I want to do one since I see Emily, Michelle. Z and Annie did it? I don't know but I see them floating around so I want to as wellllll
Here is one I found on google images




Hello
Normally during holidays I feel ecstatic but these holidays all I've been feeling so far is either anxiety or feeling lost. I say I don't know why but I probably do... Zzz don't like this.
Anyway, today I accidentally woke up later than I wanted to. I slept at 3AM today so that was an improvement from the 6AM.
Watched YouTube and toradora! again all the way til tutor.
Tutor was alright...
And now my day is over.
I don't know.
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Wavering slightly

Helllo
Slept at 6:10AM I think idk I just know by then I was pretty awake but at the same time my body was super exhausted. I woke up at 9:00AMish but then slept again and thank god my sleeping in today didn't lead to me getting a lecture. Spent all day either watching YouTube vidcon vlogs or watching more toradora!.
For lunch today I whipped up wedges (w/sour cream and sweet chilli), haloumi and guacamole. And it tasted really gourmet which was nice.
Finished off the 25% of tutor homework I had left which wasn't too bothersome except I started at 3:30PM after an accidental nap.
After my tutor homework decided to go and bake a strawberry cake because I couldn't contain myself any longer....... DID YOU SEE THE POST BEFORE THIS????? I was drooling everywhere man. Strong craves/10.
I made it with my grandma and it was pretty cute. I think I should do more stuff like that with my grandma.
Had hotpot for dinner and it was alright. Pretty chilli of course, that's a given. The dessert was my cake ^_^ and it was delicious hehe. I made it in a bundt cake tin and it turned out so cute lolol idk sorry i'm complimenting my cake.... It wasn't thaatttt great you know ;) JOKES it was alright i'm just playin'
Rest of the night was relatively chill.
Official holidays start tmr..... tutor tmr tho.... Zzzz
Be happy and goodnight ♡










And then it's.. gone


Cake making?/




CRAVING STRAWBERRY CAKE SO BAD RN OMF G  SEND HELP












Hello\
I don't know about everyone else but it's like the holidays hate me. And my days are getting worse. Like for everyone else it's like as soon as the holidays start their schedules and plans and happiness soar exponentially yet for me it's like dread... My parents see that I am home all this time so they expect me to do work. They expect me to do work all day and then have like 1hr leisure at night time or something. What they expect of me is ridiculous........... My dad sometimes even says during arguments to tell all my current friends that I can no longer talk to them and tells me that anything that is not school related is not allowed. Um yeah like I will ever follow that. It's like ridiculous/ I mean if it's reasonable guidance I will obviously take it but since I'm human and  because instinctually I know that having no friends and being completely engrossed in school will most definitely fuck me over. Are they trying to send me down a road of life failure and unhappiness?

Sorry I rant about this so much but most of the time my unhappiness is due to my parents and their expectations of me.

But anyway today sucked. I woke up to interrogating like every other fucking morning. Then I had to force myself to go out with grandparents so they won't think I'm neglecting them. Besides staying at home after the shit that happened last night would make me lose my mind. I bought strawberry and cream cake mix and a funky cake tin that I hope will make the cake look slightly fancier.

Came home and I had no motivation to work because yeah i don't want to disclose. Then I made omurice which was the highlight of my day because I read the recipe over a few times and then I followed it very easily and the result was o r g a s m i c - If you want to make it here is a link to my fave website for home made jap food (easy dishes) Click here

Watched toradora until it was like 4 then talked to majid and I was really pissed and moody idek why I just wanted to break my table or something to satiate the rage I felt on the inside.
Did tutor work and finished 75% of it which will make tmr easier.
I hope tonight is smoother.. better.
Be happy and goodnight ♡









You can beg to differ all you want





hehe



Helllo
I don't think Fridays will ever be good to me. Either they start shit or they end shit. Today started and ended shit so yeah that wasn't too great. It was Mufti and I didn't even want to... and it was onesie day, didn't even want to....

• Today was the year 10 dance and I wish I could've watched it :( 
• Economics was hilarious with Corinne and Thuc hahhahah everything was so funny 
• Ms Siddiqua and Damien had the same onesie haha it was cute
• Mr Lyons liked my thesis om g thank fuck for that
• I got my report today also (it's so bad)
• Didn't have period 6 because Mr Murphy wasn't there so Beryl and I signed out. Walked to Sydenham w/ Lisa and had a nice talk with her and also w/ Greg. 
• Went home and got scolded
• Then mum came home and scolded me too
• Gre t 

I'm so pathetically selfish, I'm so sorry.

Hellllo
For once I woke up before 7:30AM and only because I needed to catch a train// Ended up catching the latest possible train - the 8:23AM from Lakemba...
Walked to school with Jeff and then had maths. Maths was so difficult today (tries not to cry, cry a lot)
Physics was good, I understood the worksheet and got the questions right. Mr Murphy was hilarious as usual.
Recess was nice, just ate and chilled out.
English was okay, my thesis didn't get it's turn once again/
Maths was painful so I just copied the solutions
Lunch - just talked to senpai
Biology - Ms Padilla went home sick so we didn't have a teacher
Majid and I went to the canteen and had a conversation w/ Nathan, Roqkel and Corinne. It was pretty funny.
Ancient Hist. - got a loooaaaddd of sheets holy moly
Last period Corinne and I actually managed to finish our work well almost which is nice
Went home, ate a sandwich, did my english thesis, ate again and then watched anime
Be happy and goodnight ♡









'til I'm nauseous



Look who i got matched with hhahahha actually it was too likely




Helllo
Today didn't feel that great. I got up and got told off. And in the morning at school, it was cold. I was really out of it during maths and did nothing particularly productive as usual.
Ms Saddiqua decided to whip out her panda beanie today because she was "cold". Yeah nah you just want to buy our love by wearing something that's cute. It kind of worked... lol...
Anyway the crazy winds continued to rage on as the day went on
English was nerve wracking but thank god my thesis didn't get chosen but then again the anxiousness will come back tmr which I certainly do not look forward to.

Free period today was bland, just listened to Nathan and crew's comments whilst they played chess.
Fell asleep in double bio for a bit and then yeah after that I was fine.
Trained it with Annie, Bez and Torrey. Had a interesting conversation where we basically talked about who hated who lol idek.
Windy walk back home......
Was kind of scolded because I gave bad advice?? Then more shouting from another source... deary me.
Haven't done any work today I don't know why.
Be happy and goodnight ♡










You look forward to that and not delusion




Hello
No teacher for Extension English, oh my god that kind of news for a Tuesday is not only a cherry on top but rather a boat of tiramisu gelato sailing into town. Much happy/ Though we were momentarily homeless and it was very cold.
Free period next was the cutest. We watched bubzvlogz because the school hadn't set up their proxy or something yet so YouTube was accessible. Then we went on to our standard conversations this time more concentrated on Martin's issues HAHA it was so damn funny. \

Physics was alright, though I feel like I'm a constant target to Mr Murphy now ever since the incident with the pen and majid lol... But I was pretty giddy from the Martin conversation so I was laughing at stupid things.
Lunch was basically back in the library and showed Majid the scary/now funny comic - the enigma of amigara fault.

Ancient History was same old.
My book for AH is disastrous, I need to make it a mission to sort it out in the holidays.
Extension English - we could sign out early so hallelujah?
Except I stayed and yah. Marshmalloowww.
Then stayed in library and talked to Tri about GoT. He gave so many spoilers but I guess now I have a gist of how Season 5 will turn out.
Anyways senpai bought sneck peck and i bought chips. Since I didn't eat all day.
NOW I have to work on a thesis. I am bad at writing theses so wish me luck zz
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Make instruments to plague us

pls blogger
we want our old dashboards beck
many pls




Hello
Uh yeah I don't know about you but I absolutely loathe Mondays. I mean bad enough that it's another school day but on top of that we have a 6 period day, one of which is a period of "sport". I have to lug around 5 exercise books that have almost 2 terms worth of sheets glued in (books get heavier as the terms progress) and I have to bring sports uniform because it's fucking illegal to come to school in it. Not that I would let myself be caught dead in such hideous attire. And to top that off by a smidgen more is that it's winter and needing to change out of warm clothing and needing to carry a tonne of clothing after is really a pain in the whole body. I can't.
What's worse is that since I was staying up til 6:00AM on the weekends, I couldn't sleep last night. I mean I'm tired but I can't sleep. I don't know. So today I was slightly delirious and had a headache.

• Period 1: Ancient History - did a sheet
• Period 2: English - Had a rehab style circle where we talked about King Lear 

Hello
Oh my god, on Chrome, Blogger would not open. I mean the main page would but the page where you write the post would not freaking load. It was reallly annoying. So guess what? I resorted to Internet Explorer lol... but surprisingly it worked!! So I'm glad despite I.E being so ew.
Today I slept at 6:30AM again lol wtf is wrong with me.
And I woke up at 11:30AM.... I needed to be at Newtown by 12:05PM
LOL I was in deep deep crap
But thank god Beryl got to the Dendy on time and got the tickets for me.
She bought the 3RD last and 2ND last tickets like holy shit. She asked the person after she bought the two tickets, how many were left and the person said that there was one more left...... Wow

Went to IGA for snacks and the IGA in Newtown is pretty cute. Whilst we were there, we ran into Andrew and Greg// Beryl is such a impulse shopper. If I didn't stop her today she would've bought a whisk. A WHISK????/ I got fruit salad and peri peri twisties + berry crush boost. Beryl bought chocolate poptarts and Andrew was like, "dude wtf you need a toaster for that" HAHAHHA

Anyway sat in the cinema basically for 3hrs 40min. Beryl sat next to some woman who moved away from someone because they took out a tissue and blew their nose. She didn't want to get sick again or something lolol. She then further elaborated on how her family seems to be based on King Lear (3 sisters shiz) and yah. She was amazed at how Mr Lyons managed to get so many students to go on a weekend.

King Lear was pretty damn amazing though. I did fall asleep twice but that was due to my sleep deprivation. And i didn't miss much anyway.
Went home and was so tired so just chilled and phoned.
Spent the rest of the night just watching anime..
School tmr :(
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Come full circle




Hello
Blogger has been a little fecker today. I wanted to post this Epic Meal Time video and it just wouldn't freaking let me. Maybe it's a sign? I'm annoyed.
I slept at 6:30AM in the morning today yeah idk why
Woke up at 10:30AM?? It was 4 hours of sleep
Spent the day tidying, watching vlogs and doing tutor homework
Rest of the night was games and anime
I'm tired, soz short post
Be happpy and goodnight ♡









I won

Hellllo
Felt like today I reconnected with Anna which was nice//
Though I felt like today dragged on, just like it did on Tuesday and Wednesday.

Everyone was stressing out for their Business Studies test and made me feel so glad that I didn't choose Business but yeah I wouldn't have chosen it anyway.
Today in English we established a day where we would go to school for an English class during the holidays. Everyone is so excited and pumped for it. I wish i was up for it but right now English is really not my forte.

Anyway at Lunch had a solid talk with Anna, she let off some steam and then yeah/ Had Ancient Hist. we went through our test and I feel like I was pretty lucky to have gotten the marks I did.
Physics was confusing, did more wavelength questions.
Power walked w/ Anna to the station and we made the 3:19PM train hehe
Talked again on the train and that's why I say I feel like I reconnected. It's been a while but yeah it was pretty entertainin/g
I hope I don't waste my Saturday.
Be happy and goodnight ♡









They can do anything

Something I cannot stand and will never accept are people who change completely when in the presence of the opposite sex. Guys who almost immediately become assholes and girls who all of a sudden adopt a sweet voice/cute demeanour.
Why can't you just be yourself?
I people watch a lot and when I see that happen it just makes me cringe so fucking bad.

But especially dislike when these kinds of people use this change of behaviour to their advantage to twist people's view on others/

For example: (Won't use names of course)
But let's use codewords aight.
1. Bunny
2. Kitty
3. Smith
4. Appleseed
\\
Bunny and Kitty used to be friends like super close but Bunny started to change Kitty to be more like her. Kitty was influenced heavily and she kind of turned out to be a sprouter. Bunny remained the same as she had already reached her potential long ago. Seeing such a success of her making she felt proud but somehow she wasn't satsified. She didn't feel happy for Kitty. Instead she was jealous and this created a hatred that tore them apart.
Mean words and rumours were flung at each other. Kitty's friends all managed to see Bunny's true colours. Smith and Appleseed were guys that were friends with Bunny as well as everyone else. Bunny acts alllllll cute and helpless and damsel-like to get the guys on her side.
Smith and Appleseed confront Kitty and ask her why she isn't nice to Bunny.
Yet BUNNY is the one who is the one to blame. Always critical, always mean and always using her cute demeanour to manipulate the people around her AND SHE STILL MANAGES TO MAKE HERSELF LOOK LIKE A VICTIM WHEN SHE VICTIMISES EVERYONE ELSE.
Bunny is the kind of person who changes from bitch to sweetie pie in front of the opposite gender and the kind of person that will continually lose friends.
Cos seriously w t f
Who on earth has time to deal with someone who makes you better but doesn't like it when you do well then talks shit to other people about how bad (kitty) is and gets away with it by getting males on her side.
Lol fk off.

You can g o to hell thanks

Hellllo
Thursday!!!!!!
HIIIII
Okay I don't know
Today was an alright day
Anyway what is up niggas
My bag was painfully heavy today and it was not nice. I feel like I'm short because my heavy bag drags down my potential to grow.\

Maths was so cute today when we had a blackout and right when Mr Wilson had given us 2 questions that had no solutions to them. And then Andy asks him "What will you do?" and Mr Wilson was like, "I'm going to go outside and do some soul searching" HAHHAHA he had given up on life basically lolol.
Physics was embarrassing and I was pretty angry by the end of it. I absolutely HATE when people "OooOOOo" when someone gets in trouble... Like shut the helll up....
\
English was alright today
Maths was quite challenging but all the chemistry kids were not there since they were doing a quiz
Majid decided to get an early leaver's thing cos he was like dying
Biology felt productive for once mainly probably because for once in my life I did my bio homework and I got asked to answer the first question lol thank god.
Ancient was alright, finished my sheet at the speed of liggghtttt
Period 7 was eco and as usual it was hilarious but thuc wasn't there :(
Yahhhhh chill night
Be happy and goodnight ♡










To hold

Helllo
I just realised I'm a YouTube snob. Or at least one of those people who make no sense. So I can love the absolute shit out of a certain YouTuber and I tell everyone about them and it SEEMS like I want them to go watch them too and fall in love but I guess on the very inside I don't at all. Because I realised every time someone else loves the YouTuber I love, I kind of don't feel that special watching them anymore even if they get like a gazillion views. It's like the moment someone I know personally goes and watches their videos - falling in love with the YouTuber and then starts gushing. It's like NOPE BYE LOL I don't want to watch this YouTuber anymore, it's ruined!! lol so now you know..... har hahrh har okay so now u know

ANYWAY
Wednesday today and had the usual

• maths
• double eco
• english
• double bio

Hellllo
Currently in food coma so typing is proving to be a challenge but you can't see the things I've deleted because I'm also simultaneously brain-farting.
But the first thing I do want to say is:
♡♡♡ HAAAPPPPYYYY BIRTHHHDAAAY MUM!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! ♡♡♡ 

Anyway, my morning was spent calling the nigga to wake him. HE. WOULD. NOT. WAKE. UP. HOOLLLYYYY SHIT MAN. In total I had called him 62 times today.... and he didn't budge. I was convinced he was dead or someone had kidnapped him.

Extension english was bludge, looked up the strangest things lolol idek
Library was funny as always - talked to Corinne as well as Lucinda and Roqkel. Missed talking to the normal gang of Martin, Emily and Nicky :( And I hope you're okay Emily~ (won't pry)
Physics was cool, we did some ripple demonstration then went on to write some notes. I'm so confused rn in Physics tbh so yeah idk.

Ancient Hist. was all good in the hood. Torrey FINALLY did his test and I guess I helped him out.
Omg also, I've had the stupid Wiggle song by Jason Derulo in my head all day omfg kill me.
Extension English was looking at the Enigma of Amigara Fault creepy manga comic thing and also the funny "Drr, Drr" pictures of it and buzzfeed's compilation of things that scare people with Trypophobia which is what I have. I hate holes....like grouped together.....i'm getting goosebumps just typing this yuckkkkkk

Went home and had like a lot of Anxiety and i really don't know why.
Then when mum came home, we went dinner at Beverly Hills at the friendship seafood place. Ordered so much.... and food...coma....
I'm stilll feeling quite groggy and I can't sit with my body bunched up, I have to sit up straight or else it's wayyy too uncomfortable.
Anyway, going to do eco hw and then go to sleep hopefully.
Be happy and goodnight ♡










You're being a fool






Helllo
I didn't go athletics carnival today. I originally planned to go but like none of my friends were going and I was so not about to spend $10 on a day where I'd go desperately join other friend groups and (most likely) be that person that butts in that nobody likes... HAHAHA jokes but you get the idea, I didn't want to intrude.

And this is probably the first time I've voluntarily stayed home not due to a sickness. I don't even stay home when I'm sick so this felt very unusual. But nevertheless, I was glad that I made this choice.

I "slept in" but not really because I fell asleep at 4:30AM-ish. So waking up at 9:15AM is hardly called sleeping in since I got less than 5 hours of sleep.
Basically all day I just chilled and watched YouTube. It's really all I do. Also played some Disco Zoo...and Free Fall... What's new...
I ate Mi Goreng w/ fried egg for breakfast which was very tasty and even more so as I haven't eaten Mi Goreng in like 1 and 1/2 years I think.
For lunch I had a meat pie ... exciting??? I was really indecisive on what to eat since there were various options so I have no bloody idea why I even chose to eat meat pie wtf

Had tutor which was all good in the hood, worked on permutations and combinations easy peasy stuff.
Had dinner and nao I'm chillin' again and not even worried about tmr since it's Tuesday!!
Be happy and goodnight ♡









He called me DN

Hellllo
I was really looking forward to today but it all got fucked up in the morning as it always does which is so freaking annoying, I hate it. But I guess as the day went on it gradually got better.
Went to pick up grandparents. My dad walked so fast into the arrivals part, I had to jog to keep up. God damn you and your long legs. Went to wrong Arrival opening, went to A when we were meant to be at B. Once we got there it was like all Shanghainese so we were like "yep, this is where we're supposed to be"
But yah saw them, hugged them, and then took them home.
Went grocery shopping w/ mum whilst grandparents settled in.
Chilled... and yah. Overall an okay Sunday??
I'm not going athletics carnival tmr haha weow so unlike me but i know i will regret it if i do go.
Going to sleep soon maybe idk
Be happy and goodnight ♡









Precaution

Helllo
Lately I've been waking up with one side of my face super warm and one side normal. It's really uncomfortable and annoying///
Well I woke up several times today but eventually got my ass out of bed at like 1:09PM which feels really shitty so my day didn't feel like it was used to it's potential.
Basically just chilled, ate and watched YouTube videos.
When I was meant to be doing homework... and also tidying my room. I managed to begin homework at 5:50PM(ish) and yah...
Got told off real bad by my mum which then lead to her making me do my work and yeah so I finished it which half feels good but still annoyed at the process that got me working in the first place which was nagging, pestering, arguing, screaming.... oh man I hate that so much.
Anyway, my grandma and grandpa are coming to AUS tmr and living w/ us!!! Yay i haven't seen them in two years and I miss them//
So yah
Be happy and goodnight ♡









They remain reliant




it goes along with my previous post kind of and this is also why anna akana is gret

You know what I really hate?




Hellllo
Did polynomials for double maths and it was so easy. And everyone kept complaining, i donut understand.
And please let me rant a bit because LORD GIVE ME STRENGTH TO NOT PUNCH THIS PERSON IN THE FACE O M F G
Stop acting dumb in class then smashing everyone in the test. Stop asking stupid questions. STOP IT. I can see it in your eyes when you ask, it's like you're playing a game. You're probably the worst manipulator out there and seriously/?? What are your intentions? What do you fking want???/?? AND FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE SHUT UP AND STOP WALKING AROUND IN THE CLASSROOM.

Yeah. Can anyone guess who that might be???

I loved today's English class. Beryl, Greg, Nathan and I had a hilarious conversation about his brother's suspension, greg's year 8 mishaps and beryl's sisters. It was so ffffucking funny. We all completely lost it. Haven't laughed like that in ages and it felt really good.

Anyway, Ancient Hist. was same old. Physics was pretty fun today. Did an interactive activity using the Phet website which Mr Jennings used to always use. Brings back the memories.
Basically just messed around. Made majid fall on the floor...like twice idek how. We never take last period Physics on Friday seriously ...

Made the 3:19 train today!!!
Played Free Fall and Disco Zoo on the train.
Hapi tmr isn't school//
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Constantly and I'm raw with pain
I can only go on







THE CHOREOGRAPHER'S PART OMFG THEY SMASHED ITTTT

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Hellllo
Woke up hella late today and also my phone was completely dead so that wasn't too fun. Esp. in the morning when I needed to use it straight away to make a phone call it's like are you kidding me??
It was so damn cold in P3 today.... The overall blue appearance of the portable did not help.
Bought pesto and i made the mistake of saying "i got rejected yesterday" too loud IN THE CONTEXT of being rejected from buying pesto because apparently the ones in the fridge weren't for sale yesterday and then some year 12 guy heard me and laughed....
English was quite the wild ride. Some teacher came in and she full gives a "transgender" reading of King Lear lol um thank u? And then says to Misha, "Oh you're handsome"......Uhhh yeah i think she's in her 50-60s......
Biology was majid wearing my circle scarf as a boob tube???????
Ancient Hist. was pleasing [got good for my source analysis test!!!!!!]
Economics was egg smells.... if u know what i mean YEAH IT WAS SO GROSS.....
ANYWAY
YAH
I need to pee so yah
Be happy and goodnight ♡









Even if it bothers me

Helllo
Walking home today I realised I really never put time aside to read any more. It used to be my entertainment when I didn't have technology dominating my life. Before I got my laptop which was the time before Year 9, I used to read all the freaking time. Coming home after school I wouldn't take the iPad out or the laptop out to watch YouTube or anime ...I would freaking read. I have over 20 unread books that just sit on my shelves that I had bought in hopes of triggering my old self but yah hasn't happened, which is sad.

Anyway today was a good day I guess if you averaged it.

• sum and roots for maths
• double eco period 
• english (bludge) played hardest game ever w/ bez and emily
• free period
• athletics carnival house meeting
• double biology
• did experiments the whole period

Hello
Watched the rest of Alien Resurrection in Extension English today and it was amazing. It's such a thrilling movie but so many disgusting gory parts.
Then we were homeless for our free period. Waking up this morning I was full pumped for the Tuesday free period chat we always have but nope the library was closed so yah we were all thrown out in the cold. I swear the year 12s looked so lost outside of the library - just floating around hahhaha it was so funny to see. We opted for a silver seat and we talked as per usual.
According to Beryl some guy was accused of kidnapping and then he blamed his neighbour. Then they found out that the neighbour had killed 5 people before so just by trying to divert his own crimes he solved 5 murder cases HHAHHAHA that situation.
Anyway at recess we were once again homeless since Hoang's little sisters posse of friends sat where we usually sit.. so yah it was our time to float about.
Physics was alright, I really need to take things more seriously.
Lunch was eating a grape lolly whilst simultaneously eating grilled chicken pesto salad??
Ancient was alright, raced senpai and I won.
Extension english was pretty intense
Walked to station w/ senpai and bought hot chips cos hungers
Went home and watched one piece ....
Yahhhhh
Be happy and goodnight ♡









Under the thumb

Hello
All hail the queen am i right?
Actually I'm just glad we got to skip Monday sport and the heavy bag aspect of Monday/
Woke up today to my mum nagging me to wake up. I woke up at like 8:30AM........ I wanted to at least sleep til 9 or something but nope.....
Anyway basically the whole I spent it doing maths tutor homework. Because I put it off to have fun on the weekends lol. Typical Lucy - Fun first and then work later.
Anyway had tutor and it was good I guess.
Had dinner and chilled. Catching up to Game Of Thrones rn and yahhhh.
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Fun right

Hellllo
Woke up today in my totoro onesie because it was so cold last night it was so nice to wake up so warm. Anyway went grocery shopping and it was great lol idk it was normal I guess.
Went Bondi Junction with mummabear and I wore like one layer of clothing so of course I fucking died since Bondi Junction is near the beach so the wind was all ocean wind and it was freezing. My mum bought me a circle scarf or infinity scarf and I guess that helped. Had sushi train again but omf g it was absolutely delicious but I was so so hungry beforehand so I have no idea if it actually tasted good or not. And then had Max Brenners and mMmmMm it was good but I preferred the sushi train.
Bought shorts from ZARA and a sweater from CR. And cushions too. Managed to get more homewares from Kmart - so ridiculously cheap.......
Walked everywhere and R.I.P. feet.
Passed out in the car on the way home.
Went home and played...games...LOL that sounds so chat but yeah won't specify. (OK i gamed....)
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Red in the face







Helllo
Last night I slept "early" since yeah idk was really bored and had nothing to do... I slept at 12AM-ish and yeah I woke up and felt terrible. I feel like crap when I sleep normal and feel crap when I sleep too little. And I definitely feel terrible when i sleep too much. So I don't even know if I love or hate sleeping.
Anyway the day really just flew past which is unusual for a Saturday but yah it happened. Nothing to really go into detail. Oh I had manoush for breakfast which was delicious hehhehe.
Yahhh anyway cooked some takoyaki and other foods idk.
I should shower nao
Be happy and goodnight ♡










The thrills

Helllo
Today was Friday again
Had a sub for our double maths period which was none other than Mr Tsounakas
It was a complete bludge period of course.
Recess was eating and trying to beat the cold
Economics was a fail since it was double booked (the library) and then English was watching a compilation of "out vile jelly!" including a version in Russian which was hilarious.
Lunch was trying to keep warm again...
Ancient was doing a worksheet and senpai being a fak
Then in Physics it was pretty much the same thing but we did an experiment with a coil..
Walked to the station in an interesting manner
Idk been a relatively normal night idk how to describe i just don't know what to do right now....
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Ignited by none other than you

Hellllo
Today was significantly better than yesterday's miserable circumstances of being alone. It was raining realllly hard this morning and it was hard to get out of bed. There was also so much baggage today which was super annoying to get together since I was holding an umbrella as well.
Anyway, first class was maths and it was alright, did more quadratic stuff. A lot of people were soaked from the rain and the back was umbrella's galore.
Physics was alright, started doing wavelengths and frequency.
At recess, tried to study for Ancient History but complication with the library being way too full.
Instead we ate. I ate manoush and senpai ate curry.
English was me falling asleep again. I just can't do it. It's not that King Lear is boring, it's the dark room + movie on the screen that makes me fall asleep like instantly. My eyelids get so heavy.....
4th period was recognition assembly and it was pretty good. Esp. when Vincent Tran slayed and got 4 awards weow.
Lunch was more productive in the studying aspect for Ancient History.
Biology was in the computer room and it felt kind of nice. I didn't finish any of the tasks due to Majid being annoying and half being worried about the Ancient History test.
Ancient History test was painful in the aspect of needing to write a lot and fast since we only had 40min for 5 questions. Where one was extended response... (12 marks)
I think I stuffed up.
Economics was gret as always w/ the crew and the bobi/stefan/anuj/orphanou clan behind us being funny.
YAHHH
Converted to iPhone today and it feels odd.... and I had to cut my sim which was quite the process.
ANYWAY
Be happy and goodnight ♡










the rain relentless





Helllllo
Wow today was d.e.a.d. day. Esp. for people who were the leftovers since today there was a Chem/Engineering excursion which took a huge chunk of our year away on buses to a place that was 1.5hrs away. At school it was like *tumbleweed* in almost every class except for Economics which felt almost normal.
Um so when Corinne left I was pretty much alone. Esp. in the free period where...I was like some loner playing games on her phone in the cold.
Johnny and I asked Ms Padilla about whether we had Period 6 or not and we did so god damn it....
Biology wasn't too bad today though. We just viewed Mitosis again and drew the different stages.
Then power walked to catch the 3:19 train and then power walked home to make food to eat.
Watched 3 essiebuttonvlogs and snacked.
Now I'm showered and ready to (kinda) study for Ancient History. We have a test tmr for Ancient China...gret.
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Under my ribcage

Hello
It was so cold this morning I could not bring myself to crawl out of bed but I managed as we all probably did/ My toes were absolutely frozen but thank god for my new slippers oh they saved me!!!! And they're so cute hehe.
So basically Extension English hurt me a lot because she wouldn't speak to us in plain English. She would torture us with the reading of some alien text like holy shitttt pls stahp :(
Anyway 2nd period, favourite time of the week. MAn I love Emily, Nicky, Martin and Corinne. So so funny.
Physics was painful since we got our prac results back
Ancient History was funny since we couldn't even move the desks lolol and then Mr Jackson gave the most entertaining lesson so far haha.

[wow sorry I knocked out last night and I didn't finish this post... Surprise..surprise...]

The rest of yesterday was just the last period of Extension English which consisted of a very intense viewing of Alien Resurrection... and then home time.
Interesting afternoon I guess.
Lazy night of just economics homework that I didn't even manage to finish.
Be happy and goodnight ♡









Never intended to escape

Their reactions were so funny omfg and can relate so much to how they feel lololol

Hello
It was the 2nd day of winter today and it was absolutely freezing in the morning which is the kind of weather I love. I got to school at like 8:42AM... so that was 3 minutes of standing by myself which always feels like 3 eternities. Ancient was interesting today, we watched a click view that described the common ibis (in our lives) to be the "Sacred Ibis" HAHAHHA
Anyway it was quite an enjoyable class idk I love ancient//

English was alright, watched King Lear but watching two things in a row in a dark room was really straining on my eyes. I almost knocked out whilst watching King Lear but it was pretty intense so I didn't die.
Recess then assembly, same old, same old. And apparently we have new girl's senior toilets?? (I forgot to go look at them)
Maths was alright. Physics was amusing as usual w/ Mr Murphy. We also did an experiment, IT SUCCEEDED FINALLY!!!! ! We aren't entirely incompetent. ..
After lunch it was biology and today I felt like we did actual work in Biology which is actually so rare. We did the stages of mitosis. It was Interphase, Metaphase, Prophase, Anaphase and Telophase... It's the stuff that Edward and Bella were doing in that lesson!!!! ! HHAHAHA And cos of Twilight I knew about Onion root tip and all that looolllll

Last period was sport and yah... Alim, Majid, Vincent T., Causely-Todd and I walked out to basketball and no-one came out.... and then they had some meeting or something about early leaving on rainy days.
Played sport for like 20 minutes and then it was home time.
Was attacked relentlessly by imperfect but surprisingly good Chinese. Constant "Wo Ai Ne" "Ni Hao Han Bao Bao" "Ni shi wo Baba??" "Wo shi peng you" "Wo shi nu ren"
HOLY SHIT LOL
Anyways tutor nao relaxationnnnn
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Over everything else, thank you

Hello
For some reason, recent Sundays I've been sleeping in a lot more. I used to wake up at 9AM being the latest and went grocery shopping w/ parents. But the last few Sundays, I have been sleeping through the grocery shopping and waking up at 11:00AM...
Anyways went out w/ parents to have lunch and then buy a few things at Hurstville. Had the standard sushi train but this time was so so good as there was this new chef and the things he made were so intricate yet he made it look so easy and damn they were so delicious.
Went to Kmart to get my dad work shoes... but we ended up walking out with way more than that. I bought cute pj pants and bunny slippers. My mum and dad got socks. And some other stuff and it's like.. that always happens.
Searched for a water bottle but couldn't find any good ones so went home.
I finished tutor homework and chilllled.
Finished watching AnoHana and holy fucking shit i cried so much in the last episode.
Yeah it really killed me..... and the song that plays at the end gets to me so much.



Hello
Saturday today and woke up from an intense dream. Had so many components to it and I wish I recorded it so I could go back and watch it because I remember feeling like it was a top notch dream. Like it was super enjoyable.

[I apologise for not blogging yesterday ... I started to write my post and then I really just couldn't bring myself to finish it. So I did other stuff and then went to sleep.]

Anyway, yesterday all I did was watch AnoHana and cried but I'm also slightly annoyed at the anime due to their reasons for being so attached to Menma. The other girls have always been there for each of the boys and yet they're fkn obsessed w/ whiny, crybaby Menma... But yeah it's still quite sad.
Yeah basically wasted my day. I wonder how many times this year I've said that in my blog posts..
Yeah i don't know.
I guess everything felt quite chill...
Yah
Nothing else to include.
Be happy and goodnight ♡









In killing something that is merely existing