I've made this one post with like one sentence briefing of that particular day and once all the exams r done, I'll post based on those briefings. I'll call the series of posts, the exam edition. . ..   .. . . ok kidding that's really lame but i'm going to do it anyway what

Studying is doing my head in, I mean on Monday it's guna be Economics + 3U Maths. . .
HA Ha HahAh hA hahaha RIP lucy
Kkkkk back to the grind bye

As soon as exams come along, I fail at daily blogging
Sorry readers and myself bc I broke promise

Sorry for not posting :(



Hello
Initially today felt like Saturday to me but right now for some reason I feel like it's Sunday
I must be going crazy
Went math tutoring at burwood this morning
Kept yawning during class and Richard (my tutor) was like "What time did you sleep lucy?"
Idek tho what time I slept but all I know is, if I dream profusely I basically haven't slept. I mean if it feels like your eyes have been open the whole night?. . . . how could you pass that off as actual sleep?
If I've knocked out and if you ask me what my dreams were about and all I said was "the colour black" then yeah I had a good sleep
Ok sorry for that tangent

Today's trains went back to normal, thank jesus
Walked home and whilst walking home I was thinking of what to make as lunch when I got home.
I made/had:

• peri peri mayo grilled cheese
• sweet potato wedges
• vegetarian thai chilli and lime cakes (vegetarian version of crab cakes)
• a side of cucumbers
• spicy bbq sauce for dipping

"No point in living if things aren't interesting. The ones who get the last laugh are us, the Clowns."

Hello
I feel like I just am really bad with judging what I really need for a whole day at school - I always without fail manage to over pack .. . . .  And I wonder why I always have a sore back/neck :(
Hmmmm double bio was kinda informative but most of the time I just did work on my own.. . .
Though overall I feel pretty doomed for most of my subjects . . . . .
I keep dotting, I should stop that soz

Today's weather in the afternoon went from 0 to 100 and holy hell the raindrops were so huge
Came home and snacked on Sweet potato - realised that I'm kinda over sweet potato >_>
Drank hella oolong tea - honestly addicted to it :(
ZZZZzzzZZZzZZzz don't even want to continue this blog post
Ok be happy and goodnight ♡












So you kill with fire

Helllo
Feel like I actually utilised my time well in the study periods; worked on english whilst everyone else slept on the bean bags hahhaha it was cute though
Also Caitlin helped me with some maths hehe she's so nice to me ^_^
During recess we all had a talk about a certain matter lolololol i don't rly wanna mention it here doe
Ummm Maths was aight
Biology wasn't too bad either - not too stressful
Lunch was blehhhh couldn't find anyone and then realised everyone was at the cricket game for pink stumps day or something? >_> probs the wrong title but idk
English was quite informative and I'm progressively getting shakier as the essay task approaches
Maths was quite invigorating bc I really didn't even want to go to Ancient LOL
Plus Emily, Chow and I had a pretty good talk lolol we laughed a lot
Ate at Campsie (Maccas) - first time getting more than 6 nuggets probs bc Daud was working
Met Sandraaaa so majid could give back the school uniform he borrowed from her
Saw Samantha Vo, haven't seen her in eonssss
+ bumped into Adley Phu at the library lololol + Kevin Huang
Studied for a bit then went home
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Stay there forever

Hello
School photo day!!! aND I hated it
As soon as it started I just wanted to go home
I overpacked my bag so I was lugging around a lot + I for some reason thought it was a good idea to bring my cardigan to school???? It was so hot today, am I nuts?
Also I just felt under pressure, I don't know why
My costume was crap . . . and I just couldn't
But everyone else looked really good!! And happy so I guess that's good
Zzzz I'm such a debbie downer, I apologise.
I'm working on English rn and I'm about to kill myself so yeah that's it for today
Be happy and goodnight ♡











I can't see clearly

Hello
So I woke up at 3:40AM as mentioned in my previous post and then I woke up again at like 6:55AM or something and tried to get ready for period 0
Ate breakfast in the car which actually tasted pretty good
Maths
Double eco
Maths
And out of school I shot
^__________^
Watched Tangled again at senpai's and ate Couch Potato ice-cream bc fat life (highly recommend that Ben and Jerry's Flavour tho)
Then sent him to his hairdresser since school photos r tmr
On our way there we got chicken and chips + orgasmic garlic sauce (omg... .. . .  it was so bomb)

ALSO for muck up photo I am going to be the lamest thing ever lmao
Wait n see

KKkkkKkKkk gotta get my beauty sleep in (school pics tmr)
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Reveal you

Hello
I must say today overall was just a bad day and I don't really want to record what happened. I do this because when I read back on my blog posts I usually always forget what the bad incident was.. . .. . WHICH IS GOOD and it works very well in negating the negativity.

Anyway I'll just add that at night I watched an episode of Criminal Minds with my mum (was creepy)
and then waited for majid to come back from work but then I accidentally fell asleep ("closed my eyes for 5 min") Zzzz hated myself for it because yeah wasn't my intention!!!!!
Woke up at 3:40AM ??????? tf
BUT yeah

Be happy and goodnight ♡










Consistently exist

Hello
Had this thing where my dad and I were being extremely stubborn and we wouldn't walk pass eachother so like let me draw a diagram

• grocery shopped with the fam
• went to roselands to grub on some food (KFC)
• bought essentials for me
• bought clothes for my dad and facewash for mum and I 
• went home 
• chilled
• made pancakes
• studied
• idek why i forgot to blog on the day but yeah

Er sorry I haven't posted in like 2 days bc things kept happening lol lame excuse, will catch up tonight. . . I hope

Hello
Uh went tutor, normal Saturday
Bought the $3 for 6 nuggets and small fries at Hungry Jacks; it was hellllla good 10/10
Trains at Burwood today were fucked again - platform 3 was once again a ghost platform that continually lied to everyone who used tripview
Got to Lakemba eventually, spent some time at senpai's (watched him play Halo 4) and then he walked me home but then we ate lunch at mine bc we hungers
Made this veggie croquette (topped with spicy sauce) w/ egg + cheese on rice . . . so gooddd
Um yeah
Wrote some more notes

Just watched PLL before and I s2g it just heightened my hate for lawyers, they can honestly twist the truth so hard that you almost wish you didn't even say the truth when testifying. They can make you feel bad for something you'd never committed and it's like tf . . . can you fucking not????? They know completely that they're fighting for a side that isn't actually correct but they will do so willingly JUST for the money. How can they be so morally unjust? I just can't. And I really don't like people who strive to become lawyers bc at the start you believe you are becoming a lawyer to stand for the people who are "right" but in the end I believe that all lawyers will just do it for the money, they'll accept cases they would have never accepted at the start of their career. But that's just my view . . .
ANYWAY
My hair is almost dry so I'm guna sleep soon
Be happy and goodnight ♡











To things that belong in nightmares

Hello
Hmm i thought today would've been a good day but it turned out to be quite crappy
I thought hmm maybe the cold weather will make things feel gr9 but it really didn't. . .
Basically the whole day I had the deception of "cool head" ONLY BC OF THE WEATHER, on the inside I felt so fiery.
All the classes as of recently have only made me dread what's to come more and more.
I wish that before year 12 started, we all had like a 3 month break to ready ourselves?????///
How can they do this to us omg : (

I'm writing economics notes right now and I really don't want to be distracted any further so I'm going to go now bc honestly? My day wasn't that great tbh and I don't want to really say any more about it

[oh wait i watched Tokyo Ghoul root A and hory shit cried so much T___T ahhhh Yoshimura but holy shit Eto . . . she's so scary . . .. . . . . ]

Be happy and goodnight ♡












...Can penetrate mountains and earth..."
"Tweet of the day" (lol jks)
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amazing LOL

Hello
I just remembered this but yesterday for some reason my tumblr went full retard and removed all the html coding I had in my info box so like all the info lost it's hyperlink abilities and hover stuff was gone AND MY VISITOR COUNTER WAS GONE : ( Dude, it was on like 700,000+ god damn

Hmmmmm I liked today but not really, idk how to explain it
For the most part of today I felt really uncomfortable. I didn't like how my school uniform felt on me, the amount of things I needed to carry and like even the seats in the classrooms were so uncomfy. . .
OH!!! Today we got to play with the library kitten for the very last time and it was so cute galloping around. . . ahhhhh so cute >_<
Went AH instead of maths today and I felt like maybe maths would've been more productive
HMMMM OK everything was boring until the afternoon tbh
Senpai and I ordered pizza and watched Full metal alchemist: brotherhood !!!! Best way to unwind hehe
Um yeah idk what i'm doing right now but I feel really unmotivated : (
I want my motivation back
I WANT IT BACK
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Your warm brown eyes




Helllo
I've realised lately I cannot talk properly anymore, like legit I sound like an import or something
Somebody halp why is this happening to me : (
I probably need to read out loud again to practice how to speak without stuttering or smashing all the words together . . . I think it's probably bc I get too excited to a point where my mind and my mouth are not in sync >__>

For once in my free period in the morning, it was 90% dedicated to actually doing work and I very proud of myself for that bc usually I give in and just spend the whole period(s) talking to people.
Ancient Hist. wasn't great because I didn't know anything about the building program which made me feel really useless. That class overall just made me feel crappy.
After Ancient Hist. Mr Jackson helped another student and I with our understanding of the battle of Salamis since we were not there for that.
Ummmm free period was alright, just ate an early lunch
During english today, I could not for the life of me raise my head from the table; i was soooo sleepy
Economics is just confusing me more and more as the days go by and I used to CLUELESS but now that I'm more aware of these concepts, it's actually really hurting my brain . . . : (
Waited a bit afterschool to talk to Majid then walked to station obamaself
Waited with Hoang for his packages in case one of them was my cat head band
Walk home was tiresome
Binge ate and I hate myself for that
Hmmmmm nothing else to say
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Feather light in theory . . .

Hellllllllo
TUESDAY MY FAVOURITE DAY. . .is now really pretty much over
:(
Maths and economics were the only subjects, both doubles . . . la la whatever don't really care that much about it at all
After though Senpai came over and his computer died so he just watched some YouTube on my laptop. Just chilled lol nothing really and ate. . . ^_^ (which some hella good noodles made by yours truly)
Oh yeah LOL today I fell off my chair and legit so painful + embarrassing. . . . . :U
/////// WHY
+ i think i dislocated my elbow a bit (or i'm just being a hypochondriac)

Senpai was hakking today and I'm only adding this bc he told me to say how amazing it was
Like ya know just some godly hakk
Then he imitated the goth rave shuffle thing (and to Thomas the Tank Engine) OM G HAHAHAHA DEAD
+ attempted vlogging but ye defs not posting it cos it's just nonsense LOL
But yeah probs going to shower and sleep ^__^
Be happy and goodnight ♡












So stay away

Helllo
Happy 69th day of the year lmao
Pretty basic Monday tbh
It felt like it breezed past quite fast
I feel like I have hardly anything to say anymore
Today they were all volunteering to sell chocolates and like I was previously motivated and now I'm just like nah
Went to senpai's after school and chilled for a bit then walked home in the blistering hot sun :(
Hmmmmm i think probs the highlight of my day was setting up modern family episodes for my mum to watch haha
Skype is being a bitch today as well zz why :(
Anyways sorry really boring post
Be happy and goodnight ♡











On an already filled canvas

Hello
I would have to say today wasn't an entirely bad day as everything run methodically
It was just a stay at home Sunday with grocery shopping in the morning
I basically just did notes and watched YT the whole day, nothing really special
I uploaded a little video today



Hello
Tutoring wasn't so bad today but
I can honestly say I hate City Rail with such a passion
Like wtf is with the never ending amounts of track-work?
It made my journey home amount to like 2 hours of travel time holy shit
Plus TripView is such a shitcunt, it freaking lied to me numerous times about non-existent trains -_-

Majid walked me home and brightened the bleak morning I had
Just talked and lol idk what else to say

Watched Modern Family and PLL but I forgot to watch Tokyo Ghoul lollllll maybe bc a part of me is kinda trying to avoid it

I literally only slept for like 2 hours the night before so I don't know how I am still alive right now
Going to take the 3rd shower of my day (um what)
Be happy and goodnight ♡











That ripple,
that sleep will not prevail

Hello
Today was so freaking pointless for so many people
No teachers were here, basically had my first real class at 5th period which was Ancient History
And then had maths
We also finally have a exam timetable up that's still apparently a "draft"
Also did some stupid survey lol during our usual english period
Zzzzzz I am so ceebs today like it's on a whole other level
To make it worse I had a coffee in the afternoon and it made me fall asleep
Now I feel really shit
Also today I tried, I honestly tried to do proper notes and then my laptop went crazy. Stupid Microsoft word didn't even auto save it fml
AND I HAVE TUTOR TMR FUCKKKK MAN
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Caged like you wouldn't know






Hello
Let's just say today was an intense day or just overall a bad day
I had two free periods in the morning and spent it doing biology notes and did it until the end of recess
Maths was a bit better, mainly because I'm okay with Growth and Decay and everything else we've been learning lately? . . . no freaking idea
Oh no I'm being boring and talking about sequential school activities/happenings
I'm sorry but I will continue lmao

Didn't have Padilla today and everyone was really happy and I guess I was too bc wasn't really in the mood to deal with her shit but also kinda annoyed bc I spent so much time in the morning preparing for the class we had
I spent most of the class just moping because I was really annoyed so instead of reading Machiavelli I spent the majority of my time writing a note on my phone
English was the same old, more revelations + more stuff to copy/take notes of \
Maths was alright but Mr Wilson got pissed. . . and when someone who rarely gets angry is pissed. . . it's like oh shit lol

Had some stupid fire drill like pls : (  [probs was the cause of all the shitty events honestly]
Torrey had this incident with a "year 8" kid lol, he grabbed him by the throat and dropped him lollll served the kid right for constantly looking for trouble . . . honestly they are the most annoying and stupid kids of our school
Then another incident occurred and I feel like people are assuming like different things but yeah best to just not think anything. I apologise for the blockage but then again I don't because why can't people lose their shit sometimes . . . Plus thank you to those guys who stayed back with their whole group to give back one page, v sweet
Zzzz emotional afternoon, even when I think about it now I feel really sad
Afternoon ended up getting better though (^_^)
Hmmmmmmmmm boring post, soz guys
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Rein them in

Hello
Zzz I don't even know what to write about anymore
I've been trying to go on tumblr like everyday bc I don't to neglect it and I feel like it gets me in a better mood
and lately, everything has been killing my mood so I got to constantly revive it. . . . . somehow
I love Tuesdays and every other day after Tuesday sucks shit balls
Hmm this weather is also killing me, making me brown i hate it

Worked on maths in my frees and it felt gud even though I didn't do much, doing something feels better than doing nothing at all
The canteen today completely fucked up the Napolitana pasta, it had like 2 tonnes of salt in it or something, tasted so bad
Hmmm during my "ancient free", read books in the library with majid, v relaxing/10 but mostly bc I was laying down and he read out loud (irl audible.com)
English was a headache bc of the copious amounts we had to copy/ take notes of

Hmm nothing else to report on, just been doing notes
Be happy and goodnight ♡










You wouldn't even deign to understand

Helllllo
Terrible morning but it got better, kinda have to thank jeff for listening to me rant and being on my side lolol + comforting me until the end of maths
Ummmm double economics was pretty funny bc today I sat with Greg and yeah you know the go when he's with me lmao, all we do is laugh at stupid shit "i like thai baht and i cannot lie" and "south korean won" HAHAHAHA (currency jokes)
Hmmmmm had a meeting w/ the social comittee? about school pics and also discussed mufti days
Maths again and I'm really starting to panic, 3U makes me anxious

Afterschool went over senpai's to chill, watched fma: brotherhood and made grilled cheese sandwiches
I was already walking off, basically already like 2/5 of the way home and suddenly get a tap on the shoulder and he ran all the way from his house to me just to walk me home lmao what a sweetie bear
I was actually really shocked bc I was walking behind this scarfed grandma, then I overtook her, nek minit I feel someone tap me. . . I THOUGHT IT WAS HER LOL but turned out to be him.
Update on the Macbook Pro/Air debate I was having with myself in my head; someone convinced me to get the Pro and I'm soldddd.. . . .  but probs will get it like early next month
Yeah. .. . . ..  cjcnaksjd I'm tired
Be happy and goodnight ♡











And the way you move mountains

Hello
I'm still contemplating whether I want to get a MacBook Pro or a Macbook Air :( and I really don't know which one I want. Before I was already pretty set on the Pro but today I saw an Air and I thought that it looked so pretty and slim so like wtf i'm becoming so indecisive . . .
Can someone pls give me some halp like ask.fm me it or something :(

Also been feeling really behind on study and I really am going to get on top of it now, got a load of reality thrown at my face today :(
Crazy motivated right now which I need to really take advantage of so I'm blogging now to get rid of this task from my night

I'm going to try to talk less about my school classes because that's honestly so repetitive, I'm sorry for putting you guys through all that for so long bc I don't know what else to write about
Basic overview of today:
Maths > English > Recess > Assembly > Ancient > Free period > Lunch time (relaxed in library and read a few articles from the national geographic mag > Economics > Biology
Walked home~
NOW I'M GOING TO DO WORK
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Our gravity

Hello
I don't think I will be wearing contacts for a while, felt like it was quite damaging because my eyeballs still hurt a bit upon waking up today. They're just so dry.
I feel like today felt quite terrible overall - honestly the weather being 37 degrees at one point was just bad. Especially because when it was at it's hottest, I was napping so that felt terrible and just gross.
Had KFC for lunch at 3!! What the hell man, since my grandma has left we literally do whatever the fk we want now lmao

Hmmmm my throat hurt today and also my head ached. I think I might be coming down with the flu which is annoying >_>
Had an overall sad and negative day : ( but i think it's picking up... lol i think
My iPhone 5 needs fixing, if anyone knows a cheap place where I can replace the screen pls tell me bc my screen teared yesterday : ( AND MY VIRTUAL FAMILY IS GUNA D I E PLS HALP ME
AND I CAN'T GO ON LINE PLAY : (

Oh yeah I watched Tokyo Ghoul today and I cried so much (not sure if it's cos T.O.M) but I like bawled my eyes out . . . FUCKING WHY MUST THEY DO THE ANTEIKU RAID FML WHY esp how yoshimura will be alone again, like that last line zzZZzZzzz feels

Yeah anyway, be happy and goodnight ♡












You hit the nail right where I hurt most already

Hellllo
My day actually started off so shit like getting told off and that, geez hate waking up like that so much
Tutor was so ceebs man, didn't have my usual tutor today, some weird tall lanky halfie guy. I was such a dumb bitch today, completely forgot how to integrate properly omg
Anyway after tutor, went on train. . . then took rail bus to Lakemba + sweaty walk home
Started to get ready to go out again but for night time which took me like 2 hours
Also finally watched the modern family episode that was completely shot on iPhones, iPads and Macbooks . . . hehe it was so good ^_^
Hmmmm went to majid's to help him pick out clothes and that
Then we took a rail bus to Sydenham then went onto a train to the city
Met w/ Michael, Cissy and Dat and ate pepper lunch, then went for coffee and went darling harbour last; it was so pretty ; w ;
We saw this taiwanese guy do a magic show and he was so cute hahhaha and i actually laughed so hard - totally deserved all the money he ended up earning
Decided to go home after that~
Parents took majid home and then yeah
Showered and i feel so gooooood
Eyes feel so dry tho from wearing contacts the whole night
I wanna sleep but I have wet hair hmmmmm
Be happy and goodnight!!!! ♡











Comfortable but not