Sunday, August 31, 2014
O yeah I forgot to mention in yesterday's blog post but when I was in China Town I saw the cutest pair of Samoyed dogs!!!!!!!!! They were like fluffy polar bear dogs, so calm and so flipping cute I almost died. I patted one of them on the head and he/she like closed his eyes in appreciation n comfort and I died on the inside IDK IF I SHOULD GET SHIBA IN THE FUTURE OR SAMOYED OM F GConflicted LOL I want to get so many species of doggies :(
Signing off @ 10:44 AM
Day 242. It's madness
HelloWell today was yet another Saturday...
I was so tired in the morning, went back to sleep numerous times after getting out of bed but then dragged myself out. Got driven to the city and then waited w/ my mum. Whilst my mum was busy I searched up laptops. I wanted this ASUS laptop and it was p e r f e c t but I realised it was an article from 2013....IT'S FKN DISCONTINUED oh my fucking god
Does anyone know a shop that solely sells laptops? Like a laptop warehouse? Factory outlet?? If you know pls tell me through ask.fm or irl idk
Anyway went on to go search for stationery which was such a bother since I thought I could just take one trip to Morning Glory and it would be done.... unfortunately Morning Glory has lowered so much in it's standards wth - nothing is nice anymore
Bought only 2 pens and they weren't even like super cute like I had expected. Then I went to typo and found the cutest animal ones. Then bought Chatime + macarons :)
Tutor was all good in the hood
Went home ...had maccas...
Gamed and then wrote notes
I feel so dead rn and nitm, hope tmr is better
Be happy and goodnight ♡
But it's you
Signing off @ 12:56 AM
Saturday, August 30, 2014
Day 241. You don't subdue
HellloDouble period maths - listened to music and did a sydney boys past paper?? It wasn't awful or fun idk just went along with it
Ate at recess and just talked to majid
Economics was the usual Ms Siddiqua antics
On my way to walking to English, I realised I left my umbrella in the maths classroom so I ran to the class and asked Jeff's cousin to retrieve it for me. He was so obedient lolol.
English was a combined class with idek who I just know that Tri sat next to me where Beryl was meant to be. It was a good lesson I guess
Lunch was chasing down Ms Fountoulis then finding out Ms White was taking care of things - finally managed to get a form to drop a subject
Then spent the rest of lunch chatting with Corinne and Jeff
Ancient History was what ever
Physics was better but not really
Bought chips after school because starving then went home and died
Be happy and goodnight ♡
In fact, more frequent
Signing off @ 12:35 AM
Thursday, August 28, 2014
Day 240. Caution
HellloSeriously can't even w/ school and esp. today since I've had the worst case of hay fever ever like holy shit. I had watery eyes and a runny nose. Used up so many tissues and it was the worst because every single tissue felt like fucking sand paper. It was v unpleasant.
In the mornings I just want to go back to bed and sleep forever.
The weather today was rly bipolar as well.
I also brought my school laptop lol why never even use it properly and have to carry it around and also the charger zZzz
I really didn't find today very significant
I don't want to blog anymore
Be happy and goodnight ♡
You're precarious
Signing off @ 11:40 PM
Day 239. Rut
HelloWoke up sick and v tired but soldiered on and halped a friend finish his engineering asg.
Slept in the car - it was so comfy
Got to school and Tri walked me to maths class and maths was alright, we just did some 2U paper which wasn't terribly difficult. I hope we keep on doing them in class.
Economics double period was enjoyable - once again I must express again the love I have for my eco class, it's always so funny in there and I now almost always finish the work. Today Ms Siddiqua got a call from Ms Yin regarding their lunches. Then she came and delivered it. They started to eat and then she began to describe a power point slide we were all copying down. Then I think Stefan (or someone from the left side of the class) said "Ms stop teaching with your mouth full!!!"
And then Ms Siddiqua was like "I already swallowed."
And I was like "Eww" and other people giggled whilst Ms Yin on the other hand still eating her salad, just lost her shit lmao hahahhaha the face she had trying to contain laughter but also the food in her mouth was so funny to witness.
Went to IKEA w/ Majid for lunch and it was quite satisfying I must say.... The crossing of the road, we almost died lol.....like each time we are so inches away from trucks and shit.
We bought hazelnut chocolate after the 'hot' food and then left.
Biology was a joke today... basically bludge and asking us questions about meiosis that we didn't even know the answers to. I mean if Kian can't answer it, it means things r not rite.
Walked to station with ever so annoying senpai
Listened to Tokyo Ghoul intro song on the train - twas good
Be happy and goodnight ♡
Like a tyre revving in mud
Signing off @ 12:07 AM
Wednesday, August 27, 2014
Emily's Post-About-Your-Room Tag
Calling it a tag because y naut
Okay so yeah I moved into my new house like at the start of this year, well it was like in 2013, but I didn't tell anyone - only super close people idek why
BUT THIS IS A PICTURE OF MY ROOM WOWE SO WHITE SO NICE
LOL but seriously when I first saw it I was like (love heart eyes)
Yah so here are picturessss
My desk
My bed
What's above my head when on the bed
Former bookworm damage
& Selina!! If you are reading this, spot the book that we both own, because I saw it on your bookshelf smushed near the bottom
Messiest shelf in the world lol idk (and look my hello kitty figurine, merch, plushie stash)
My white drawer? Look Emily it's your owl!!!
Yah another view?
This was such a hard photo to take omg I was literally pressed against the wall
and I didn't even get that much into the frame
My room is pretty generic i think LOL
Signing off @ 7:48 PM
Tuesday, August 26, 2014
Are you kidding me?
Look I know you guys are great people and I appreciate your views. Ultimately I really enjoy blogging about my life but it's like...what I share should be something of a privilege to anyone who reads because I'd like to think of myself to be a relatively private person if I didn't have this blog. I mean I used to private everything but I let that go even with my Twitter and Instagram. I used to be extremely selective in who read/viewed my things but now? I kind of regret sharing so much/In regards to the post of Saturday (Jeff's Birthday Party)
I could've been vague and just told you about my morning. But I went ahead and told majority of what I thought would detail into a good solid post. But now I'm hearing bad things about it. People making shit up.
Can you not? Is that really necessary that at the end of the day, fun with friends turns into a hate fest?
I know it sounds extremely irresponsible for someone our age to be drinking but I'm sure there is worse shit out there. What I witnessed was responsible drinking as there were several sober people taking care of one another. It was in an enclosed space with a locked door, where only people we knew could enter the vicinity. It was all close friends, people that knew eachother.
It wasn't a rowdy ass party where people did sexual things or whatever. It was simply a drink-up/get together to celebrate Jeff's birthday 22 days after.
If I hear any more made up bull shit again, you'll be sure to know about it... because making shit up is not fucking okay.
Other than that, it's all good in the hood.
Signing off @ 11:21 PM
I was supposed to finish my room post today but I didn't because yeah I promise tmr I will do okay!!!!
Signing off @ 10:29 PM
Day 238. Not many
HelloI apologise for that post before I just got really mad but I won't delete because I don't want to forget that I got mad. Anyway, today was gloomy, it was nice and not nice at the same time.
Watched an intense movie in Extension English called Momento and holy shit I just can't begin to describe it. It's filmed and cut up in this mind boggling way. It gets under your skin... Esp. the chronology and the condition the main character has. He has Anterograde Amnesia // ...
I was generally annoyed the whole day.
Hmmm but especially during the break times (recess, lunch)
Ancient Hist. was continuation of watching the hilarious Valley of the Kings documentary w/ crazy red hair Ozzy Osbourne Egyptologist woman.
More of Extension English and the mind boggling movie.
Went home
Angry angry angry
I don't know man
Be happy and goodnight ♡
Things in this world,
that help my slumber
Signing off @ 10:05 PM
Day 238. aJKSdbf
HelloI feel like crap today
Everything about today was utter shit
Everyone can fuck off and go to hell
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Signing off @ 6:55 PM
"No matter how much you think you love somebody, you'll step back when the pool of their blood edges up too close." - Chuck Palahniuk
Signing off @ 6:46 PM
Monday, August 25, 2014
Rize Kamishiro
Uh oh
Signing off @ 11:36 PM
Day 237. Screaming
Hello
Monday a g a i n
???Pretty much sums it up?????//
- I think Ancient Hist. was the best class of the day - we watched some documentary on the Valley of the Kings and the host was hilarious and so so so inappropriate holy shit lmao. The camera shots were questionable as well lolol I just couldn't take it.
- English was -_o
- Recess was finding out about our yearly exam timetable ahhhhhhh i don't want it happen
- Maths was okay, started locus and witnessed something for the first time ....
- Physics was Ben's presentation on GPS - his wry humour and sarcasm is just ... I can't lmao
- I don't remember what happened at lunch anymore wtf
- Biology was just jotting down notes on meiosis.
- Sports was sitting down and being a blob.com
- Went home earlier than usual and just chilled out idk
- Nao doing economics homework
- Boring recount of day i m sorry
Be happpy and goodnight ♡
For you, no help
Signing off @ 9:33 PM
Day 236. Retention
Hello
V distinctive differences between yesterday and today.
First things first it was all A-okay w/ parents and yesterday it was absolutely chaos
Also it was a day after the party and so it was all tweets of "never again" and texts telling me people were still in the city in net cafes and such.
Instead of venturing out to the city twice (like I did yesterday), I didn't step once out of the house today.
Had chest pains and an odd sore throat when I woke up yeah i don't know
Had a McMate burger for lunch and accidentally took a sip of ice cold coke and then it was Cramp City lol died for about 2 hours which is so bad since I needed to do a shit load of work.....
Yah then gamed which miraculously made me feel 100% better what
Then just did other stuff which I don't even remember anymore
I think I'm going to go shower and then go to sleep
Be happy and goodnight ♡
My power
Signing off @ 12:12 AM
Sunday, August 24, 2014
"You drive me insaneNow we're screaming just to see who's louder
So why do I try?"
- Ariana Grande, Why Try
Signing off @ 10:03 PM
Day 235. Blithe
HelloSo, Saturday//
- Woke up to finish tutor homework
- Huge fiasco relating to me going out
- Went tutor
- Went home, convinced the father
- Got ready
- Got there at 7:10??
Oh by the way it was Jeff's 17th Birthday Party I guess you can call it that?
It was fun but super awks at first, I won't lie lmao I am not a social person so going there I basically stood w/ Torrey, Natasha, Nathan and Vicky for like 20 minutes lolllll but it was okay
Then the drinking started HAHHAHAHA which lead to 60% of people becoming Gone.com.
It was funny to watch.
And let's just say alcohol certainly gives you confidence hahhaha
OK I sound like such a fagit but this was my first time at a hotel party so I was just like yeah ...^_^...
Should I post pictures?? They're terrible but these are the acceptable ones
Wth HAHAHA
Blurry majid and I
Gone.com
When corinne was normal
Hapi birthday jeff LOLOL
Be happy and goodnight ♡
Cheerful indifference
Signing off @ 12:55 PM
Day 234. The rage within
HelloSorry there wasn't a post yesterday I was busy doing tutor homework during the night and also had to deal with other shit.
Basically yesterday was daffodil day and people wore yellow?? or you could just wear mufti but I chose to wear school uniform because I am not even bothered anymore to even think of what to wear. I'm 200% glad that we have uniform and it's like a no-brainer in the morning.
Anyway so yeah the normal double maths in the morning, economics, english and then Ancient Hist. + Physics.
English is a bit you know unnecessary in terms of the hate that Mr Lyons gets, it's a bit excessive now. He rly is just trying to help us because in all honesty we suck. So guys??? Tone it down.
Lunch wasn't nice becaus e yeah there was chicken thrown to the ground and shouting... But it turned out okay in the end.
Ancient Hist. was zZZzzZZz presenting but no-one needed to see any of that
Physics was tense at first but whatever things were resolved in the end// need to calm down more
Bought food after school (Real Garlic Sauce is the bestttt omg)
Anyway did homework the whole night hence the fact that I didn't have a blog post
Be happy and goodnight (it's not even the night) ♡
Contained only just
Signing off @ 9:50 AM
Except I accidentally fell asleep, like I went for a "nap" and then lmao dead
Signing off @ 9:32 AM
Saturday, August 23, 2014
Also yes emily I will blog my room ^_~
Signing off @ 10:52 PM
It just hit me that I didn't post for yesterday nOoOOOOOo I'm sori i do now
Signing off @ 10:45 PM
Friday, August 22, 2014
Day 233. I know ur motives
Hello!!!!!
Like most days I felt rly dead and cold.
Maths - Zzzz
Physics - Meh
English - Hate on hate on hate from Mr Lyons
Maths - Zzzzz
Biology - "Don't pick me, don't pick me"
Ancient Hist. - Presented our PowerPoint!!! We did relatively well....I think. I feel like Mr Lyons came to pressure us (referring to people in Ancient Hist. also in his ADV. Eng class)
Wowe so brief
I think I have a fever RIP lucy
#sorry for shit post
Be happy and goodnight ♡
And you know mine
Signing off @ 12:48 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2014
Day 232. Bend time and space
HelloYeah today I was feeling A-okay until I saw one thing and then I was like shit lol... and from that I realised it was going to be a shit day. But it didn't turn out to be too terrible.
Maths was torture as usual. Economics was right next to my maths classroom but I went downstairs only to see the notice... after I walked down wtf why
Recess was stupid
Economics in Portable 1 was so comfortable in my opinion and also v warm from the air con.
English was tiring so I slept. I hate teachers that wake you or call out your name when you're fast asleep. Just let me be since, I the student chose to sleep in class?? Your job is to teach. Sorry for being a bit harsh but yeah.
Lunch was a bit better but not really
After lunch went Tempe IKEA w/ senpai. Ate to our heart's content. I will also never get over the ice cream machine they have. Almost died whilst crossing the street. Saw white kitties on the way there and back.
We were late to class by 5 or so minutes lmao full ran but it was actually fine lol zz
Just watched the rest of the Charles Darwin clickview then went to the CTC to complete a worksheet, just ended up looking through the school's photo albums.
Went home after that and on the train bumped into Chalisa!!! My primary school bestfriend and she was with her boyfriend lolol. So yeah just sat w/ Majid and just heard continuous giggling and kissing sounds made by them awks HAHAHA but they were cute.
Talked to her after the respective males left at Belmore. She just kept giggling lolol but yeah i miss her presence.
Got picked up by my mum. Gamed for a bit when I got home and then went out for my grandma's birthday dinner at Beverly Hills. Came back and had tiramasu cake ^__^__^_^__^_^
Tried doing English thesis but idk i'm just not up for it anymore.
I'll do it in the morning, says lucy every single night.
Be happy and goodnight ♡
But only here for a moment
Signing off @ 1:15 AM
Wednesday, August 20, 2014
Day 231. Tirelessly
HelloThe pitter patter continued and it made my hair fluffy lolol
Omg this morning I got to school super late, I was like... 40 minutes late due to traffic because there was a car crash in Campsie in one of intersections on Canterbury Rd and then there was flooding in Earlwood where there's a dip so 2 lanes of traffic had to merge. And also to top that off, I left 20 minutes late from home but either way I wouldn't have made it on time.
I couldn't find my Extension English class so like a lostie I sat there for 5 min and then
people started coming school for second period and I just hung around people who didn't have first period it was gr9.
Economics was let's break our hands!!!! Copied a lot as usual.
Had a banana Up & Go at recess MMmMm yum
Physics was bleurhghfgkg lol fk that class hate it so much
Lunch was frantic.com because Ancient was next - documentation give in day which is like basically the due date so we were all freaking out but we got it together in the end so that was good!
Extension Eng. was absolute bulllllshitttt, I literally have never given such a crap speech in my whole entire schooling life except for maybe in Year 3 but wtf man completely butchered it. But I got in the B range????????????????????????????? Question marks go on for infinity. But I'm glad. Still.....dropping it so hard. But people who did amazing presenting didn't get as great????????????????? "Wat."
Interesting and painful afternoon but whatever.
Did quite a bit of homework actually.
Yah sleep soon. Be happy and goodnight ♡
Dreaming, tossing and turning.
Signing off @ 12:14 AM
Monday, August 18, 2014
Day 230. Nothing either good or bad
HelloToday I woke up to a lot of rain as did everyone else in sydney?? and I could not for the life of me get out of bed. It was so difficult holy shit.. Partly because I slept later than I should have and it wasn't even bright upon awakening. I slept in for an extra 10 min which is risky business esp. after turning off all alarms.
Got ready in a jiffy and got to school...hella late so yeah. Only Beryl and I were there at Ancient History. Mr Jackson clearly loathes our group. But yeah I'm so over this asg. \
So, our class finally got back our essay marks and surprisingly i got 16/20. I legit thought i was going to get 10-12 range. I was so sure so it was a nice surprise.
Maths was gross as usual and physics was very much the same in the sense that it was rly boring. Tho Anna and i had a good talk that continued on through lunchtime.
Bio was next and majid magically appeared jokes i knew he was coming to school eventually. Watched a hilarious clickview about Charles Darwin? The actors were terrible but hilarious.
Sport was just year 12 jersey "sizing", i thought we were getting tailored lol jokes.
It was just jackets in XS, S, M, L, XL, etc. Yah ok cool.
It was just jackets in XS, S, M, L, XL, etc. Yah ok cool.
Mmm anyway, I have shiz to do.
Be happy and goodnight ♡
But thinking makes it so- Shakespeare
Signing off @ 11:11 PM
Sunday, August 17, 2014
Day 229. You are weak
Hello
Today I completed the 40 hour famine!! My first meal was IKEA Swedish meatballs w/sauce + rice and it was helllllaaa good. You have no idea how good the first bite was. Here is a picture of that goodness.
The rest of the day I just crazily tidied everything that was within a 1 metre radius of my desk (exclusive and inclusive) and I felt so motivated just from watching Ingrid's YouTube video about desk organisation.
Anyway so this was the result, all neat and tidy. It looks pretty basic but trust me guys it was so much worse.
And this used to be papers smushed inside, and nao it's all textbooks that used to live on the floor
My desk was a messss as well now it's okay
THIS area used to be chaos!!
New body wash packaging!!!!
I literally spent 30 min on this LOL EACH INDIVIDUAL LETTER GUYS AND THEY KEPT MOVING
Then I did my Ancient History speech and then went on to watch The legend of Korra which annoyed me but was entertaining at the same time.
HAHHAHAHHA "awkward"
Then I had dinner and continued work after eating. Also watched a few vlogs. I haven't finished doing all my work but I can wake up tmr morning to deal with that//
But yeah overall just glad that I finished 40 hour famine for this year successfully.
Be happy and goodnight ♡
So feeble that you're an idiot
Signing off @ 11:24 PM
Signing off @ 10:03 PM
15 minutes away from completing 40 hours of not eating!!!
Signing off @ 11:47 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2014
Day 228. Ethereal
Hello40 hour famine commenced throughout today, so far I'm at my 26th hour
Had tutoring today which wasn't as bad as I thought it was going to be.
It was worse more so when you're at home sitting doing nothing. Usually when I come home from tutoring, my first priority is to get food and watch vlogs to relax. Today I couldn't busy myself with that ... and the only reason why I need food whilst watching vlogs is so when they're eating, I'm eating as well. So watching vlogs today was rather torturous.
I have been non-stop in watching cooking videos esp. epic meal time's videos .... and also been looking up so many recipes that I want to make after these 40 hours.
So fucking motivated to cook food LOL
I also wrote down a list of my favourite foods lolol clearly losing it.
But seriously, food is like so important. It really brings it into perspective when you willingly give up food and you do it for a cause because you know you can't give up. I mean I can easily just go downstairs right now and just eat to my heart's content but I stop myself thinking that people go on for like weeks/months without being properly fed, and I will probably be properly fed for the rest of my lifetime easily (first world country).
It's a sad thought but yeah DON'T WASTE FOOD GUYS!!!!
Anyway yeah I think I will shower soon and then sleep
Be happy and goodnight ♡
Tread lightly
FOOD PORN TORTURE OM G
BLT
Pickles + Peanut Butter
French fries
Sloppy joes
No-knead Pizza
Credit to Joy the Baker
Signing off @ 10:34 PM
Day 227. Distress
HelloDouble period maths started off w/ supervised by the art teacher that I hated the most in year 10. He was such a prick thinking he knew everything, giving his opinion on everything. Tried to change my major work?? What lol... why?
Anyway thank fuck he was gone second period.
Economics was a pain to my right hand - there was a lot to write
English was disgraceful for me but absolutely spot on for Beryl!! Her thesis was super good.
Ancient Hist. was ceebs, Torrey is pissing me off.
Physics was enjoyable, just watched clickviews on the Big Bang.
Went Bankstown afterschool and went through all these processes so we could photocopy pages from books that we needed as sources for Ancient Hist. Then Majid, Beryl and I went upstairs to highlight.
Bought food with Majid and then went home. Had to wait at Lakemba for like 20 minutes but it wasn't so bad, had company of marshmallow.
Been doing tutor work...
and I've started my 40 hr famine - wish me luck
I'm sleepy
Be happy and goodnight ♡
on my mind
Signing off @ 12:56 AM
Friday, August 15, 2014
Day 226. The things we fear most
HelloOne funny thing happened in the car in the morning on the way to school LOL Okay so, usually in my mum's car I lower the seat so I can nap on the way to school and as we arrived to the gates of the school I had to get up of course. So in order to get up you have to release the lever thing to make the seat go back to normal and usually you're meant to get up with the chair slowly but I just got up, and let the lever go....In turn, it basically punched me in the back of the head...... I was knocked out by a car seat.........My mum laughed for a good 2 minutes..... lmao fml
Had a few good conversations today but the majority of today I would say was once again quite bland. Mr Wilson was away for maths which meant that two periods were completely free. Discussed social music choices in 4th period with Annie, Jeff, Dominic Nguyen and Beryl. Found out Annie hates The Weeknd *mopes/cries for an eon*
I simply don't know how to think when someone tells me they hate what I love... but Annie still mah nigga it's all good. The only song I added that I thought most people would be okay with was 2 on - Tinashe.
So tired of Ancient Hist. tbh.
Did a biology experiment today.
Went....home and g a m e d and did some work ok yes
And Beryl told me today that Michelle wants to Senpai for her year 12 jersey and I was going to do a duo w/ someone (kouhai/senpai) Planned it a while ago as well so it's just idk!!!! Michelle if you're reading this, I'm sorry!!! I will try to manage a compromise.
I'm really... tired again. Yeah...
Be happy and goodnight ♡
have already happened to us - Robin Williams
Signing off @ 12:26 AM
Thursday, August 14, 2014
Day 225. The words linger
HelloI would have to say today was an improvement to the bleakness of yesterday. It also feels like it's getting colder and colder as the days pass, it feels like we aren't even transitioning into spring.
Double economics was cute today but slightly irritating.
Double Biology was calm and yeah I liked it.
Afternoon snack hehe
Hot chips + chilli sauce and fried chicken
Came home and chilled idk
I'm so fucking tired.
Be happy and goodnight ♡
And reveal holes in this patchwork
Signing off @ 12:51 AM
Wednesday, August 13, 2014
Ariana Grande - Break Free ft. Zedd
^___^
Signing off @ 6:51 PM
Day 224. The sleep of reason
HelloMajority of the day other than the parts where I was talking to friends was shit. I hate my Tuesdays now. I wish I had dropped Ext English sooner. Now I have to bear the consequences of delivering a terribly written speech... I really should have gone first...
Anyway the rest of the day was mediocre.
Physics pissed me off once again.
Got grilled by Mr Jackson for not having reputable sources, yeah we should've listened to Torrey
Went to Bankstown w/ Bez to go to the library to find sources there. We basically raped the Ancient Egyptian section there, we literally looked through every single source, narrowing it down to 3 books that we will choose from. I felt so sorry for Beryl, she was so sick and cold.
Got home at 4:50PM and just waffled about.
Did economics homework and yah.
Be happy and goodnight ♡
produces monsters
Signing off @ 12:58 AM
Monday, August 11, 2014
Day 223. Hellenic Ideal
HelloMy middle name is procrastinator, no seriously I want someone to go to my house right now and put a gun to my head so I will be forced to finish this damn asg. because right now I just cannot muster enough strength to do this on my own.
God, I hate school lol.
Anyway, Monday today lol gross.
Nothing about today appealed to me other than the weather which was kind of nice but I didn't bring my scarf so it wa s colder than usual.
Also I got vegetable soup all over my leggings today, it was not fun. I got burnt and was left w/ a huge unexplained stain on my leg.
Was hella mad in Physics because everyone was fucking talking and the teacher tells majid to separate from me?? Fucking physics class, little shits go to hell. Why do I get discriminated and unfairly treated? I'm not going to let go of this grudge.
But yeah I apologise for the hateful nature of this blog post.
Be happy and goodnight ♡
But time...
Age killed beauty
Signing off @ 9:45 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2014
Day 222. I would swallow poison
HelloWoke up to parents walking into my room but I just threw a mini tantrum - not loud or anything - just enough so they would leave me to sleep. My dad was like, "Take a picture, capture it." referring to my mini tantrum and my mum said I was tired cute or something and then went to brush her teeth. That felt like old times w/ my parents which was nice... Mm.
Anyway stayed at home the whole day and it was particularly nice hehe mochi, strawbie, triangl and marshmallow.... That makes no sense but that is okay.
Did the majority of my Ancient Hist. asg. Still feeling a bit shaky about Ext Eng but i know i will be alright... i think...
Anyway been re-watching SAO w/ senpai and it's pretty good lololol. Ripped through 9 episodes within a few hours which is pretty good.
I think I'm going to shower then sleep
Be happy and goodnight ♡
If it tasted like you (lol jk)
Signing off @ 11:56 PM
Day 221. Downtrodden
HelloWanted to sleep in forever this morning but was forced to wake up
Anyway went to city to go tutor but went to my mum's work in Surry Hills and tried on clothes?? lolol and got a few things. Haven't tried on clothes in a millennia because yeah recently found out that I actually hate shopping yeah wtf.
My tutor always goes over time.
Had a quarter pounder meal for lunch and it was goot.
Came home and gamed err.
And yah gna die the next few days.... ha ha hahhaha ok
Be happy and goodnight ♡
But what can you do?
Kippax St. Surry Hills
Soft Serve Icecream
I always wear this don't judge pls - probably becos i never shop for clothes anymore
Signing off @ 12:10 AM
Friday, August 08, 2014
Day 220. Mull over
HelloI don't even know what to type any more for my daily posts when my day is so fkn shitty like legit nothing was good today. I don't even want to delve into my morning, it was horrendous. It's always when it's fkn horrendous and I need bloody comfort (note: someone I actually want to rant to) - they are no-where in sight. Corinne was MIA at recess and Majid was away again so I was like wtf.
Also didn't have money today and I was hungry - felt sad and poor lolol but I actually gave my money to a friend to help them buy something crucial to them so yeah it isn't entirely bad...
In Ancient Hist. I was once again met with bad vibes...as always. And then I was full planning to use my green highlighter (my favourite) for the asg. and then Torrey took it and used it on his....And we're only permitted the use of one colour. Yesterday Majid took my yellow highlighter..... Why.
Physics was slightly better, watched a documentary on The Big Bang.
Talked to Anna on the way to the station and on the train. Good talk/10.
Went home...nibbled on food.
Did tutor homework (meep)
I really want to crawl into a deeper hole than Wednesday's hole and die/sleep/slip into coma
Sighsigh sigh siiighghgisigh
Be happy and goodnight ♡
Every little detail (and repeat)
Signing off @ 11:20 PM
Thursday, August 07, 2014
Day 219. Abyssal
HelloI absolutely hate Mondays, Thursdays and Fridays... and today was one of those days, yes one of THOSE days. Do you see what I'm trying to say? I'm really frustrated in maths because I have no freaking idea how to graph derivatives properly. My previous private tutor didn't even do them w/ me. Um wtf.
Did my English presentation and Physics presentation today. Apparently during my physics presentation I "umm"ed and "errr"ed 23+ times when i wasn't even halfway// Thanks a lot friends for counting -_o
Biology was the same old.
Ancient Hist. was me photocopying things for majid and torrey.
Also this year 40hr famine sponsoring is quite dead.... Pls sponsor me??
I still feel v down.
So I went home and did the same thing I did yday.
I don't knoooowwwwww
I just want to be left alone for a while so I can get back to normal but people keep bugging me.
Be happy and goodnight ♡
I know all too well
Signing off @ 8:38 PM
Wednesday, August 06, 2014
Day 218. Nor black or white
HellllloI don't know how to describe my days any more esp. when I don't like them. I thought today might've been okay but then it turned into shit anyway.
I hate how small but pivotal things end up affecting my day.
You know when you can't explain why a day just sucks? Yeah ... idk.
Had a good talk w/ Emily to the station today though, she is always nice to talk to. On the train I felt like I belonged nowhere, v uncomfortable.
Senpai was at lakemba station tho, talked for a bit then I headed home.
I felt really down so I just ate a tiny bit and then gamed until it was dinner time.
Uhh yeah I really SHOULD practice my Physics speech and I SHOULD edit my adv. eng slides but I can't really be bothered. I am in the ceebiest of moods.
I just want to crawl into a hole and die.
Ughlkdjgjkgljg
Only one thing cheered me up and it was the video of the shiba inu that famous locally in japan for "working" at a cigarette shop. Here is the video to defer you from this depressing post lol. ...
Shiba-chan!!! <3
( ; - ; )
On 2 legs!!! +_+ so cute
SNOOZING AWAY ON HIS CUCUMBER
Ahhhh i love this doge
Be happy and goodnight ♡
Grey and in between
Signing off @ 10:08 PM
Tuesday, August 05, 2014
Day 217. You only deign
HelloTuesday used to be my favourite day of the week and now it's beginning to turn quite sour. I used to have that cute free period where I got to catch up with Emily, Nicky and Martin!! Now we won't ever get to unless Ms Siddiqua dies. Or our Thursday period 7's will come back which I don't like either.... so I don't know.
Anyway it was really just a same old Tuesday where majid was away and somehow in the afternoon I ended up alone again lolol. I mean Corinne was here but she was occupied and I didn't want to interrupt that.
Didn't present for my Physics because I'm a pussy lol and I didn't want to. I hate that feeling of waiting to be picked esp. when you aren't 100% confident with your asg. (which is most of the time)... so yah idk
Finally getting to the 4 maths exercises I must complete + the english analysis on stanza 4 & 5.
Hmmmm tonight won't be fun.
Be happy and goodnight ♡
You deserve nothing
Watching Ao Haru Ride and then I saw this (salivating) omg
hehhehe i love how chubby this shiba is ^_^__^_^^_^
Signing off @ 7:05 PM
Day 216. Paroxysm
HelloMade my mum wake me up at 5:50AM today and man was it a struggle lol. Edited my physics presentation and then re-sent it. Had so much time to get ready for school. But still ended up leaving at the same time I usually do but it was a more relaxing process.
Got to school - was so cold and then read the news that was published '11 minutes ago' at the time that Studo Ghibli was closing down?????? Noooo.
Ancient Hist. - new assessment details
English - watched some bomb.com presentations on stanza 4 & 5 of 'Joke' by Peter Goldsworthy...
Recess was cute, just talked and laughed.
Maths - Calculus test (yay?)
Physics - watched presentations, everyone smashed it lol.... dead
Lunch was similar to recess...
Biology - "platypussary" lmao
Sports - handball?? what lol.
Went Lakemba w/ senpai to buy necessities. Had strawberry cheesecake ben and jerry's icecream which was oh-so-good... MmMMmMmm
Mochi, Strawberry...Under a tree (??) wat
Anyway basically panicked over Ext. Eng asg. when it's due next Tues lol wtf lucy
I liked today --- kinda idk
Be happy and goodnight ♡
Yet the longing was still evident
Signing off @ 12:26 AM
Sunday, August 03, 2014
Day 215. Sky and the stars
HelloSpent the whole day doing Physics asg. when I had 3 other tasks to complete. It feels like crap when you're tediously slaving away and you know there's more things waiting to be done so then you kind of just want to take a nap. Which I did do.
Yeah so basically whilst everyone else was out and about - I was just at home being the homebody that I am. I procrastinated the hell out of today tbh, hate myself 2000%.
I also survived today by eating copious amounts of instant noodles and red rock deli chips.
Uhhh yeah nothing really happened to be blatantly honest.
Yahhhhhhhhh I want to stop typing now because ceebs
Be happy and goodnight ♡
Are for show?
And the aliens are watching live...
From the purple matter
Signing off @ 11:41 PM
Day 214. Ghoulish
HellloWoke up today feeling a slight dread thinking that it may have been a school day but the moment you realise it's not school and you are not obligated to get up AND YOU CAN SLEEP MOAR????? omg best eva
Anyway mum + grandparents went grocery shopping and I stayed at home. I haven't been grocery shopping in yonks, the only time I go campsie nao is sometimes after school to eat.
When they came back, I started to get ready for tutor.
Mum drove me there and bought me some hot chips to keep me alive.
Tutor from 12:30PM-2:30PM... My tutor is so dorky but he would not give in to using the general solution formulas instead he used some k360 thing? why???????
Had KFC for "lunch" but it was 3PM already. Had a Zinger Stacker which had 'murica all over it. It was deadly I tell you.
Went home and did "work" lollll I feel like I got through nothing.
And for some reason I keep thinking today is Sunday. But thank the lord do we have another day of the weekend!!!1! I HAVE SO MUCH WORK R.I.P. LUCY
Be happy and goodnight ♡
demands...
Signing off @ 12:19 AM
Saturday, August 02, 2014
30 Day Challenge: 30. What changed this month and what you hope will happen next month
OK I know this is meant for tomorrow but I had a strong urge to just finish this fucking challenge because by the very end it is so freaking ceebs. They should be putting the hard-hitting/interesting questions on the bottom, not in the middle wtf lol.Anyway,
What happened in July was that I realised who I need in this life of mine and who I don't. And I hope that I get better at maths in the next months lol. Such a contrast but yah.
I don't know
Yay this challenge is finally over, god damn it was tedious.
Signing off @ 4:34 PM
30 Day Challenge: 29. A picture of yourself
#actuallyme #nofilter #throwback
LOL joking, you guys already have seen (a) picture(s) of me.......I take so many luvos
Signing off @ 10:09 AM

















































