Hello,
Wow, forgot to blog.
Wasn't a very eventful day, it was like any other Saturday. I spent it working... Kinda???
I don't know.
The whole day I was scavenging for food in my home, cos my parents ate all the food I pre-made for myself so zzz. Ate the most random things together. Had a brown bread tuna sandwich with laugh cows cheese and caesar dressing??? With a side of ricecrackers (sun dried tomato flavour) .... lol ew but I was so hungry after my morning adventures to a faraway land.
I was watching New Girl all night, it was so funny. Thank you Selina for lending me the dvd!!!
I'm currently constructing a robot and giving it nipples lololololol ok, anyways I will stop typing nonsense
ok, goodnight!!! ♡





You conformed bitch.




I'm ready to lash out at someone right now.




Hellllo, my day today was pathetic. Slept at 4AM, woke up at 12AM...... Had so many dreams as well so basically equivalent to like 5hrs cos I'm sure the other 3 hours was spent freaking dreaming.
I felt like my body wasn't mine when I woke up. Is that possible??? Idk.

• WASTED 
• MY 
• DAY
• I 
• H8
• MYSELF

I'm so tired, feels like my eyeballs are about to fall out its socket.

The thing I probably always struggle is figuring what is my left and what is my right. I just can't. If you ask me like to answer quickly, if you're like "Was it right or left???" I would just run away 100m to avoid answering.







I still haven't gotten over this photoset, it's like the 3rd day since I saw it and it still gets me everytime lololol plz click, u won't regret it.
http://grampas.tumblr.com/post/46055902554/fucking-jerry


Hello,
Ok just saying, right now I am in love with this weather hehe.
Anyways the weather was pretty shitty throughout the day though so yeah, I didn't like it.
Gave in my art assignment, gave in my engineering excursion note and today was the easter egg hunt thing... I didn't find anything but omg it was so funny, everyone was looking everywhere. It was so funny but frustrating a little cos I didn't find any. But then again it's like just a few small eggs except like if you had a token it would have been a more satisfying experience.
Today I brought my laptop and I actually managed to utilise it in like 2 subjects and got tasks done rather than slack off and say I was going to do it at home and stuff.
And I was stressing and dread maths class the whole day because I really did not want another challenge so like yeah I requested someone to request for us to not do the challenges. Instead we focused on how to actually do the questions, so I'm glad.
So yeah.... anyways then I was like waiting for Corinne and Jeff and like they never appeared so I was like omg ok I'll just walk alone but then out of nowhere popped Tony lolol so I walked to the station with him while he ate his first meal of the day.
Train ride was okay, was with beryl and other people and yeah
Came home, ate an ice-cream cos omg so freaking hot and then did lunges lololol idek why. Then finally showered, after shower I took a nap cos I was hella tired. Woke up and felt sick. Anyways, watched an episode of Simpsons and then started to cook dinner and yeah. I'm not hungry either..... No appetite, weird.
Lately, I haven't felt like myself.
Or maybe it's just today...
I'm dreading the next few days as well. Studying, studying and more studying.....yay??
Ok, I'll end it here, goodnight ♡





— slowly at first, then all at once - John Green

I LOVE THIS SONG AND OMG GO SEARCH THE MV
It won't let me post it on my blog, idk why. But yeah omg I love ariana!!!!!

Hello,
today was once again oven weather and I melted. I had to carry so many things as well. PE uniform, laptop, art supplies, bulky shoes and all other school essentials like books and that. I died, felt like I was a camel carrying cargo through a freaking dessert.
Anyways paid school fees, paid for school fees, got the elephant postcard and "fixed" my school laptop. Yeah it wasn't even broken.
I hate the maths challenges, I rather get tests.....
The PE games today were really fun hehe but I sweated so so so much :-(
But the best part of today was I finished my art assignment!! Yay!!!
OK, nothing more to say today, goodnight!! ♡





What a funny word.

Hello
Today's weather killed me again. So HOT!!!! Omg but thank the lord, it's 11-22 degrees on friday!!!! YES.
Okay anyways today I woke up with my eyemask on, usually I take it off mid-night or it falls off but yeah. I slept at 2AM and yeah, felt like I was poop upon waking.
Anyways enough about my sleeping and the weather getting under my skin, moving onto the bigger issues.
Bigger issues, referring to school???
Food tech was first and lol. But we still managed in the end. Kinda.
Anyways, geography was alright, did a sheet we did in year 9. I was mostly playing with kinder surprise toys, ice age themed too, so fascinating!!!
Anywayssysyysys recess was uneventful, ate lesnack lololol.
Science was a bludge, I should've done my work zzz.
Lunch was boring, ate Caesar salad.
English was somewhat ok idk lol, I am worried about the assignment. I played with this laxative powder thing that fizzes. Then I was holding it and it exploded in my hands, but I am ok, so it's all good. ^_^
Art was nice, talked to corinne and I finally have materials but I haven't really exactly started. (Dat means I've dun nothing)
Walked like flash to Sydenham, I sweated a lot. And OH, I WANTED TO PUNCH CORINNE OMG M8..................lol jokes i love her but fark m8, almost killed me..........
Train ride was funny, hehe.
Anyways, walked home and some lady asked me if I was in selective lol uh.... I think she was shanghainese as well lol.
I HAVE WASTED TOO MUCH TIME OK GOODNIGHT♡





The concept of it

I want to go to ikea..... but how??? And when.....

Hello,
It was sweltering today, I didn't like it. I didn't do anything in sport but tag people and yet my sweat just ran down my face. Team tied in the first game then won the second. Got 2 merits from Ms Lumb????? lol why.
Today felt pretty pointless, I started this blog entry like 3 hours ago and I still haven't brought myself to come back and finish it. I am horrible at finishing things nowadays. And now I am stuck doing my art assignment. Why did I do this to myself??? I didn't improve myself at all.
I'm such a mess. So disorganised and I have no sense of direction. Also my priorities are all over the place. I am no longer the all rounder person I used to be and that is not good.
So today was pretty uneventful, funny train ride though.
Somethings really bugging me though, I don't know exactly what it is, but I feel so crap. I don't even know.
I need to become someone who does work/productive things  to calm themselves rather than go and play games and like procrastinate. Omg what has lucy become..... I think I won't blog anymore than this ok, goodnight.♡






She was scared of heights






Sad things can be necessary as well.

Hello.
Today was an alright day except I woke up sick. Avoided my friends' sicknesses for a while and yesterday I think I made myself too tired. Anyways got myself dressed and headed out to do some grocery shopping with my mum at campsie. Bought breakfast and they gave me a new idea magazine for some reason. But so nice of them. Anyways, it was so damn hot. Hate this weather.
Went home and unpacked everything and then we headed to the city for Daiso and I finally found my art supplies!!! So glad I found it. And only $2.80 hehe.
At first I wanted to go to Din tai fung but then I realised I'd been there already too many times before and it's pricey so I was like 'nah'.
Went to Poporo Takeru instead to eat and it was yummy hehe. Then went to buy Converse shoes cos yeah I wanted them and really want to stop wearing rabens.
Anyways after that... went to starbucks and ordered a green tea frap. It was so nice!! And yeah then headed home and I slept. Got home and yeah....
Wasn't too happy today though... zzz but it's okeh nao.
I think I will go sleep soon, hope this sickness doesn't get too bad.
Goodnight!! ♡


Reminding people of their darker times makes you a bad person.

You haven't changed a bit. You're still playing games.






Stop fighting it.

Today I woke up all sweaty lolol ew but like not full sweaty but I felt sticky azzzz. Freaking hot weather. I hate it, Autumn/Winter weather plz come already!!!
Anyways so like yeah, spent my day at Hurstville looking for art supplies and was really unsuccessful because I couldn't find anything I freaking wanted, like what the hell Hurstville?????
But yeah today was so hot like omg, thank god I was mostly in places with air con and shiz.
Anyways watched the PLL season finale and omg it was so good to me anyway. A lot of people on the online forums were full like it was shit and stuff but I really liked it!!!
Now we have to wait like ages to know who is in the damn trunk, I think it's jason. Anyways soz if that was a spoiler.
Didn't watch the Carrie Diaries or Modern family today, didn't have time.
Hmmmm didn't really do anything else, I cooked dinner again???
Hey I should really start posting pictures with my day huh, when I get my iPhone back ok??? It kind of got confiscated but that's another story.
I think I will watch vlogs then sleeeeep, ok goodnight!! ♡




No silly, she's strong

Hello!!
I felt like today, I did the most work ever since the start of school.
Like in Science, I managed to complete the task I was set with and like wow, I never do legit work in science. And today in english, everyone was playing cards/mucking around and I completed my work.... lol what, never do that either. I usually give into temptation of fun rather than work. I think... possibly, the year 7 me is coming back out. Actually I really hope the year 7 me, comes out. I was such a hard worker in year 7....... lol what happened lucy, what happened??????
Anyways today there was harmony day assembly after lunch and of course we had a committee of jiggers, how expected. I actually really dislike the idea of having friends who jig... But oh wells, I'll let it slide, not like I can prevent such things. The performances were pretty good today though. And omg who knew Jean-Eric's family was so musical and talented???? Like what the heck...
Oh woops I forgot to mention what happened at sport today, omg how did I skip it. Anyways Irene got hurt today. Sad face. And her neck area had some blood vessel thing. Hope she's okay!!!
And also I sweated so so so much from playing Cynthia and Tina's game.
And ugh I had something else that I wanted to add on but now I cannot remember........
So, moving on then.... went to my mum's shop after school and yeah. Ate yogurberry and bought Vogue. Also had to deal with 2 abos that came into the store, yeah I think they were going to steal.
Hmmmm what else happened??? Nothing really lol okay i'm pretty tired....
I dotted too much today yeah ok goodnight ♡





The remnants of the old you

You know on Monday I worked out what the concept of heaven and hell was, lololol epiphanies.

Hello!!!
Omg shiz, i forgot to blog yesterday, all i wrote was hello..... lolol anyways yesterday was a fun day even though the duke of ed people in my class weren't present. Yesterday, like an idiot, I carried my laptop around the whole day for no reason...
Yesterday we saw Ms Lalic and her little ensemble play the violin including Shelley and Kristy and it was so good!! It's for Harmony Day i think. Ms Lalic is so cute when she's talking about musical pieces and how amazing they are even after so many hundreds of years.
I felt like we had a lot of subs yesterday.
Maths was so funny, we gave Gregory a thousand years of pain with a pen cos nobody wanted to touch that area lolol and his butt full contracted when we jabbed the pen there. It held the pen for maybe a millisecond lolololol.
It was a fun class cos the sub didn't give a crap about us.
Anyways.........my afternoon once again did not end well. But it wasn't as bad as yesterday so I was ok.
Ok so I can't really say goodnight anymore since it's morning so yeah, ok. ♡




Room left in your life


But it's only the extreme afternoon sun streaming in :-(
And my other eyelash is like falling off lulzzzz
#narcissisticlucy
Only cos my hair looked decent from school photo day.....ok enuf explaining
Actually it looks pretty messy ugh idk!!!!!!!!



http://ask.fm/sunsh1nexo I want more questions pl0x

Hello!!
You know what I realised? I realised how happy my class makes me, like there is hardly a dull moment and we're always laughing.
Ok anyways today was photo day and I full woke up to straighten my hair in sections so it would stay for the whole day cos I had no idea when we were taking our photos.
Anyways so my mornings are always such a rush like I am so bad with time management... with like everything but especially when I need to get out of the house for something.
So here's list of things I forgot this morning:

• Forgot my form for school photos........... 
• My phone!!!!! (htc)
• My apple :-( (really wanted to eat it man)
• Crunchy nut...

Just told my dad about outlook and he's like "nonono too hard" and then he's like "hey (to my mum) it's no longer hotmail now, it's coldmail"
HAHAHAHA wth dad

Hello!!
You know I wonder why I go into so much more detail into my day than anyone else. I really should keep it brief yet interesting and just state the relevant events of the day??? Yeah I'll do that.
Went by train again and didn't realise Beryl was there, wow how did I miss that. Also gave back Tony's tie but then Corinne wore it so lolol even though she hates wearing ties with her school jumper.
Cooking was alright, Lisa did most of the cooking cos for some reason today I was off my cooking game. I just did the presenting really.
Talked about childhood cartoons with Jenny, Nicky, Shelley and Beryl. We full spazzed over stormhawks and how hot Aerrow is like omg!!!! WHY WAS HE SO HOT?
Anyways my apple at recess was so juicy hehe and greg's chicken/bacon dish was so nice!!! I had to clean with Jeff zzz.
Hmmm cynthia ruined our science experiment today lololol waiiii, it was like 16 minutes long already and she just poured it away -_-
English was so interesting today!! We finished watching To Kill A Mockingbird and damn Boo Radley is so hot, like damn that jawline!! As soon as we saw how Boo Radley looked like, we were all like "hmm not bad" lololol. I also teared up while watching it :'-( but yeah Good movie/10
Art was pretty much a bludge, Corinne cut up her clothes yay. And I played with skeletal feet.
Hmm school photos tomorrow and my hair right now is a frizzball, why did I wash it?????
Actually I washed it because my hair smelt like bacon. And I cannot sleep with bacon hair!!! I have extreme OCD with my bed m8.
Anyways, I think I will do homework nao, hehe early post today but still, goodnight ♡





It's still you



Hotmail changed to outlook today zzz

Hello!!!!!!!!
I don't why I put so many exclamation marks but hey guys, you only live once HAHAHA ok something wrong with me, such a sped-y sped sped at home recently.
Ok so my day today, hmm.. started off pretty chaotic. Had to catch the train today but didn't realise how limited my time was so I packed my bag like a mad woman and then headed out the door with ingredients for my foodtech prac, bulky ass shoes and heavy assss bag.
The train was so squashy as well.... zzz didn't like today's trip.
Walked to school and the freaking food tech room wasn't even open like r u kidding me m8, I HAVE DAIRY PRODUCTS -waves angry fist-
Anyways we managed to put it in the fridge.
Sport today was at first, pretty frustrating. Someone particular on Otis' team was just bloody annoying, like what the hell, shut the hell up, stop complaining!!!!! He was like non-stop whinging about like everything and mumbling to himself like stahp...
Anyways first game was a disappointment, but then I figured why be like that?? Might as well participate, I felt bad as well cos Tony was really trying to keep out team together.
So we tried a little more in the next game and we won it. I think I will try more next week, IF it's cold-ish breezy weather like today.
Hmm then changed when we got back to school. Forgot my tie today so zzzz but then Tony.P lent me his so all goods in the hoodsss except I didn't like the smell so I sprayed it with my deodorant lolol
Assembly was so long today, took like 20 minutes..... but idm hehe.
In science, I finally understood.. balancing equations omg. I love how Mr Jennings broke it down for me, now i geddit yey.
After science, had maths, twas bludge and I didn't understand anything. Zzz actually I did, just wasn't bothered.
Lunch was eh.
English was really interesting as we watched the court room scene for To Kill A Mockingbird and yeah, pretty good!!!
Then had cooking and me and lisa just prepared for tmrw.
Anyways, walked to station with jeff and beryl cos yeah had no-one else to walk with.
Train..walked home... showered... lazed about..ate idk i don't want to elaborate cos right now I am not in the mood.
Goodnight ♡





But Devastating







Everyone is getting so many ask.fm questions!! :-( Can I has some too pl0x http://ask.fm/sunsh1nexo

Hello,
one thing I absolutely adored about today was the weather. Cool breezes, moderate sun, blue skies/pretty ass clouds. Took pictures but it's on mummabear's phone (iPhone5 has a better camera)
Anyways went grocery shopping in the morning, the usual. Had a tim tam slam for breakfast to avoid eating out for breakfast, personally I think it's a waste of money. So bought everything and me and my mum heaved everything upstairs by ourselves up 3 flights of stairs...i guess i lift lololol just joking ok
Anyways after that, went out to eat with mum as well as dad this time. He's injured so like yeah he couldn't come out grocery shopping with us. I ate a Mediterranean burger today and it was all vegetarian and almost vegan if there was no mayo. But it damnnn it was so nice and it was on brown bread.
It was fulfilling as well, couldn't finish the last bite doe, so gave it to my mum.
Sent my dad home after that.
Then me and my mum headed out to ashfield. We went to kmart and got some things. Easter stuff, got chocolate eggs for family friend, teapot, toilet brush lolol, i got another pair of bunny ears lol oh no, a measuring jug for my srp part b and... something else, i do not remember. I also saw the massive $8 bunny that corinne was on about on her blog post today.
Then went to get my mum's hair cut at this shanghainese place. Awks when he thought i was the one getting the haircut lollllll. Ain't nobody touching my hair.
Then went to woolworths to get ingredients for my main prac tmoz, hope lisa got my tweet to get ingredients!!! Or else Irene will have to help me.
Anyways went home and yeah. Did work so proud of myself. And now I feel panicky about art assignment....
Yeah anyways, going to zzzz now, goodnight!!! ♡





That's why you're bad as fuck




Zzz hello, sorry for not blogging yesterday, I was too tired so I fell asleep like at 11PM with my iPhone which isn't good.... radiation!!!! :-(
Anyways so yesterday, basically did something in the morning and then had someone accompany me home.. and then came home and watched my tv series. PLL is gettting pretty intense and yeah. And the Carrie Diaries just make my week. Mouse is so cute lololol her facial expressions. Anyways, basically chilled. Then cooked dinner at night time and yeah...
I tried to do work but failed.
Then I fell asleep with all my appliances still running (laptop, fan, iPhone)
Anyways, that's all I did for my saturday, bye. ♡





Is leaving pieces behind you




Hello!! Today felt pretty depressing compared to yesterday. I'm not sure what exactly changed. Went by car today and slept all the way. First class was science and damn it, I need to paste in all my worksheets. I need to!!!!!!! Ugh h8 myself. Gave in Part B. Thucai called me in class and my ringtone was so loud, thank god it was just Mr Jennings, any other teacher would have been like.. 'tut tut'
Anyways emily had this rock in her eye today for like 6hrs!!! I felt so bad for her :-(
Hmm we also played some sports for PE assessment and o m g, tri spat his gum on the field and I freaking managed to sit on it. He didn't even apologise.
Watched the start of the Mockingbird movie. It was prettty interesting though a lot parts were skipped.
The canteen line was so long today but thank god michael ho was in the line, kept me company and lololol he's so funny.
We didn't even cook today for food tech zzz. Such a bludge as well, which of course I don't mind.
Walked to station with corinne then trained it with Corinne, XueHu, Tony and Tony. It was so funny when some guy behind us sneezed lololollll and when XueHu was holding onto his inner thigh HAHAHA
And when Tony Hoang ate all of Tony Phan's food cos he thought he said "eat it all" when he said "eat some" and I was like "he said eat some, not leave some!!!" Yeah all dat was funnier in the moment.
My day got full deflated just before zzzz why.....
Anyways goodnight!!!! ♡




They say I've gone mad



Some souls just require time to get used to. If you dig deep, you'll find good in them, You just have to use the right shovel.

Hello!!! I was in a relatively good mood the whole day.
Trained it again in the morning with tony, beryl wasn't on the carriage we were in today wai... and yeah anyways got to Sydenham and then walky-walked to school.
First class was Commerce and I didn't do my homework but thank god I copied Lisa in time before Ms Riad came along to check us. Me and lisa had an interesting conversation LOOOOL.
Had science after and we did an experiment with balloons and our group succeeded the first time we attempted it. Nek minnut you see like 20 people around one table and they attempted three times until they like succeeded or something and in the process also making it over flow.
After dat, checked my srp with sir then headed to recess first copied answers for geo then went and ate an apple.
After recess we had geo and it was a bludge lesson basically, talked to bezzzzzle.
So after geo, we had elective and me and cornz just talked lolololol and yeah idk I'm really tired right now so I don't know if I'm making sense or not.
Lunch wasn't very eventful.....bought a caramello. I remember once i said caramello freddo lololol and the office lady was so confused.
Had cambridge after lunch and yay hehe
Maths was pretty funny, we applauded a lot HAHA
Ummmm trained with corinne hehehe and then yeah.
Finished my SRP PROPOSAL PART B, AND I AM SLEEPING NAO OK GOODNIGHT ♡





 That I can be just friends with you

My dear, why are you this way? Who are you trying to be.

Hello!!!! Today started off with me getting up and doing my srp work, cos I have to finish it by tonight or I'm dead......Anyways I took the train today and I was like walking normally... and then I turn around and Tony was there and it scared the shiz out of me. Anyways took the train to sydenham and it was fun lolol
Anyways commerce was first class and it was pretty boring, just talked to Lisa and watched a crap click-view.
Art was after, Corinne and I talked as well. I finally painted my stupid clay work. I hated my clay-work so much, like me and Dennis both just wanted to throw our clay works away.
Anyways only the guys were there today when we walked over to our normal spot. I didn't get to finish my apple properly today and it was so juicy!!! Also we took xue hu's phone heheheh and we too many photos lolol.
We had Cambridge after and it's so fun to be in his class, love his stories hehe. And I love how neat my history book is, it's just my most beautiful book.
Then we had English and.. we presented our cases to the class and it was pretty funny lolol. Tri was on our team and yeah we just let him do the talking. Also spent some time with violet in the cafeteria.
Ok so english was over, and lunch came and once again made Tony H buy me my lunch cos I can't push in, I just can't bring myself to do it.
Anyways had a chiggen burger, it was yom.
I was being a spastic near the end of lunch.
Then in maths I did nothing much, just copied down examples of questions.
After maths we had PE and for some stupid reason I didn't know that we needed sports uniform. And I almost lost marks cos of it, hope I remember next week. The games that were played today looked so fun as well lol god damn it. But I guess a highlight for me would be that I didn't sweat.
I finally finished my proposal for srp btw, gots to print it out now ok goodnight ♡





The screams all sound the same










Ok so random thought:
You know in my primary school I used to know this kid called Ome Ngamvittayanon and I was the only one who remembered how to spell his last name. Ok but that's not the point lolol. He was like super import and didn't know shiz. Though he was so rich. At the time he had an iPhone 3 so like it was a big deal. His mum re-married a soccer coach so he was super good at soccer and stuff. And also at one stage he liked me o_o ok ok that's not the point either omg I suck at getting to the point.....
Anyways so now I see him and he is suchhhh a hk like what the hell?!??!?! He was such a good kid and now look at him, omg I want to punch him.



Hello!! I feel like I need to go get me a new daily challenge to do... because I really don't have much to talk about other than my day on my blog and that gets boring, I'm sure.
Anyways today I was almost late to school. Made Caesar Salad and omg I h8 myself, I left my most important folder at home which had my food order in it for the main, wth am I stupid. Why wake up and write it and forget it???? Ugh.
Anyways after food tech, I smelt like bacon lolol. And in the geography room, the microwave kept going off and Miss was like "This is a classroom!!! Why is there a microwave in here???"
Anyways she was being so annoying today, she is the biggest complainer as well, like shut up.........

Recess was after and I was so chill even though the Brain Bee challenge was next. It was so funny as well, me, tony, tony and alim were talking about candy crush then Tony H was like "Is your morning mam?" and I was like "whut is morning maam???" HAHAHA and then he meant "is your mum modern?"
Then Alim was suddenly going on about how his dad wakes him up by elbowing him LOOOOOL we weren't even talking about mornings anymore. Alim is so lost hahaha.

Anyways had the Brain Bee Challenge, I will be happy if I get 1 right lolol. Yes, 1. It was so funny when we were doing the test, Irene accidentally put herself as Indigenous LOOOOOOL, that killed me and emily. After doing the challenge, everyone just started to play Halo and Irene was so hopeless lololol and Emily was like pulling out her hair just watching Irene. I remember the days where I'd play Halo too in TAS classes but lolol idk I probably am pretty bad at it now. I'm a pretty bad gamer tbh, every game I play, everyone else is always so much better than me.

Lunch was after and yeah nothing much happened. Michael keeps asking why corinne is laughing all the time, and now that I think about it, she is usually always bloody laughing lololol.
English was so interesting hahah, I liked my group. And we actually got places with discussing the issues but yeah we ain't allowed to say anything to the other teams so yeah I won't talk about it here. Cos it's a secret k guiz.
Art was after and I feel like I'm not getting anywhere because I have no material and it's making me sad lolol I really want to start. Zzz.
Ok so walked obamaself to the station but then walked with selina and michelle hehe, and made the train yay.
NOW I MUST DO MY SRP PART B
GOODNIGHT!!!!!! ♡




I know that we all sin, but I do believe we try. - Frank Ocean




Hello!!! Today was yet another Monday. Weeks are actually pretty short now that I think about it. The weeks seeem to fly by so damn fast....
Anyways sport today was so damned funny. Nathan was the main reason why lololol. He kept calling out saying we gotta play "real volleyball" and he's like get points and then we'll start "headering" (Head butting the ball lolol). Also kept calling out his own name lololol. Then randomly talked to me and irene about how he doesn't know who his shirt belongs to, and that his one is missing a button and the one he was wearing today had a button lolololol but the main highlight was that we won hehehe my team today was so good.. I helped save the ball a few times... so yeah I guess I contributed a little. BUT MAN DO I LOVE WINNING.
Anyways the rest of the classes for the day were meh. For english we performed and it felt so awks. And for foodtech, me and Lisa didn't do much, going to assemble our dish tmrw hehe.
I fell asleep on the carpet when I got home today... and then fell asleep in the shower. I was so tired....
Kept having dreams that I was sleeping in my bed at night time and waking up from that dream was so weird.
Anyways I need to sleep nao, got a lot of shiz on tmrw or later today whatevz (1:05AM), goodnight!!!! ♡




We all try

Welll this is a sucky subject to talk about for the last challenge!! And omg I am so happy that I managed to finish this challenge, I mean, I usually never finish challenges.
Anyways... something I'm excited for.. Hmm.. I don't think there is much to be excited about because my life at this age is basically a routine. I think something that I'm truly excited for though is when my nice grandma + grandpa is coming over and visiting!!! I miss my grandma a lot so I will be nice to see her face everyday for like 2 months this year and have 5 people present at home.
Oh and another thing I'm excited for is for the cold winter weather to kick in hehehe so excited

Hello and lolol 69 ok so immature.
Anyways today I slept til 9:30AM, haven't done that in a while and once again, felt asleep with my iPhone, zzz. Woke up and brushed my teef and got dressed to go out and do some grocery shopping with my mum. I realise every damn week, I forget to buy at least one thing..... zz
There was this really annoying cashier and customer at woolies today, made us wait so long... and omg the girl who was waiting behind me was so pretty like omg I just wanted to run away cos I looked like a potato next to her.. :-(
Anyways carried all of the bags up the stairs in one go today and omg so heavy......
Watched my itsjudylife vlog and BFvsGF vlog and then me and my mum went to put petrol in her car. And decided to just go maccas for lunch.. and omg guess who I saw there working???
Samantha!! LOL I was like wthhhhh. Anyways went home straight after and then did SRP, still not even done with background information, omg why is it so hard for me this year....
Ok anyways basically was a very boring sunday imo.
I'm going to sleep soon, so goodnight!!♡




It's push and pull.





Hello, boring ass Saturday and it was my chillout/kickback day so yeah. I think modern family is stopping???  There was no new episode this week to download so sad life....
Anyways today's weather was pretty horrible in my opinion. I hate hot weather that is like in between makes me feel so flustered and yuck. Saw so many future music festival people out and about today.
And freaking hell.... I got flea bites on my inner thigh and they are itchy as hellll and so nasty to look at, oh god, I just got shivers while typing that.
Hmm I plan to finish my SRP shiz by Monday so I hope that I don't get too distracted.
You know something funny? Me and my mum were trying to do this stunt thing were she sits down and I arch my back while she holds onto my shoulders and we tried and she couldn't get a hold of me and then we stumbled so much then she dropped me and I fell onto a sharp corner of the couch framing and she fell as well omg but it was so funny in the moment and my dad didn't even realise lololol
Anyways I'll end it here, goodnight peeps ♡





In the watery despair of my memory




Well.... I think I'm weird overall lolol ok here goes:

1. One weird thing that I like is this pointy thing that's on my ear, ever since I was little I have been feeling it lolllll ok that's sounds weird but it comforts me, ok just like a kid would suck their thumb, I would be touching this little bump on my ear cartilage. I still do it by the way lolol, I think only Corinne noticed.

2. Ok so in primary, the cleaner's closest had this musty smell and I could not get enough of it, everyday after school I would intentionally go in there and like just breathe lololol only like one person I knew agreed on this. I even took on the job to water the school's plants in the morning just to able to smell the mustiness every morning too when getting the gardening stuff HAHAHA ok I'm so weird but I swear it was the best smell ever... to me...

3. I like squeezing whiteheads ok shutup don't judge me, it's just weirdly satisfying. Just like when people watch blackhead squeezing videos.....

4. I love the feeling of taking the eye poop (what I call the hard stuff that appears corner of your eye when you wake up) out of my eye. So satisfying ermergerd.

5. Ok I have really weird ones that I rather not share so I'll just conclude that I like weird people, like the people who are weird on the inside like my friends LOOOOL ok enufff

Hello, today I woke up feeling terrrible yet well rested at the same time. I felt really bad so I slept at 11:50 which is like super rare of me but I was so tired so I did and then when waking up I felt so drained...
My mum asked me if I wanted to go to school and I was like "yeah" I guess that's weird.. most people would say they want to stay home but I'm petty with my attendance so I must go to school even if I'm like dying. Classes today were pretty chill I guess. For maths, I got 17/41 which actually wasn't too bad considering the test had questions from past hsc papers and questions that were on a level that are to be expected in the common test. Highest was 30/41 which was vincent. And the next highest was like 50% and 40%'s and I was 41\% so yayyy, I guess I am improving a bit and actually trying!!!
For english I need to try harder, I am slacking off so bad.
Only highlight of my day was probably how me and lisa's fritata's turned out!! They tasted so good as well hehe, yeah and my afternoon was wrecked but it's all good now. Anyways I need to sleep, it's almost 2AM argh pissed off at myself... no control. Ok, goodnight!! ♡






And what makes people tick.

To be honest, I really want to go to New York, I mean I love the city, love, love it. Also Tokyo, Japan or anything like that. There's so many famous places to eat, shop and things to buy. And cities mean apartments, and I love living in apartments!!
I love the cosy feel that you get.
And damn the fashion in New York is like omg and the cafes.... omg omg omg but I hear green cards are extremely hard to get so.. :-(

Hello, today was a pretty alright day. Except I feel really down at the moment. I slept really little so I was really hyper at school but I don't think it was real, I'm going to sleep earlier today... hopefully.
I feel sorry for beryl lol, she has to put up with me during class time lololollll I don't even know what I say to her anymore.
And right now I need to finish the bloody diagram for pdhpe; for our game and find a stupid pasta dish for food tech (food order) and I can't anymore. I am so drained.
Also I feel no motivation.
Also tmi, I got my period the second time within like a month so that is not right....... I think I'm straining myself.
Anyways let me just dot point some happenings of today:

• Anna got told off by some old man on the train for having her skirt too short
• I ran away from the situation
• Wth
• That's the only thing I remember
• Oh wait
• I fell asleep today on the floor of my room after watching child prodigy videos and woke up and forgot who the hell I was and what day it was
• Downloaded icy tower cos lol
• I want to die right now ok

I just watched all these videos relating to child prodigies and man, I feel so inadequate right now.

Omg I suck, I keep accidentally posting my daily's on my old blog, ughguhgufgnfjnfd god damn it

Hello, and damn my neck aches so bad, I need to have better posture asap.
Anyways today was a pretty good day in terms of my mood. I was almost really late to school but only was 10 minutes late. Why was I late???? Because both me and my mum were playing candy crush and forgot about the time...... LOLLLL we suck.
Anyways came late along with Greg. Interesting commerce lesson I guess.
After we had electives so I headed to art and we got a new assignment in the form of an essay (1200 words), oh how delightful!! -_-
So recess was after and I forgot to eat my apple, damn it.
Anywayssss had history and I almost fell asleep watching the clickview.... I cannot watch things that drone on and on, I always feel like I'm going to pass out.
English was death. Did not read the book, so probably failed the quiz.
Lunch was meh, ate a chiggen burger hehe.
Maths was okay we just went through the hard questions. And then got homework of the last two, yeah ain't nobody got time for dat.
PDHPE was fun hahaha, first me and beryl played table tennis like idiots then we played 2 legit games, she won one and so did I. And then we played with the skin of a ping pong bat and it was so funny, then we played with a dodgeball which was hilarious LOOOOL then we just played catch. And when dominic joined, it became "we could peg a ball at eachother the hardest"
Anyways walked to station with bezzzz and we shared a banana lolol. Then sat down with corinne on the train and we talked LOL and then walked home whilst playing candy crush, pausing in the shade every now and then lolol. Yeah and then came home and did homework and yeah.....
Nothing much to say I really just want to hop into bed right now.
So yeah, goodnight!!!! ♡







It never made me stronger at all - Ed Sheeran

Don't ever provoke me with jealousy. I am a jealousy monster.....









Hello, hehe I liked today. I think it was the SRC speeches that got me in a good mood. They were all so funny like Damien's "Feeling a bit shaky right now" HAHAHA #notsureifsrs and tony's backflip and Corinne was like Causely todd looked drunk haha. I liked Beryl's one too!!
Anyways I think I voted for the right people. And for god's sake it's a secret ballot!!!! SECRET!!!!! LIKE M8!! Idk why I'm so touchy about that but yeah hahaha
Anyways all the rest of our classes were pretty good. Experiment in science, some play thing for english and then relaxing art for last... I played candy crush the whole time, but omg til now I can't pass lvl 29, why is it so hard for me!!!!! It's killing me man.
Anyways my mum bought me a varisty jacket... lol um a bit late dere mum, but I guess it's good to just wear at home LOOOL and she got me disco pants but not AA of course LOL
Anyways yeah, goodnight!!! ♡





Good people that are injured by the evil of mankind

Those songs that are capable of sending shivers down your spine, ermergerd.

Things I like:

• I say what I think (I don't usually sugar coat things)
• I'm super duper passionate ok
• My own fashion sense???
• That I'm someone who prefer books over movies
• My smooth face skin lolol
• My eyebrows lololol
• I'm creative I guess
• I taught myself to cook without my mum's help
• That I laugh at almost anything
• Oh yeah I like my humour HAHAHA

Hello, another Monday presented itself. Played oztag for sport, and my team won both games, I didn't really participate, only tagged a few people. I think oztag is really fun but m8, if I really and actually get into it, you'll see another side to me (Competitive lucy) and usually it ends with me sweating a lot. So hmm better not. Recess was aight. Then period 3, had science and I feel super bludgy when I shouldn't be. I really should fix my laptop, yeah....been saying that same thing for 4 weeks nao, still no action on my part.
Anyways maths was after science and man, that test was hard. It was like what the hellllllll. I mean I attempted all of them but damn some of them was just like.. what?????
So lunch was after so thank the lord for that. I ate rice and CORINNE not me stole Xue Hu's phone and we were taking pictures of ourselves with it lolololol then we were trying to hide it and then I smiled. I SHOULDN'T HAVE. I suck at hiding things or lying zzzz.
So english was after and I feel bad. I haven't done most of the english work and I am so stuffed for the Wednesday quiz we are having. I am only up to page 57 of To Kill A Mockingbird, I think I'm going to bring it to school to read it at recess and lunch and then on my way home.... or else, i'm dead.........
Food tech was like omg, lisa showed me so many mouthwatering foods like if people didn't know what we were looking at they would think the sounds we made were not appropriate yeah HAHA ok.
Walked to station with lisa and then parted ways with her cos her significant other was there waiting for her hehe cuties. Trained it with Anna and Corinne.
Walked home whilst playing candy crush, almost tripped and died, never again.
Went home, shower, ate, homework, dinner, homework, homework.....
Anyways goodnight ♡





Is a full time job

Something I'm worried about? School.
I feel like I'm falling back into the same routine that I said I wouldn't. I don't even complete my damn homework anymore. I feel like I'm stuffing it all up. I let myself get behind, now it's so hard to catch up omg.
I let myself get distracted......
And I'm so worried that I'm going to never change these stupid habits.
But I guess I just need to put my mind to it right???

Hello, today was a somewhat more interesting day than yesterday, so first of all stayed up til 3AM and then fell asleep by accident and woke with my iPhone next to my face. Radiation!!!! And it was down to 5% charge so zzz...
So I got up, had tortellini for breakfast lol and then got dressed and went grocery shopping with parents at campsie. My mum went and got a new battery for my watch and yeah. I got my hello kitty lollies finally lololol, they didn't let me buy it last week because it wasn't in their system so there was no price..
Anyways...went home and unpacked groceries and for some reason we bought two watermelons this week, wth whyyy we're never going to finish them!!!
Decided to go to burwood to eat, I ate street tacos, not as good as they had seemed... and half a chicken schnitzel thingy which I couldn't even finish. Then went to dymocks and bought Looking For Alaska by John Green!! Finally, but omg I have so many unread and unfinished books.
Anyways I fell asleep on the couch and then my mum woke me to tell me to go sleep on a bed instead cos she said the couch was bad for my back. So I went and slept in my parents bed and napped for 3 hours.... like omg. Had a crazy dream as well.
I couldn't speak properly after waking up, I kept stuttering like crazy and had the reddest cheeks + dry lips.
Anyways after I settled down, had japanese curry for dinner hehe yummy.
Afterrr dinner I just did homework and then I watched half of inception.
Now..... I am going to keep doing homework until I die, goodnight!! ♡





People who mind, don't matter and people who matter don't mind

1. When Greg imitates his mum saying "look away" lololol, no-one but me finds it funny
2. Not exactly a particular word or phrase, but beryl's douche bag voice
3. Every damn quote in 'Get Smart' HAHAHA I love Steve Carell!!!!
4. Cat Valentine's quotes from Victorious "Does my thumb look spanish?" and "I'm a cube fist man!!!"
5. When Thucai says the f word HAHAHAHA so cute and funny at the same time


I have way more, but it only said 5 so yeah lololol

I finally dreamed!!!! I am so happpy hehe.

Hello, wasn't today's weather just the best???? I loved it so much. I donned a scarf today and it was so cosy. I spent my day kicking back. I really should have done work. I say this to myself everyday but... ok no excuses, I'm sorry.
I reread some of the fault in our stars and I was bawling.....
Also watched bubzvlogz, she's so cute and her family is so funny!!!! And her dogs are hilarious.
My hand burn is peeling a bit today and it hurts!!! :'-(
Ahh today was boring, I'm sorry. I hope tomorrow is better in terms of fun.
Also I have so many photos I need to delete on my iPhone, I have like 4,000+ luvos on the iphone, not good.
Anyways, I shall lay in my comfortable blankets while I watch itsjudylife's vlog,
ok goodnight!!! ♡




As if it's the only way to be remembered..

Omg I just remembered after typing all that camp stuff......the crying!!!!!! When jason cried, then lisa cried, then I cried.........lolllllllll omg

I've been on this post thing for hours and I don't know what to write. I don't know what I miss more actually nothing is coming to mind which is odd.
I think I'll just write this since it's simple.
I miss camp. I miss the packing, the conversations beforehand, anticipation the night before, the excitement as you see all your friends with suitcases, the feel of how there will be 3 days spent with friends, getting used to room, eating horrible food (idek why I miss that), having adventures, taking pictures, talking late at night, activities....
I think the year 8 camp was so fun!!! I want to do that again...

• the location (broken bay)
• the friends that went
• adventures we had
• dem cold apples
• dem hash browns
• was it felicia who hurt her leg???
• jason getting stung
• him hitting trees
• lisa saving michael and him getting a scar and earning the name hk
• me getting 3248384754 injuries 
• got a bite from a bull ant and got a momentarily paralysed foot and was told by miss rumble to keep walking -_-
• me calling everyone in my cabin a pussy cos no-one would touch my cut LOOOOOOOL
• me running into a mesh door at full speed  -_-
• beryl's swollen eye HAHAHA
• me + alim and friends throwing flat rocks on the ocean
• nicky saying "just kill me" in her sleep HAHAHAHAHA
• djanala getting pissed when emily kept turning on the light
• late night beach bonfire + party-like photos
• the activities weren't that fun but still
• otis lolololol
• he threw a football at my head
• the rock i got from the beach
• otis pretending he broke his leg in the sand LOOOOOOOL
• lisa's cute toes
• the turkey HAHAHA
• chris' mullet lololol
• the ferry ride... 
• anna falling asleep everywhere hanging her head
• the drive back was so funny HAHAHA when dominic mentioned John Howard closing the harbour bridge for one man to go across lolllllll me and thucai died!!!!!! 
• also me waking up then falling asleep almost instantly... (cos I thought we were on the harbour bridge HAHA)
• then me watching some wong fu video on someone's phone, can pinpoint who but I know it was guy lolol

But yeah, basically the whole process of it is such an exciting thing!!!! I want more camps!!!!!!!

"And then I realized, you just say "Hi." They may ignore you. Or you may marry them. And that possibility is worth that one word." - Augusten Burroughs Author of Running with Scissors

A mutual addiction







Hmmm academics.
Well in primary I did very well but I failed the selective test and got into tempe (selective stream) lollll
I got 210.55 for my score and was on the waiting list for St George zzz didn't get in. I was reserve 30 and it stopped at 26. Number 27 must've been bawling.
I got Dux in primary though lolol and kept it a secret all of year 7 for some reason.
Year 7 was all goods I guess, year 8 was starting to struggle a bit, year 9 was a crap year for academics like omg. I did so bad at so many things. Worst year ever. And I was so so lazy.
But all those years I managed to maintain a steady report. Like it's always been a majority of A's. Only gotten C like maybe 3 times? or 2 times, i don't remember.
I guess my academics are aightttt. Lots of room to improve in my opinion. So yeah, I am working on it this year. Wish me luck!!



Hello, right now I am so nitm and fkn stressed as hell about my maths homework. Today was a really crappy day until it rained. After that it was good.
Prior to the rain, all I heard was depressing things and nothing exciting happened.
And I really despise the way Ms Tang teaches, she needs to dial it back a few notches cos she is killing us all. And Greg needs to learn to fucking shut it.
And also, decided today to swear again. Anyways back to the Greg thing, he is so damned selfish. He is probably only good at maths. And he wants there to be less A's for maths... He tries to put people down to make himself better. Yeah um no, that's not how it works.
Uh yeah I don't know what to say. I look forward to sleeping tonight lollll
My posts are getting boring, but yeah I promise they will get exciting again, if they ever were... lol okay anyways sleepy me needs sleep, so goodnight!! ♡






Are what keeps me satisfied..