched some of it and he is starting to act like Shimmy.......... I guess friends do influence eachother a lot LOL

I am dreading the day I have to cover my books for school. I AM SO GOING TO STUFF IT UP OMG. I always make the front ugly and the back cover nice..... it always freaking happens omg :-(

Do you ever get that weird sound that just randomly passes through your ear? It like partially deafens you. It feels like radiation is passing through me. Wth lol.

Hello, I actually had the scariest dream yesterday. It was the end of the world in my dream and for some reason we were at school and it was dark. Suddenly orange/yellow meteors were falling from the sky. And like some deep voice coming from the sky was speaking to us. I felt so scared cos I was like "omg the world is ending and I'm not with my parents..." In the dream at some point I was doing the splits and also I went to remove a tattoo??? I had three prior. One was a leaf and a stick.... and the other some initial thing and a 3D one idk. Had other weird stuff going on that I rather not mention.
Anyways so I slept pretty early yesterday at like 9:50PM or something because I had a really bad headache (╯︵╰,) and ended up waking up at 11AM... Haven't woken up that late for like 2 weeks now? I don't even know.

Anyways my dad wanted to take me back to school shopping and we did and journeyed to our local Officeworks. So many cheap things and school stuff out for you to see. Me and my dad could literally spend all day in there LOL, we cannot go shopping because we end up buying so many things we don't need. On the other hand, my mum has control, me and my dad don't lol.
Here's a photo of the things I bought today.





Lisa sorrry I never hit you up to catch up with you, my dad is always home and have to go out to catch up with people. I'm allowed out but not all the time. I have to catch up with you soon, promise!!!!!!!




Hello, today I woke up later because I slept at 2AM. Oh wells. Anyways woke up and watched some doctor oz and ate some breakfast. Made my room tidy because Corinne was going to come over. So yeah and she came around at about 10:50AM and yeah, talked and that. Then headed out to bankstown with cornz. Bought zumbaroon mix in salted caramel flavour at woolworths. Then got sushi, I got teriyaki and corinne got tuna and cucumber.
Then went to get her a screen protector and she got the glitter one. It was the same as the one that Brandan had. Looked like dandruff a little HAHA.
Anyways waited for the bus to head into the faraway lands of Condell Park. Corinne was like in a daze today, so many people she knew were about and she didn't see them and I did lol.
Anywayssss got there and played with corinne's bunnies like omg, they were so damned cute especially the baby ones!!!!!!


The mamma didn't want to feed it and it was so frustrating god damn. I had to feed it to distract it while corinne held it and I put baby bunnies on the bunnies teat. There were 5 to feed and they were so hungry :-(
Anyways we made the macaroons today and it was a success!! So pretty, though they were more orange than expected. The box showed them quite on the paler side.





Hmm what else did we do.. also watched Awkward. It was pretty entertaining but omg that popular girl is so irritating like oh my god. "You're welcome" and her facial expressions were lol.
Also put our feet in her pool.


Tried on her jeffrey campbells....and yeah lol.
By the end of the day, I had a huge headache :-( so thank god my dad came to pick me up.
Anyways, finally stepped out of my cave. I never was allowed out. And now I am and I just don't go out. lol... sad life. Ok so now I need to go to bed, because I suspect a fever and my mum is going to put those cup things on my back that suck you? LOOOL ok.
OK goodnight, bye.



I can't fathom into constellations

The Scorpio one for me is so damned true.. and it's so annoying when people think I'm targeting them when really that's how I make jokes.... lol.

Hello, today I woke up a little later than usual. Had a frustrating dream in which I suddenly had siblings? And my parents were mean to me and I had an hyperactive dog which I momentarily killed by accident but revived it by breathing air into it's mouth? ew...lol and it's eyes got kind of squished by popped back up when it was alive again? and it was 23 years old? UM DOG 23x7 is 161... HOW DO YOU HAVE SO MUCH ENERGy?!?!
Ok dream made no sense. Woke up and complained to my mum about how she was mean in my dream and cried lol. Emotionally unstable right there LOL.
Then watched spongebob; anticipating for iCarly but they showed bakugan instead.... I thought that was just a toy??? Why does it have a show?
Anyways watched Dr. Oz and it was interesting. The audience won so much stuff... Why do American talk shows always give away such nice things? And here we are in Australia and all the audience gets is maybe a shitty gift bag with a few vouchers to a cricket program and a sample pack of milo and a poster of a person no-one has seen, ever. Australia sucks lol.

Anyways after that I read The Fault In Our Stars by John Green and man... I have never cried so much reading a book. I mean I've cried hard for movies and shit but that's because of cinematics and songs and visual storylines and that... but never has a book brought me to tears like that. I mean I know I'm a pretty emotional person, I can cry just watching a huggies commercial... but man I was bawling. I had to pause every few paragraphs because my nose got too blocked or tears were everywhere. I just can't.
I'm now just going to buy all John Green's book cos MAN is that man good at writing. Please guys, read it. This book will stay with you. And give you new perspective.
By the time I finished reading that... it was 2:00PM..... So I started reading at around 11:00AM and I spent 3 hours just reading, crying, recovering, laughing, crying again, crying, crying, crying towards the end. Like holy shit.
ANYWAYS moving on. I ate lunch and then napped. WHy the hell did I nap. I hate napping. Makes me feel like a pile of crap everytime. Woke up and slept again until it was 6:30PM... What the hell. Where did the time go?
And also might I add, tiny tower is slowly killing me. I'm playing on 3 devices and I feel like I can't go on.. I must delete at least one of them. Probably the one on the iPad, that one is most recent.
Tomorrow I am finally being slightly human, goodnight bbz.



Okay.

Hello, today was the day that I finally managed to get my ass up from just in time to watch victorious, spongebob and icarly. iCarly was such a cute episode today like omg!! Gibby's little brother came because he missed Gibby and he took his shirt off and then gibby walked away and spencer came down and fully screamed HAHAHA he came back to a mini Gibby that was half naked and it was so funny and cute at the same time, i died, and my mum was in my room at the time and she laughed too which is so rare!!
Anyways yeah, ate my normal breakfast of the holidays. Then just youtubed, texted cornz and played tiny tower. Currently I am playing on three devices. My HTC, my iPhone, and my mum's iPad.... lol.... I can't stop. Playing on the iPad is so weird since it is so big but yeah.
Hmmm what else did I do today? I actually did not do much. Wasted alot of my time today.
I had a nap today by accident on the couch. My eyes were so tired so I layed down, big mistake because I wake up 2hrs later feeling sick. (╯︵╰,)
Yeah, oh wells... collected clothes from laundry and man, I think this year I will need to start ironing my school shirts. The new shirt's wrinkles are way more prominent for some reason.
Anyways then my mumma came home and she bought me girlfriend magazine (✿◠‿◠) yey!!! No more dolly for me. And it came with eyeshadow and lipgloss.. hmm not going to use them, some dodgy ass brand lol.
She also bought me small steamed pork bun? lol another direct translation. Pingying is xiao lun bao. You know the one with delicate skin and has like a small pocket of soup inside??? It was deliciousssss omg.
Also had some rice with vegies and that.
Then ate watermelon!! So sweet today (✿ ♥‿♥)
After that, made banana split for my mumma and 3 scoops of vanilla ice cream for my dad.
Happy parents, happy life lol.
ANYWAYS, going to go to sleep soon, hope for the best tmrw morning that I wake up, hm probz just jinxed it... (╯_╰)
Sorry for all the faces today, I am just in a good mood, and this weather is so beautiful.
Goodnight!!!



Some of them want to get used by you




AND YES IT'S RAINING
AND GLOOMY
LOVE
THIS
WEATHER

I think I will now start to post pictures with my daily posts. I used to never do so because it took too long with my htc but now I will put in the effort. :)

Ew hate the number 13. ANyways hello. Today was a pretty good day spent with mummabear I must say. I was kinda hypo today though idk why. Time of the month probz coming soon.
SO today, woke up and got going to grocery shop at campsie. I was so pissed out today because I couldn't find the damned milk tea that I found last week that isn't produced in taiwan. I was so happy when I found it and even happier when it tasted really nice. I cannot drink things from taiwan I just can't risk it LOL. Anyways, couldn't find it in any of the asian supermarkets in campsie............
So yeah finished with it all and got back home and packed it all away. Then we decided to go buy my senior uniform and I was like praying that no-one I knew was going to pop up. WELL NEVERMIND LOL cos I saw like 5 people I knew in marrickville metro lol fml.
Saw Joanna feng in Lowes haha pretty awks to be honest. The shirt cost like $26 each and I got 2 and also got a tie which was like $27 dollars, or was it $28, lol forgot but I just remember getting a discount and then paying something around $75? IDK but yeah, alot of mulla spent on uniform, though I'm sure private school and catholic school uniform is way more expensive.
A lot of casmir students were there o_o
ANYWAYS so after buying uniform. We bought lunch and ate. I had a katsu sushi bento or something and my mum got a smoked salmon sandwich toasted. We shared the sushi and half a sandwich each. It was so yummy!! I recommend you go eat at the sandwich place if you go marrickville metro, it's some mexican one or something. It's not the other one with sandwich stack. But trust me, this sandwich shop is pretty distinguishable from the other one. I make it sound like you will actually listen to me and go buy it... ok lolol moving on.


So then we went into woolworths and bought some snacks and oh my god. Pesto is the hardest thing to try and find in the whole wide world....... I walked around so many times in woolworths and didn't find it fml and I was in the aisle it was actually in and asked a worker and he found it for me. He looked at my desperate face and looked kinda startled LOL. Anyways also found the macarons that I kept hearing about that apparently existed in woolworths.

Anyways so after that headed home and then my mum suddenly needed to go campsie again to buy some ingredient.. and then we both got portugese tarts from puffy. It was yum.
So got home finally. And it was like only 2 o clock so not too bad. Got alot accomplished.

I started to play tiny tower again!! I thought I lost my game on my htc but it's still there and I am so glad because i have 134 bucks on it!! Omg i hate how it always gives me the shittest shops :-( Like I do not want a brewery or a fucking barber shop.... I want a donut shop!! God damn it.
Anyways good night my lovelies.



Hazel Grace





I really want to move cities. It seems we sucked the life out of Sydney to a point where it is already boring to us. I don't know why that thought just popped up in my head though.
Anyways today I MISSED SATURDAY DISNEY wth is wrong with me. I can never get up. Alarm clocks do not work, I need someone to physically come up to me and shake me or annoy me. But then I get pissed out at them but still omg.
So yeah, bad start. So I woke up and watched tv anyway but it was 9AM already so bummer :-(
I'm still getting views on my other blog and double the amount here, I'm not even posting there. I am so confused wth. Ok. Anyways, moving on. Today I just sat in air con room because the heat can really get me in a bad mood and I didn't want that. So I watched Glee. I am still not up to date. But let me tell you, I hate being up to date. It's so annoying. I like having a few episodes just there for me to fall back on when I need something to watch, you know what I mean? The shows I am up to date with, I have to constantly check and also be bummed out if there isn't anything new or if they are on break which is even worse.
So I went on with that and ate my breakfast. Same old breakfast. Rice and chinese sausage. Getting kind of addicted.. But yeah and all was good and then I went to wash my hands. And there was no water
.....
wth
And then I heard scraping noises and I realised they were plumbing like fucking hell why..... and I was so pissed and I full shouted shut the fuck up when they made a lot of noise. I think they heard me. Oh wells.
But like 2 hours later the water came back and the tap was sputtering water at the start and then it became normal.
For lunch I had a peanut butter and nutella sandwich. Ok so the story behind that is, one day I really craved reese's peanut butter cups and I was like omg I can DIY it. And so I made a sandwich with chocolate spread and peanut butter spread. The salty and sweet is so nice; to me anyway.
So, had that for lunch. Continued with Glee and some tumblr.
Tumblr posts aren't that good today for some reason, so much bullshit. But I can't bring myself to unfollow people. It's too hard. Also the pictures have been loading slower....
I also packed my pencil case for school today and everything looks cute.
Buying uniform tomorrow and hopefully a new backpack, I found one and I really want to get it asap.
Ok, talk more tomorrow. I need to sleep soon. Goodnight!!!!! Sleep well guys.



We call home








Hello, this morning I missed victorious...... again.... Only got to watch iCarly so I guess not too bad.
Today I basically didn't go onto the computer until like.. 7:30PM or something. Anyways it was because I wasn't at home all day. I went bondi junction with mummabear to help her out at work. I basically work with my mum, like I get payed so yeah. I had to work from 12PM and 6PM.
So we got there and I was so dead because I actually slept at 2AM yesterday (yeah makes sense why I couldn't wake up) and I asked my mum if I could sleep in the car for a bit. And I actually fell asleep. Like I never can really fall asleep but lately it's so easy for me to just be knocked out in like less than 5 minutes in a place that is not my bed. Then my mum's boss came but he didn't see me cos my mum's cars' windows are tinted pretty dark. SO then I jolted up and saw I had 4 missed calls from my mum. lol shit....
And then my mum came running down to check if I was still alive. And I was lol. And thennn her boss came back and said hi to me and I said hi back, blah blah. Then I got out of the car and into an alleyway thing... so scary and then made my way into the shop. My mum made me stay a bit and then gave me money, told me to go buy food and the book I wanted LOL and so I did. I bought The Fault in Our Stars by John Green. Excited to read it. I couldn't find the other books I wanted. Then I walked out and bought sushi. Been loving sushi and bento boxes lately. I can't stop. Bought salmon and avocado + teriyaki chicken. Then walked all the way to maccas because I really wanted to try the mcfloat thing? Even though its not even anything that good but yeah saw an advertisement. Sat towards the back of this pretty food plaza area and sat near this clear window thing and had a view of bondi beach and houses.. and trees. Finished eating and headed back and started work.. And it was aight. People are weird. Like mate you clearly cannot fit into those clothes. Don't even bother trying them on and almost breaking them or something.
My mum was constantly sending me on errands when it wasn't busy to buy stuff for her lol..
But yeah by the end of the day I felt sticky, tired and had the sorest feet ever. But that's what always happens when I go to help out.
Anyways beryl's back woo even though I won't see her in the holidays I'm pretty sure.
Hmm anyways got home. Showered. Ate dinner... and yeah same routine.
I'm going to bed soon. Goodnight..



Let us sit down and watch the phases

YES ELLEN IS COMING TO AUSTRALIAAAAA 

Hmm everyone has done their back to school shopping, I shall get to it soon and also buy senior uniform..


lol ew

Don't you hate those annoying people who sing along to movie songs when we're watching a movie in class? Like seriously.... Stop, you embarrassment.
Go home. Pirate the damn movie. And sing it to yourself. Thanks.




If I don't sleep anytime soon. I will die. But never mind.

You know for some reason I get really weird when it comes to paying for things at stores. I just can't be normal. I can eye contact the person. AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HANDLE CHANGE when it's given to me. I get all clumsy. And having to need to walk like 100m to find a chair to sit down and get my shit together.....  Yeah I'm weird.




Is that an oxymoron? I believe it is. Anyways hi. Today I was so disappointed at myself and annoyed that my alarm didn't wake me up. But then again I think I'm approaching being immune to my hello kitty alarm clock. It sings this chinese song at me to wake up, you'd think I would shoot right up and be awake. But no..




Hi. Today was a fail haha. Well my morning plans were a fail. Wanted to watch the sunrise.... So I got up at 5:30AM and got ready to sit outside. And the sunrise never came.. And guess why........
..
...
....
I was facing the wrong way. Damn. Using a compass never came to mind for some stupid reason.
Anyways went back home with my head hung low in shame. Ate rice and chinese sausage + sugar/vinegar pickled cucumber. It was yommerz. Ok don't know why I just spelt it like that.
Watched morning shows. Pokemon, victorious, icarly and strawberry shortcake? Victorious is so funny omg.
Today I watched a lot of movies and tv shows during the day. And omg you know I chipped my tooth from biting too hard on a fork... I regret using a fork so much now..... Fml.
Prettty little liars came back and I was so happy. It was a good comeback episode. And I really am forming a great dislike for Aria's dad.
Anyways I can't wait to watch morning tv again LOL ok sad life. Goodnight, sorry for shit post... yeah.



It's time.






Lisa I don't know if you still read this blog but maybe next week you can come over, I'll tell you when it's possible yeah? :-) I want to catch up with you!!

Pretty little liars are cliff hanger experts I swear to god and also the mayor of suspense city.







Never knew victorious was so funny HAHAHAHA everyone is so funny. Ok going to wake up to watch this now LOOOOOL SO IS ICARLY OMG LOOOOL

You know what? I hate honey. I hate the smell of it, the texture, the taste, just ugh. I don't know how people can like it so much..... I only like honey in cooking. Like honey glazed meat is good but everything else? Ugh.
Anyways that's a random thought. Today I woke up at 9AM then slept in til 10AM then slept again til 11:30AM and then lay in bed thinking and THEN got up at 11:50AM..... yep wasted so much time right there.
Anyways woke up and had veal tortellini. It was alright. My dad was spending his time trying to get the dust out of the fans because he was afraid of the dust getting in our airways or something haha.
I just spent the day watching youtube on my phone. Also painted my nails again. I painted it a nude colour. It looks nice in person but when I tried to take a picture, it looked so ugly :-(
Anyways after it got really hot and my dad finally after convincing him let me turn on the air con in my room so we could relax in 24 degree weather hehe.
And so we did.
Later we bought pizza and it was so nasty. Never buying pizza on a tuesday again, stuff the cheaper tuesday bullshit. Sloppiest pizza I have ever eaten :|
Then we all chilled in my air con room. I watched suckerpunch and tumblred.
Now I'm going to sleep. So I can catch the sunrise. Goodnight.




 To find yourself

PLL tmrw oh my lord, I am so excited hehehehe


Did I just answer the question of life? What I just wrote came automatically to my fingers wth. God is that you? LOL

I know yolo is such an annoying mainstream swag thing right now but if you actually think about the serious side of it. You actually only live once. Everything you've done and all the memories are locked in. It's become a part of the journey we call life. You can't change your childhood. You can't change how you lived your teenage days. You can't turn time and do it again. You do it once and that's it. Whatever you decide to do in that second, you can't have it back. What you chose to do in that second of your life, stays.
You know what I mean? It's weird thinking about it. Because right now I'm utilising my life and using it to write this post when I could be doing something exciting. But I'm not. And I'm shaping my life without even knowing it. I have stuff I will never know. You have things you will never know. Because you never took the chance. Should we take the chance at every turn is what life is. What you are is what your life is.
The meaning of life is what you make of it.
Right?