Hello
First day back, Term 2 and lol ew did not want to see people, wanted to be cosy in bed and fast asleep. Majority of people were so dead. Also I slept at 5AM, it was a miracle I was even standing upright.
Anyway thank god it was a Tuesday and we left school at 2:14PM. I mean if it was a full day w/ 7 periods then goodbye lucy lollll.
But yahhh survived today. Also got the note for social and finally got the maths test off greg which I should have gotten from him last term lol whoops.
Hmmm anyway going to do work nao.
Be happy and goodnight ♡









And I shall be okay

Hello

• Slept until it was noon because why the fuck not school is tmr might as well
• Didn't move from my chair for 1.5 hrs 
• Went and made an afternoon meal? I don't know basically skipped breakfast and lunch all together
• Usual Monday shiznits 
• I am so not up for school
• I don't want to see anyone
• Or talk to my parents
• I just want to dig a hole and lay in it lol (i.e. die)
• Joooookes

I'm in that stage of my life where I just don't give a shit any more like seriously... I don't want to do anything but sleep and be alone. I'm not even bothered to eat. Lazy to that point like holy shit someone cremate me.

Helllo
Sunday today and I woke up late-ish and full got told off by my mum in particular and was neglected until like 2:30PM in the afternoon... lol... what the hell. They took me out to eat sushi and... yeah idk.
Anyways the rest of the day I basically did work...kinda....
My parents got me a white drawer tho and took my old one into their room.
I don't know what to write about today because from the outside it would seem placid blah blah but clearly my parents were brewing and they are actually really angry at me....
I hate being wrong or being told off... i mean who does??
Yah so c u on the flip side.
Be happy and goodnight ♡








And you'll drive me to the end.

Hellllo
So woke up and had the amazing task of waking someone up....... Freaking hardest task in the world when it's just calling the person?? And you can't physically shake them or spray water in their face...
SO the last resort was to literally walk into their home. SO i did HAHAHAHA
And was meant to watch a movie... didn't really watch the movie... lol...... (was meant to watch spiderman)
Instead we just ate. Ate pepper lunch then went to Chanoma again so I could get a Japa-dog which was average tbh. If you go there, get the fancier ones because the one I ate wasn't fancy so it didn't taste fancy which makes sense but when you're there be outrageous and order the one that looks the hardest to make lolol. Anyway after just explored then went N2 because why not idk.



Hellllo
Slept at 6AM today lolllll what is wrong with me. Actually what was wrong was that I watched Blue Valentine and holy shit lol it's so freaking depressing. I basically cried for 2hrs (duration of movie). It killed me inside out and when you're that sad, you don't want to sleep at all. But then I cheered up and I guess I was so happy I finally felt tired.
Woke up at 11AM which wasn't too bad. I was meant to wake up at 9:30AM tho since that's what I set my alarm on... yep didn't work.
Did some 2U algebra maths practice and wrote half of Physics notes?? That is progress...seriously... I attempted inequalities and I just cannot even deal with it. I need to be retaught.
Ummm yeah the day just passed....
OH I didn't eat for 24hrs... well I had lunch yesterday at 3ish and didn't feel like food until like 5PM or something.... And for dinner I just "ate" soup. What the hell was in that burger???//
YAHHH I guess tmr will be more fun??
I'm tired so I'm going to shower then sleepz.
Be happy and goodnight ♡









In petty contests




Hello
Was meant to wake up at 9:30AM today to go out with corinne but like my alarm went off and i pressed it and went back to sleep lolllll classic lucy. Was meant to catch the 11:37AM train but ended up getting 12:07PM train. Went town hall to get Green Tea Parfaits which were the bomb dot com.



I don't know if anyone remembers but i used to blog about my feelings outside of my daily post hharhahr weow lucy such teen angst. But yeah idk I miss writing about it here. Why did I even trust so many people? You really don't know who the fuck is reading your blogposts but i guess that's fun. You don't even need to approach the person and they can feel kind of closer to you without really trying at all. It's nice isn't it? I mean it's nosy of all of us to want to read blogs that people write but it's okay to be nosy in this sense I think. I remember I used to always keep a written diary whilst also blogging online. Why the hellllll did I do that? It's crazy and really tedious. I had to write a personal version and a version that was okay for the public to read. WHy the helllll did I even go to such lengths? I was about to type that "I have no idea why" but actually it was an obsessive thing. Though, I am slowly trying to make myself no longer super obsessive. I used to need to write in every freaking detail of my day with timestamps and all that jazz and it was so freaking tiring but I did it anyway. I also had all the household tidbits that I needed to tidy before I slept and like creepy (now that I think about it) rituals/routines that i used to go through. I thought that if I did not complete such tasks I was going to be cursed or killed in my sleep. Like holy shit LOL.
And I came to write this post with an entirely different purpose and now I've written all that/ I didn't even think, my hands just typed and my mind just flowed.
MY INITIAL REASON for starting off the way I did was because I wanted to write about people I've noticed that spend a lot of time together or just generally long time couples. I love seeing people who mesh well. I mean not even a "couple" even like bromances or girlfriends that really work well together make me so happy. The fact how no matter what situation it is, they can fall back on eachother and that even if there is a feud, they're still okay after it. They're comfortable to look at because they're usually happy and absorbed by eachother and idk it's just pleasant. Don't you think so??
I DON'T KNOW WHAT AND WHY sorry i'll stop



Hellllo
Woke up with the sound of a buzzing mosquito.... and I knew i was done for. I had a mosquito bite on my FOREHEAD (that's bad enough) but there were TWO on my forehead, one on my jawline and one on my left shoulder. That fkn mosquito was asking for it so yep, i killed it.
Basically just finished all my ancient notes today... Only real accomplishment for today.

I completely forgot about this post.. right now it's 2:39AM so idk what happened.

Well i made a sandwich for lunch and it had tikka masala chicken, avocado seasoned w/ salt & pepper, cheese and herbed mayo. It was actually pretty good, tasted like those cafe sandwiches.
And I don't know why I'm like recounting this but I will list my afternoon snack LOL
Honey soy chicken chips w/ coriander guac and mini boost chocolate w/ milk!!!! I know it sounds whatevz but after writing notes all afternoon, it was the perfect snack.
Yahhhh now just watching code geass and some vlogs...
Be happy and goodnight ♡








In ways that go unnoticed

Helllo
Okay so.... woke up at 1PM. Yah shame on me. Though I've been quite "good" with holiday waking up times. Usually always before 10AM. But today? No idea what happened. I just never got up and time just melted away.
Told my dad off for not waking me LOL but not in a mean way just whined to him I guess// "WHY DIDN'T YOU WAKE ME????" (example) and him just saying "y? it's holidays..." If it was my mum, the whole situation would be opposite.
I just moisturised before typing this post and my wrists are like semi oily so it feels really uncomfortable on the palm rest rn on my laptop dsdjksklfjkdf
OK anyway went to the kitchen shortly after awakening and made chicken tikka masala + rice mmm
Yah then I basically wasted my time kinda and did some work kinda...
Took some pics of the sky in the afternoon which was nice. Sitting on my balcony/roof was refreshing? I don't know. I always forget to look at nature and stuff but when I do it's nice.





Helllo!!!
It's my 1000th post on this URL!! It's only been 1year and almost 5 months and I've posted 1000 posts. Crazy....


Anyway, woke up to my dad popping his head in my room asking if I wanted Mcdonalds breakfast and seriously I'm never truly hungry in the mornings when it's holidays so I turned it down.
Lately I have had no damn appetite. Nothing appeals to me...

Parents decided to drag me out to the city when I had the worst period pains.... I walked with a hunch in my back because extending it would only let the muscles be free and that would mean pain for me.
So aside from the pain, parents wanted to go to Central Park and see the nice Daiso and eat there. So of course we bought a gazillion things at Daiso... I wish I was more in the mood, would've bought a lot more things. I'll maybe post pictures of what I bought? I don't know... (later)

Ate at Sushizilla which was pretty average but only because I had no appetite. I mean if i did?? I would've demolished everything. I mean I didn't finish a SALMON CROQUETTE and delicious, delicious bento sides. I just concentrated on sipping on my miso soup which was hot ... and I could only take hot foods.
Went and sat in the park next to it and SAW THE CUTEST SAND COLOURED CORGI OMFG
It just jumped around in the grass with it's cute short legs and ran laps around a sun bathing man omfg so cute I couldn't stop staring igkldkfjkdjg I think the owners thought I was some child creep but seriously......... CORGIS R SO CUTE

Anyway sitting in the sun helped a bit with my pains. Slept in the car. Got home and watched Attack on Titan w/ Senpai. My parents played badminton LOLLL they're actually pretty good at it.
Then had my normal Monday evening thing and yah....
Watched more Attack on Titan and then finished new episode of Game of Thrones.
Hmmm going to watch vlogs then sleeeep!!
Be happy and goodnight ♡









The same murmurs,
Works like a charm each time

Helllo
4/20 today... Yeah and I didn't even get the 420 jokes until I realised what day it was. I kept seeing the ned flanders meme thing where he holds up a sign saying "Jesus is watching" accompanied everytime someone said "420 blaze it on Easter"... AND I was like WHY?? Then i finally realised in the afternoon what all the tweets meant. I usually hate people who go out of their way to tell everyone that they "just got it" but seriously guys you gotta believe me on this. I was so clueless today...

Anyway, didn't feel like a Sunday. I just did work all day until it was night time. My parents worked on the garden most of day and heard them playing badminton and laughing like idiots LOL I swear my parents have more fun than I do. Had KFC for lunch which turned us into zombies from being so full.
This also resorted to us not eating dinner.
Watched Criminal Minds (Double episode) it was pretty damn good.
Now I'm watching vlogs and going to shower then sleeeeep
Be happy and goodnight ♡









Crisp


I just want to go to these places
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Hello
Woke up with a headache...and it's 9:05PM rn and I still have the headache... So not feeling very well.
I wasted my morning at the kitchen table because I didn't want to walk.
So I just stayed there with my phone on YouTube......
Then I go to my room and check twitter and saw that majid had finished Season 3 of Game of Thrones.... wtf I was a season ahead of him. That pushed me to watch the rest of Season 3 and then finish the 2 episodes that Season 4 has so far. So I am finally up to date!! YAY.
But..... the red wedding tho. I cried so much watching that....
That about sums up my accomplishments for the day.
I feel like all I've been doing these holidays is staring at my laptop screen.
My eyes feel so strained.
I also haven't been drinking water. Like, I literally go for 12 hours a day without a drop of water.
I think I'm going to do something non technology related now.
Be happy and goodnight ♡








The one we live in now

Helllo
Woke up and got told to transfer to parents bed since my mum was going to wash my blankets and sheets. So I went and slept for a good hour/ Had a funky dream. I've been dreaming every night of the holidays which is so weird.
Wasted my whole fucking day.
Ate Hungry Jacks for lunch with some $9.95 coupon or something?? It didn't taste that great.
I am up to Season 3 Episode 8 of Game of Thrones? I don't know man.
I also downloaded bob's burgers..and sorry guys, it's not my fav. But I'm only saying that from first episode.
Yah idk I want to sleep. Blog more tmr.
Be happy and goodnight ♡









with anxiety (it's home)

Can someone pls explain to me why my twitter looks like this...








Hellllo
I realised when I was brushing my teeth just before that it completely escaped my mind to blog. So now I'm here blogging 39 minutes after 12. Also I realised that it's been a week since school ended.. How much work has everyone done?? I feel like I have accomplished next to nothing. I always say to myself to be the most productive in the first week so I can relax the second week but that never happens...
I did write 1/3 of my Ancient Hist. notes today which isn't too bad.....

Yahhhh ate pizza at night and now I feel sick.
I'm so tired of eating. Like seriously I am so not bothered to make food or even put food in my mouth.
I don't know anything. On a call rn with some crazies..........
Be happy and goodnight ♡








In gardens, you don't plan to water

Hellllo
Weow remember when (you probably don't remember) I said that I would change my banner and background of this blog every month or so? Yah that clearly never happened. But mainly because I actually really like what it looks like at the moment. It's bearable. I don't even know why I brought this up today.
I've been watching vlogs all day long, basically trying to avoid doing work. I don't know why..... Uhhhh I feel so shit. I probably will get serious tonight but i'm feeling shit like I said before so lol...

As I said I've been watching vlogs all day and I know I've expressed before of my love for itsjudyslife but rn I am just not feeling it. With the twins and their boring lives I kinda want to shoot myself when I watch it... I used to love their vlogs when they had no children. The things they used to get up to were so amusing and fresh... now it's like the same fucking thing every single day and I'm near suicide when I watch them... AND CAN THEY NOT RECORD THE DAMN CRYING?? .... oK rant over. '

Also I feel myself turning into a potato blob. I feel so ljfdljfsdfskf. I mean school isn't my favourite place in the world esp. with my stupid subjects/timetable... and holidays is meant to feel gret... but I just don't know.I don't know what I want LOL........

I'm blogging now because I'm trying to avoid doing work. What the hell is wrong with me. 
The only thing I did accomplish today was I finally tidied my disaster drawer (underwear/pyjama drawer) it's the busiest drawer so it was hellllla messy. And also I cleaned my table and re-organised how things are placed and wiped away all the dust. How do I reduce dust? I hate dust.. and my room gets dusty so easily.

OK Enough blogging... I need to finish background information at the very least? Right?
Be happy and goodnight ♡








I take it like it's nothing, because it is.

HAHAHHAAH this is hilarious well it's more cute than funny idk i laughed. Watch it!!

Hellllo
I had something to attend to today and I can't disclose much information about it so sorrryyy, so today will be yet another boring blog post.
All I've been doing with spare time is watching bubzvlogz on YouTube. I wish she was a daily vlogger... I love her and tim so much.
I also I think I have ruined my laptop battery.. It wastes so fast but worked out that I always overcharge it.. yah whoops....
HMM none of my subscriptions have been uploading anything??? I don't know if it's a glitch or if YouTubers just simultaneously decided to stop uploading?? Yeah I don't know man.

I watched this show after dinner called Auction Hunters and dangggg it was so cool. I love how much money they managed to make from simply bidding on old storage units.
After I watched a really interesting episode of Criminal Minds.. it was pretty fucked up... Some guy killed over 100 female victims by pulling out their uterus' and fallopian tubes then ripped out their vocal chords as a symbolic way for them to not speak again? And he made a deal with Agent De Rossi that he'd give more names of victims every year on De Rossi's birthday... ... WHY ALL WOMEN?? So scary :(
Anyway, now I'm watching Family Guy and it's ridiculous.. LOL
I have no life lolol why am I even watching T.V. again? Oh yes, that's right because YouTube has been dead for 23hrs... // Wai!!!!
Alright, I should scamper off soon to shower and then sleeeeep..
Be happy and goodnight!! ♡








Many live to deceive

Helllo
Weow first official day of holidays??
All I did today was watch Game of Thrones...Youtube and do maths... I hate having the burden of needing to do work that's due within holidays like yuck.
Though I am planning to start my biology report asap and also need to fill in my study planner thing Zzz.

Really have nothing to type... I'm sorry.
I have a headache/??
I think I will go to sleep now.
Be happy and goodnight ♡







Hell for the company
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[weow forgot to post this]
Helllo
Today I could not wake up. I mean if no-one was restricting me then I would've fallen asleep forever. Went grocery shopping at Campsie. So many rude ass people there today... zz.
Anyway went city with parents today to eat Pepper Lunch because I craved it. Then my dad went to buy a belt at Oxford and then a jacket at Lonsdale + my mum got one too. I finally found thigh high socks omg took me the longest time.

Then headed home because we were awaiting the delivery of a new couch.
We got it. It's brown. Fell asleep on it for an hour by accident.
Now I'm watching Game of Thrones...
I don't want to blog anymore cos yeah nothing else to say.
Be happy and goodnight ♡








everything you once held dear...

Hello
Saturday and i guess the first official day of the holidays//
I had some crazy dream w/ Damien in it lollll weirdest ever but yeah woke up and just lazed about.
Ate a hearty breakfast of Cheesey-Herb mayo-Spam Fried rice w/ two runny sunny side up eggs... MmMMm and w/ oolong tea. It was so filling hehe/

Anyway spent the rest of the day being a bum. Started to watch Game of Thrones again because and YouTube and didn't do anything particularly productive except wash the dishes ...
I'm just in the ceebs-iest mood in life.
YAH whatever just going to leave in peace.
Be happy and goodnight ♡







Even if you are miserable

Hello
Almost was late for school today but just made it. Gave in my early leavers note and yah...
Went to maths which was double period lolol didn't even properly do work, will regret that but oh well. Talked to Jeff mostly and played 2048.
Got called down to Ms Fountoulis to verify my early leavers note harhahahrhar she thought it was fake. Yeah it was fake. She asked me to get a certificate... weow kill me.
Went to the meeting at recess w/ Mr Bird and man I'm going to miss him so much as a teacher... Zzz and I can't even be not okay with it since he finally has his dream.. Yah first time I've teared up from one of his talks..
THEN... Corinne, Majid and I escaped lol and Daud said bye to us individually HAHAHAHA he was just like screaming from a distance
"Bye Corinne"
"Bye Lucy"
"Bye Majid"
LOOOOOOL wtf
So went campsie by myself to Campsie Medical Centre... Had a doctor that was LITERALLY ANCIENT. HE TYPED AS IF IN SLOW MOTION AND IT TOOK 10 MIN TO MAKE A CERTIFICATE... Should take like 1 minute............. and then talked to me about selective schools weow kill me... but he was nice to me and believed my ridiculous cross country bunion excuse.
Then I saw Anna and Torrey at campsie - wanted to eat with them but yah couldn't and went home. Bought Ben and Jerry's yum yum and Coconut Milk tea at Chatime!!
Went home and...........yeah/?// (much lol)

Had Salmon for dinner MmMMm and also made more butter chicken
Nao idk maybe I'll watch 10 things I hate about you because bored.
AN D OMG HOLIDAYS BEGIN!!!!!!!!!!
Be happy and goodnight ♡








And downright disgusting...

Hello!!
It has hit 100 days!! I like how I put the number of what day it is.. makes me a lot more aware of the fact that 365 isn't a very big number when the days of a year actually go by quite rapidly.
Anyway today was Thursday and also peer support pizza day. Holy freaking shit my bag was so heavy but even worse for people like Beryl, who were carrying drinks to school...
I came to school on time today!!! I hope I can keep this up? I want to keep the 5 lates for the rest of the year and for that number to not increase at all.

Hmmm went over answers for maths and oh my mark was shameful. . .
Physics was a bludge lesson where at first helped majid with his maths.. and then I just half played 2048 (which i had downloaded in period 1) and half talked to Tri about Game of Thrones as he watched season 4. Aaand recess was awkward.. HAHHAHA and hilarious..

English, got our marks for the speeches. Then period 4 we had our rap battles lol much cringe and so formal? Our group never performed, thank god. We had like freaking 10 min for pizzas and it was so difficult splitting it. So many kids from other kids got no pizza at all cos they couldn't eat ham...
Didn't even get to take a group photo with them. Would've been better if Mr Bird took charge.. .

Lunch was alright idk. Majid staunched Abbas HAHHAHA and also Jeff, Corinne, Majid and I gave a video message to Mr Bird haha i hope it all turns out nice. Our year is so nice...
Anyway after it was biology and it was just sjkdakdksd idk man Ms Padilla just 'guided' us and answered our questions about the bio report.

Ancient was ZZzzz at first but yeah finished 70% of my sheet. Sat alone for majority of the lesson... lol pissed out... but oh well
Economics was fast as usual... Got let off early and we ran...for the train ughkjfdfk
Yah.....
Made bacon mac'n'cheese for dinner and parents.. really liked it haha weow it's so western, i thought they would've hated it.
Anyway, just finished my stupid english story. I think I might drop EXT. It's death.
Be happy and goodnight ♡







Beyond the bounds of possibility

Helllo
Was late again and the teacher wasn't Ms Trotter today, it was Ms Griffiths omfg even worse. This is my 5th late weow. I'm 5 more away from suspension... And it's only term 1 lol dead.
The road to school was terrible, it was so congested. It's so painful to be in a car that is in traffic...
The moment I stepped into first period which was maths, there was a trig. test going on. Weow I was so fucked. Most people were fucked nek minute imports get 100% haha lol kill me//

Economics was the same old and it was double period.
At recess today... Majid ate chilli fried rice w/ chunks of chilli paste and a fkn green chilli (A WHOLE ONE) and he teared up. Convinced me into eating half of it... yeah died. Made him buy coffee milk an d yah it made it better.

English was finally back to normal and we're doing King Lear and it sounds so nice from what Mr Lyons has made it out to be.
Tickle war is still very scary haha swear jeff is invincible. He chased me and fuck ... he is relentless.
Library convo w/ Clare, Bez, Nathan and Majid was solid lol and Nathan played chess with Ming then Daniel.

Double period biology wasn't too bad since I had already taken notes at home. Being prepared feels so much better...
Walked to the station + train ride w/ fgt and then soli d convo w/ bez
AND OMG I don't want.. varsity jackets for year 12.... lol....
Yah idk, I should sleep. PIZZA DAY TMR!!!
Be happy and goodnight ♡








Thoughts terribly tragic



R.I.P. Peaches Geldof ... :'(

Helllo
It was Tuesday today and supposedly "my favourite school day of the week" but it really didn't feel that way well rn i don't feel gret. But i guess today overall was okay. To start it off, I finally got to school on time...

Hmmm extension english wasn't too productive obviously... and free period was funny I guess - talked to corinne and we caught up ... weird since we usually only need to do that if it's during holidays. But it was nice HAHAHA and lebs lmao corinne ;)
Recess was... just going to apply for concession cards??
Physics was Galvani and Volta + a electron high five exercise.. HAHHAHA got to high five Mr Murphy.

At lunch there was a tickle war and I felt like some year 7 or 8 person but yeah it was fun. Jeff is virtually impossible to tickle... it's crazy. Majid and I could not defeat the Corinne-Jeff team LOOOOL but we will..
Wow okay immature, moving on. Moving on to more immaturity actually. I could not stop laughing and being a fak during ancient lololol idek. Just was in a mood where everything was 3x as funny.
Ate an apple, luvoed with $10 note and talked w/ Corinne during ext. English. Yahhhh...
Went home and wasted time.
My parents came home late and brought pizza for dinner.
Now I shall do my homework...
Be happy and goodnight ♡








You won't remember how you made it through

Hello
The traffic each and every morning on the way to school is like super horrendous. What normally is a 20min drive took us 1 hour... Went into class at like 9:20AM.... wtf missed like 35 min of class and they started ANCIENT CHINA!!!!!! WHY DID I COMe LATE Zzz
Anyway did my english speech finally lol.... but yah it wasn't very super good, pretty basic imo. But all is okay since Anuj? told me my mark? And it's not terrible.

Stood up for assembly and sad news of Mr Bird leaving wtf!!! So we all screamed "NoOooOoo"/ much embarrass but fun.
Maths was whatever, had solid talk with Jeff about maths lolol and then it was Physics. Got told off for talking when everyone was talking ... so I made it a task to shush anyone who made even the smallest peep... UH? if i can't talk, you can't either....

Lunch was annoying because Abbas but was able to express frustration as everyone doesn't enjoy Abbas. And the waves of sympathy that rolled my way when they found out I was Abbas' Peer Support leader lol..
Biology was me copying notes for two books co s yah//
"Sport" wasn't sport. So I brought uniform for nothing lol kill me. Instead got talked to by Miss Fountoulis lol kill me again... And yah much dread.
Walk to station + train ride was pleasant though.
Normal Monday afternoon activities... yah....
Nao idk
Be happy and goodnight (Let me leave you with this pic) ♡
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Ever knowing you

Hellllo
Woke up and went and snuggled w/ mummabear and looked at the clouds HAHAHA wtf it was like a movie. Whilst we were just lying there we suddenly hear my dad (downstairs) saying "Sunday, it's Sunday." HAHAHAHAHA as if it were some song or slogan lololol omfg my mum and I have been repeating it all day. It really gets in your head... well our's anyway.
Went grocery shopping as usual... and then came home and unpacked it and stored it.
Decided to go Macquarie shopping centre.. and yah so many parts of it were under construction/renovation so that was no fun.
Ate a savoury crepe today Mmmm, thai curry + chilli fish and a vegie fishcake... - had quite the appetite today.
I'll just list buys:

• VS sassoon hair dryer (something turbo)
• Maybelline Master Precise liquid eyeliner??
• 2 Haruki Murakami books and 5 penguin classics
• Estee lauder 3 in 1 Perfectly clean something + perfectly clean facewash
• Deluxe Gift set (estee lauder free gift)
• Hush puppies loafers (mum's - you'd wouldn't even catch me dead in loafers lol ew)

Hello
Watched "The Wind Rises" w/ senpai harhahr it was fun but seriously first time watching a Studio Ghibli film in the cinemas. It was a sad movie but yeah it was nice... of course it was though

After went pepper lunch for.. lunch LOL and yah. Ate cheese hamburger MmMmmMm yum....
Then went to search for Anna's present. Went into Victoria's Secret and died lol cos so many people and much flustered. SO I escaped and went next door to Colette cos I just couldn't. But yah successful purchase in there and then it was time to go lolol.

Hei and Yin moment today lololol actually basically the whole day it was that. Umm yah. Saw Ming Ming today hehe cutie. It's angry default face is the cutest and kept walking me to the food to make me feed it. It jumped up and tapped it LOL HAHAHA cutie and then helped clean the room.

Went home and showered. Ate din dinz and watched anime.
Yahhhh
Be happy and goodnight ♡








"We must try to live!"









Helllllllo
Yah i didn't look forward to school today. I really just wanted to stay in bed and die. This morning it was so dark as welll, felt like night time.
Double maths morning which was alright. Recess was meh.... Economics was bleh/ English was speeches and the crowd basically floated away. I still haven't done my speech lol fuck my life. But really I don't care that much about the placing.

Lunch was alright. I went to office to get a information changing sheet and then i paid Tina the peer support pizza money. Ancient was alright at first then I was so pissed hmMmMmm I wonder why. Then in Physics I felt murderous. FUCKING "Chinese are superior" swear to god if I hear that again ...................
Almost killed majid today lol...
It rained in the afternoon. Fun? walk to the station and relaxing walk home.

YAH CEEBZ
GUN WATCH THE WIND RISES TMR WITH MAH NIGGA
BE HAPPY AND GOODNIGHT ♡








All day, everyday.

And it's my name so it must be gret.

Hello
Mangroves/ - You know the dealio behind that word.
Anyway this morning was probably the most stressed out/anxious I have been for quite some time. Fucking majid. Is all I have to say. Actually no, let me tell you what happened. He caught the risky train. The train where there was a chance that he wouldn't have made it. For some reason we were on time and on schedule. Like which excursion has ever gone to plan so smoothly? UM wtf this one apparently. ANyway so I was on the phone with him... and like we were all on the fucking bus and it was moving. And I see his stupid head bopping up and down SLOW JOGGING to the bus WEOW OMFG. Then I stood up and shouted for them to stop. Like bro, if I stayed quiet then yeah/ This was also the case for Zara where Michael (Tan) was the one shitting it LOL.. Tan and I were both the last ones (excluding the actual latecomers) to board on the bus.

Sat next to Nelson and yah interesting bus ride. And all I have to say here is fkn Nelson LOL. Funny but annoying. But mostly funny. Asked me if I watch anime?? Ice breaker I guess and I just said yeah..?? And he's like name one or which one i forgots and I said oh yeah some anime about seapeople. Then we had a whole debate about Nagi No Asukara HAHAHAHA weow and fkn majid and nelson both hate chisaki. Yeah I might as well just go kill myself LOL. No-one likes her. I clearly have issues to like such an annoying character. Then Nelson made me listen to the intro song with him whilst he told me where the beat dropped and all this gestures to go along with it. All whilst majid took a panadol and fell asleep on us/me.

Wow sorry this is clearly going to be a lengthy post. Sorry, you don't have to read it. It's just for me to read back on.

• Mangroves = ¿kill me?
• Did the booklet
• Blistering hot sun
• Mangroves
• Sweating
• Doing fucking geo bullshit 
• Reminded me of the stupid Grime Scene Investigation excursion on Goat Island
• Spiders omfg (Golden Orb) fuckin g nOPE
• Our guide was somewhat kind so yah
• Lunch was whatever
• Toilets had toilet paper tho and reasonably thick weow 
• More Mangroves
• Abnormally large mosquitoes (holy shit holy shit)
• Finished the booklet though
• Died on the bus w/ senpai
• Went economics period 7 (got test results)
• Laughed so much with Thuc and Corinne HAHAH the bin and immediate link to John Edwards and Corinne and the fan falling and my "hello" to a hot guy HAHAHHA Omfg cannot even deal.
• Bought Coconut Milk Tea from Chatime yuM
• Yah

Drop dead, you will.

Hello
Rn i am so so so not in the mood to blog. I have left this window open for almost three hours. Ok I just got distracted again? Weow lucy.

• Maths - did trig. identities
• Double economics was funny as hell "take out the shoes" and "superseded" and "simple rubber thong" omfg HAHAHHAHA
• English was aight, didn't get picked today cos mainly everyone just volunteered and again very relaxed for no reason at all lol... 
• Free period after lunch haha yeah interesting idk marshmallow
• Double Bio was almost avoided but Ms Padilla ended up coming to class
• Talked about assessments and tmr's bio excursion
• Was pissed most of that lesson because scissors
• Station/train w/ senpai and yah??/?/
• Watched The Regular Show and ate when I went home

Helllllo
Today was Tuesday. It felt very bludgey throughout the whole day/ Firstly I was freaking late due to traffic that DID NOT MOVE. It was ridiculous. I don't understand how such a thing can even occur?? Usually on non-school days... that road leading to school is like so smooth. But idiot drivers during peak hours really just kill me. So I was late ... and thank god today Ms Trotter was pretty kind to me. She has like different attitudes to different people. And the worst thing I keep hearing her say to people is that they should just go to their local highschool and saying that she knows she SOUNDS harsh but that is all she can say?????? WHat the helllll...  what is this late system. I hate it.

Anyways today was bludgey because ext eng is like "self-discipline" work?? So basically free time LOL but seriously who the fak is in the mood to work on it seriously? I don't think anyone was.
Then it was a free period. Instead of doing productive things, Chow, Corinne, Dom, Nicky, Emily and Martin + Me.. just planned a aprils fool joke. But like it was an April fools joke within an April fools joke. It was pretty funny esp. their acting was so on point. Corinne and I couldn't really handle ourselves. Everyone else was super serious and we just giggled.... HAHAHA

In Physics I felt good because the work I did, I actually understood. Which felt good because usually I do not get anything. I powered through it and even had to chance to explain hehe okay now I sound cocky... But more so proud of myself? COS SRSLY  i suck at Physics.
Mr Murphy told me off for being on the phone in class lol whoops.

Lunch was alright. Michael O. slapped Abbas on the butt like really hard and twice.. Onya Michael. Cannot deal with Abbas. Also realised, at lunchtimes, people are really loud/ You notice that when you're on a phone and trying to hear what the other person is trying to say.

Uh yah, Ancient was a bit torturous esp. that fkn worksheet, me and bez were dying over it. And then Extension again which felt like a replay of the morning except it was much more funny. Corinne, Bez and I looked up Marina Bay Sans Hotel's Infinite pool, Hayman resort and Bora Bora... and it was so hilarious to look through picture albums and talk about going after HSC... omfg cannot wait to do that with them!!!!

WOW I'M SORRY today's post got long SOrrYYRYRY
Uhhh yah bought chatime and ate snekpek w/senpai and yah
Interesting afternoon? I don't know.
Be happy and goodnight ♡







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