Hello
Didn't have the greatest start to the day, rather not talk about it. Umm got to school pretty late like after 9...
Today I felt like I hardly saw anyone. I had my eye test and it went through recess. I didn't even get my report from her, wth. But she had the cutest british accent and her mother was there. Also at lunchtime I was at fellowship so basically both of my breaks, I didn't see many people. Tony gave me the brochure he got for me and yeah, gave in my food tech assignment. In food tech today we made Sticky Date pudding and it was pretty nice!! Miss gave us icecream and everything to top it off with, so nice of her. I took one home and my mum thought it tasted really nice... lolol okay.
Um yeah, doing homework of course and I have nothing to say other than that ^
Be happy and goodnight ♡





But awfully lonely



Hello
I liked today in ways, I really don't have much to say because today I'm finishing off a food tech assignment that just might kill me. I'm really grateful for the people who have helped me by the way, thanks guys!!!! Love you ^__^
Also for dance practice, we made a lot of progress!!!!
YEAH OK (Might edit this later)
But yeah
Be happy and goodnight ♡






You fool no-one

Weirdest thing that happened to me today but forgot to mention in my daily post. So I was walking home humming to myself and I hear a crackle behind me signifying that there was someone walking behind me... and so my reflex reaction is to whip my head around and see who it was. It was some guy wearing Holy Spirit uniform that I usually see walking to school in the mornings. Anyways I was like "what the hell" and I turned back around immediately and continued to walk at normal pace, still humming. Minding my own shiz yeah...
And suddenly I can feel him walking faster and nearing me with each step and I was like "what the hell, what the hell" in my mind.
And when he finally walks in line with me... he stops?
And I stop... And we look at eachother????????
My face was like o_O like literally and yeah I was like *panic panic* and I was like "what the fk" out loud and crossed the street. And he continued walking..........

WHAT THE HECK MAN, it was so weird. Can't shake off how weird I felt..............
Ok yeah just wanted to share that.




Hello!
Today started off well, there was fog again. Hehe two days in a row. Anyways I came late, as usual. Commerce class, actually finished all the work which is always a satisfying feeling. I wish on our laptops there was some kind of button that could lead us to edmodo/moodle immediately... It's such a bothersome process.
Art was a highlight I guess. I never expected any where near good marks for last time's test, like seriously I was expecting a mark that would throw me into the B or C cohort. But amazingly I got 2nd highest in my class..... lol wut. For section A? Or the first part I got 22/25 and the second part I got 23/25. So surprised and seriously I thank Miss Rumble, that essay we did last term really helped me for the writing section. Yeah anyways from that point my day went downhill. So I won't recount anymore of it in chronological order.
Got my library card today and ew why did they zoom in??? And I look so tan. It's like their goal is to accentuate our tans.
Anyways this might be the most stressful week I've had so far this term. I have so much to do.......and I really loathe myself because even though I improved on my homework habits, I still managed to land myself with a load of work that accumulated from the start of the term. And the food tech assignment is doing my head in, I just can't. WHY IS THERE SO MUCH?????? The "fun" subjects are so annoying when it comes to assignments. I'm pretty sure I will get a 0 for this assignment.....
Alright enough talk here, tmr will be busy busy busy and tired tired tired lucy.
Be happy and goodnight!!! ♡






It's in your soul

You know those pictures on Facebook where it's like Press "Like" if you love Ariana Grande and "Comment" if you love Selena Gomez and hello/??? They obviously put the favourable one under the "Press Like button" because it's more convenient and clearly no-one's fked to go and comment, like it takes more effort.
Every time I see them, I just want to punch my computer. I'm pretty sure everyone who reads my blog is already aware of them and probably has already acknowledged it in their own minds, but still!!!! Irritates me so bad.




Like petals we must eventually fall
for good
and for bad

Hello
Today's fog was amazing. It was breathtakingly beautiful to me. So the trip to school today was pretty nice, only downside was when I was being a nutter (laughing hysterically) with my mum she called me a poofter. I don't think she knows what the real meaning is. But it made me laugh harder because it was so uncalled for lololol.
I like Tuesdays by the way, it's so easy going.
We watched the special features for the Corpse Bride and it was nice. All the voice actors are such perfect people!!! I just can't deal with it.
Art last period was of course Ms Evangelinos rambling as she always is. She just keeps going and going and going. I feel so clueless for my art 2D work. I don't even know what direction I'm going with it. My planning page is blank.
Also, I'm so c33bz for snapchat now, it's like... when I'm okay looking no-one sends me anything but as soon as I finish showering and my hair is all wet, I get like 2 billion snapchats. WHY????
Today was also kind of a let down but oh wells, let's hope it picks up tmr.
I also have so much homework, I want to die...
Be happy and goodnight!! ♡





Is written all over your face

Movies I want to watch:

• Don Jon
• The Great Gatsby
• Despicable Me 2

I realised it's always the controversial posts that get the most views lol

I don't know why I feel the need to always make the "hello" of each post obvious and have to make it obvious that I'm ending the post. I read a lot of other people's blogs and they never say bye or goodnight or whatever, but why do I do it???? Even back in the day when I wrote a diary like actually pen to paper; even then I said hello and goodbye.... Weird. 

Hello
It seems like every Sunday there has to be drama or some sort of screaming. I slept at 1AM yesterday, reading. I feel that with reading I am able to stop myself from reading. But with YouTubing??? I could be on there til 5AM m8 except my resistance is shit now.
I ate pie and drank coffee for breakfast while watching YouTube. Got dressed the same as how I looked yesterday cos c33bz making a new outfit. Been wearing boots lately. And holy banana, they are so comfortable!!!!
Shopping for groceries is usually fun but today it was frustrating and stressful.
Ummm yeah basically went home and had a fight with one of my parents, yeah idk. I really regret it so much when I do that, it's like so selfish of me. .. yeah
So we decided to go to Campsie again lol.... to eat lunch. We ate at ashin? Idk near cincotta chemist. The sushi train's variety is not big, but tastes alright. Ate one that had strawberry in it??? And omg piss me off, the katsu don tasted like crap. Never eating there again m8. If you can't do a simple katsu don, you fail!!!!! It was soggy, the meat was tough, the egg was overcooked and the rice was the only ok aspect. And it was $11.40..... #angrycustomer
Anyways, after that went to get my dad a new hot water bottle thing that he carries to work because ya know asian parents with their love of hot beverages lolol
Anyways after that went and got new school shoes cos the old ones killed to walk in and were slanted as fuck. It was $95... *cries*
AND I BOUGHT INFERNO BY DAN BROWN TODAY YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY
Yeah excited to read it, fuck all the other books I gotta read that I bought before.
Anyways I haven't done much work......which is bad.. I need to get back on track with work...
Uh.. yeah so that's all I'm going to blog for today's daily post.
Be happy and goodnight!! ♡






It's a cycle anyway

It's weird to admit this but when I finally become a parent or something, I hope that my child isn't the popular kid well at least in primary school. I want them to learn that kids are cruel and you have to learn from it. It's horrible but I hope they get bullied. I want them to be the victim so when they get to high school; somewhere where shit starts getting real, they have experience to face things that are even worse. I want to be able to comfort them when they come home and teach them what I know.
Is that weird that I don't want to be a mother that coddles her kid too much? Ok idek why I'm thinking about this. HAHAHA ok whatever way too far into the future lolololol

I love ariana grande so much I just can't deal with it omg omg skjfbsdkjfhbsdkvfsaf SHE'S PERFECT

“How many times have people used a pen or paintbrush because they couldn’t pull the trigger?”

—	Virginia Woolf

Wow I used to sleep at 3AM and 4AM, now I can't even stay past 1:30AM anymore. I guess it's a good thing but my resistance to sleep is gone...




Hello
Today wasn't awfully eventful, found out something in the morning that worried me, but yeah I don't want to elaborate. I just played with my makeup today when I supposed to start my food tech assignment and do English homework and a million other things. But I was c33bz as always.
Let's just skip to now; watching Harry Potter, well it just finished. And now idk, I feel like drinking coffee but  my mum won't let me because it's night time already... zzz but mum pls!!!! Ok now watching no strings attached but I don't know what is going on. Ah idk, boring as post soz.
Be happy and goodnight ♡





Of you, aren't healthy at all.



Hello
I love the weather we've been having recently, I hope the rain keeps on coming, love it so much. Oh and I made my instagram un-privated and now so many random people keep liking my photos and I feel very uncomfortable...
Already late with my post so I'm just going to take the lazy route out and do dot points, easy to type and easy to read for whoever reads my blog, yeah lolol.

• ok hi
• so science first, had topic test. It was a cheat fest. 
• maths was after and Ms Tang covered Circles for graphs. 
• I hope Circles isn't in the half yearly
• Recess was nice talked to everyone about the excursion, there was a lot activity with umbrellas and belly buttons and Corinne talking about summer rolls with shit in them... lol um... HAHAHA
• P.E. was so boring, ew careers, had a good talk with Irene and co. + Emily. 
• English was so fun, found out something that blew my mind. And made me so happy but so riddled with disbelief. Arranged Cynthia's chocolate box. Then played Big 2 with Emily, Sophie, Samantha and Dennis. Dennis kept being so strategic, like m8!!! But yeah only cos I kept losing lololol, yeah I suck at games of any sort. 
• Lunch, I ran to canteen and bought lunch then went fellowship. Even though I'm not religious yeah.. I still really like listening to religious talks? idk if people can understand that. But yeah I appreciate people's religion (basically their way of life) but you know.. who knows what path awaits me..
• After fellowship, kind of forgot what class I was meant to go to lolzzzz but yeah it was Commerce. 
• Made burgers with Lisa in Food Tech and it tasted really good!! 
• Went a little nuts at the station but m8 I love rain.
• Train was late and packed. 
• Saw something terrible.
• Did work until 10:58PM 
• Yeah... now sleep

Woops forgot to blog today, 11:58PM omg, not going to make it.

Hello
Look 143, "I love you". But also, "I hate you" but hate is too strong and should never be taken literally.
Today was the geography excursion and what a lovely day for an excursion I mean really, what a beaut today's weather was. #sarcasm
But today's weather made the excursion a lot more fun but soaked us all. Most of people's shoes were wet and people had soggy feet. Today would have been the PERFECT day for gumboots.
Anyways this morning, woke up at 6AM and then left at 6:54AM, my train was at 6:57AM.... We were behind this slow ass car, missed my train by like 10 seconds..... sad life. So then my mum sent me to school instead and I got there at 7:16AM. Then Anna gave me half a crispy creme donut, random but nice of her hehe. Beryl was running late, she didn't even do her hair. She slept through 1 hours worth of alarms, wow. When we got to the station she was there and I did her hair. Also met Corinne at the station, talked to her for a bit. The train we went on became so packed due to us...
Anyways we hardly did any work today and it was cos of the rain, so much work in our booklet was left blank.
Me and emily kept screaming today when being rained on and thank god for her cloud umbrella, without it we would've died.
AND OMG I got so seasick today from the ferry... but once I got onto land and burped a few times, I felt so much better.
Lunch was nice, Emily got the tastiest fruit salad I have ever eaten in my life. The pineapple and the oranges were amazing omg. Also the lady who was selling the fruit salad was so cute as well and so nice to Emily. Also another funny thing that happened today was Nelson telling us he lost his sheet when running in the rain, he said he put it in his jumper and when he came into the building it disappeared lololol so funny.
Anyways overall a shitty excursion but I still thought it was fun in ways.
After it all, my dance group ate together and then we headed to the studio. Not the best of sessions but we moved ahead in a way. I'm so sorry guys, I know I shouldn't apologise again but yeah I feel bad... yeah..
BUT ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE, SELINA, BERYL AND I HAD THE FUNNIEST DUCT TAPE EYEBROWS OMG HAHAHAHAHA
Not going to post it cos too embarrassing but yeah we laughed so hard. Got home at 7:40PM, ahh so tired nao, going to sleep in 30 minutes probz. And sorry for my crappy un-chronological blogging style today/
Be happy and goodnight!! ♡





In our secret

Aaron Carter followed me on Twitter??? Apparently he was famous in the 1990s??? What the hell mate. And it's one of those verified accounts that celebs have lol.... wth why me




*dies*









Hello
Lesson learnt today: I'm not allowed to voice opinion about anybody, but everyone else is entitled to do so. And that karma gets me fast.
I guess some divine force is constantly trying to pry me away from the path of bad. But yeah I deserved it.
Guess you're right.
Anyways, today we finally finished watching Corpse Bride, it's such a lovely movie. I think it's edging up my list of favourite animated films. And the main reason to why I love it so much is the symbolism and quirkiness that Tim Burton had inserted in. The ending made me cry, such a beautiful way to end it and keep everyone happy but I feel that Emily (Our Emily) was a bit sad that Emily (Corpse Bride) didn't end up with Victor, but it was still a happy ending. I spoiled the movie for myself last night, so I wouldn't be anxious today, I don't know why I do that. And let me also add on, Victor is so attractive idk why, he is like stick skinny but omg he's so sweet and clueless I just can't.
We also got our Maths test notification... *stress!!!!!!* I need to learn Similarity or I'll die for sure. Is anyone a pro at it? PLS TEACH ME.
Ah.... History excursion tomorrow. Tried to pay today but the office lady said it was 'closed' and I have to pay on the day, omg why lucy, why??????
But yeah, ew at the fact that we have to be at school at 7:30AM and we have to walk a lot and do work at the same time. What a disgusting combination.
Also, probably will get home by 7:30PM. 12 hours!!!! Omg...
Yeah, I probably should sleep early, also need to call Torrey to wake him up tmr. Exciting stuff... =_-
Also a note, if you hate me, please don't read my blog, what's the point...
And with that last note, I will now go cook rice for dinner.
Be happy and goodnight ♡






because everything is just so tiring

"You can run, but you can't hide" - Joe Louis




My karma may be instant, but yours is building up. 




Hello
I really want to plunge a knife in so many people but then I can't because murder is illegal and their mothers would loathe me.
Next time you see me, you'll know what is on my mind. (◕‿◕✿)
Anyways today was whatevz. Nothing much happened well something happened apparently but I wasn't in on it, and I didn't really care so... yeah.
You know what fkn annoys me? In class when we're trying to learn about subjects we're interested in and want to do well in....and all you bloody hear is them talking at the back. I try to shush them and they don't listen. Or they shut up for like 1 minute and then start up again..........
BUT
When he is suddenly is interested in a topic and wants to listen... if he hears someone talking, he feels the need to shut them up as viciously as he can manage and it's like WTH... you don't have the right to do that...
You talk through 85% of classes non-stop and hardly listen ever.
Always screaming, "What WHAT?! SIR/MISS REPEAT THAT AGAIN!!"
um no???? listen the first time pls
Ok enough ranting, I know it sounds mean but seriously, he disrupts my fucking education and I've been stuck in the same class with him since year 7 even with all the class changes.
Anyways...... I'm not in the mood for anything. I just feel so angry with everything, I just don't know. I will probably be happy and positive again next week.
Oh and just to add on, the sunshine rain today was really nice, wish it lasted longer though.
Yeah so, be happy (ugh hypocritical statement) and goodnight ♡







Must grow through dirt

As each day passes, the more irritated I become at everything and at everyone.

I feel sick....

Hello
I really am so not bothered with this recounting my day nonsense. It's like, I think about my day and I feel so drained. I just don't want to talk about it.. you know? Ah you probably don't.. But I guess I must, but today not so in-depth, don't even know if that's the right word to use.
The only time I really laughed and was happy was when talking to Shelley in normal class and to Lisa during food tech and walking to station. The other bits of the day were aight. Lunch time was nice, being at the top of that balcony with wind blowing through my hair and pretending to be Rose while Lisa was Jack lololol titanic moments. I like their group's dance, pretty good progress.
Agh choosing songs is the hardest ever and having so much homework piling up next to you is not such a pleasant feel either.
I think I'm going to stop writing here, be happy and goodnight ♡






The one of Alaska Young




Hello
I feel like I get my way too much and when I don't, I feel extremely uneasy and want to take over a situation but I can't because groupwork doesn't work that way. Hence why I'm bossy and prefer independent efforts with tasks. Ahhh, whatever, I don't know where I was going with that. Useless point to make anyways, the world does not revolve around me. It doesn't for anyone.

This morning I was so comfortable in my bed, did not want to get out. But in the end because of my selfishness; wanting to stay in bed longer than anyone else, I got hounded and screamed at. They went grocery shopping without me. So instead of grocery shopping, I got the chance to slowly and steadily make breakfast. I caught up on some YouTube I missed out on from sleeping "early" (11:40PM) yesterday night.
Parents got home at about 10:30AM and I helped unpack the groceries.
We had to head out to the city today for reasons involving surry hills police station, not telling why but yeah, nothing bad though!!! So don't go down that road!! It's just confidential to a certain point.
Ended up waiting for like 1 and 1/2 hours, omg my dad and I were so tired just from sitting.

Oh!!! Let me talk about what we ate!!! We went to this ramen place and it was weird and expensive. But yeah we only ordered one thing cos once we got in we regretted it but couldn't leave without buying anything. We ended up buying this $17.50 ramen with tonkatsu + salad as side dishes. We shared it and it was pretty yummy but we really actually wanted sushi train so we went like literally next door and they had it.  IT WAS SO YUMMY OMG. And not too bad on price as well. I shall post some pictures. 
And I went a Japanese bread shop ya know the breadtop style of bread, but what I really wanted was a Curry-pan. It's a fried bun thing with curry inside that is famously delicious in Japan. I don't think the one I ate was any good but whatevs.
Anyways later went to daiso and got charcoal face mask peel thing that's apparently super effective and it is!!!! I used it like 3 hrs ago, took out so much shiz. And also got a clear iPhone case from daiso.
Went home after Daiso and all dat food from today. THE SUNSET ON THE WAY HOME WAS SO PRETTY, I couldn't take the picture when the car was moving but the sun was a dark pink-red behind a curtain of pink/orange clouds; so breath-taking! But yeah, I took an average picture of the sky when I got back home.









Nice day with parents. Ew monday tomorrow.......
Anyways, be happy and goodnight!!! ♡







sucks but goddamn it, what else do you have?

Hello
My morning was good kinda, I accomplished something without complications and it felt nice. Hmm other morning events were quite interesting I must say, I wonder how I will deal with this, sigh. And I don't know why I rely on others for answers sometimes, so useless. All they do is give me nonsense advice.
Went out with my dad today to get something he saw in the Aldi catalogue. He wanted this thing called a power bank? I guess you charge that and then you use that to charge your other devices on the go. It has like 2 usb ports and some other holes lololol. It was like $30 so my dad was like 'I MUST GET IT'. We first went to the Lakemba Aldi and it was all sold out. Then we drove to the Canterbury one and they did. And let me just comment on Canterbury..... lol ew. It's such an ugly, poorly managed suburb. The people there look at you weird as well. Plus it's like eerily barren in so many places. Ugh, I just like bustling suburbs better with homey looking houses.
Anyways went home and by then it was 4:00PM then I spent like one hour playing The Hardest Game 2 which is so damn addictive but pisses me off so so bad..
My dad was like, 'Maybe you don't suit playing games, it seems to make you very unhappy' And they do, cos I suck at them but still am very competitive. So it's a lose lose situation.
Hmm after that I made burgers for dinner, then we ate. After that we had some watermelon but it tasted kind off so we threw it away.
Agh my eyes feel so strained, I think I'm going to go to sleep nao.
Be happy and goodnight ♡






Not only endless, but needlessly tiring

Hello
Zzz now that I read that post I wrote yesterday at 1:20AM, I think maybe I should delete it, makes me seem like a super angry person who gets easily infuriated by YouTube comments...
Anyways, we had cross country today! But the first 2 periods was normal. Had science and then maths. Both were bludges. Science was so fun though, playing the hardest game 2. Team effort!!!
3rd period, we had Mr Fawcett or something for careers and he gave us the booklet thing.
And then the announcements came on for the cross country, lined up in the same way we do for our quad assemblies.
Walked to the park place and then yeah.. settled down and people started to stretch and we were called the Stretch Crew cos all of us (corinne, majid, tony, jeff, anna, me and a few other people) were all fully stretching and yeah we stood out I guess. I couldn't run today, well I chose not to due to health reasons. I really wanted to though, I never chicken out of cross country races!!! I love them... Agh, regret :-( But this year all my friends did really good, imo. Most made zone and yeah!! :-)
I feel like cross country passed pretty fast.
Oh and sorry emily I didn't stay with you guys to practice the pyramid, I was in a really bad mood and didn't want to show you guys my ugly cry baby face.
Ahh, shit afternoon and ran into holy spirit (same time i went off, they went on).....my nightmare.
Hmmm did a lot of work when I came home, now I feel dead. Gun watch one vlog then catch some z's.
Be happy and goodnight ♡





Why can't I change?

Deary me, I haven't ranted like that for quite a while....

I AM SO PISSED RIGHT NOW
Omg YouTube comments fire me up so so so much. How stupid are these people?????

• They don't know how to fucking spell properly "omg that is so redeculous" LIKE CAN YOU GO JUST ABORT YOURSELF
• Invalid reasoning
• Not being able to grasp the real issue at hand
• So shallow minded 
• Being smartasses 
• Inappropriate use of words omg LIKE DO YOU EVEN DICTIONARY U FK

HAHAHAHAHA
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=570211483022918&set=vb.100001022134660&type=2&theater

Hello
This morning I couldn't even find my commerce class, I was only like 5 minutes late and everyone had already disappeared, like m8, at least write a sign.
Anyways, today I bought 2 chocolates. One nougat and one boost. Geez, I cannot keep eating chocolates, gun die. But I feel like I need to support my friends with their ski trip and everything.
Hmm.........the science department is so annoying, it's like if you find a mistake in their marking they always weave their way out from giving you the mark but if you were to ask in maths, you would most likely get the mark and straight away lol....
And everyone be watching Attack on Titan, I really want to watch it now!! It's all over my blogspot dash!
Oh and after school went to practice our dance hehe, it was fun. But we spent too long eating haha. I love Thursdays now because of what we do after school at the studio, so fun. Also we made a lot of progress which is good, only like one month left til the end product will be revealed!!! Wow.
This freaking dog scared the living daylights out of me and beryl when we passed it today like omggggg. Beryl and I also laughed so hard when we were on the train when she turned around and saw that the person standing opposite her had a MX and it had a Smeagol on it and it was like grinning. She was about to scream hahah omg it looked so creepy. We talked like bogans also and talked about our past OCD habits lolol too embarrassing.
Anyways, that's all I'm going to blog about today, gun do homework nao.
Be happy and goodnight!!! ♡






...half hope" - Jane Austen

Hello
I'm quite in the mood to dance now, I really want it to happen. But everyone needs that spirit in my dance group!! We need to know how to order each other around. Or else we'll be stuck in one place for too long. And ain't nobody got time fo' dat.
I'm glad we had some progress today though. Ahh tomorrow will be tiring.

Omg today we also had an art test and thank god it's over. Don't have to worry about it anymore. I think I did badly, never really grasped the idea of tests in art.... I thought art was a subject that shouldn't be ever tested... but rather mainly relied on our artistic practice/skills.
Anywho, vigorously finished PDHPE booklet and didn't even need to finish by today, lyk r u kidding m3.

For lunch, ate a Thai Chicken Salad and it was pretty yummy, might buy it more often.
Hmm i ate like two chocolates today, I keep eating chocolate omg, this has got to stop.

I ran half the way home and powerwalked the rest, idek why I did that today, so random. Arrived home at 3:58PM when normally I get there at 4:05PM-4:10PM. When I told my dad he was like "good". HAHAHA
Ok, I waste too much time, gotz to finish homework!!!!!!
Be happy and goodnight!!! ♡






Is such a happy colour







Hello
You know I just walked out onto my balcony to feel the night air and it's that kind of weather where you want to just snuggle in bed and watch favourite movies. Doesn't that just sound ideal in this type of weather???
Me and Lisa for our food tech mark, we got 5/5 hehe. Geo was after, actually really enjoy geography on Tuesdays with Shelley. Today we were laughing at Ms White's reaction when she mentioned that the eye test was post-phoned to Friday and then someone mentioning it was Cross Country and she made this surprised grunting sound, omg it was too funny. Which reminds me, I have Geography homework to complete.
Recess was eating mine and Lisa's slice of cake, Corinne's caramel slice, Anna's BLT and Felicia's sushi.
Science was just discussing results from the prac test which I think I did pretty alright in, except I stuffed some questions up. Highest was Dennis, he only lost one mark, he got 34/35 like woahhhhhh.
Anyways for lunch, just chilled with cornz.
English was a bludge sorta, still haven't finished drawing my storyboard lulzzz
You know what? I love Ms Di Ramio, she's so nice and such a good teacher.
Art was the last class and it was by far the most annoying and frustrating class of the whole day. We had Ms Evangelinos and omg, we all were going insane. She was basically talking to herself and ignoring what we said unless we repeated it 3 times, all she would scream while we tried to answer was "WHAT?! WHAT? WHAT?!" Like freaking stop shouting what and listen to our answers god damn it.
Anyways walked with Corinne to the station and still made it!! Will do each week then :-)
Ummm wasted time when I got home. *regrets* Should've studied properly for art, gun be stuffed.
Yeah going to sleep soon, be happy and goodnight!! ♡





From hell

Hello
Monday again, school again. What an annoying cycle of a life we live in. 5 days in ratio to 2 days. Jeez..
Anyways, had dance in the morning, don't want to talk about it, rather die.
Elected leader of group!!!! President Shelley (what I accidentally said to Emily lololol but I find it very fitting). Ahh science, we've almost finished all the presentations which is good, we need to work on yearlies!!!
Maths was after and did more parabola work, pretty straight forward though Ms Tang should stop taking shortcuts. She didn't even teach the perfect square thing to everyone, she just assumed everyone knew it but Joanna and Shirley didn't so I spoke up for them cos like it's so lazy when she doesn't explain things.
Hmmm lunch was aight.
English was after yay!!! Love The Raven and omg I cannot stop with identifying crows and ravens at school when I hear them lolol.
Um after english, I had a food tech assessment. Everyone worked individually cos we were meant to but me and Lisa we were like fk it lol, worked together.
Anyways walked to the station with Lisa.
sakfjhskff I wish I posted this earlier, I suck at posting fast consistently zzz
Ok sleep time, be happy and goodnight!! ♡







And hope to die.

Because strangers are a blank new page in your life chapters and you trust them easier with secrets; they can't use them as weapons. But that's where we go wrong, strangers are no longer strangers after the first 'hi'.




  ♡Treasure - Bruno Mars♡
favourite song OMg

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First things first, happy mother's day!!! I didn't get my mum a present, but I showed the best side of me possible today. My non-sulky childish personality that always seems to make my mum happy. I wish I was like this all the time though... I'm way too much of an angry bull of a person normally. I really should improve. Anyways woke up earlier than normal for a Sunday and made myself a cheese/egg/chinese sausage breakfast sandwich and ate with a peaceful/comfortable silence with my mum until my dad barged home from his Sunday morning exercise. Oh! Today we all woke up to fog, and I haven't witnessed fog in a while!! It looked really nice. But also indicated that it was going to get hotter eventually.
Also today I woke up with a sore throat in addition to my already sore gums. And all in all, I would say this was quite an eventful Sunday morning.
Went grocery shopping and saw that Campsie woolworths had a makeover, they changed their display shelves and fruit/veg area. It looks pretty nice! I like.
After grocery shopping, we decided to go Hurstville yet again, it's probably now our favourite place. Ate at a Japanese sushi train restaurant, forgot the name but it's at the entrancce/exit that's right near the arcade. If you know hurstville well then you know what I mean. Anyways, it was really, really yummy. I took pictures but I c33bz to upload, I'm already in bed.
Went to get red bean paste pastries after. Also I bought a new bodywash that makes me smell like a strawberry milkshake, in lurv with it.
Ohhh yeah and also had meetfresh waffles, wasn't as good as I expected zzz.
Wow ate so much today....
Also went to see something after, but once again, it's a secret!!!
Oh another food item I ate today well half it, was a magnum champagne flavoured ice-cream, such a heavenly blessed icecream omg.
Ok, anyways brb crying just got to the sad part of Looking For Alaska, kill me guizzzzz :-(
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Today was a lazy day, which basically describes all my saturdays. I bumped into Cassandra  Susanna and Jenny today at sydenham haha, but omg I hate being seen. I looked terrible ofc, didn't fill in my eyebrows. Didn't even moisturise. Also hair was a mess...... So it was dead lucy that they saw so zzz.
But anyways I chilled and watched YouTube for the most part of today.
And also everyone is buying mother's day stuff and I haven't gotten my mum anything and like I'm starting to feel bad. I mean, my mum has never seen mother's day as significant at all. Each year she says to me, just as long as you're a good daughter and do well in school. Also she would rather me treat her as if Mother's day was everyday. But yeah, I love my mum. Presents and being nice to her one day doesn't mean anything!!!
Anyways I'm going to sleep now, be happy and goodnight!! ♡





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Today was an okay day. I guess I'll just briefly recount it. The toilets stank like crap today, like literal crap. It smelt so horrid. I think someone pooped in the bin, nasty.
So we all changed at the bottom of the stairs after sport and it was so funny but after I felt so disgusting.
Also I realised, parabolas are so fun to do!! But I don't think I will ever have to guts to do one in front of my class on the board, would be so embarrassing if I got it wrong.
At lunch I went fellowship for the first time in my life and it was pretty amazing I must say. Even for an athiest like me, I felt like I was being shown things in a different light. A good light. I think I will go each week now.
Food tech was nice today, we made chicken parmigiana and it was so tasty!! I didn't eat lunch due to fellowship so having foodtech class today evened it all out. Wow.
Anyways I just kind of died doing maths for like 6hrs+ ...MY BRAIN IS OFFICIALLY FRIED.
Hence why now I'm ready to get out of this pool of homework and dive right into bed, so be happy and goodnight!!!! ♡





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I might as well go swimming. And in swimming I mean, let me dive into my pile of homework and drown. #fun

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Today art people were frantic but so many works were so good!! I loved Shelley's work and Sarah Fletcher's work. My work didn't seem that creepy anymore idk, I thought it would turn out super creepy but it turned out average. I really should post a picture of it, but I think I'll save it til when everyone can view it in the spring event later on in the year.
There were no sandwiches today in the canteen that looked appetising so that was a bummer, really wanted one. Anyways I opted for a fish burger instead, wasn't too bad.
Had the funniest conversation with Emily and Irene today about a certain subject that I feel most people avoid. We laughed so hard!!! Oh and happy birthday Irene!!! I've already said it irl and on Facebook though
Last period was pretty fun but I fell down.... it was pretty funny though. But it hurt quite a bit, had to play it off like it was nothing though lololol. Shelley said my hair flew everywhere right before I fell lolololol.
We kind of got 20 minutes to plan our dances and that. It was an interesting conversation.
Train ride was funny we were discussing things... won't specify cos lol.
But yeah I didn't like today. Things irked me...
Anyways, be happy and goodnight!! ♡






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Blogging some days feel like such a chore which is weird because I used to love it. But I guess it's because my views went down and my motivation for blogging kind of depleted.
Today wasn't too exciting. Actuallly school is hardly exciting so why did I say that? Idk.
Anyways, today it was foodtech first and Jeff was just snapchatting people with interesting techniques I must say, ok he look retarded lololol
Had geography after, and got sheets for the excursion #fun #excited #pumped #not
Recess was alright, realised the canteen sandwiches are actually pretty tasty!! Tastes like subway....
Oh and Jason's last day today!! Left at 11AM. Told Beryl about it and she was pissed no-one told her about it LOOOOL

Anyways science was a bludge because we had Mr Nicol. We did like one sheet and like after that it was just us looking up people on Google that we were obsessed with and basically fan-girled til we all had tomato faces from blushing and being excited. Also Dominic CT was snooping on my old blog because I mentioned him in one of the damn posts... zzz. And I screamed out loud because I was "HEY WTF" and yeah people from that table gave me dirties....thanks appreciate it xoxo.

Lunch was after and I bought a sandwich!!! Yay health....... LOL but yeah it was really nice.
English was really interesting. Watched Vincent Price and Frankenweenie. Such a cute movie with a happy ending lolol. Sparky is such a cute dog.
Ok so after English we had art and omg Ms Rumble talked for so long and we all had to full rush with our artworks and it was so stressful especially for like Corinne, Dennis and Selina. They also stayed behind to finish their works.

Anyways I powerwalked to the station and yeah trained with thuc and lisa.
Got home, ate, showered, homeworked, Youtubed, ate dinner and then yeahhhhh.
Boring day once again!! And yay my sore throat went away. I don't think I mentioned I had one yesterday so yeah......
ANYWAYS, Be happy and goodnight!! ♡






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We did a practice Cross Country today for sport and I came 10th lol fail compared to Corinne and Lisa.
Anyways yeah, I'm sure the actual thing will be longer. It's going to be at least another 300m or so. But the whole course we did today was 3 km? That's what Mr Hartley said anyway.
I was tomato face for like 2 hours after that. Was it worth it? Idk.
I freaking did my science presentation today and omg it was so freaken bad... people kept saying it was good but that's only just they were nice to me. I didn't even know what I was talking about, the plan I had in my head, was completely out the window!!!! I don't even know. Sorry to those in my class who had to sit through the torture that was of my stupid speech.
Ok enuf on that, maths was next which we continued with travel graph questions and that.
Ms Tang offered us free tampons LOOOOOOOOOOL wth pretty sure none of us use tampons.
Anyways it was lunch and I bought rice, tasted nice. I only like the rice from the canteen, everything else is either ew or meh.
Got my art book cos I needed it... yeah lol
English was 5th period and it was a pretty informative class I guess idk. Love how we're doing Tim burton films and that hehe.
Food tech got our marks back and I got 69 for my assignment lololollolool #immaturelucy
Yeah not too bad. Didn't even really try, finished it in one day.
So yeah walked to station with tony hoang and then caught train with cornz. Glad she came bankstown line today hehe.
Anyways walked home at snail pace cos everything was hurting from running dat 3km.
OK boring post today again sozzzzz
Be happy and goodnight ♡






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Okay so today I didn't go grocery shopping, my mum did by herself cos she wanted me to stay home and do some work, which I didn't actually end up doing. I realised that I'm more of a late night worker rather than a morning working. Can only work in the morning if the thing is due like on the day and I need to touch up my work but yeah.
So we packed away the groceries, I got some outside clothes on then we headed to Surry Hills and then Bondi Junction. Stayed in the car for a bit and the car baked me, I was a baked human. My face was so red. I ate Mexican food today and my mum had Chinese food at this place called New Shanghai. I love Bondi Shopping centre's food court. So comfortable.
Anyways after that we just window shopped and that. I bought a silver thick chained necklace/bracelet today and a skull dainty cuff thing idk at Collete. My mum got a new handbag. Everything was 50% off for jewellery and 20% off for bags.
After that we headed home and completely forgot to buy my shampoo and conditioner. Oh and my body wash, sad faceeee.
Went home and just chilled. Finished my powerpoint and maths homework, now studying for english quiz thing. And yuck, tmr is Monday..... but sport so yay!!
Um...... what else..... oh! I just started to watch timothydelaghetto's YouTube video's and he is so damn funny and his girlfriend Chia is so damn beautiful like ermergerd.
I seriously love my YouTube so much lolol, never fails to cheer me up.
Ok, enuf for today, be happy and goodnight!! ♡






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2nd of school and it already feels normal which is good because I feel bothered for school.
Hmm, first class was commerce. Then it was science which was a bludge lesson and then did Jenny's experiment. It was interesting but I didn't even try lolol soz. Anyways recess was therefore only like 5-7 minutes for me. Uh had geography after recess and I didn't finish the work because the conversations were too interesting. AFTER THAT WE HAD ART ^_^ except we no longer have rumble which is depressing.
But I think with Evangelinos we will get somewhere with our works as in there be more progress.
Bought lunch and came back..... Corinne was gone so I was like lol ok so I hung with thuc and michael ho lolol. Funny but freaking hell, by the end of it wanted to strangle him so bad.
Ummm then had history which was hell....to me anyway but smile anyway ^_^
And then maths which was alright, did graphs of physical phenomena??? Yeah I liked it. Ahhh I need to copy them down!!! Agh do it tmr morning. I leave most of my maths to the morning when my mind is fresh.
So yeah that was a day. Oh and NICKY!!! Thank you so much for getting me lash glue!!! I'm ever so grateful!! ^_^
Ummm what else hmm, oh yeah my srp just got done hehe, like the final product is done, all I need to do now is print out 16 pages ಠ_ಠ
Ok I want to sleep earlier today so then I can wake up to do maths work.
Alrighties, be happy and goodnight!! ♡






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lol school today, what can i say???
But I guess it wasn't too bad. I talked so much today to Beryl and Corinne. Also laughed a lot. First period was the hardest. I mean being at school today felt so surreal...
Anyways it got better and fell back into the normal school feel.
2nd period was school assembly well it was an ANZAC assembly/Shakespeare performance time/award assembly??? um lol

So the ANZAC assembly at the start was the normal shiz where they talk about Gallipoli and recite poems. But then it came to the last post and I know this is so sosososo disrespectful but I always for some reason smile during the last post. I mean I can be silent for one minute but I can't do it with that song..... It all started in primary where this chick made it funny. I don't even remember how but I feel so bad... AND ALSO ME BEING MEAN, the chick who spoke for the last post was like wat... why does she sound like that??? But then after I felt bad lol... but corinne was silent laughing so hard next to me lololol.

Then there was some random shakespear performance done by YEAR SEVENS!!! They actually managed to remember small extracts of shakespear plays and acted. They weren't even scared/embarrassed... How?!

Anyways after that I had to go up and present awards or something. Mr Lyons picked me to do it so I was like okay. Had to present with William Zhang?? And I felt so out of place because I wasn't even SRC or anything. And I felt a lot of eyes on me. ಠ_ಠ
We had an extended recess which was alright. Had history after and then had English which was interesting, started watching film extracts from Tim Burton films.

Lunch was after and yeah lol nothing really happened, just ate and talked to Beryl and Corinne about like hurting people's eyes lolololol ok you don't get it.

After lunch had maths and omg I am in love with the teacher we got; Dr L. Pinnington Wilson. SHE IS SO AMAZING!!!! Anyone who has had her would agree for sure man. Omg I want her to be our permanent teacher for any subject like ermergerd. She's so adorable for a teacher omg. AND SHE CALLED ME SWEETPEA HEHE ^_^

Ok had P.E. last. Me and Beryl presented our game. I guess it went pretty smoothly and people found it fun which is all a-okay!!! ^_^
Also the dance situation is awks lol idk.
Walked to station with bezza and then took the train with thuc and lisa.
And guess what??? I'm actually doing homework lollll hehe
OK I WROTE TOO MUCH TODAY SOZ
Be happy and goodnight!!!!! ♡






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