Don't ever ask me questions you already know the answer to because if you do I will rip your head off, like you have no idea how much it pisses me the fuck off.




Helllo
So today was tutor in the morning ofc and I had another tutor which was the $85/hr guy. He was just filling in and damn he's pretty good!! Um yeah and on the way out saw someone I knew so I hid my face lollll I hate being seen in public....
Had maccas for lunch and omgad I had my beloved sweet potato fix yassss



Hellllo
#forever forgetting to blog on the actually day's night
But yeah yesterday wasn't the best...
I honestly played league most of the day and did work. And it was hot :(
I ate so much pocky and sweets as well.
I didn't want to go downstairs either because my grandma was down there and I really just enjoy being home by myself...if someone is there other than my parents that's also my family, i generally have no desire to talk to them.
So yah i d k
Had a good sleep
Be happy and goodnight ♡










by something so stupid

Hello
[forgots to blog again]
I was....so tired in maths. I couldn't for the life of me concentrate. You know when you're so tired you feel it in your shoulders and your neck?? You just want to die in bed for a few hours.
Tried 90% dark choc today and I think Chow, Jeff and I all died... How does Emily do it? (cries)

Hmmm majid finally turned up to schoolllll ~_~
Economics was bleh
English was slightly productive/?? Uh i don't even remember

I was so sleepy during ancient hist. Mr Jackson always seems to put me to sleep.... Torrey was dead next to me and majid was sleeping too. Only person alert was Beryl haha.
Intruded physics and just played Free Fall and dots on my phone.

Had an afterschool english intensive` it was pretty good.
Had pizza and laughed w/ friends >>> can't get over how nathan tried to flick something out of Ebru's hair but then it landed into Ayushma's hair after HAHAHAHHA omg I died

After the class, ebru gave me the best compliment I've gotten in a long time... really made my day o_o and was such a surprise~
Anyway, grandma arrived and we went dinner
Yahhhh was so tired and died in bed
Be happy and goodnight ♡












"May my wound be deadly"

Freaking love
Telegraph Ave ("Oakland by Lloyd") - Childish Gambino
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Hellllo
Hm today was not pleasant in the fact that I had the worst period pains of my life, jokes. Probably made it as number 2 on the pain list. Anyway basically was crippled for the first 2/3 of the day and omg I cannot thank Emily enough, she helped me and cared so much. Emily~ <3 Thanku!!!!!!
Also thank ayushma for the period medicine lolol saved my life and the beef lol thanku Emily again.
Anyway after all that I was finally cured~~ Could live my life normally after.

Biology pissed me off so much today, why won't she just for once put in the effort to teach us????? What the actual fuck. I'm was and still am so pissed. I think I'm going to go talk to Mr Murphy about it or write a letter to the principal. I can't possibly go through hsc like this.

Umm yeah rest of the day was pretttty mediocre.
Had jap curry for dinner!! ^_^ Yum~

The face shop on line play was 80% off today and omg finally I could get a new face, so happppyyyyyy lolol
^_____^__^_^__^_^

Yah anyway I want to sleep or not idk
Be happy and goodnight ♡










I'm just trying to pass
All the red lights
and the stop signs

Hello
Wednesday, back into the groove of things.
This morning I felt mega stressed. I didn't finish my creative that was actually due and I didn't do the tutor homework my tutor wanted me to do. So like??? Also I didn't pack my bag.......
And I was still tired.... and I had so much to do, it just wasn't my favourite morning.

Maths was cute with emily, chow and jeff - the usual. I love them so much, makes maths so much more enjoyable. The content we're learning rn tho... is like helllllll why must maths be like this.

Double eco more like double ceebs. I didn't want to copy anything down. I was too tired.... :(
It was so funny though omg esp. the conversation we had in the end with Stefan, Bobi and Michael O. about beds and sleeping habits hhahahaha too funny.

English was fun, watched vids on Emily's phone. And we were so occupied, we didn't even want to leave.
Lunch was so funny. Lisa filmed a slow mo of brandan landing onto liam's shoulders HAHHAHAHA too good omfg died watching it.

Biology was kidneys... Natasha did most of the work. It smelt so bad and we fucked up as well LOL, we were meant to dissect it in half but we somehow quartered it HAHHAHA

Tutor after school. Senpai went to eat with me before though ^^ Had maccas hehe and then had cream puffs. Though also had an argument and bloody white kids were looking at me and giving me dirties like can you not/?? I hate arguing in public and then people looking like they're involved and they're pissed too? Um no? Go away.

I ONLY ATE 3 CREAM PUFFS
GAVE THEM ALL TO HIM WHYYYYY
They were so good fresh :(
Hmph
Going to do work nao
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Restraint


Hellllo

FIRST THING BEFORE ANYTHING >>>>
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORINNE HEHE LUB U  (25-11-2014)
Sori this is late bc my lazy blogging ass didn't blog til' a day later

Wowe Tuesday was such a long and tiring day. I mean by the end of the night I thought about it and it felt like it was over the expanse of two days or something which means it felt crazy long. So started off with not being able to wake up majid, hory shite. Went over his house to physically wake him, he heard the knocks on the door but not the 20 phone calls... (forces a calm face but actually v. angry)
Cute tho seeing someone in their vulnerable morning state hahahaha

Bought pork roll and then went to school. Went to the cafeteria and wrote notes like there was no tomorrow. I finished them before recess started so it felt pretty gud.

Studied
Studied
Studied
>_>
Ancient History test slapped us in the face, thanks.
Goes to the HSC, thanks.

Went Bondi Junction after school, went to the library and spent 2 hrs in there writing my creative and napping and sipped my cha time drink ... So boring and legit 18/20 laptops I saw were Macbooks.

Had tutoring at 5:30PM at city (mum drove me); finished at 7:00PM
Had maccas for dinner
Went home and tried to complete (re-type + continue) creative but omg it was so difficult :-(
Went to bed bc so tired, had my school uniform on for like a full 12hrs.

Died in my bed.
AND APPARENTLY according to Majid, I was snoring up a storm lmao how embarrassing......

Ok enough
Be happy and goodnight ♡











No relevance to day, just cos i like
Wtf



Hello
Monday umm
Majid was away, we were meant to study for ancient together but yeah dat nigga never woke up :(
I also had all this food to share with him and he didn't turn up...for what
HAHAHHAha lame
Corinne cut her hair omgah~~
By the time it was lunch I was like alone. I didn't have Majid, Corinne or Jeff to talk to, so I just went and sat until the bell rang. Scrolling through my phone like I had something important to do...?? LOL
Went biology and then yeah.......
It was so humid :(
But bang bang tho lmao heh (clearly a ___ maniac)
Used senpai's umbrella to get home alive.
Studied for Ancient Hist. so hard ==
Yep ded.
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Yet meek

Wowe so behind on days, sorri

Hello
First thing's first HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD (23-11-2014)
Had tutor in the morning and my class is so annoying. Really dislike them but lub my teacher. He da best lol.


Hellllo
I felt like I had a well rested sleep... probably because my mum had washed my blankets the day before and the blankets felt really plush. My bed when it's in a good state feels like heaven bc I have so many cushions and pillows + my blanket is faux duck feather.

Anyway had ramen for breakfast and watched YT videos
Leagued for majority of the day and felt so pissed. I think I probs can only deal with that game when it's winter bc my laptop heats up and if the weather is medium-hot then like my fury is x10... + majid's fucking shouting, wanted to kill him so bad.
Anyway napped then did tutor homework and basically just occupied myself.
Found out that Jessica plays lineplay heh another real person friend on lineplay nao ^__^ Other than her, I only know Michelle.Z and Selina... LOL so i'm v happy.

This is my last Saturday before my evil grandma arrives, once again ruining my 6 week holidays + christmas + new year...
Anyway, tmr going to JFF... Tamako Love Story with senpai ^__^ since we loved Tamako Market
Be happy and goodnight ♡











I, inverse.

Hello
Super Happy Fun Day ^_^
More like
Super Fucking Hot Day ~_~
I didn't even know what to wear to school bc my summer options are legit so limited.
My clothing choices are so wintery that I felt sweaty from just simply looking...
Put something together and yeah idek

Got to school and went to double maths which hurt my brain bc graphing trig shit just kills me. I legit had no idea what the hell I was doing...
Stayed at recess for a bit - bit a bit of lambchop and a few scoops of lasagne + anna's cheesecake brownies. Then took a picture with our mascot then played with a spray bottle..... lmao then escaped.
I wish I went with Corinne and Jeff tbh :( I feel like they had summer lovin' fun and I had a sweaty time in humid home dot com eh...
Oh well... it was okay I guess o_o

Afternoon was shit lol bc of a lot of things like walking into a muslim cafe with a singlet and skirt on omg biggest mistake of life - they didn't even serve us, the whole place was quiet and had to leave ... er ... fml
Hmmmm just settled for cha time yah
Went home after that and yeah

SO FKN HOT TODAY THO
I think my skin colour darkened drastically :(
I WANT TO BE WHITE FOREVER WHY
Hmmmmm
Kk going to noodle about and then sleep
Be happy and goodnight ♡












In everything we say, we do.

Hello
[btw sorry i forgot to blog yesterday - fell asleep you know the go]
Hmmm thursdays
Maths was aight
Then free period which I spent with annie and michelle...  played LINE PLAY the whole time lmao and michelle gave me the mask!! I spent so long in the shop trying to look for it but she told me it could only be obtained from someone gifting it to you. So she gifted it to me ^__^ - v happy about it.
Recess was library bound life with corinne
English was..........class conversation
Maths was torture ha ha and very cold air con that froze me solid
>>>
Biology - phloem/xylem shiz and looked at something really disgusting (many circles under microscope ded)
Ancient Hist. was i dun rmb
Economics was the copying olympics lmao and then power walk to the station and made the early train

I don't rmb whether I had a good night or not
Either way slept terribly...
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Ur bullshit




YOU THINK YOU'RE SO FUCKING DEEP AND SAD AND SHIT

Hello
What I think is gr9 is blogging bc I've done so for so long and I love reading other people's posts but what I don't think is that great is when blogging becomes detrimental. I don't know if that makes sense but I feel like a lot of times, something innocent like talking about your life online can become bad in so many ways. I wish it wasn't like that...

Anyway, on another note, I find myself in a pickle. We all have several subjects, all of which (most of the time) have homework that comes along with it. But the thing is, every night I sit down at my desk and all I think about is the homework load that I have... and honestly?? I don't know how to start. I have no idea on how to prioritise things. Too many times have I done a few subjects of homework only to realise the only thing that's DUE is what I haven't completed. So I just don't know man.

And as you can see, instead of completing them, I spend my time writing this blog post bc honestly I extract more joy out of this.

Just a small recount of today:

• Chem excursion so most of our year wasn't at school
• Combined 3U maths class
• Double economics (G20, questions)
• Double biology (people had to run, I couldn't bc nail polish)
• Bad walk to the station 
• Resolved tho idk how but we managed
• Bang bang hah

Hello
Today felt ruff haha, using ruff instead of rough just reminds me of golden retrievers.


"I've been bleeding in your silence
I feel safer in your violence
I hold on like leaves in Fall to what is left
Before I sleep I talk to God
He must be mad with me, it's coming
I'm confused who I'll spend my forever with"

— Autumn Leaves, Chris Brown, Kendrick Lamar 

Hello
My sleep last night or rather this morning was terrible. Why terrible? Because I just didn't sleep. I didn't shower so I couldn't fall asleep properly so I showered at like 3:40AM and then got into bed at around 4:00AM which wasn't very good, obviously.
You don't really feel that bad when you're up at that time but you know as soon as you fall asleep and you try to wake up????? It's so freaking difficult.

English was dread dread dread and mine (essay) was so bad so cringe cringe cringe
Senpai didn't come to school today :-(
I brought sushi and mochi to school today
Had an interesting talk with torrey and brandan about anime - full got recommended a whole list (ahhh but what time???)

Anyway senpai was at the station waiting for me with watermelon icecream heh he
Went Campsie and ate snack pack which was so fkn good - shared with hoang, lucinda, anna and majid.
Got home and died.
Tuesday tmr....
I hate tuesdays now.
Be happy and goodnight ♡










It seems that you're the only reason for it






[nts; should post more pics]

Helllo
Woke up from my sleep this morning and I felt more tired than ever. I mean that's not too bad but it's worse when you have somewhere to be. I had to be at tutor by 9.
I felt less loopy in class compared to last week though so that was good.
Finally understood what I was confused about in integration.
My mum surprised me after tutor w/ green tea kit kat which was really sweet of her hhehe.
Went maccas bc I was craving it so much - esp the sweet potato fries hellllll yesss with the garlic aoili <333 and also ate Big Mac regular meal ... CRAVINGS WERE COMPLETELY SATISFIED
Was procrastinating so so so hard today like kms
I produced a really half assed essay
KILL ME
SLEEP NOW
Be happy and goodnight ♡








Silence

Hello
Fell asleep at 5:30AM in the morning. It was so difficult to get myself to sleep
Majid gave me flowers today, belated birthday present hahah aw v grateful for him
Roller coaster of a day yeah idk
Watched Scott Pilgrim Vs. The World and it was hilarious omg
Ate so much tortellini today - carb life.

I honestly don't know how to feel today
I'm so tired but not really
Not looking forward to tutor sigh...
Be happy and goodnight ♡











But so were you




Yeah so much for my "temporary" banner for this blog
Been my banner for like 2-3 months now lmao don't trust me when I promise things



Helllo
It was honestly the biggest bludge today
Double period of maths in the morning which turned into a double free. Just talked to Jeff lolol.
Recess was staying in the air conditioned hall, watching volleyball and also holding the portable speaker whilst majid, daud and some other year 10 guy hakked.
Um yeah. Economics was same old idk.
English was another bludge bc Lyons was once again not here. Spent it with Emily and then spent it with Greg, Nathan, Tina, Nicky and Emily in the English room. Funny conversation, it was nice to reminiscence. (Uh idk if that makes sense but you get my flow... I hope.)

Hmm lunch was terrible bc we weren't allowed into the hall and it was so freaking hot. Ms Trotter wasn't being lenient at all ... I feel like she despises our year.
Ancient Hist. was alright - Mapping and then a crossword.
Intruding in on Physics was relaxing, just did some economics homework.
Awks/funny conversation with Daud on the train.
Walking home was death itself.
Fell asleep on the floor when I got home.

YEAH SORRY FOR THE RECOUNT idk how I could've made today interesting.
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Standstill




Hello
I really don't understand anything in maths lately and that's bad.
I also don't feel motivated in the slightest for anything.
Social interactions are boring me and I don't really have any desire to go to school.
I honestly hope this is a phase?
I don't know.
To top it off, it was a Thursday so we had period 7 and that eco class was simultaneously funny but also pissed me off a lot.
I don't know, I'm going to sleep.
Be happy and goodnight ♡










it's maddening



I'm up to date, I am happy.

Hello
Today turned out surprisingly okay which was quite amazing bcos I really expected it to be a pile of shit but it was really nice.
Talked to my homies a lot today (Corinne and Jeff) and much love to them. Much love to them for understanding my situation and basically lifting my mood hahahha it was really fun to talk to them. It's so easy to talk to them man.

Gave Beryl the laptop today!!! We full surprised her and it was so cute :"3
Umm rest of the day at school was meh bc senpai arrived lololol go awey was my attitude at first but then it got better but not rly at the same time.
NOW it's better, um what am I even talking about? idk.

I did some work today, wowe thank the lord for finally empowering me.
I think I will sleep soon.
Btw I love watching Drew Monson now..... He is so fucking hilarious, my type of humour for sure.
HMMMMM I feel sorta hyper
HOW WILL I SLEEP
HAHAHAHAHAA
BE HAPPY AND GOODNIGHT ♡











Unexpected right?

Hello
I think Tuesday (yesterday) was one of the worst days I've experienced this year like no joke....
Worked in library for the most part of the day, mostly on my ancient book because it's a mess.


Hello
Eventful monday tbh
bad mochi
talking (lots of that)
moody
no mr lyons
listened to music (???)
ate vegie wrap oh yesss (???)

[my plan for Monday: leaving it like this bcos ceebs to the fkn max]
Brackets are my comments lol
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Cuddling




Helllo
Day after the party, felt like I hardly slept at all. At tutor I was like drowsy to the fkn max omg, thank god I had a wall to lean on or else: ded...

After tutor went sushi train to eat and it was orgasmic holy shit, every sushi was on point. Like no ragrets the whole way through. And to top it off - we didn't even pay as much as we usually do.
Bought presents for Beryl as well as the bday card.

Then parents bought me a mango cheesecake from 85 degrees
Went home
All died and napped lmao, my mum was like "never again"
Funniest ordeal whilst taking pictures with the cake with my parents since we didn't have a 4th person to take pictures for us//
Ate cake
Went sleep
Be happy and goodnight ♡









Glued




I apologise for my lack of daily posts, idk if anyone anticipates for them but yeah, sorry anyway, been feeling under the weather lately and yeah just couldn't be bothered properly blogging. I hope I manage to catch up today.





It's wtf but I died laughing
HE IS RELENTLESS WITH THIS REPLY TO HATE OMG



Helllo
Happy birthday to Beryl, Johnson and I think myself hahhhaha who am I kidding i'm just being a fagit
My birthday went by quite fast tbh i don't know....
Basically got ready for a party the whole day but then you can argue I didn't look thatttt great because the majority of the time I was procrastinating and also I had to walk alllll the way to the station (hot day) and to Majid's house whilst carrying things...

Anyway just sat there whilst everyone else prepped heh heh
People then started to arrriiivvveee and yeah it was all good
But you could tell a little part of me wasn't having any fun but I cannot tell you why :(
It was pretty awks but Majid forced people to socialise with me to kick me off haha which wasn't too bad, no joking, it was so bad LOL
But yeah cake, alchy, music, people, food, lights, mingming .... It was pretty good ...
Then something went wrong and then everyone was worried bcos bday girl and boy left to talk lmao
But it was all good...
Majid's sister and his older cousin are good people... I like them a lot.
I also love Cissy that cutie :3
Everyone was so loving in the end and I got hugs from everyone before I left....
Idk
It was nice but idk
Thank you all for the birthday wishes, love you all lots.
Be happy and goodnight ♡











The oddest compromise






Hello
7th of November today~ Wow hahahha one day before my birthday and it honestly wasn't even on my mind until Shelley tapped me at recess and gave me a birthday gift... I felt so bad receiving it because I felt so undeserved of any kindness today especially. And again with Corinne giving me something also ...just felt so loved idk thankyou guys so much. And yeah sorry I keep mentioning it (already messaged both parties of my thanks to them).
Double maths with Emily and Jeff was so good today!!!!! We literally laughed so hard. I love, love how Jeff broke things down - made it so funny. And also the info that Emily in-putted just killed me omg.
Economics was another lesson just centred around completing the sheet of tariff/subsidy questions with actual numbers. That sheet does my head in so hard and I also wasn't completely concentrating so it was worse.
English was alright, listened to the recording of the play.
Had assembly after for the dreaded R and also a talk from Dassakilis and Fountoulis.
Lunch - we had like 5 minutes to eat wtf
Ancient Hist. was the same old. Talked about the texts and I was distracted....
Stayed in Physics again!! Love being in that classroom. Watched some nasty human dummy stuff omg crazy.
Cute night I guess, spent it with parents.
Last few minutes being 16 lmao
Be happy and goodnight!!! ♡












It's detrimental

Hellllo

Helllo
I felt like today was the maddest textbook exchange day for everyone lolol
Hmm maths was confusing today but not at the same time, yeah idk.
Bought home-made mochi to school today and they were meant to be for majid bcos he requested but yeah ended up being corinne, Michael and I eating like 4 and 2 were left for majid lmao.

[Wow still haven't finished this post]

Tbh I don't even know what happened this day other than I had double eco and double bio?? Typical Wednesday?
One thing I do recall from Biology was that when we were doing an experiment where we would blow with a straw into test tubes filled with water and universal indicator, torrey+majid made me laugh and then sucked in and consumed some of the universal indicator diluted with water.... Omg legit thought I was going to die.
Hmmm chilled at C. and ate snek pek then went home.
Be happy and goodnight ♡












Blistering water, numbing

Bday wishlist for corinne to utilise and whoever else idk lol
Only posting bc i do this every year to make it somewhat easy for people
but like these are things I'm going to get for myself eventually
http://sunshineswishlist.tumblr.com/
yah......
okay bye

Hellooo
first things first HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAJID!!!!!! Lub u
Anyway not going to drag that on bcos who cares about majid right lmao
I didn't go to school normal time like I usually do. I stayed home to do my ancient hist. essay that needed to be handed in. And this morning my dad was a complete a-hole to me, didn't even want to drive me and ignored me.... bruh. So I was late for my train and also late for ancient hist. MY ONLY CLASS OF THE DAMN DAY WTH MAN.
Anyway I was sweating like no tmr as well, ehhh felt horrible.

The school marked me absent today???????????? Why do they continue to believe that we have an eco class on Tuesday?? Um we don't? Wth.
Euphoric afternoon!!!!!!!!!!! OMG can't even
Had chatime and saw the cutest chihuahua!!!!!!! Omg I need to show u pics or maybe tmr bc I want to show thucai in person the pictures + vid.
I am using so many exclamation marks and question marks today what is wrong with me?
Hmmm hapi day i guess
Be happy and goodnight!! ♡












on this addiction...

Helllo
I don't even know why I forgot to blog yesterday but yeah it was Monday. The highlight would probably be that we finally got to sit on the quad again!! No more itchy, unbearable grass.
Hmmmm majid left early bc he's annoying jokes he felt very sick so yah that's good hahhahahah got rid of him JOKING he's bae so why would I say that. Joking again. The jokes just don't end. Oh they ended.
Wow what mood am I in.
Anyway Mr Lyons was away again!!! What is life omg. I just bought a banana up and go - it was so good and I was starting to feel sleepy. Milk makes me feel sleepy.
Yeah nice afternoon I guessssss

Anyway I felt like writing this yday but I fell asleep.
So I was wishing majid happy birthday when we were in skype call and I was it was 23:59:59 and as soon as it struck 00:00:00 - I said "Happy birthda---"
And then I was put on hold bcos thucai called LOOOOOOOL
TECHNICALLY I WAS FIRST OK
Felt pretty cut in the moment though HAHAHAH such a petty thing
Anyway be happy and goodnight ♡











Sin, but not the devil

My two bbs









WHY AM I CLARIFYING ALL THIS???????? BCOS I PROCRASTINATION LOL kill me










!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHARIANJFKS AND WEEKND IOGNFJSNFJKSNJKCcd

Hello
Tutor today was honestly pretty alright, I enjoyed it...mainly because I understood it and also due to the fact that I had a few revelations where I finally understood, aren't those little realisations just beautiful in maths? :)

After that went to Hurstville with my mum bc she wanted to get summer shoes and it was pretty easy, I spotted a pair that I thought she would like and then she bought the same shoe in two diff. colours.
Success~

Tried to find a wallet and also iPhone 5 phone case - unsuccessful
But bought cat pyjamas, individual clip on cat ears, underwear and knee socks (?????) #impulsebuylife
Ate thai food which made me feel sick
And also saw Sophie in her priceline uniform but I didn't get to say hi bc I realised too late and I think she looked away hahhaha cut </3

Yeah weather today was an improvement!!!! Thank the weather gods (who r they idk)
I feel a bit sick rn and I know why but how to get rid of it??? Idk

Also!!!! LINE play might take over my life soon.
HMMM ALSO to corinne, I will make a wishlist soon (will deffo post tmr) and only bc she wants me to ok...
Be happy and goodnight ♡











It's irreversible



When a bitch calls ur senpai, senpai, lmao a bitch wants to get cut lol

Hello
God fkn damn today was so hot!!!! It felt like we were in the tropics or something.
I didn't do many productive things today and I seriously blame it on the heat. I felt motivated to do a lot of things until the heat got to me. You know when you're working on your laptop or computer, either the palm rest is warm/hot or the table is ..and it's just like...so gross and uncomfortable. Such a turn off from work when it's already something I don't see in a motivational light.
Anyway i seriously don't know where the time went...
I think I will sleep now since last night I didn't sleep too well..and I have tutor on Sunday morning..Hmm...
Started LINE play hehe it's cute but i think i got scammed when i was buying gems... I thought I had like $25 on my apple acc. Nek minnit after I buy it.... I only have $4.10 left???? What :(
Be happy and goodnight ♡












All i really need

• Anorexia
• Shame
• Panic Disorder
• Perfectionism
• Bipolar
• Body Dimorphism

Hello

• Double maths
• Talked to Emily a lot hehe 
• She surprised me with RP omfg i luv her and not just bc RP but the way she hinted and eventually surprised me :')
• Recess 
• Economics??
• English??? (More talking with Emily haha) and also walking around the balcony of English block :))))))))
• Lunch
• Ancient Hist. >>> Confusing but interesting
• Visited my old friends in Physics >>> fell asleep but re-read 3/4 of away in one sitting hmm
• Went home
• Died haha ~~ 
• I'm really in a bad mood, i apologise guys. But I can't complain too much also, worse cases out there, I'm sorry to those people for me being selfish, i don't want to be a hypocrite. I'm so sorry.
  
  Be happy and goodnight ♡

[Thursday]
Helllo
I had a really enjoyable DAY not night, night was shitty mc shitty haha..ha... *laughter dies bc it's not funny ha...*
Rly happy portion of the day was the day omg yah english skillzzzkillzzz

Cold in classrooms - IT WAS FREEZING HOLY HELL :'(
Talked to chow, em and jeffu sama <3
Normal subjects
Hung with annie and michelle in lib during my free period - michelle drew all over my english theses thingo but idc i love it when people draw on my books and stuff haha
P7 was funny
Modem falling down on Corinne hahahaha and Ms Plipolis' reaction upon walking in and seeing it hahahahaha omg
Forgot my folder at home lol onya' lucy
Terrible night HAHAHAHAHAA okay I'm sorry I just really am ceebs
I will give u better next time lol bye
Be happy and goodnight ♡











And it's dreadful and numbing all at the same time