[Wednesday]
Hello
Maths was cute with jeff, chow and emily - feel like im going to say that a shit ton for like every lesson I have with them haha but it's seriously always so nice
Economics - double period
English PISS ME THE FUCK OFF ( people would not stop talking holy shite )
And STOP SHOUTING i mean you're a great person but pls for the love of kaneki stop screaming every freaking lesson
And people need to learn to hold their tongue for a period longer than a minute OMG

Biology was a binge of experiments - 3 in total
Trains we delayed - some fire alarm
I feel like I couldn't feel my body at all - felt so numb
Went to ---
Went home

?League
?Mum got iphone6
i got her iphone5 woot??
OK be happy and goodnight ♡












Hahahhaha kidding ...

[for Tuesday]
Hello
I accidentally fell asleep last night and didn't get to post at all
Tuesday was boring lmao
Woke up early - croquette making and in the morning wow lol so bothered of me
Talked to Emily in library which was always nice hehe
After that, everyone left for Chem then had convo with abe (good talk)
Ate at recess - croquettes were soggy :(
Had Ancient Hist. it was okay, i rmb being annoyed (hmm i wonder why -_-)
Went campsie w/majizzzzllleee and ate and idk saw a few people
Went home
Died on my bed with lights on and all lol.. wtf
Be happy and goodnight ♡












I need to be first





OMG HAHAHAHAHA




I have already made dot points of the blog posts I have missed, I will finish them tmr!!
Laters too tired, too lazy.





Hello
Reaching day 300 always worries me because the subtraction of the number of days left in the year becomes very uncomfortably easy to do. (365-300 = 21) We have 65 days left to seize the time we have and make the most out of it. I talk big but I actually don't do anything, how irritating.

Anyhow,
I just came back from the kitchen, doing some Mise en Place for the croquette making I'm going to do tmr morning - hopefully. All I did was make mash potato, mince onions and shred carrots and it took me 1hr and 20min to do. I did take my time but omg in the future if I ever tell u i want to become a caterer, just tackle me bcos it's impossible for me. If I go fast, I cut/burn myself. Zzz...

Hmm and today?

• Still full of negative vibes which wasn't pleasant. 
• I had to not attend my physics class bc I dropped it, broke my heart, I love my physics class :'( 
• Instead I spent my free period watching basketball compilations on YouTube with Hoang whilst simultaneously charging my phone on his macbook. 
• O yeah, also my books got wet from my incompetent water bottle then everything flew out my bag ... but thanku Jesus for Jenny, Peter and Majid who helped carry my wet belongings all the way to the oval. 
• Maths was cute with Emily, Chow and Jeff as usual. I'm distracted so idk what is going on with integration :( I need to do my homework... 
• Went Campsie after school to buy ingredients for croquettes - majid tagged along, we ate siapao and also saw chalisa again haha awks

I apologise for that post bc not everyone will agree but i just needed to to "get it off my chest" /..

What I find extremely insensitive are people who make it their life goal to tell people their miseries as if it were more significant than other people's. Why are you trying to top other people in this kind of aspect? Do you not have one shred of sympathy for others? We've all been at a point in our lives where we could declare whilst also justify a sadness. We can cry about it to ourselves or close friends/friends you rely on. That's absolutely okay, I'm not dogging on those people. The people I'm not okay with are the ones who over-exaggerate their own struggle and completely disregard the people around them. Yes there is that quote that says, "Everyone has their own struggle, so be kind." but honestly, half of those struggles are bullshit and you should be thankful of your fortunate life. Let's not count third world countries in this bubble of people that suffer. I'm talking about people in first world countries but mostly concentrating on our youth. I can tell you that I've met some people who are honestly sad. Sad to the absolute core. And let me tell you, it certainly opened my eyes more so than they already were. It made me realise how many people in contrast have nothing other than a scratch compared to rotting, visceral wounds some people live with everyday.

Hello
This morning was terrible and I hardly enjoyed tutor at all. My back was aching and so were my legs. I didn't enjoy lunch either, it didn't taste good.
Tbh 99% of the time I just want to be in bed curled up and not being bothered by anyone.
Anyway got dropped off at home and I just chilled. Watched some of Tamako Market. It's so cute, cheered me up I guess.
The rest of the night was better esp. during dinner and after dinner. Had a good laugh.
I hope tmr will be good or at least decent.
I will have an extra eye open if you know what I mean stranger :)
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Ur not even on my level

Hello
Stayed at home obviously and most unproductive day in my life.
Man I feel sick to the stomach.......... You know when you hear about something and your stomach kind of just drops? Or this piece of news just keeps you feeling uneasy for quite a while?
I'm feeling this now and I really don't like it.
I hate this so much ughjsdskjgljkfgdfkg
Played today on the Twisted Tree Line map lol it was fun at first and then reallllllyyyy not fun...
Yeah.
I don't want to type anything anymore go away.
Be happy and goodnight ♡












None can rise above

Hello
Maths was gay
[oh no i didn't post]
I feel bad, I keep missing my post bc I'm too tired or lazy
Hmm basically what happened yesterday was just an average ol' Friday.
Double maths, Economics, English, Ancient History and Physics.
My last Physics lesson ever!!! :( I will miss my class very much. But fuck you Physics (the subject) LATERS LMAO
But yeah the rest of the night I was just idk
I'm just going to finish this post bc I really don't think it's going to anywhere
Be happy and goodnight ♡












Butterflies

I was on my 1300th post before and I hate the number "13" with a passion so I couldn't let it stay like that for long so this is the 1301st post to make myself feel better!!! :) I need a life :)))

Hellllo
English excursion day which was slightly stressful tbh because I realised that in the morning like at 3'o'clock or something that I didn't even set an alarm, I had just woken bc I heard the sound of my skype call ending and I was like fuck so I set my hello kitty alarm to go off but this morning my mum woke me and I looked at the clock and I thought it said 7:45AM and I was like HOLY SHIT i need to be at school at 8:00AM but then my mum was like "it's 6:45AM" THANK FUCK LOL
Also realised that Majid's phone died and I was meant to wake him up, ded. But then his sister saved him. He ended up arriving earlier than me. \

Train to the city with Jeff, Corinne, Steven, Majid and I - we were squished against the train doors.
Went into the conference centre??? and sat and listened and took notes and argh kill me.
The first lady was good but said "mah boiz" too many times but she sounded like an excellent English teacher.

30 min Break: maccas (which was delicious ^_^) Thanku hoang for shouting us.

After that it was a man speaker, he was the best, loved listening to him bc most things he said stuck in my head without the need to actually write many things down and also he was funny, that's always a winner in everyone's book.

1hr break: Went to Pitt St and wandered in the food court and bought chatime and then just chilled  with friends. I didn't like this break very much, nothing really to do.

Last lady wasn't that great, I was sleeping 70% of the time and so was Jeff hahhaha but yeah the other 30% I was v mad >:(
Mad until train ride home grrr
Then went to senpai's hq and had mochi icecream so I was better
Hmmmm
Probably going to do work now. I'm slacking off a bit, not good.
BE HAPPY AND GOODNIGHT ♡












- The Tempest, William Shakespeare

Hello
I really love maths nao with Emily in our class, it feels a lot more fun no hate on Jeff tho he still my homie\\\\
Economics was the same old, whatever zz
For period 2 we did some asg. in the library and all I did was type whilst listening to a rather odd conversation that roqkel and lucinda were having - and the thing that didn't help them much was the fact that I only heard certain parts which meant I heard some weird stuff let's leave it at that LOL
Then for English we had a guess speaker Pamela Cook or something and basically I knew everything she had told us bc Mr Lyons taught us this/self-learnt/common sense.

Lunch was eating a chicken roll which was many levels of yummy.
Free period which was interesting hearing beryl and ayushma talk about weddings - beryl expects me to invite her to my wedding lmao and also she thinks it will be v good lolol how sweet of her.
Bio period was alright, managed to complete some work which felt gud.
Went to see ming ming + eat delicious Korean ice-cream and omg the fiasco of me forgetting my phone - embarrassing running across a road and chasing omg /sweaty and sad but I got it in the end so it was okay

Went home and died idk what I even did
[Sorry I fell asleep so I didn't post]
Be happy and goodnight ♡











But you learn to pull through

Hello
Why are my days worsening... It's really pissing me off and so are the people around me. My negativity is exponentially increasing halp.
Yeah basically my Tuesdays are like going to be a one class phenomenon if my I get rid of Physics but today I had to attend two classes.
Okay I'm just going to skip school and jump right to after school where I had Meet fresh with senpai and then went home after that lol.
Now I just want to sleep.
Fkn laters.
Be happy and goodnight ♡











but slipping

Hello
Does my blog make you hungry???????
It makes me kinda hungry looking back at yesterday :(
Anyway it was Monday again and it was awful wth, the vibes today were just so bad.
I know why it was really bad but idk I succumbed to the negativity but sometimes you really can't help it. I really hope tomorrow is better.
In better news, Emily joined our maths class!!! And Chow moved back lmaooo but Beryl is no longer ahhhh :(
Watched 3rd episode of Amagi Brilliant Park with Senpai in the afternoon and then yeah. Now doing Ancient homework.... and on Tumblr err....
AND LOOK WHAT I STUMBLED UPON
LIKE WTF OMG I NEED TO START SIMPSONS AGAIN  WOW



Helllo
Actually pretty happy with the turn of events today hehe
Went tutor in the morning which wasn't that great but I always just think to myself, at least it will a week til I go back.
When home did some English work and then ate lunch. After that got ready to go out with Hoang and Majid. Went Punchbowl for Rashays which was gr9


And also to buy snacks to watch the League of Legends Championships at Majid's house since yesterday we had learnt that it was all booked!!! :(

So yeah, made it to watch it and it was pretty good.... but also really sad because the team we were all rooting for - Star Horn Royals Club... lost to Samsung White but I have to give it to Samsung White, they are fucking sensational when they play. They don't even give a fuck, they literally just come to destroy. Also really liked the Imagine Dragons performances ^_^
Stayed at Majid's til 10:30PM then got picked up.
It was a fun night though, no ragrets, jokes still ragret not booking earlier :|
Be happy and goodnight ♡











That built this town

Helllo
Spent the day inside and chilled out and occasionally did work.
Had pizza for dinner with the fam and OMG just found out that I can't go somewhere tmr anymore bc majid and I fked up
I'm so sad :(
We didn't book tickets earlier and now many ragrets!!!!!
Who knew that many people were going to watch it as well :(
I'M SO ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!
I wanted to watch the League Of Legends 2014 World Championship Finals
at Hoyts so fkn bad and now I find this out :(
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHDAJKDAKDLAD
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:(

Be happy and goodnight ♡











Devo.. .. . ... . .




Hello
Had an interesting conversation with Jeff today in class (maths) and I feel v awkward now hah ah ahaha ha yeah I don't even know how to feel. You know I find it so hard to not think of a person differently after I know they've done something I didn't expect, does that make sense? I don't know.

Anyway we didn't even have a proper double period today for maths, instead we had an assembly for the people who got leadership roles. I saw Beryl's parents irl!!!! Hehehehe they're the cutest.
Had a serious talk with Dr Pinnington-wilson w/ my english class today after the assembly and yeah I don't know how to feel :(

Recess was alright, ate my chicken roll which was delicious mmm..

Economics was the same old, I feel like I always do the most amount of work in this class.
We had Bayliss for English today and thank fuck for that bc we finally got the booklet and we went through the play which helped me heaps!!! I didn't understand a thing after reading it and now my mind is so clear...

Hmm Ancient Hist. was entertaining esp. how Mr Jackson went about explaining things lolol he's too funny.
AND we didn't have Physics today hehhehe so our class got to leave early!!
Went to visit Ming Ming today, heh, cutie. (I'm talking about a cat)
Then went home, ate, showered, slept and now I will begin to do work/
And just to add bc I want to : Listening to Childish Gambino feels so goot
(??????)
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Inexhaustible

Helllo
I literally am going to neck myself soon if we do anymore locus questions in maths but I know for a fact that tmr (friday) we will definitely do more so yah see u at my funeral.
Anyway today was an alright thursday bc I usually really fucking hate thursdays but it wasn't too bad.
Mr lyons is doing a disappearing act on us right now and it's not funny anymore, other classes have guidance but we have literally none and it's so frustrating bc he expects so so much of us yet dogs us?? What the hell.
I made dinner tonight as per usual for a thursday but as for work, i didn't progress as much but it's okay... I think I don't know, I'm just tired.
Friday will be dreadful and also my last Physics lesson ever, happy/sad about it bc I hate Physics as a subject but I rly like my class kinda haha ok idk
Be happy and goodnight ♡










A story to tell

“Trust the one who can see these three things: sorrow behind your smile, love behind your anger, and meaning behind your silence.”
— Kamari aka Lyrical

Hello
I was too tired yesterday night to write a blog post because I actually took the time to do homework and also finished reading Away though I probably need to read it again because I have no idea what was really going on.
Umm anyway the day went along okay, it was so rainy and cold...
Double economics was interesting, we were transferred into P2, the new portable and the smell was so gross bc of the carpet and the general new smell was throughout. So many shenanigans went on and I could not for the life of me produce an answer to the extended response.

Free period - went to get food with majid and then we came back and for some reason decided to play the game where you put water in your mouth then you try to make the other person laugh lolol and ended badly which means I spat my water on his head LOL

Biology wasn't too bad which meant it was bludge lol
Went Chemist Warehouse after with Majid and Hoang so they can buy their necessities. Yah and after that I just went home and ate so much food bc I was so freaking hungry.
Yahhhh then ended my night by doing homework then dying accidentally lolol
Anyway be happy and goodnight ♡











How you can tell

Helllo
Well today I woke up and I narrowed my eyes bc I knew it was meant to rain but the weather looked absolutely perfect, then I stepped outside and it felt like winter again... ( ? _ ? )

Anyway went to school later than usual bc I don't even have 1 & 2 so why get there on time??
Talked with Emily, Ayushma, Kimia, Martin and Tina. It was cute.
Then Majid came and went to sit with him for like 5 minutes lolol.
After just hung out with Greg, Corinne, Chow, Beryl and Dom - talked about Greg's trip to Japan...sounded so amazing!!! I wanna go!!!!!!!!

Recess was just play fighting which was fun at first but real annoying realllll fast.
Physics was boring :(
Lunch was really dull and I hated it
Ancient Hist. was okay, I was falling asleep for the majority of it, you know when you have the fuzzies? Like the more the teachers voice drones on, the more you want to fall asleep?? I like legit could not pry my eyelids open.

Went home and got home at like 2:10 which was amazing lolol
Ate cheese ramen with chicken fingers....so good
ALSO started AMAGI BRILLIANT PARK!!! IT'S SO CUTE AND FUNNY LOVE IT SO MUCH
Ok yeah, going to sleep nao
Be happy and goodnight!! ♡









in my dreams.

Hello
Let's talk about that typhoon weather we had in the afternoon, holy shit. It legit didn't even start slowly or anything, it was just whoosh and we all died. To top it off I had a black out which was terrible. I was just talking to senpai before the horrendous weather and he was like I hope I don't get a blackout or anything nek minit I get the black out and it turned out only my area and Mt. Lewis or something had this issue.... What the hell lolol jinxed me.
But in that time my family and I bonded and it was nice.

Anyway earlier today it was alright I guess...
Ancient History was confusing a bit but pretty interesting
English was dreadful, my thesis was so fkn basic compared to everyone else's.
Maths - mehhh
Physics - so fkn boring but Ben's commentary on things were quite entertaining
Lunch - ate ??? lol obv.
Biology but read some cat story with majid idk
"Sport" was like 90% of grade leaving and I stayed behind??? Had to get names marked, waste of time....
Went 2192 after then went home!!
Then refer back to the start of this post LOL
Also to add on my totoro onesie was on the line outside to dry and it got so fkn drenched lmao dead
But the hail doe, Haven't seen so much in a long time.
But yeah
Be happy and goodnight ♡









Looking away

Hello
Just went tutor and then had maccas for lunch which was so delicious
Went home and did work I guess
Parents came into room when I was trying to work on my thesis and then completely changed my room to improve my room's feng shui lol.. I was so irritated about it that I smashed a vile of this herbal oil and then my finger got cut by the glass on the floor lmao instant karma
My room is so spacious now, it's crazy

Spent the rest of the night watching #worlds (league of legends championships) and it was two of my fave teams against eachother. I was going for OMG and majid went for SHRC...... SHRC won..... I am semi angry but also happy to see Uzi go into the finals twice in his life.
Yeah... probs going to sleep soon!!
Good luck to the students sitting the HSC tmr!!!!!!
Be happy and goodnight ♡










I don't plan to back down from

Hello
Today started off pretty exciting and was pretty fun throughout but right now I just feel so down. I don't know if it's due to my nap that I took that drained a lot out of me as well as made me feel like time was lost or if it was due to the fact that I finished Zank You no Terror... It was so bleak and depressing I just don't know any more. I should've followed Senpai and not watched it as well.
Man... today was just one of those days that just spiralled downwards.
I swear I was in the best of moods in the morning, felt very hopeful and everything.
And now?? My chest feels oddly heavy and I don't know how to interact.
I just want to feel less uneasy.
NO MOTIVATION!!!!! NOOOO :(
I think I should shower maybe, refresh myself and see if the remaining hours of the night...if anything feels different...
Hmmm sorry this post is just oozing negativity and ceebs lol
But....be happy and goodnight ♡











Deafening when worrying
But it's okay

Hello
The little things bothered me today a bit too much. I really want to go back in time and slap some sense into myself, I need to stop losing my head at the smallest things.
I also didn't eat properly today so I felt sharp pains in my stomach the whole day that only disappeared when I bought crap food from the station shop in the afternoon. I also regret eating crap food.

I got my Ancient Hist. book together though which made me feel somewhat accomplished.
I need to sleep more as well. I feel myself dying first and second period.
Hmm why am I writing backwards in terms of being chronological??/??

Oh yeah, I started using a folder for year 12 and I have this fear that I will lose sheets ... or lose important booklets and shit idk.

ALSOOOO I'm still judgemental.... Omg I need to stop like legit. I need to stop bitching, it's so bad and I have a inkling it's bc of particular ppl I've started to talk to again. Maybe it's time to distance them again.
Anyway, it's finally the weekends which brings no relief to me. Saturday = a day of writing notes and Sunday = tutor so yeah.
Be happy and goodnight ♡











I'm sure

Hello
I'm really sensing that Thursday is going to be my least liked days once again... why? Because period 7s are back and I just cannot. I want to go home the time other people go home. I really enjoyed not having period 7s... God damn. Now chem has been moved to Tues, chem students are living the life we lived all last term... The bliss of going home at 3:08PM...

Anyway today was gay I didn't like it one bit.
I also felt myself feeling very judgmental... need to stop that again properly. I feel it starting up again within me, probs need to watch Anna Akana's video again.
One nice thing was that Greg gave me limited edition ichigo kitkat from Japan.. He went Japan in the holidays like wtf so jealous....

There's honestly nothing else I feel like sharing at the moment, like I cannot think of anything.
I have a lot of work to finish tonight so I will go do that now.
Be happy and goodnight ♡











No matter what you say or what you do
When I'm alone,
I'd rather be with you

Helllo
Finally getting a hang of the folder/binder life. People kept looking at what I used to "decorate" my folder with which was really just something I had gotten out of a fashion magazine, I think I'm going to change it to kaneki heh heh. Good idea/10 eh?

Oh and Michelle, I keep hearing that about Zank You no Terror ... (sweats a bit) lolol
Anyway I was so dead today in the morning/ I was so tired and it was the kind where you can feel it in your shoulders and neck, it's like a weight that's simulataneously there but also not... like this phantom ache. To top that off for some reason I also felt extremely nauseous. Walking down the stairs from maths omw to economics I legit felt like I was going to pass out...

Economics was a pleasant class to be in as usual. We got back our results and mine were terrible... but I didn't even study so like the marks reflected it whilst my friends did well bc they actually studied and good on them, got like highest marks in my class. ( ^ _ ^ )

[As usual, I forget to finish a post the night before and leave it half written in my drafts]

English class, had Ms Stinson and it was just straight bludge, just talked with Emily, Shelley and Annie I think?
Didn't have period 5 but then had period 6 with Mr Wyper which wasn't too bad.
Was pretty annoyed in the afternoon after class, conceal don't feel lmao.
I have no idea what I did that night
Ok be happy and goodnight ♡











bc I'm not the same

Hello
It's weird going back to school..and it's like no matter how many times we go through it, I don't think we could ever really get used to it. It was a nice transition of holiday life into though due it to being Tuesday. I didn't even have first period or second period. Basically spent it in the library with friends and just talked which was really nice esp. w/ selina, nicky, emily at first and then w/ greg, alim, corinne, beryl, chow, stefan and crew etc.

First actual class I attended was one that I was going to drop lmao; physics. It was so boring and i just cannot be bothered lolol. So I was just mindlessly taking down notes and doing the questions.
Was in a sour mood the whole rest of the day it seemed like tbh. I don't know why I always have the urge to entail that with "I don't know why." when I obviously know why lol zzz

Ancient Hist. was interesting but at that point I felt so dead that like not much of the content was really going into my brain but yeah it only really was an intro so we'll be fine I think.
Signed out early lmao what the hell lol never done that in all my 3 terms in year 11 on a Tuesday.

Went home w/ a sulky majid idk what was up with him today tbh. Jokes I do know hahhaha see I did it again lmao stop it.
It was so hot walking home so I broke out my umbrella and shamelessly used it to shield me from the UVA and UVB. Went officeworks with my dad to return something and also purchase extra things. Then my dad for some reason wanted maccas so we stopped there too. I had an oreo cookie mcflurry ohhh so good and some fries. Whilst my dad had 2 fillet-o-fish + fries.

Went home and leagued then did chores. Dinner then finished my tutor homework.
Now just chilling
Be happy and goodnight ♡










I've met the ground before

I realised in yesterday's post I wrote near the end that I had "warned" you beforehand about it being a long post but just now I was reading it and realised I was meant to add it in but completely forgot....now I feel like an idiot lmao.... pls just note I was meant to add it, might change it now actually.

Helllllllo
[LONG POST AHEAD]
Last day of holidays before HSClife lmao
Last day before Year 12 begins
I don't even know how I feel.....
But today was a day of relaxation!!
Had a really fulfilling breakfast with my mum. I am so so into smoothies lately, it's not even funny. They're so delicious and cold.... Ahhhh ( ^_^ )



Hello
Got up at 8:00AM to eat breakfast which was leftover pasta, half a zaatar and orange/banana smoothie. It was so fulfilling and delicious.


Hello
I feel like recently I've liked talked to so many people I don't even fucking know wth lolol I'm meant to be so socially awkward with new people. Talking to people at tutor that I don't know (what) and being in phone calls with people I don't know irl (what) and meeting with mutual friends - also having the guts to talk (what) /???? Who am i?

This morning, in bed, I couldn't even get my ass to get up. I was sooo tired and idk why bc I slept at 12:20AM?? That is like so early for me and I slept at that time bc I knew that I was tired and would need to extra hours but it didn't help me like I thought it would? I think I needed a solid 12 hrs or so.

Anyway, so today was my last day w/ my private tutor and he taught me integration... It's like every time I leave a private tutor, what we get up to is integration lol... and then I go somewhere else.
But yeah he was pretty good I guess? I mean I don't feel like I learnt as much as I could've with him but he always, always was able to answer my questions but I could tell he was younger and less experienced. From this I will move to the burwood branch and go to 3U classes there, eek...

After tutor, I originally wanted to go to someone's house but plans changed so then majid and I went went hungry jacks for lunch.


His friend Michael Nguyen??? asked to come lolol. At first I was like "No." bc I don't even know him and I didn't want a relaxing lunch to turn into me just feeling hella awkward. But he was friendly enough and he brought his gf along, she was nice as well.
Talked for a bit and then went home after that.

As soon as I came home I took a shower and I sat at my desk for like 10 min and something in my brain told me to go and crawl into bed and so I did whilst watching a lookbook video. Right after the video ended, I conked out. I slept for like 2 solid hours........ And had so many dreams.

Woke up and then did chores around the house.
Mum then came home, had dinner, had conversation with parents about this chinese tv drama my dad was watching and apparently he hard out cried today bc of it HAHAHAHAHA my dad lololol.
Now I'm just in my room, about to order the chaos that is my subjects (papers. books) lying on the floor.
Ok have a good evening, we're losing one hour of sleep...
Be happy and goodnight!! ♡










Another set of eyes

Helllo
Woke up feeling v dead but had to get my ass up or else I would probably conk out for a millennium. Made another smoothie for breakfast so so good!!! And then ate it with some ravioli.
I then got ready for tutor which wasn't as bad as the other days and instead of walking at a reasonable pace, I always rush when I don't even need to. I panic because I think I won't make it.
All day I've had "Just a Little Bit of Your Heart" by Ariana Grande in my bloody head!!!!! WHY???
Anyway back to the day, yes I made my train and I listened to music until my ears hurt... Pretty hardcore eh?

Went tutor and omg on the LAST day of holiday 2U classes, us girls finally talk LOL and become friends. Pretty cute actually and they were really nice and friendly.
Vanessa Liang, May Chen?? (I think) and Claire something lol.
Had some guy named Tyson teach us and he was pretty good.
Walked to the station w/ Vanessa, she's so easy to talk to!! Wth need more people like this.

Went home!!!! But before that met w/ senpai ^_^_^__^ He smelt like Yakult... Dafuq.
Watched Modern Family today and it was cute as usualllll.
I'M TIRED and I still have tutor tmr AND Sunday
LMAO this week was soooooooo dead.com for me srsly
Yah okay nts need to buy school supplies soon!!!!!
Be happy and goodnight ♡











I'm a fool for you

[All my posts are like late now bc I'm so so ceebs at night time, yeah apologies]

Hello
Smoothie every morning tastes so damn good and fulfilling!!!! I love it so much esp. this morning, it was so tasty. And then I wasted time again and almost missed my train like every other fucking day lmao, I have time management issues srsly.
Also woke up with a swollen eye so it made one of my eyes into a monolid :o( WHY????? So I had to wear really thick black eyeliner to even it out lolllll sad life I hate thick black eyeliner but I had no choice...

Anyway went tutor and it was okay. He wrote down all these equations on the board and said "do them" and left. I was like what the fuck do I even do? Do I graph it? Do I find (x,y)???? So I was v confused and turns out I had differentiate lmao what the hell and apparently everyone else knew... bruh didn't even help a sister out and I know the girl next to me saw me confused.
Yah the lesson was gr9, love this tutor so much.

Went home and for some fkn reason decided to finish watching The Fault In Our Stars.... SO FKN SAD, I mean I cried like a maniac when reading the book so things were going good halfway and I was already crying bc I knew the ending. And the ending just wrecked me....even though it wasn't exaaactly what I saw in my head... it was still v good. And so many of the scenes was exactly what I had pictured.... That's why the author should always be super involved in making the film adaptation.

Uh rest of the night was just me watching YouTube videos whilst simulataneously doing tutor homework. I also cooked dinner which I didn't think was that great but my parents gushed about it for so long. Like legit was such a basic pasta recipe.
Umm yeah skyped w/ majid and jimmy?? and tom?? and it was a very entertaining call to be in.
Slept after that and it was really fucking late...4:22AM lmao dead.
Be happy and goodnight ♡










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I felt like I didn't even sleep when I had woken this morning. I had a healthy breakfast today compared to what I usually have which is the standard fried rice/instant noodle choice.



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Woke up to my mum telling me to migrate to her bed so I could keep on sleeping whilst she stripped my bed of it's sheets and also the duvet cover off the duvet... It was a sunny day so my mum being v Asian took it as a sign to wash my blankets bc in one day it could dry.
I had instant noodles for breakfast...with a fried egg which was rly nice.
My mum went to work and I just chilled...browsing through LINE stickers. I got carried away and wasted so much time!!! Meant to leave at 10:05AM and I wasted time until 9:44AM........
So I hardly left any time to get ready, I ALWAYS DO THIS.
Walking to the station was a sweaty affair.
The train ride with cornz was nice :)
Got to Bondi Junction and was disappointed with the place we wanted to go to...not even open but thankfully I had a Plan B!! Which I think was just as good. We went to Aboutlife Natural Market and Cafe. Had Vegan burgers + smoothies.