Helllllo
Monday today and the English speeches begin!! I sound as if I am excited, but in reality, I am not. Though today whilst I was an audience member and also a potential speech giver - i was so damn calm. People like Nicky were so so nervous like she had a premonition that she was going to go today and she was so right. Whereas calm people like me did not get chosen.. weow...
Anyway?//??/?
The rest of the day went by fine.
Corinne disappeared? UM WHERE DID U GO?!!!!! never give me any warning it feels like
I felt lonely because not only was Corinne gone, Majid was away as well. Both my niggas were not there. So that was no fun.
Had bez for sport though and it was quite intense esp. when Nico threw the ball behind him.... to shoot????? Um when does he think that technique will actually succeed???? LOL It's like throws it and hopes for the best...
Walked at fast speed with Beryl to the station and managed to catch the earlier train which was good. Saw senpai at lakemba! So chatted for a bit then headed our respective routes.
Yahhhh normal Monday afternoon/night routine.
17-27 degrees tmr - yuck.........
Anyway, be happy and goodnight ♡







Missing: Soul

Hello
Woke up from a realllllly long sleep. Yah but I felt so much more tired.
Basicalllllly other than eating, I worked on my English speech. I think the majority of our grade was either doing that or trying to avoid it.
My mum kept making me go out with her and like ugh the days where I'm completely free or have very limited homework it's like... my mum doesn't want to venture outside at all but when I'm up to my neck w/ stuff to do, it's like let's go out!! LET'S GO OUT!!!! Like kill me.......
Anyway, went out for sushi train at Hurstville and it wasn't very satisfying at alll..ehh the seat we had was pretty shit. Anyway my parents bought 7 bottles of Oolong Tea because our family like.. lives on it and our supplier used to be Campsie Tong Li but they ran out. (Because we bought them all)
Headed home and they dropped me off. They went couch shopping??
I stayed at home and worked on speech.
Finallly finished my speech and yahhhhhh.
Watched Nagi No Asukara after my shower and I'm so pissed at Hikari and at the whole anime because of all the girls that have this affection towards Hikari??????? WHY esp. Miuna... fkn hell...
Now i'm on the phone with senpai and reading over my speech in my head.
Yahhahah whatever day.
Be happy and goodnight ♡









Is not so easy any more.

Hello
Basically worked on my English Speech the whole entire day/ It was a dead day.
My mum took a day off work. (Extremely rare)
I had hungry jacks for lunch - Peri Peri Tendercrisp meal MmMmmMMm
Yah at night went to Beverly Hills to eat dinner at some friendship seafood restaurant.
Realllly boring day, I apologise.
I'm going to sleep early.
Be happy and goodnight ♡








And I don't feel a thing

English speech writing day lol.... fun...

Helllo
Today didn't start off very smoothly tbh and I think it affected me the whole entire day. I just felt like shit the whole day. It's crazy how the morning can determine so much of your day...
Anyway double maths wasn't too bad? We did trigonometry lol weow. I feel like I forgot how to do it. It has been quite while.
I really don't know what happened today, mostly felt like a blur..
I DON'T KNOW YEAH jklsfklsjbfsweLfwe;KJBWre
Dot points? Okay.

• Economics was hilarious with Orphanou "I can see the PCYC from here" and I was like "What?! Piece of rice??" Then he was like "What the fuck lucy, do I have eagle eyes or someshit?!?!" LOOOOL dead. And he kept telling Liam that he was going to "Break (it) up his ass" HAHAHAHAHA it's like what?! You're breaking what up his ass?? 
• English was just free time I guess until the announcements for our 'reports' ... Which is really.. pointless. It's like how can you fail without even any assessments??
• Ancient Hist. today was average... 
• Physics was hilarious w/ Andersen and Michael Tan LOOOOOL everything that came out of their mouths just killed me. Also much strategy to not be seen. 
• Walked to station with majid, such umbrella workout HAHHA

Omfg so fucking relieved

Hellllo
Ok the whole day just comprised me of clutching my economics notes and going everywhere and just reading them and feeling suicidal. The dread was strong today.
It was also rainy in the morning.....so waking up was a difficult as the sky was still dark yahhhh and my mum kept coming up to remind me that it was actually morning and that I shouldn't mistaken it for the night? I don't know hhahhaha
Anyway today was also peer support and o mg my peer support kids are so energetic like o m fg. And what is worse is that we were placed in the music room OMFG WHY.... Had a verbal fight with Abbas.... agh little shit......... hate him

Did the pizza ordering for the year 7's and yahhhh some complained about the cost like Tyrone LOL whyyyy it's only $4. Also I forgot to bring them the lollies I got them on Tuesday like wtf hate myself.
So the rest of the day continued to be stress. Inhaled my lunch at lunch?? Weow great wording. And rushed off to study some more which was basically me finding out that I actually knew jack shit.
Wanted to study in bio? NOpe did more experiments
Wanted to study in ancient history? NOpe watched some video so lights were off um lol why can't read anything??????
Thought the classroom for eco was in D4 but NOPE it was in D6 so it was frantic.

Yah so that happened. Train ride was cute, talked to bez, corinne and anna. Later we all called our parents to pick us up and all spoke in chinese LOL but yah.... my mum didn't pick me up
Walked home and everyone I walked past was talking on the phone LOL even me. Weird.
Then some weird guy came up to me and asked "Do you know where Doctor? Allah?/? DOctor? I is here?" Um... what....
Yahhhhh so i have nothing more to say
Be happy and goodnight ♡








And a soul nowhere to be found

Hellllllo
Mmmmm didn't blog because I had to study for eco soz guys..
Basically it was double period day with double economics and double bio in the afternoon. Along with one period of maths and english. Yahhhh rainy and boring day. Free period was quite bland .... yah idk ...
YAHHHHH baSically boring day with intense studying in the night... which ended quite late.
Caught the later train w/ senpai (missed the previous one because bought hot chips)
Sorry reallly boring post but I couldn't post nothing? Idk sorry.
Be happy and goodnight ♡








in the light of the sun,
wishing for winter

How does everyone manage to do so much work???????????
I can't even manage to finish my eco notes and I started last week?????????????
UGHHHHHHHHSJKANSKJD
I am so frustration

Helllllo
Slept normal time yet woke up... so tired. I even went back to sleep because e x h austion ..... from sleeping excessively?? I only slept from like 1:30AM-->7:30AM? SO like??? What.
Got to school right on the dot as usual and EXT english was alright. Spent free period highlighting economics notes that I was going to write up again later.

At recess had a heart atta c k... Went to pay for bio but instead I was met with the shock of losing my cat wallet.... It had like... $65 in it whaaa. So I ran off to the library to check whilst I left my bag w/ Majid. But he couldn't stay for long as he is on the run from Mr Shaw so yeah thank god he didn't get caught.
Then Beryl god bless her, stayed with me and searched with me. Everyone was so nice to me... which is always nice when in a panicking state. Last stop was the office AND I WAS SO LUCKY!!!!! Some year 8 kid handed my money right to the office...... omfg I am so lucky..... And yah payed for bio.

Physics - did ticker timer experiment and did questions. Once again, Mr Murphy rushed off to buy his lunch LOL. Even gave us a "30 second early mark" just so he could leave us earlier.
Ancient was alright, did more questions on the ice maiden.
EXT English - just listened to music and half worked on my ADV English speech lolol
After school went campsie to get peer support kids lollies and yahhhhhh mUCH awkward tbh HAHHAHA
Ok be happy and goodnight!! ♡








This situation

Hellllo
Slept hella late... which is early morning so I slept so early??/ Okay yeah I slept at 5:35AM... weow HAHAHAHA I brushed my teeth at like 5:20AM pls never follow in my footsteps - highly danger life that I live hahahah jokes I just don't get tired.
Anyway..... I still made it to school which is all good in the hood. TODAY was also mufti day and it was finally cold (much luv)
Classes felt really bludge today except for Maths. Also I really had a think about Mufti and it's like so stupid... lol and everyone looks so out of place IDK why i even wore mufti when I feel 100x better wearing my school uni.
ANyway yeah there was also an easter egg hunt + sausage sizzle at lunch.
Biology was the same old... Ms Padilla droned on and on.
Sport was basically more dodgeball since it was raining.
AND OMFG ON THE TOPIC OF RAIN I GOT ABSOLUTELY
It was TORRENTIAL FARK Thank the lord Hoang gave me his umbrella or else i would have died....
Yah i was soaked
IDK nothing else to talk about
I want to go to bed?? idk
Be happy and goodnight ♡









The stars

Helllllo
Sunday today... woke up from quite a good sleep which is quite rare....
Felt like parents went out today a lot... Just constantly running errands and that. We bought a new TV today!! Samsung FHD LED TV (50") It looks so naice!!!! Now the last major thing to buy for the lounge room is the couch. Yes there is no couch.

Went Strathfield at night to have dinner and my dad as usual got angry whilst waiting for food. Their service was ridiculously bad... Like i swear wtf??? We ordered a dish... THEY sent it to the wrong table.. and that table didn't even reject it?? THEY ATE IT?? And they were meant to get plain rice not fujian rice. I look over to see who they were and they were all overweight and shit lol uh?
Anywayyyysysysy we stormed out angrily and threw them the money for the foods we did eat.
Went home and now I'm in bed... Boring day idk.
Be happy and goodnight ♡








Medicin e that you need

Helllo
//
Today was a mediocre day which I am really downplaying with my word choice. I talk as if my day was extremely exciting and I'm trying to tone it down. But really did you read what I said?
HAHAHAHA I'm just fucking with you.
Alllll I ate today was a small portion of ikea meatballs w/rice. It's like my default Saturday meal. Didn't even eat breakfast... But yah I never really feel like breakfast these days any more.
Also, today I decided I wanted to watch Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone... yah why lucy? I don't know. Wait no, I do. But why should I tell you? I'm being a fak, soz.
I ate MARSHMALLOW(S) today!!!! (hehhehe) and also ate strawbie pocky ...
WOW idek what I am writing. Please ignore me today, just pls.
I am out of it today......I'm sorry
Be happy and goodnight ♡








?With love bites¿

Hello
Fucking friday again? I hate how fast time is flying by. Slept early this morning again at like 3:57AM... uh so basically 4AM sleep again. I don't know why my mind recognises 4 as a danger number to be sleeping at but when it's like 2:30AM or like 3:30AM... I don't seem to feel like I'm doing anything wrong?? What the hell lol.
Anyway so due to the late sleeping, I had a rushed morning where my laptop decided to be a bitch and start encrypting files and fixing shit WHAT??? And to think I had 4 min left to 8AM and I needed to be out the door... I was only dressed in a school shirt and nothing of my other uniform. I didn't even have a packed bag or... anything. I basically inhaled my breakfast because there was definitely no time to savour it. IT WAS JUST A MESS OF A MORNING. .. 
But nonetheless I made it which was good...

Double maths was so nice today omfg appreciate maths so much when it is NOT circle geometry. The double period subject didn't even hurt me.
Recess was alright half talked to alim and majid LOL "pretty" mv?? What.
Economics was alright and so was English.. just got more tips on how to present a speech.

Lunch was pretty exciting. Watched the dodgeball comp. and ate some beef flat bread hehe and yah pegasus won?.... WHYYYYY omg every team i go for.. loses.
Peer support was cute today but man are they a hard bunch to keep controlled..... Basel and Tyrone are my favourites hehe cuties. They kept piggy-backing eachother wtf.
Physics was cute. Watched a clickview and did questions. It was about crashing and weow so many cars wasted and the dummy's are hilarious but yeah. Interesting desk situation..........
Walked to station with majid..arrived at the station and we had no friends... -tumbleweed-
WHAT WHERE DID THEY GO??!??!
Yah but now I know lol corinne's afternoon was interesting.
Anyway....tgif.....
Be happy and goodnight ♡









In truth, they are my fuel.

Hello
It was a sluggish ride to school... it's so tiring to be driving slow esp behind a bus or any vehicle that you can't see over. Went into maths and stepped right into a circle geometry test. I have no idea how to do any of the questions which was quite depressing.

Physics was alright, majid helped me with momentum/impulse questions but we had Ms Yin as a sub so yah idk it was more relaxed. Bez and her had a solid talk HAHAHA.
Found out that Peer support was Friday period 5 instead of it being on Thurs. I'll have to miss out on Ancient. Ahhh yeah anyway, it was english and we watched another TED talk. After english, had maths and got the solutions for... the test. Fkn george got full marks and so did the other import guys omfg cannot even.

Ahhhh anyway, dodgeball comp. at lunch. Things were quite intense... but fkn red did not win. Agh much angry. Though... it's kinda become the diff. years going for their years?? At least that's what it feels like. Yeah I hope red gets somewhere.

Bio was after and (kinda) learnt about osmosis and diffusion. Also got our excursion notes... uh $35 for a shitty mangrove day?????/ no thanks?
ALSO got bird shit on my shirt today like wtf......... But thank god for mature friends. First, Nathan was like "Uh Lucy?? There's something on your shoulder" Like he didn't even saw ew or anything which didn't make me feel embarrassed ya know. Then Beryl without a word got up to help me get it off with a a wet tissue. And majid was like "it's okay" and shit because I panicked kinda idk. Love my surrounding friends in bio, mah niggas.

Ancient was so funny... I was laughing at everything ya know having a kisha moment LOL I was laughing mainly because idk? HAHAHAHAH well I was laughing at how the people of Pompeii had died yah sad I know but then majid showed me like 3 skulls lined up and they looked like a rock band HAHHAHHAHAHA omfg I died. Also beryl said one of them looked like a drummer and majid said one of them look like a lead vocalist omfg dead.

7th period economics flew by which is weird because you'd think 7th period would drag on. Corinne, thuc and I laughed so much over numb body running HAHHAHAHHA and thuc's demo lmfao
Yahhhh and cute convo with Beryl, Corinne and Import guy omg i need to learn his name.
Once again, eco notes ....
Be happy and goodnight ♡








Just, go to hell.

Helllllo
I think my nose is near death... I have been blowing my nose for how long?? Well only for 5 days so far but omg the skin is like peeling, every tissue feels like sandpaper... and I just can't any more.
.....
Oh wait today's most important event was not my nose... it was SCHOOL PHOTO DAY.... yeah. I looked terrible welll not absolutely but somewhat. Been using the word somewhat quite often these days I feel like. Anyway...... I slept quite late.... and to be more specific I slept at 4AM what why idk.
So basically I took a school photo whilst being alive on 3hrs of sleep.
AND FOR SOME REASON.......... THEY DO THE CLASS PICTURES??!??!?! Yeah when we're in year 11 and we no longer have 'classes' they decide to photograph classes. Wtf that's so shit.

But yeah so after taking the photo... you feel this release and basicallly you can fuck up your hair and slather on some charcoal. You can do whatever because it is over.
The rest of the day was quite pleasant as I had a free period (spent it in the library) + ONE period of bio instead of two. ALSO We had it with Mr Green. OM G I LOVE HIM. He is the cutest teacher ever!!!!! !
Also for some reason Nathan kept versing people in arm wrestling and he went so so red HAHAHAHA it was hilarious.
Yeah..... cute day.
Train ride was ok but then it was not ok. Then whilst walking home, things were okay again. Yeah.
NOW I MUST CONTINUE ECONOMICS NOTE WRITING (It is quite a feat)
Be happy and goodnight ♡








You're good at being bad
You're bad at being good

Helllllo
The morning was cold again and I just wish that cold air would last throughout the whole day. That would be so ideal..... but instead ofc in the afternoon when we all go home..... it decides to become summer again.
Anyway, I feel like today I had a lot of free periods. Well only had two but I'm not used to having free periods so when they do come around I don't know what to do... which is bad since I really should utilise them properly.

I think something was wrong with me during Physics. I could not stop laughing at the most stupid things. Also Mr Murphy was so cute. "Oh I'm hungry again" HAHAHAHAHA and then later we see him walking to the canteen super fast and coming back with a burger. He looked at the burger like it was love HAHAHAHA.
He is one those teachers where he says things and you're like omg he is so human. Always such a shock to me that it's funny.

During free period that replaced Ancient; watched Majid and Tri play chess whilst Bez, Kathy and the import new guy rated guys HAHAHHAAH The import guy is SUCH a cutie. He repeatedly called Beryl "sick" Yah she is pretty sick in the sense that she likes Nico LOL LIKE EW
Extension was nice, listened to music and I jotted down ideas for what I wanted to write my Alien self creative writing task about.

I have this thing where if I like a song... I will repeatedly listen to it until another comes along. Rn it's Knee Socks - Arctic Monkeys and Pink Matter - Frank Ocean Ft. André 3000.......
Yahhhhh got to do my economics notes nao
Be happy and goodnight ♡








They are off by a million

Hellllllo
This morning I was so pissed because my mum is the one that keeps getting late... I mean she always makes it seem like it is my fault when really she drags and wastes the time. It killlls me....
Anyway, my sickness today was slightly better in the way where it basically developed into a full fledged case of hay fever. When sick, tissues are currency. Been saying that the whole day HAHAHA but it is so true.

Classes today were alright but mostly ceebs as you'd expect from a Monday.
Payed my school fees... had a little small talk convo with Rin and Olivia - hehe cuties
Also when leaving the office I took wayyyy too much tissue than I should've .... sorry.
Sports was.....as usual a disappointment but interesting HAHAHAHAHA weow. I lost.. my hairtie and went back to look for it. Yahhhh didn't find it. Oh wellll.

Missed the early train today .... ugh it's because senpai lagged behind kinda and so did i.
Hilarious train ride or at least i thought so esp when Hoang was basically full talking shit about Jeff and Jeff was full listening HAHAHHAHAHAH so funnnny omfg.
ALSO for the whole day I sounded like I was on my deathbed... My voice was fked...
Yeah rn I'm in this super emotional mood HAHAHHHA ok bye
Be happy and goodnight ♡








Then violent

Helllo
Today and yesterday, there weren't many differences. I was still sick but I woke up without a swollen, hard-to-swallow-saliva throat but with an arsenal of symptoms that clearly led to a cold. Yah got the influenza... cool. I must admit though, I would take a cold anyday over a hurting throat. Runny noses I can manage but sore throats killl me.

Instead of my normal Sunday routine of going grocery shopping with my mum, I stayed home and tumblred.. I'm pretty happy with the posts I reblogged today hehe.
Basically spent the rest of the day very much the same as yesterday.

Had hungry jacks for lunch today hehe. Had a Chicken Tendercrisp ... and my dad bought me a mango milkshake haha wtf but yeah didn't even ask for it so heh heh.
Spent the day either chatting or.... chatting
Found so manyyyyy fetus photos of myself... much embarrass.

Also I can't stop listening to Knee Socks - Arctic Monkeys
(gasp lucy is listening to someone other than the weeknd??)
YEAH OKAY going to watch something I guess and then knock out
Be happy and goodnight ♡








on the 24 hour clock

Helllo
Basically was sick the whole day. Well I woke up sick.... uh idek maybe because i didn't drink a sufficient amount of water?? I was woken at 1:30AM to shut my phone off... as welll yeah idk.
Spent my morning watching saturday disney, youtube and anime.
Basicalllllllly wasted my day but I was sick so I could not help it.
I'm so obsessed with Chisaki and Tsumugu..........
IDK i want to sleep now
Be happy and goodnight ♡








Need to take it out..

Hellllo

Hi I'm tired
And if I didn't do this post there would've been consequences... Though I think I would've enjoyed them hahah wtf am I on about? So yeah I'll blog tmr love u all

Helllllo
Woke up to the news I was going to school by train... eh so I had to rush. I hate rushing in the mornings but I thought back to that time I got ready in 5 min and I thought.. 15 minutes has to be more than enough. Was almost late for train. Made it in the last second. Was so pissed off on the train; some old man came into the carriage clearly already 85+ years old and not one bitch budged from their seat what the fuck.... punch them all. Turns out bez was on the train and we walked to school together..

Went to the library and chatted to Emily, Sherry, Nicky, Michelle and Annie hehe it was nice.
First class was mathsshshs (circle geometry..kill me pls)
Then it was physics..// Learnt GPE and KE. Senpai came late as usual god damn.
Recess - had eco class so we didn't need to go P7 eco today hehe.

English was fucking nerve wracking.... I got picked first and I full stuffed up... Weow and everyone else's intro's were so gret. I really liked Misha's one... HAHAH it was hilarious and I love his voice..sounds like a movie trailer voice or something.
Maths again - sat with Jeff and Bez. It was a cute talk. Though the questions given to us, weow... killed me.
Ummmm yeah lunch was the samez as any other day.
Bio and Ancient for last two periods. Bio did some more drawing of cells. Ancient was w/ Wyper... HAHHAHA ok did nothing was nitm.
Walked to station, interesting train ride... again LOL and yeahhhhhh
Went home and died
Be happpy and goodnight ♡








...you really wouldn't.




Sorry, lately it's just been blocks of writing for my blog posts. ..

Hello
Slept hella late again wahh why do I always do this. Sleeping late does have its consequences though...
HAHHAHA you really have no idea.

Anyway, today felt like a blurr but not at the same time.
Had Peer Support today like wtf why?/ They pick and change the dates and shove us around/ Ugh I can't.
Basically just played games with the kids today. I hope they are happy LOL we finally just played games for the whole lesson. Ms Di Ramio today had our back though, helping us deal with Abbas, the little shit.

Ok also today and recently I've noticed I CAN'T SPEAK PROPERLY. I sound like some some illiterate fuck. My sentences don't come out properly and the words I say seem to be made up or something wth.
Thucai could be my witness for all the non connecting jibberish shit I've been saying.

Uhh Majid came to school today so late HAHHAHA and reading Corinne's tweet made it sound so facepalm. Accompanied me for my free period and all through double bio.
Easy-going lesson today that seemed easy enough but wtf man microscopes are so hard to adjust and everything. Also we were so close to breaking a lense today thanks to majid LOL. But yeah johnny was a good third person in our group.

Yah went home by train, the usual? HAHAHAHA wtf why am I stating that. Yeah interesting conversation on train. Oh yeah also rolled my ankle again and tripped twice. Yeah (Swag)
Be happppy and goodnight ♡








Anxiety that I could not shake off

Hellllo
TUESDAY TODAY!!! My favourite day of the week hehe. It went by so fast as welllll, ehh that part I don't like. Anyway went to school with like 5 min to spare but that's okay because Corinne came back to school hehe yay, missed her.
EXT Eng was INTENSE FARK. The Alien movie is just on so many levels of nope. It made me jump in my seat so many bloody times. It's so gruesome as well ugh.

Free period was fun today; talked to Beryl, Corinne, Emily and Nicky hehe. Talked about good looking private tutors and stuff HAHAHAHA
Recess - discussed a vow w/ senpai
Physics was brain-hurt because Mr Murphy took the longer way to explain a question. Basically what he kept on calculating was assumptions or info that COULD help. When all he had to do was calculate the fucking displacement??????/// Like weow.

Lunch was the same as recess basically. More discussion on the vow. Jeff bought chocolate milk and threatened to drown me in it. Thanks.
Ancient was after lunch and yeah much annoy. But also pretty interesting idk didn't even do the questions with the video he showed us, whoops.

Again we had EXT Eng and fark fark fARK, it was so damn scary AND PROPS TO RIPLEY FOR KILLING THE DAMN ALIEN ARGHHGHGH though on the brighter side, there was a cute cat called Jones... HAHAHA
Ok trained it home with Corinne and Elena.... and we talked about food and tv series and i love elena, she's a cutie.
Walked home in the heat. Came home to eat a Bulla Splits icecream mmmm.
Finally finished eco and now still working on the bibliography...
SORRY today was esp. recount-y ...
Be happy and goodnight ♡








I can see it and I fucking hate it.

Helllllo
HHAHHEHEOHoHOo it's day 69... -giggles-
OK wow ignore me pls

Today was Monday and I fell asleep at 3:31AM - yes I have the exact time weow. It's from a WhatsApp timestamp. But to think I sent that message and within the minute I knocked out. Like what????
Anyway this morning got ready pretty fast despite needing to wake someone else up (wake up call) and printing sheets/ of paper. I also managed to straighten the crazy mop of hair that I woke up with.
My bag for Monday usuallly is like 200 tonnes but today it wasn't too bad. I think I know how to pack lighter nao.

Classes today were alright.
English was nerve wracking and I felt so unprepared. Also witnessed some evil action ... Emily will understand what I mean there. Got our assessment sheet for english and I feel like our class will do fantastic for it. Greg's thesis was amazeballs.

Physics and biology killed me slightly maybe idk.
Maths - finally started on circle geometry (yah but i already know how to)
Sport was last and it was hell-ish. I mean the sun was out. And I didn't want to become brown. Though at the same time I did not wish to get into Mr Bird's bad books for not participating. So much dilemma.

Walked to station with majid... trained it with him and then he bought me chatime hohoho
Took the lo..ng..es...t... time to decide what I wanted because idk... i hesitate so much when people shout me food, it's like pls just make the decision 4 me. 
Ended up getting me Hazelnut Milk Tea w/ pearls. It was alright at first but later on I died. Majid ofc drank his default Matcha Green tea milk tea LOL AND HE ADDED RED BEANS LIKE WHY r u crazy.
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I PEED AFTER DRINKING IT ALLL OMFG WEOWWWW
OK I has a lot of work to do
Be happy and goodnight ♡








But really, I'm psychotic.

Hello
So...basically I went to bed terribly early... or terribly late.... depends on perspective and how much of the story you know. I explained it kinda previously.... But yeah HAHAHAHA weow.



Helllo
I vowed myself as a 2014 resolution (gasp that word, important in January, not anymore?) that I would not miss any posts like I had done in the last few posts of 2013. That.... was absolutely atrocious.
Anyway like any other Saturday, I spent it like a holiday. Why do I always do that? Because I want to kms on Sunday with the work load.
Basically allll daaay long I just sat around.. listened to music, read a little.... glued in sheets.
I did nothing particularly wow.

I ate ikea swedish meatballs w/rice and sauce on top?¿
I love using the upside down (?): ¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿
Anywayyyyyy so the dealio is that I showered at around 10:40ish last night and then I was talking to someone. Then like next thing you know I knock out from 11:00PM to 3:50AM........Woke up with my phone literally on my face and it being still turned on and on my cheek?¿
So ended up just talking to the person until.... 7:25AM?
SEE I'M TREATING SATURDAYS LIKE HOLIDAYS
OK continue with my post in Sunday's post.
Be happy and goodnight ♡








Weakening - things are getting faint.




Wow sorry guys, I clearly died on Saturday so I didn't blog. I will make up for not posting rn.
U wait 4 me ok.

Helllllo
The worst part of today was the heat. I don't know if anyone else was as affected as I was but damn. And to make it worse I had two classes in P3.... A portable classroom is literally hell on earth in this weather. I can't work when I'm too warm. I just can't.
When will those days come where it's just 18 degree days back to back??
And yet again, Friday has come along and it's like how fast did the week go by? Weeks used to feel so long. WHY ARe THE DAYS AND WEEKS FEELING SHORTER......yeah idk (Swag)

Double maths was alright. I got 21/33 for the deductive geometry test (past 2U questions?) harhar for once it's not absolutely terrible result. Seeing as someone like Andrew who was full boasting and looked so damn confident in our last class when we finished our test... i thought he would've gotten like 30 at least. But he got 19? So I felt good. I AM ALLOWED TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT THIS...Since I'm dubbed as a maths disaster usually.

Anyway, english lesson today was hella good. The way Mr Lyons assisted us was amazing. The way he is teaching is really finding its way to me.
Eco and Ancient were both in the P3 (hell on earth) i died.
Physics was in E1. I love E1 hehe. I managed to finally understand how to work out Tension. Thanks to Anna. And then later Majid helped me. In that class I felt so restless though. ..
Conversation to station and partially on the train was (weow) if u know what i mean.

Anyway, I have so much to do on the weekends.
I am clearly obsessed with The Weeknd since i just misspelled 'weekend' before as 'weeknd' oh dear.
Be happy and goodnight ♡







Hard to please

Hello
I think most of us can agree Thursdays are quite horrid. Especially for people like thucai who have period 0 to period 7 (ends up at home at 5:20PM) and THEN goes tutor. Sorry thucai for telling everyone your thursday life schedule but seriously feel so bad for her. (Swag) HAHHAHHA sorry inside joke.
So awkward in the morning to have no friend group to walk to esp on Thurs when people have Period 0. So I rather come at 8:45AM when classes start.
Corinne was away today!!!! Ahh not the same without cornz at school.

I am such a procrastinator................... i need to finish this post omfg.

Okay so there was peer support today and the kids were rly funny and cute this week. Thank god they have come around. Made a rap song HAHAHA hilarious.
Also went fellowship at lunch back in the F4 room hhehehe.
Bio, ancient was alright. 7th was eco.
I really like the 7th period people who go on the train, always such an interesting conversation.
Hey thucai (Swag)
Had pizza for din dinz (Swag)
Physics homework (Swag)
OK ENUF I MUST ACTUALLY DO PHYSICS WORK
Be happy and goodnight ♡








Stars haven't appeared in my skies






Helllo!!!
What is up? Buttercup.
Quite a shift of weather we all witnessed today in Sydney. Sorry I'm starting by saying something that happened at the end of the day. But it was quite crazy. It stopped our train and we all thought we were going to die from lightning. So Beryl and I decided to put one leg up like a flamingo since we didn't want to complete a circuit HAHHA weow.
It was like at every station we stopped at, the rain just got more and more intense. It was scary. And the storm cloud was so prominent... Should have taken a picture, it looked quite scary.
Beryl was nice enough to lend me her sister's boyfriends umbrella to me HAHAHA dat connection.

Double Bio today was hell-ish. And to make things better???????????? Torrey and Nathan got in trouble which further angered Padilla. Yah, not good. Then after class she noted Majid and I didn't seem serious in our studies... Yeah we're not. Not good. I must change that.
Double Eco was bearable.
ENGLISH TODAY WAS THE BEST LESSON EVERRRRRR
I FEEL SO PUMPED TO DO OUR NEXT ASSESSMENT WHOOP
HMMM yah
I have a lot of work to go onto. I always do.
Be happy and goodnight!! ♡








Almost like home

Whenever I see this gif. on tumblr, I always get this overwhelming feeling to just knock out all the seasons of The Kardashians. LOL hood bitch.

Hello
Tuesday today so I could afford being slow with getting ready in the morning for school since the bell rings at 8:50AM no idea why though. Does anyone know??\

Anyway, today for once in my life I felt productive during a free period. I finished my chapter 19 summary for Dracula. I actually sat there quietly and finished it... what?? I'm usually only like that if I am angry. Is it weird that I work better when I'm angry? But yah wasn't angry but finished work.
Physics was fucked because we stuffed up the experiment and yah had to do it again which wasn't much of a hassle but Mr Murphy totally mislead us into believing we were on the right track.

Talked about Adam's apple at lunch? I think. And other topics.
Ancient was whatever. Was so pissed out during that class. Wanted to punch Tri so bad...
Extension English was intense, we continued watching Alien and damn, it was so scary. That damn alien creature... and the way it looked. Nastytown.

After all that work in the library that I did in the morning wasn't exactly necessary as the chapter summary homework could be e-mailed any time this week. Nigga what.
I always enjoy the train ride home on Tuesdays w/ Cornz. Always so much to talk about hahhaha and many laughs. I don't even know what are half the things we laugh about by the time I get out of the train LOL.
Also realised listening to music whilst walking home, makes me walk faster... I walk to the beat. Strut my way home.
ANYWAY, need to do economics homework and asg. Oh dear.
~b hapz and nitez joooooOookes~
Be happy and goodnight ♡








I am no longer living

my current loves 
♡ kiko, and ming xi ♡










HELLLO
EW MONDAY
Classes today were whatevz idk nothing special.
MY HTC CRACKED AGAIN SUCH SADNESS.......
IT rAINED and most of us were unprepared.
But the advantage to the rain was that we were released early from sport hhehhehe
Got our school photo forms?? I think I will get A pack.
Watching Oscars right now and I can't stop smiling. Everyone is so cute.
Sorry nothing much to say today i don't know why...
BE HAPPPPY AND GOODNIGHT ♡








I am dissolved in shadow

Helllo
Sunday. Hm.
I slept at 4AM or around that time which was due to just talking to a friend. You know when you're sitting up, you manage to stay awake but the minute you decide to lower your head onto your pillow, you know it's near the end. SO what is wise to do is to say goodnight beforehand so you're not rude and depart without warning. And so, I passed out within 5 minutes of laying down. Weow.

As expected I awoke fervently from a busy dream that I really do not at the slightest recall.
Went grocery shopping as usual - should I even continue to mention it??
We always freaking buy bottles on bottles of drinks when my dad is working and it's just mum and I... So damn heavy. I think I injured my wrist.
Decided to go Hurstville to go search for homewares and other things.
List of things we bought today:

• 6 placemats from kmart 
• 8 coasters from kmart
• a... clock from kmart
• boots from Miss Shop Myer
• Bras from Target (tmi soz)
• Bread and tomatoes from Coles (LOL)
• Russel Athletic sport shorts from In Sport 

Helllo
The rain today felt kinda torrential at times which was highly satisfying for me since I was warm and toasty being inside and all.
Wow I just neglected this post and went to do something else (did my first google+ hangout) HAHAHA wtf
Anyway today was basically a really laggy day though I did do maths homework and all that jazz.
Also watched a shit ton of YouTube because I have missed a lot.
HMMM what else/?
I made butter chicken but this time the level of spicy was HOT so like yeah. The best kind of chilli is the kind where it makes you sweat and give you ghetto lips.
Though it kinda hurt my stomach, like I felt like the insides of my stomach were affected too.
My parents finalllyyyy put together our dining chairs and dining table. Also our LACK ikea tv bench.
It looks so naice. I shall take a picture soon and post it.
Something else happened today.
Whilst I was cooking, I suddenly heard the sound of a cupboard shutting...... and so I freaked out and checked every room whilst bearing a knife in my hand. Yeahhhh cray. Turns out it was probably neighbours or myself.... I hope so anyway.
OHHH yeah today I was on my laptop in the kitchen then suddenly a LADYBUG(?) walked right across... um what the fuck HAHAHAH so i released it but I think it drowned from the rain....
OK ENOUGH sorry for the muddled post.... it's 2AM rn sozzzzz
Be happy and goodnight ♡








With the rules of this game





Shit
I didn't blog
Ok wait