Helllo
Omgad I didn't blog yesterday
It was such a pointless day tbh
All I did was watch Majid play Final Fantasy XIII through skype for like 6 hours straight lmao
And that's legit all he did since the moment he opened his eyes
Played all the way til' 4AM lel
I USE "LEL" NOW omg and I used to dog on others who used it and idk who my influence is. I usually get things from people well I used to anyway but yeah lel is my thing now haha very shame tbh.
Uhhh yeah pretty chill day I guess.
364.....New Year's Eve Eve.... :O
OK Be happy and goodnight ♡











and mature...

Hello
Look at the day count!! It's like 2 days short of 365 which is crazy right? Every year the wait for Christmas feels somewhat sluggish but the interval between Christmas and new years is like no time at all. Well obviously it would feel that way since there is an obvious distinction with time difference but it's just....so fast???? LIKE.... IN TWO DAYS IT WILL BE 2015 AND WhAT?? 2014 WAS LIKE 5 MIN IN TOTAL LIKE LEGIT....
Ok my sentences just went from semi formal to berserk lmao

Anyway today was a cute day spent w/ "alfred". I call most days I go out to be cute. Cos anything other than staying home with grandma + dad is cute.
Went to alfred's haos as usual..... Caught up and then he died in mah arms. So I wiggled out and then let him sleep for 2hrs+

Then went out for Nandos which was so good bc 1. Hungry 2. Nandos is always good
Saw Corinne crossing the road hhahahaha that was funny. Alfred told me to chase her but I was in the middle of eating a chip so I was like nah lolol besides Corinne looked out of it/on a mission. How does that work? idk haha

Then went back to Alfred's and chillllledddd + watched Alfred play Halo 4.
Went home and bought ice cold water bc dying and accidentally used both my 2014 $1 and $2 coins.... (crying n dying) but couldn't take it back and look like a weirdo :(
I WILL BE A WEIRDO NXT TIME GIVE ME BACK MY SHINY COINS LOL

Anyway yeah, did some werk, now watching YT.
Be happy and goodnight ♡












in you




Hello
Haven't gone grocery shopping in the longest time and so due to the fact that my tutor is on holiday, there are no more classes until a set date (forgot the date)
Had sushi train for lunch which was immensely satisfying~
Then came home and chilled...read and snacked
Uh pretty chill Sunday
Really wanted to get out of the house because I was really bored
Jokes just wanted to be at Senpai's bc his xbox finally works
Anyway going to sleep now
Be happy and goodnight ♡











I appreciate it......

Hello
Sorry didn't blog last night bc I came home from a party and I was too tired.
Basically my whole day was me just pacing around and feeling impatient. Whenever I have somewhere to go at night and I have to look nice for it, I am like incapable of doing anything beforehand. So you can say I basically waited until like 3PM-ish and then started to get ready and I was blessed to have a good hair day so didn't have to worry about that. And yeah idk just did the normal stuff with the eyelashes and foundation ... blah blah

Dad sent me to Majid's house and then I waited for all the guys to get ready. Alim got so confused with the lint roller lolol and the hair fixing technique he used lolol oh god.
I ended up matching with majid, both wore red tops, black pants and white shoes...lel

Everyone....was...so.......hungry (cries) esp. on the bus ride there. And someone was descriptively talking about KFC LOL FUCK YOU MAN.
I didn't even crave KFC and he made me want it.

Arrived and it was so awkward at first.........just sat and ate haha.
After shots it was another story all together hahahha and lmao finally admit to myself that I'm a fucking lightweight.
Had a funny conversation with jeff and then we played slime yuck yuck ....and my fucking ring flew off my finger then so many people helped me search, it was really cute hehe. I gave up on the search after a while and then Jenny.P/Dat found it under the couch so I was v thankful.

Basically pretty woozy and out of it for the majority of the time but yeah it was really nice. The last thing I remembered doing was playing pyramids and I took so long to complete the whole pyramid god damn it haha, probably even longer than Jimmy did.

Mum picked me up and I had a shower when I got home.
Died in bed and then got woken by a text at 4:20AM-ish then died again.
Cute day?
Idk
Be happy and goodnight ♡












But my hands were still tied







[I didn't take any pics] soz lolol 
Not even of my makeup wow so unlike me
Oh well~

Helllo
Uh happy boxing day?
I always vowed myself to never go boxing day sales because I cannot take crowds...ever. I remember being in China and in Zara ... it was so empty and peaceful. I found so many bargains and cute clothes. And in Australia's Zara??? Everyday it's like a zoo in there, I hate it. I need space and air to breath..
Yeah anyway there was a blowout this morning with my family, everyone screaming.... I can't even man. Had a really nice breakfast though!! Haha focus on that positive.
Umm the rest of the day was TOM pains :(
My dad was really sweet though, he full made a makeshift "hot water bottle" for me and it kept me alive for the time required.
I ended up napping for like 3 hours until around 6:30PM
Spent the night with my parents just chilling in their bed..it was nice haha I miss doing that.
Apparently going to a party tmr haha woo no longer an inmate of this house jail I put myself in.
Be happy and goodnight ♡












It's F5-ing (lel)

Helllllllo
MERRY CHRISTMAS YA FILTHYYYY ANIMALS
Hm didn't watch home alone this year but still love saying that
Had a really segmented sleep as usual??
Pretty chill day with parents + grandma.
My mum had a day off which is rare and nice. Felt like a Sunday.
I tried to make rasp. swirl meringues and of course they turned out terrible....... I'm so bad at baking or is my oven just fucked? idk
Ummm yeah idk today was just really relaxing laughed more than usual...
OKAY i really want to get into bed and read so I will stop with this post now.
Hope everyone had a great day today.
Be happy and goodnight ♡












happy/sad


Helllllo
Worst dreams kept me in bed for like 2+ hrs tossing and turning. It was the worst....
Any way, basically occupied myself in the morning watching the rest of Love Actually and it was pretty sweet I guess but so many parts that made me feel quite uncomfortable watching it.
Hmmm didn't eat anything because I still hadn't exercised and knowing myself I cannot eat then exercise. So I only decided to go after I finished the movie which was around midday. Came up after exercising to shower. After showering, someone called me on Skype then ended up playing league..

AFTER league they finally released my hungry soul and I finally ate around 3PM. And watched more halo, this time we watched Halo: Nightfall (intense!!)
Yah okay that was basically my day. It's Christmas Eve and I don't feel festive at all and it doesn't even feel like the year is ending? I don't know.
I just want to buy a 2015 weekly planner/diary already - guna splurge on kikki.k this year heh
Alright I don't know what else to add.
Be happy and goodnight ♡











But you

Hello
Didn't blog sorry
I just went to bed? And it was meant to be temporary but I accidentally fell asleep. I didn't expect to fall asleep because I had slept all day.
I literally woke up and then went back to sleep. I woke up again at midday and then went back to sleep. Then I woke up in the afternoon at 4. So I wasn't expecting to sleep at all.
I woke up to The Weeknd's new release and that made me quite happy.
I ate sweet potato wedges that I bought from the frozen section the night before and o m g they tasted exactly like the ones from McDonald's. . . I was so amazed and in a foodgasm.
Yeah and then the rest of the night I watched half of Love Actually then played 3 games of league with Majid.
Yeah anyway that was my day.
Be happy and goodnight ♡













Heavy eyes

I'm such a die-hard Abel fan
His music gives me fucking life





Helllo




Hello
Very mundane day to be honest, just went tutor and learnt a butt load. Typing this at 11:20PM and I feel like tutor was a millennium ago?
Anyway// everyone was pissing me off (my family) and esp. at maccas. I honestly really dislike people who talk about something as if they know everything about it but in truth they get every detail wrong.... and it's torture to listen to. That's basically how my grandma and my dad talk. I want to place them next to each other and just give a mega slap that hits them both.
Had 10 pack chiggen nuggets and sweet potato wedges (have them way too often)
Ummm basically spent the majority of my day watching old modern family episodes and just chilling.
But tmr I am pretty determined to get back on track with work?
It's this yum cha thing with Ms Tang tmr, I'm way too ceebs to go ... even though I wouldn't mind some yum cha and her missing presence is kinda sad.
Hmmmmm ok nutin else to mention. . .
Be happy and goodnight ♡












You have trouble seeing
and so do I

Hello
Wellll I bloody mistakened today to be the day that we were watching the Naruto movie... er turns out it's next month? Wat.

So instead just hung out with Senpai, the usual.
Helped clean up and then we went to Campsie to eat lunch. Thought we both had the biggest appetites but turns out we didn't. Took most of the food as takeaway.

Then went and bought meetfresh uh what lol doesn't make sense but did it anyway
On our way back to the station, we bumped into thucai which was pretty cute, laughed for quite a while after that and at the station bumped into a fellow sun and some random lol awks.
Watched anome when I went back to senpai's haos... and then went home.
Got blisters on my foot. Sad life....

Today was nice I guess, finally got out of the house
I can really tell that these holidays willl be so boring lol and sad.
Be happy and goodnight ♡











it doesn't exist, does it?



Hello
I felt horrible today so I don't know what to blog about
I finished a lot of things today so it seemed so it wasn't a complete waste

• folded the piles of clothes that were on my dresser and put them in the draws
• tidied around and on my desk bc it was like a tornado had hit 
• made use of my shelves properly by putting more things on it and cleaning it too
• made a work plan for my holidays
• exercised
• finished my maths tutor homework
• and completed The Pet Girl at Sakurasou . . . - disappointed with the ending tbh
• wanted at least one kiss with sorata and mashiro zzz 

Hello
Hm I woke up pretty damned early today due to the fact that I fell asleep at around 9PM....dunno why I was so tired, didn't really do anything.
Spent my whole day tidying, watching YouTube and anime. Started to watch The Pet Girl at Sakurasou and so far so good. These types are my favourite types of animes to watch, really ceebs with investing myself in ones with a lot of action and feels. I just like ones that are comedic and are easy to watch.
Epilated my legs, now they're so smooth . . .
Made pasta today for dinner and it was really delicious or maybe I just haven't cooked it for a while. . . or I was hungry orrr maybe i just cook good hohohohoho okay jokes.
Anyway today overall sounded pretty average but tbh it's been terrible. Just tryna mask the feels if you know what I mean :( Okay we're just going to move on.
Be happy and goodnight ♡












Chop her into pieces (heh)







Hello
Hm dot points k

• last day of school
• chilled day
• played cards in maths (well others did - I wrote christmas cards)
• economics played heads up then had a 'party' lol
• thank u roqkel and lucinda for all the lollies ^^
• english was pretty good, sir is so good at hyping up texts we study
• double bio was very dry and of course i fell asleep as per usual
• met with senpai after school bc i wanted to idk
• watched halo videos and it was nice - made me sleepy so I took a nap
• gr9 afternoon 
• fell asleep really early idk why i was so tired

Hellllo
Today was completely and utterly a waste of time. I basically came to school to attend ONE period and we ended up being a period where we got sheets and were free to go. Wow.
W.O.W.
Had a gr9 afternoon ^__^
Read a few chapters of 1Q84?
Yeah........lol......
Last day of school tmrw!!!!! Cheering.
Kkkkk be happy and goodnight ♡












Lusty, The Reborn



Hello
Today was quite the rollercoaster
It started off terrible, my morning was the worst possible way to start the day but then picked up when recess came along and I felt relief. Then it was okay during maths and I really liked my free period with the normal peeps and talked about laptops. Planned to book tickets for naruto movie!!
Umm lunch was pretty funny, had a conversation about timothy delaghetto.
Hmm Biology was amusing in the sense that nothing made sense... lol felt so incredulous
Afternoon at first was really good (gr9 vibes)
then turned to crap (bad news)
Then got better again (got over it)
Then turned to crap (got told off)
Came home and was happy (forgots the worries)
AND THEN it turned to crap again (got told off for something again)
Um k den
Played mabinogi and then watched YouTube...
Okay normal night idk my eyes are burning and i'm typing this in the dark so it's not a gr9 feeling
HMMMMM
ALSO
pls let those people who are in the lindt cafe be okay...
i've watched so many crime shows where they depict scenes like that and it's scary watching it, imagine being in that situation irl, that's so fucked.
Also mad at fb for not responding to the reporting I did... It was legit, I wasn't even playing around and reporting for no reason. The pictures on that page are so fucking racist...
Anyway gotta rest eyes
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Manipulate awa-y






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Bullshit

Helllo


Hello
Today was Ultra Relaxation Day
I finally got to watch the VS fashion show 2014 and eat cheese popcorn. It felt so fast. . . I remember I used to watch it thinking how lengthy it was but yeah not really.
And for some odd reason, I cried during the majority of the walks?? I don't know what exactly came over me? It was just super emotional for me to watch. It was like a happy cry for the models and also a sad cry because of the songs??? Man I don't even know.

So since I was in a sentimental mood, I watched the "Young Forever/Halo" #OnTheRunHBO video. . Made me cry so hard. Gives me hope for people truly in love SORRY That is so soppy but yeah it's fast become one of my favourite videos on YouTube (thanks to Anna for showing me)





Hello
Slept from like 2AM-6AM so that wasn't too good. I wasn't even meant to sleep so early.... I had to then do my creative in the morning.... so it was pretty rushed.
Idk no regrets though spending it on having fun rather than slaving away on the creative.
I think most people were at school just copying down their stories into the booklet.
Man, how stupid is it?? -_- Would save us so much trouble if we could just type it though I guess we don't get to use that excuse of how our printers stuffed up. . . Sneaky.
Won a crossword competition with Corinne and Thuc, tbh they did the majority of the work so I feel pretty bad for taking credit lol . . . sorry guys
Hmmmm yeah anyway had foodz and watched one ep of fma w/ senpai
Short day..?

Came home and watched Modern Family and the new PLL episode!!!
Tmr I plan to eat cheese popcorn and watch the VS fashion show 2014, finally~
I'm tired and I want to brush my teeth.
Be happy and goodnight ♡












Can be artificial too. . .
Zzz

Hellllo


Helllo
Didn't sleep very much so I felt terrible in the morning. I tried to "study" in the morning but napped several times and just generally conked out whenever I tried to concentrate. My mum saved my life though, she gave me this head massage that made me feel like I had slept for an extra 2 hrs or something.
3U Maths exam was tragic for me. It's always tragic.
Economics managed to take my mind off it, was grouped with Stanley and Crystal - they're such a cute and funny duo to sit with. We were off in a maths daze at first, couldn't even begin to think about economics.
English was a bludge, talked to emily, greg and nicky. Then we played heads up and it was so fun hhahaha omg esp. when you do it with a group of people you don't normally always associate with.
Hmmm Biology practical wasn't too bad to be honest, managed to answer every question!
Afternoon was jam packed with activities. Yep. Lol. (Marshmallow!!)
Yah okay economics has almost killed me.
Be happy and goodnight ♡












Of a complicated time

Hello
Tuesdays, I despise Tuesdays.
I hate the need to come early when I don't actually have class.
I'm annoyed at the fact that I talk to people rather than complete work and to make matters worse, I have tests the next day. Yeah.. more than one.
Also, the fact that usually the one person I do talk to is the one person that pulls my whole mood to the floor.
I don't have a person to walk to the station with or ride the train home with.
I have more time than usual at home so I waste it and nap and do everything I'm not supposed to.
And it's 9:35PM and I've hardly accomplished anything.
Guys omg pls don't become me
Be happy and goodnight ♡












what you cling to
- Buddha

“My heart swings back and forth between the need for routine and the urge to run.”

Hello
All that was on my mind today for the first half the day was just thinking and stressing about the 2U maths exam. I really am starting to dislike Ancient Hist. like a lot. It's so repetitive and like I don't really give a crap about it? Ha...

Um after that it was English and hah ha hahhaa ha
I am so pissed about English. Like honestly? I really like the row that I sit in because we know the right times to talk and we are respectful enough to realise that some times talking just needs to be ceased. But the rest of the class? Um what the actual hell are they doing? Shut. Up. SHUT UP. JUST SHUT UP FOR 5 MIN STRAIGHT AT THE VERY LEAST. "Oh my gosh we're so good at english, we're so involved with Mr Lyons" I want to throw a pair of steel capped boots at each of their faces. Like not even kidding, I want to maim them bc they annoy me that much. And it's not like they murmur, they fucking SHOUT and compete with each other with who can be the fucking loudest. Mr Lyons sometimes doesn't try enough I get that, but today he gave us an actual fucking activity to do and yet they don't even do the sheet. THEY SIT THERE AND FUCKING TALK UM WHAT and then they go on facebook or in irl and complain til the sky falls down that Mr Lyons never does shit for us and how shit he is. Well when he actually does you guys don't seem to be doing anything either so..... what the actual fuck???????? YOU GUYS ARE SHIT, NOT HIM. I WAS SO FUCKING MAD AND I STILL AM GAFRRRSAHJSAJHAHASAHKDKJJKLADB>JACDB :KDCDKBna;skfcsbakjfcsaJKBSKJABSAJKSSJKJKSJK FUKCING FUCK

OK
Really needed to get that out of my system.
So after recess, it was maths. It was alright. Realised right after that I completely fucked up one question .... as usual. And yeah idek, it was alright overall so yah.
Hmmm free period was boring, ended up talking about anime again.
Lunch was bleh.
Biology was ... ????? just revised on pracs.
Afternoon was cute lol idk.
Hmmmm going to try start my economics
Be happy and goodnight ♡










U need a fkn dose

Hello
Hm yet again I fail to blog on the actual day. It's probably because I just get so tired from studying or nothing... lol
Tutor in the morning with Tyson, all goods. I feel like the girl that's in my tutor has the IQ of a potato, I'm sorry that's so mean but wth.... I can't even be nice about it... I mean I thought I was a potato at learning maths but nope... And what made me have spit-out-soda moment was when she told me she does 4U.... Nigga say what

Anyway, mum bought me maccas (which means sweet potato wedges) - ok I swear once they stop selling them I will be so sad :(
Watched vlogmas whilst eating then got to work...
Basically did maths all day and took breaks.
Hmmmmm felt pretty dead by the end of it.
Anyway ended up just showering and dying in bed but didn't sleep until quite some time.
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Round your throat




Helllo
Had the best manoush of my life in the morning, it was so good. It was the right temperature and the bread was so fluffy, I just died of foodgasm basically.
Spent the day just watching YouTube, Modern Family, did maths work.
Woke up with a swollen eye, so that wasn't fun.
I literally didn't get up from where I sat all day, felt like a slob.
It was quite a dead day and I didn't complete as much as I had hoped to.
And like every other day in the week, it rained and thundered super hard. Yup.
And I don't know what else to say.
Be happy and goodnight ♡










of the aggregate

Hello
So today was Friday and it was the normal double period of maths
Ummm wow I hardly remember what happened on Friday...
Oh yeah everyone was freaking out about their business exam and yeah I felt pretty bad for them bcos it seems like business is always such a tough subject bc it's like they're confused most of the time but pretty sure that's the teacher's fault, not theirs/?

Umm for English we had to write responses to his question in 8 min and I managed about a page but yeah pretty intense writing so much with pressure.
Ancient Hist. was a bore, I don't understand why now it's getting more and more boring - it used to be my favourite class what the hell

But anyway, I didn't get to stay and chill in Physics like I would normally do on a Friday but instead I needed to go straight away to go to tutor in the city bc yeah ...
Once again I got there at 3:00PM on the dot (the time I was meant to be there) and like... waited freaking 20+ minutes for my tutor to arrive, wth?? Why did I rush myself, heck, I could've bought food along the way but nope I was stuck waiting...zzz

Ended up needed to even wait AFTER tutor for my mum to come pick me up.
By that time it was raining so hard..
I was so hungry as welll... So from 5:30PM, it took like 1 hour and something to get home. On the way my mum got me Sweet Potato Wedges from maccas - so goooood
Then she went to fill up petrol so it was like 7 something after I had my shower and everything... :(

Yah so that was my Friday
Be happy and goodnight ♡










In my dress

Omagah haven't blogged friday & saturday lol pls forgive 

“Stop acting
so fucking wounded.
The only person
that can pick you up,
push back your shoulders,
wipe the tears,
mend the broken bones
and get you out of your slump
is you.
Now go and live,
there is so much to be
happy about.”

I really freaking despise this weather :(

Hellllo
Man, some days I'm honestly so ceebs to recount my day in any way because it's just such a tedious task to really think back and then filter it - adding in what you think is relevant and not including stuff you don't believe is appropriate or is irrelevant.
But some days I love doing it but then again it's probably because it's hot and I feel uncomfortable. My stupid laptop says that it has IceCool palm rests um???? I don't think so? Because right now it feels blazin' hot and that discourages me from typing...

Anyway yeah, really not loving the weather we have right now. I have to bring a jumper bc I know in the classrooms I will freeze to death from the air con but then in the afternoon I just want to fling my jumper to Africa bc it's just soooo not needed anymore.

I love the maths classes on thursdays for the conversations with emily, chow and jeff. They're always hilarious hahahha and today with Jeff and his antlers lmaooo
English was pretty good as well, Mr Lyons really drilled into our head what we should be doing for our assessments.
Biology (marijuana look-alike plant experiment LOL)
But was pissed/irritated throughout Biology and Ancient Hist.
Ummm yeah idk
Better when it was economics. Michael was so funny i think i almost died. Talking about how hungry he was and it got to a point where he only sees "burgers and shit" so basically we look like walking burgers to him HHAHAHHA so hungry he got reduced to that.
Walking home was death...
Yah idk
Guna do work then sleeps

Be happy and goodnight ♡










Panic in your conscience

Hello


Hello
I felt like today was yet another really long day. I mean by the time I had finally gotten home, it was 7:30PM and after my shower it was 7:50PM...
I swear to god my day was filled with so many "free periods"
I went to school at about 9:10AM-ish and had to wait all the way until after lunch for my period 4 class of Ancient Hist.

I had tutor at 4:00PM so I went to the city. Sat in Hungry Jacks for like 1hr. Walked around for like 30 minutes whilst also going to officeworks. Then waited in my tutor from 3:40-4:30PM bc my class started 30 minutes late so I took a nap on the couch lmao.
My whole day was basically spending hours just waiting for 2 classes.

I had a hashbrown cheeseburger on the way to tutor, like eating whilst walking, it was so delicious!!!! Also had a bubblegum frozen drink from Hungry Jacks - so good!!!! ^__^
Anyway..... so tired from this long day of waiting

Oh wait let me mention this, I gave corinne her bday present today and I'm so happy with her feedback on it hehehhe, makes me happy knowing I got a gift that someone really likes/loves hehe ^_^
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Daydreamin' 'bout murder


Hello
Yeaaahhhhh Mondays... *tumbleweed*
Today would've been a tad better if it wasn't so freaking hot, didn't like that at all.
Would've been better if I saw my bestfriends more bc I see one for 10min and the other doesn't come to school. :(
Free period was so cringe listening to people talk about naruto. Like I'm all for naruto, it's gr9 but pls....stap.
Wish i had brought 1Q84 to school so I could've read it during my free instead of doing boring ancient sheets that I didn't even complete.
Biology wasn't too bad today bc this time we actually had answers for her.
Stopped by at baka's haos and yeah v. angry but idc at the same time idk
Finished my tutor hw today and did some wrapping
I think I'm going to chill or do ancient work idk then sleeeep

LinePLAY is pissing me the fuck off man, I JUST WANT THE SHIBA INU from furry pets gatcha but i've gotten 2 tortoises, 5 ferrets, 2 bunnies, 1 pig and the cat stand thing which i love but seriously?????? Look at the numbers people. 1 animal is 1000 gems meaning i've spent 11,000 on this gatcha and still haven't gotten a shiba.... I'M SO PISSED LOL

Be happy and goodnight ♡










Everything you are not ^^