Hello

• Went tutor in the morning
• got picked up by my mum
• dropped off at home
• got ready to go out - i took so long fml
• had a cute time in the city with majide, no luck finding lanyard tho zz
• galaxy world - but i got so pissed at majid for winning lol i'm such a sore loser 
• capitol city bc i haven't taken caps in yonks
• got a line plushie - cony!!!! ! & new animal ears 
• finally tasted the kfc taco
• went new town - tried looked for the newtown brewtown shop for the lols (couldn't find it) 
• then went to eat froyo bc i had some weird craving for the whole week
• went to torrey's restaurant to have din din w/ the boys lol
• yummy food (half price) + nice drinks (on the house)
• fun night!!!!! even tho it was like... me gate-crashing a boy's night out . . .
• went home w/ majid played 10!10! --- kinda addicted thanks to emily hahahha jokes it's my own will to even play 
• washed my hair and chilled when I got home
  
  Be happy and goodnight ♡

Hello
(last day of term)
It wasn't a very good today in my opinion
Made croissants and snacks in the morning for my friend and myself
Basically hung out with em the whole day and honestly the only person I can really stand sometimes in the whole entire school
Didn't have any classes for like 4 periods and then had Ancient Hist. and Maths in 5&6
In the afternoon, I waited for majide to come out of SC
Accidentally missed 2 trains lel ded
Nice Friday night bc you could taste a little bit of "freedom" lol
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Works like a charm

Hello
Only significant thing or thing that I found fun about today is that i played cards with Stan, Luke, andy, Dennis during free periods that english was on - I won more than I had expected lolol
Ancient hist. - always on because Mr Jackson is always here
Biology was esp. sad because as a class we were all expecting to make yoghurt but ms padilla wasn't here :( like dude, the ONE time we were all happy to have biology, she doesn't turn up. Why :(

...Had a verbal fight in the afternoon and it wasn't pretty lol
Then like ye it was all good again which was a relief.
Don't remember anything else from Thursday
Be happy and goodnight ♡









But it probably is

i was in a good mood today and now i'm not therefore no blogging will be done
lol brb til tmr

I have thurs, friday and today (saturday) posts all in dot points, and I'll fully complete them tmr when I'm not sleepy . . . I just came home from a day/night out so I'm a bit bleh so ye sorry guys












Hello
So today I finally woke up in time to make my croissant sandwich things and I cbb typing what was in it but I will be bothered to show you a tweet that describes it

Um yeah so school was hella empty today bc everyone was at the chem excursion and it's like you don't realise how many people did the subject until like today
But yeah wasn't too bad - managed to be kinda productive in the morning but like my 4th period free was just wasted lol
Hmmm after school today, I bought garlic sauce aw yis
And then went over to bb bear's house and just visited him.. found him watching Despicable Me LOL and I was kinda jealous so I stayed a bit and watched too HAHA
Umm yeah :) Also bought another tube of my favourite sunscreen ^__^
Ye... watched PLL and YouTubed...and eco hw
Be happy and goodnight ♡










eminent

Hello
So I bought these small croissants and I still haven't gotten around to eating them - so mad bc I really want to have it for breakfast but monday and tuesday are both days where either i start at normal time or have period 0 :( No time to eat properly since I sleep in to the last 15 min every time ...

[didn't finish writing this bc I fell asleep]
^ need to stop doing this btw 

It was normal tuesday, I know I always say that but honestly all that happens on Tues is so repetitive
Happy that majid came to school. I'm proud of him because he's bothered when he only has one period of class.
Umm yeah left schooollll and yer
Nothing eventful really happened after that, just normal stuffff
lol vague af
sorry
be happy and goodnight ♡










A rarity

Hello
I didn't really like today at all
But the day got better as things.. just went along
My morning was really bad.. won't detail but yeah screaming was present
Got to maths late and talking to emily cheered me up which was good bc I was reallllyyyy nitm
English was aight, had a solid convo w/ lisa :) Have missed talking to her tbh
Recess was me scoffing down a pie bc I didn't have breakfast
Ancient hist. was boring...
Free period was alright, started my economics notes again
Economics - was asleep for like 70% of it and idec man, all the stuff he says to us, I can just read later by myself
Biology was better bc I had already rested but like ye was pretty pissed tho cos majid kept making fun of me for not being able to win tic-tac-toe or nuts and crosses... I fkn hated him for the whole period... Zzz
Train ride was aight and my afternoon was good!!! :)
Had the best fkn dinner of my life.... it was the best tasting ribbon fish my mum has ever cooked - ate it with herb and mayo sauce + shallot dressing covered cucumber salad + brocolli w/ oyster sauce but slowly cooked.. .. .  . . . Yum/10
ANYWAYS chill night, i'll be a bit more productive tmr!
Be happy and goodnight ♡










I play disguise

Hello
Basically a family day and first went campsie to grocery shop
Worst thing ever is when you set out to buy like specific things ... then you get home and you got like none of the items >__> tf
Um basically went city after that and we were like soooo hungry so we resorted to buying fish cocktail, chips and chicken souvlaki - devoured it lolol and then we continued on
Went to Broadway and then to Central Park for the superdry bc my mum wanted to get a jumper and we just generally wanted to get stuff from there
I got the windhiker i've wanted for like the longest time... actually tbh i'm just really happy cos it's pink
BASICALLY all i bought was pink
8 books from Daiso were pink, picture frame was pink and so was the backpack from superdry
yes... i got a backpack bc i only have one and i don't want to over use it
Had reallly nice sushi train! First time I've had a really divine tasting spicy sushi. . . MmmMm i'm salivating just thinking about it
Er after that we just headed home cos ye we tired
and we're essentially a family of homebodies so we were really missing the comfy life
Watched Princess Diaries 2 to occupy myself and like.... why didn't they make 3rd movie? I'm so mad
After that I think I just went to sleep and yer
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Needed to be laid brick by brick

Hello
Normal tutor day and it was pretty chill since I already did my maths tests
Always awks when he asks if I had done well. . . usually I haven't but my response always has to be yes or yeah kinda or else he pounces and asks me a million questions >_>
Had hungry jacks after bc... been dreaming about it for days man and their peri peri range is bomb
Uh basically when i got home I just cleaned my post exam mess and then after that I cleaned my bathroom bc all my mum complains about is how dirty my bathroom is. . . um it's wasn't actually that bad.
Ummm basically after the hungry jacks I kinda just stopped eating bc i was expecting to go to my favourite viet rest. and omg it felt so good to eat viet food whilst hungry omg the best feeling ever :)
For the rest of the night I just caught up to my YT subs and then watched The Princess Diaries (like half) then called majide and fell asleep
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Pleasant to hear

Hello
[whoops forgot to blog on Friday night]
twas the day of the ancient hist. test and for some reason i was sooo ceebs last night to study at all so i felt low key panicky in the morning bc i felt like i knew little to nothing about anything
thank god, bez and all the other ancient kids had my back and being around them + testing each other helped so much; very thankful

anyway after the ancient hist. test i felt so free hehe
and ye basically at home i just chilled for the rest of the day since i felt like everything was over in terms of stress but really.. trials is peaking over my shoulder and is saying "hey..." lol.... fk
but yerrr
all good

i wrote this post half way then i just never finished it lol wtf
but ye
be happy and goodnight ♡










But a facade



*shock horror*
It is I. . .
And
My face appears yet again. . .


i'm such a fgt sorry

Hello
You know what's sad?
I'm burnt out. And I have a Ancient Hist. test tmr. It's my favourite subject, yet all these exams completely fucked up my groove to even want to study properly for it. Which is sad.... bc I actually really enjoy learning about it. See what school does??? It even discourages you from your favourite subjects.

Anyway today was somewhat good. Only a few minor bumps which was good.
1. Forgot to have common sense and print out the hard copy of majid's speech for him (almost resulted in a zero mark)
2. Left my phone charging in biology for the whole of lunch and a bit of period 5 . . . So careless
3. Got upset in Ancient Hist. bc Mr Jackson picked on me for having earphones in my ears (I WASN'T EVEN LISTENING TO MUSIC FFS) but yeh cried lol i'm such a baby

People did their english speeches... hope everyone did well!! Last highschool speech assessment done!!

Rained in the afternoon, walked to station w/ majide which was funny but i forgot why, probs stupid shit and then at Sydenham we bought wedges and shared it, mmmm they were so delicious esp. w/ sweet chilli sauce

Yer I should study FORREALZ nao lol
>_>


Hello
First of all it's my mum's bday today!!! Happy birthday, i love you!!!! (17/06/1972)
Today was the doomed day of english speeches. . . and yer i think that's all that was on everyone's minds.
Everyone looked nervous and not ready haha but it was cute seeing people practice. And I'm so thankful for torrey cos he actually helped me a lot when I was full struggling with my speech. Like he actually gave me really good constructive criticism. And he helped me get over my eye contact problem!!
Anyway i'm just going to skip forward to the speeches and I'm sooo glad I got it over and done with but at the same time, really mad at myself for stuttering :(
Afternoon was bland idk what I even occupied myself with
Had bday cake after dinner with fam and it was nice
Again ... happy birthday to my mum... 43 years ago, one the most important people in my life was born into this world and the reason for why I'm even alive... Love doesn't even encapsulate what you've given to me... thankyou~
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Endless

Hello
It was so freaking cold this morning... but i guess it was due to the fact that period 0 meant that i was at school earlier therefore the temperature was lower..
I don't even really rmb what happened in class lol
Um economics was alright, fell asleep as usual.. lol his voice just drones on and on - i cannot withstand that kind of shit... I hope I don't snore lol...
Anyway recess was just library senior study antics of me eating fruit and everyone else just munching on whatever..
Had maths and sat w/ corinne~~ Hehe cos 4U kids were doing their test.
Went home after that~ Walked with majide and yer
Nice afternoon I guess
But shitty night zz
I haven't practiced my speech lol ded
Be happy and goodnight ♡










from corruption and dystopia

Hello
I liked today in the way that was easy going?
Maths was a bit disappointing but i got over it quick
English was the same old lol and as usual I felt motivated to fix it when I was in class but yeah i knew that motivation wasn't going to last til I got home
Recess was alright, just spent it in the library with bez, em and lisa
Assembly felt quite nice today --- idk maybe the atmosphere?

Ancient Hist. was nice, mr jackson is so funny lol and majid came in like 1/4 way through the lesson.
During my free period... I FINALLY SAW CORINNE HHEHE :)))
Went canteen and ate with Emily and Chow.. I love eating food with others hehe
Um yeah after just went lib yet again and talked with em/ did ancient hist.

Eco was the usual lolol. Adam and Alim were screaming at some video at the back . . . it was some guy who used so much force that he broke his shin upon impact. Then Alim came up to me to show me and Mr Kokkorogiannis was like "Ohh noo, man...c'mon!! go back to your seat Alim. Ahh don't show her!!!" *hovers his hand over my eyes* HAHAHAHAHAHA lolol i found that so funny that he was even protective of me LMAO cute

Biology was aiiight, just made a linePLAY character -- she's so cute!! and the amount of stuff you get as a starter on linePLAY now is so much more than before!!! Wtf all i got was like a window, chairs and a table.... >_>
Yer anyway, niiiiice afternoon ^____^ hehhehe :)))
Erm "worked on english" ......
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Resides within us

Hello
Basically my whole day was the english speech . . . . . .
First time I've had a really nice meal at IKEA. Ordered food with Bez and Em :))) And it tasted so good. Ordered Swedish meatballs and the vegetarian option bc i wanted to try it + a side of chips n garlic bread. It was so yummy ^^

Was so tired by the end of the day :(
Hmmm got home and mum was making tiramisu? Yayyyy i guess but she used so many fatty ingredients . . . so maybe not :(
Basically just chilled the fuck out after dinner -- but i think i needed it?
I'm so bored. When I was doing my eng. speech yesterday, I found everything so interesting.
Now it's like, "wtf do I even do"
But yeah going to go sleep nao, be happy and goodnight ♡













How does your skin contain it

Hello
Didn't have tutor today!!!!!! :) V. happy.
Meant to be working on english right now, as I was meant to be ...the whole entire day.

But rn I'm so mad. Mad at society and certain people.
I'm mad particularly about people who think it's okay to play off sexual assault as a prank.. and this goes for guys and girls but mostly guys bc it's rare to see pranks that girl's initiate that has something inherently wrong with it. Like probably 98% of the time it's by the male department... and I HATE IT SO MUCH.... Like what the hell. You're on this earth.. you're given the fucking gift of life and you decide to live it as a fucking disgrace. And people who deal drugs are given a death penalty yet you are able to walk off like in a short amount of time? UM WHAT // YOU WANT A SECOND CHANCE???? LOL what a joke. You deserve nothing but to be burning in hell for eternity.

And also ignorant people who aren't accepting of diversity. Like you're saying an asian girl who converted to islam isn't allowed to showcase her life anymore on Instagram? And why is her age a factor? Lol are you that ignorant and close-minded? Let her live her life. She discovered something new, let her be happy. Don't judge her. Be glad she is on a path that she desires. Just accept it. There's not even any need for discussion. See it. Absorb it. Move the fuck on.

Anyway I will go back to working on english lollll
Be happy and goodnight ♡











And you think you can see the whole world
yet you know next to nothing




Hello
[i didn't post cos I fell asleep at like 10:50PM or something and then woke up again at 3:31AM]

Yer so today was the eng. excursion for all the modules (A, B and C)
Um felt like quite a rush in the morning but made it in the end which was good :)
Took a train to central and walked to UTS
Was in main building first - the lecture was so boring bc i already knew it all plus most of the time if anyone talks for longer than 30 min, i will fall asleep. Like unless you make us do an activity or something, i can't last.

So had a recess and ate maccas cos like i didn't want to travel far
Bought a chicken n cheese ^^ and majid got a 10 pack nugget meal which we kind of shared idk
-- it made us so full

Went back to the funky looking building and was late (also got lost bc I was late - no crowd to follow) so embarrassing trying to find a seat. I ended up next to Austien in the second row to the front. It was really nice - the table, chair and projector (all v. new).
I ended up falling asleep in the last 10min of it, so it wasn't as boring as the prev. one.

After that, had a 1hr break. Went clothes shopping for majid LOL, he bought a nice superdry top. I saw a pink wind cheater for $89 :<<< But I didn't have enough on me to get it.... man :(
Had gelatissimo with majide (hazelnut + tiramisu) -- we ended up not really being able to differentiate the flavours cos they were so similar LOL

Went to the harris street place and went for the very last lecture on BNW which i stayed awake for the whole bc I was like... I should get down as much as I can for corinne :)
Got dismissed after that. Went to buy rabens w/ majid lollll. Then we got on at Central and went home :)))
Alright day but clearly was worn out bc I fell asleep so early
but yeh
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Obfuscate

Hello
s o the day of the 3U exam lol
didn't even panic or stress - that's when you know it over
bc you don't even care about what you achieve anymore
hmm it happened and i was like "okay"
ummm ye idk today everyone was kinda down and yyyyeyeeee lewkjdew
i thought things would feel better once the burden of the maths exam didn't exist but yer who am i kiddin', it doesn't.
ate jap after school w/ alfred-bear~
bad night, bad night; oh well
sleep now, excursion tmr
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Everything ruined

Hello
I had lost my eyeliner in the prev. day and so I actually slept with my eyeliner on - lol ratchet, I know but it was literally so on fleek and the fact that I didn't have any eyeliner left for the next day just prompted me to do that.
I attempted study for 3U. . . Failed? Yes. Failed to do so effectively.
All the classes were like ceebs
Corinne wasn't here :( Hope she feels better soon!!! :(((
Also I realised there hasn't been an eco class where I haven't fallen asleep... lol
Walked briskly to station and yer
Tried to study again lol failed :))))))
:))))))))))
*calm thoughts*
:)))
Be happy and goodnight ♡










and life, in a cage

Hello
Today felt useless.
I feel useless. Because I am.
I fluctuate between someone who doesn't seem to care about anything and someone who wants to achieve a lot in school... Ok to someone reading this, no I'm not turning into you. But it's like the honest truth if you were to observe how I am with school work. Like I can not study for like 5 days straight but then another week I'd study for 5 days straight... and it keeps going.
Anyways had maths and economics then went home; simple tuesday
Majid came to school today and on time!!

----- actually don't know why i didn't finish this post.
when i tell myself i'll catch up tmr... in the moment it feels fine but when i come back to it, i just feel de-motivated to fix it up and try to remember everything about it.
And reading back to it, it was a shitty day too.. so yeah idk
Be happy and goodnight ♡











anaesthetising

I'm going to die during my maths exam
Rip lucy



Sorry majide :< i was meant to post earlier but ye 



Hello
Ye so Queen's birthday and I spent the morning at tutor lol gr9
I can't sleep in like ever . . .
And the problem is like, I don't even go to bed early? So I only get 3-5 hrs of solid sleep everyday
And I used to have like 8hrs of solid sleep . . . but that was like a millenium ago -- (Mid-year 8 is when I become a night cat)
Anyway tutor was so pointless today, my normal tutor; richard contracted the plague or something, he legit looked like he was going to die from his sickness - he came in for like 5 min to just inspect and he had some replacement tutor come in. He's name was Bevan? So bad at teaching like omg. He basically just copied out the given solutions . . . usually you're only meant to look at those until you've totally given up after a good solid attempt?
And instead of it finishing at 11AM like it should've, he dragged it tit 11:30AM like bruh . . .

[just searched him on Facebook]
he used to go to Sydney Boys . . . then why wasn't he good??????????? He also plays league hahahha ok anyway

Went home, had an omelette
Decided to film something cos was bored and was tired of maths
Edited and ye
I don't know what to do now :(
I should do maths but it's so ceebs . . .
Be happy and goodnight ♡










It will cost you



Hello
Tutor w/ Lanhowe~
Re-taught me Simple Harmonic Motion lol feel sorry for him bc I was so bad :<
I am so not ready. . .
Had sushi train today w/ parents -- wasn't much there today for some reason but that was perfect bc I didn't want to eat that much anyway
Went officeworks to pick up a portable harddrive cos needed one really bad, my laptop space only had like 1.65GB left? So ye. And I also bought out all the rest of my current favourite spiral exercise books... HAHA
Went home and messed around with my laptop. Was about to install mabi but like it doesn't fkn work with mac so I'm annoyed bc the only way is if I run windows on my mac which is pretty ceebs >_>
Hmmmmmm yeahhh dslkjsdnklsjd NOTHING PRODUCTIVE HAPPENED KMS

Another topic that I would like to talk about but simultaneously be super vague
You know I normally don't hold grudges, like my fuse goes from 0 to 100 super fast but i'm only ever angry for a day at most but like....... i don't know about any of you but i honestly just loathe this person. Like i can't even hear the name without just wanting to smash a chair in their face. And what's worse is like I can't stop checking up on them just so i can hate them more. Aghkfskdjfsd it's so frustrating man...... I should really forget about them but at the same time I wanna kill them.. ya know that feel? or do I sound crazy lol >__>

Kkkkkk no school tmr but i have tutor so be thankful you all get to be home and not need to go anywhere
Be happy and goodnight ♡











I'm bound to die

You're the sweetest bear. . . :')

Hello
Eugh was s uper ceebs for tutor today and it wasn't too bad. S2g the whole class is like centred around my schedule lmao. He makes it as if it's a private lesson for me with extra people spectating lmao richard (my tutor) is funny.
Hmm waited for my mum to pick me up from burwood then got home and made foods. Watched GoT - finally catching up ^_^
Then played 3 games of league -- which was okay... makes me not want to play league ever again -- not because of the community but i can't duo with majid, we fight too much. Duo bot is the worst; i just can't.
I'm aware I didn't really do any work today. Lol.
I'm tired, i'm going to bed.
Be happy and goodnight ♡











...dead end?

Hello
I feel a bit awkward at school
I don't really know where to go.. I'm on good terms with most people but like I don't hang out with them and I don't want to. I want to talk about cheerful things, funny things, etc. Not school stuff. Don't we have enough of that? I saw Corinne doing work with Andrew, Kian and someone else but it was basically a table filled with people who can tackle school so well -- plus I didn't want to bother Corinne so I basically went library recess and lunch. It also was really cold and I had nowhere to go but the senior study.

There was no maths today bc wilson wasn't here? I don't even know why but ok.
English -- i don't know how to feel. It's the same ideas but just written differently and I'm so sick of intensives. What's so exciting about ikea? I've been there a million times, idc. I don't want pizza. I don't want to sir's dog. I don't want to be in a class with people I'm uncomfortable with on a Sunday afternoon.

Ancient was good, i always love ancient. I lovvveee Mr Jackson, he's the best. We got an assessment today though... but I don't mind. Doing AH actually feels like I'm at school, not jail.
Double bio wasn't even bad today, Ms was in a pretty good mood. I don't even hate her, though I don't like how she treats the other class (with her pressure w/ hw for them).
Home time, ran w/ jeff for no reason bc the train was delayed 11 min.
Got home and ate afternoon snacks whilst hanging out w/ my dad lollll
I just showered and idk what to do. Maybe I'll watch GoT and do 3U study.
Most of this post wasn't chronological, ehhh hlkjdsjk whatever i ceebs
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Y'all just afraid

Hello
I miss blogging on the actual day
You know what? I'm just going to stop talking to the people that make rumours about me. I know who you are lol. And you probably are reading this :)
Hiiiiiiii ( - 3 - ) keep going on, i urge u~

Any way,
i tried to do work in the senior study but yeah it was so distracting today - wished I had controlled myself properly hmm
Maths was alright, listened to music w/ jeff and then just chatted. Finally doing the dreaded geometric series loan problem question things :(
Biology wasn't too bad because i had already finished the sheet (w/ help of emily lolol) -- just listened to music and chilled
Lunch was cute, sitting at the table at C-block w/ corinne, nicky, emily, caitlin and ayushma lolol, laughed a lot
And LOL @ nicky saying "grandper" instead of grandpa hahahahha
Went to majid in the last minutes -- was actually meant to pee
Wrote a lot of notes in english, felt motivated to write my speech but now i'm at home, that rush has died down lollll #always
Ancient Hist. was whatever, fell asleep and drooled on my hand HAHA
Hm after school wasn't too good but ye... feel okay now

But yeah let me re-iterate now again, if you really, really don't like how I am -- just know that I really don't care. Essentially to me you are nothing... lower than me. Is that wrong??? Nohhhh it isn't. If you were any better, you wouldn't spend your time or any of your brain space for that kind of stuff ya know?
Be happy and goodnight ♡












Obliterate//

Sorry for my bomb of posts.... D:

Hello
well today took a turn of pain for me
i unexpectedly got my period this morning well i was expecting it all week but like i thought it would come like tmr so it was a surprise
in my mind i was like "fk" bc yday someone fed me ice cold cola :( so i knew i was in for pain
it started at around 9:50AM?? And the pain just started to grow and thank god for hoang for looking after me today
he went to the office and got me a hot water bottle and like recruited ayushma for me to give me period medicine
Ancient Hist. was horrible. . . i felt like screaming but i couldn't so instead i just silently cried bc the pain was that bad. . . It's so bad when you can't even walk away from it. You literally can't do anything but writh until the period was over. The room was stuffy also, i felt so nauseated. . .
Walking out of the classroom, though it was cold, felt liberating.
Beryl is the sweetest, honestly. I love her to bits. She went to the canteen to get me hot food to help me out.
All I did for the free period was call majid, lay my back on the wall w/ legs on another chair, sleep on hoang's clothes (makeshift pillow) and occasionally eat the potato thing beryl bought me...
I felt so much better after just resting "comfortably" ( wasn't actually comfortable but it was like bearable and better than any other position )

English was funny in the way that mr lyons taught but taught in the way that didn't really help the extra people.. . . . lol >_>
He gave us an essay but i already read it hehe i feel proud
Eco was good i guess, no more pains
Walk to station + ride on train with corns :)))))
Thank you to all the people who asked me if i was ok and/or actually helped me out - you guys are the best... :( you have no idea how much it means to me when i'm like crippled and people help me selflessly
Be happy and goodnight ♡











and grateful to the nth degree

Hello
Felt like I just madly did as much 2U questions as I could and asked all the questions about everything i could think of before the test.
Studying with corinne makes me feel calm with maths, I don't know why.
I actually miss being in the same class as her for maths. We haven't been together since Yr 8 :(
Anyway, the test's last questions mad me feel sad bc I couldn't do them.
Test stress will be the death of me.
Hmm
The rest of the day, I spent with alfred-bear :) Watched GoT and idk with him everything feels like it will be okay - weird how one individual can do that.
Hmm..
mushed something together for english and just sent it lol ceebs
be happy and goodnight ♡










Odd comfort

Hello
I feel i just studied for maths a lot
It was an ordinary day, nothing really happened
I gave in bio!! - which seemed to me like the stress of the day
esp. people who had videos that were too long or people who didn't even have theirs yet :(

Also v. annoyed at how much sir (eng) expects from u s
It's too much, bc look the atar isn't made of english entirely... even it is important (which i agree it is) - don't stress us, don't stress us, don't stress us. We don't deserve to be stressed and put under pressures where we cannot perform to our full potential. Why are school teachers like that.
Lonely without majid yet again... hmm
be happy and goodnight ♡











Underwater and smile too

2U private tutor and wow i'm so comfortable with him haha... He's like 22 but we talk like we've known eachother for years lmao idk and he laughs at my jokes LOOOOL
Wow just read back to what i wrote and it looks like the start of an inappropriate relationship HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA but i mean all that in a big brother sort of way like idk, it just doesn't seem as forced as my other private tutors in the past

ate KFC again lol i'm dead (THIRD TIME GUYS) --- rip lucy


Hello
Had normal 3U tutor and the session for some reason felt so short
I kept dozing off :( - wish i slept a bit more --- i wonder how obvious it is when my eyelids falter hahahha must be funny to watch

So, I decided to go to bankstown to film for biology lolol (so last minute i know i know)
I fixed cracked phone ~_~ finally!!!!
Ate kfc (2nd time this week)
And helped the nigga buy his first chinos hahahah he's so cute in the fact that he always needs my help to go clothes shopping ^^

Went outside to film - was raining so went library - fixed up script then filmed outside bc it wasn't raining anymore
It was nice lolol and i laughed so much in the clips
Bought gong cha, and saw jimmy and tom --- always awks for me when i know them but i don't know know them + i'm like the shyest person in the world when i don't know people properly jaksdaksjd timid af i can't deal with myself
went home with nigz
I really liked the whole day heh ( - 3 - )
be happy and goodnight ♡











Specific, too specific

Hello
There was a sausage sizzle fundraiser for year 12 formal... wanted to be with my friends but they were busy and i also didn't want to smell like oil bc it was hella smoky there . . . no ventilation
Felt like loner all of lunch, though majide ended up turning up, and i bought him a sausage roll thing

Biology was tiring -- vid on diff. lines of defence and I just could not for the life of me keep alive
Raymond (ex student) sat in our class to learn/observe

Ancient hist. was cool!!! - looked at coloured overheads n ye interesting
hmm maths was basically a mad bitch session lol
Walked with emily + jeff to the station
> Ate salad and did bio
be happy and goodnight ♡










to forget

Hello
Chill day i must say
Did work in the free periods and tried to stay quiet for the people who were studying for eco bc i didn't want to disturb them.. Lol. Why was I kind to them when they were dicks to me? I don't know.

The whole fiasco with people knowing the question and having a particular article that was
"the one" lol fk off.... like honestly. Do you think you can keep doing that later on in life? Cheat your way to the top?? Hah what satisfaction do you get.
Though I talk tough, the whole thing made me quite sad actually bc my eco rank was dependent on this test and if people cheat the system they yeah you sabotaged my possible rising in ranks..

During bio (for me) some kid tried to suicide so then we had a lockdown x2 and also ambulance came O_O
???
All we did in bio was do experiments and watch a movie on penicilin
During, English did more on poems
Then went campsie w/ alfred-bear and had kfc feast and breadtop dessert
soooo gooooood hehe made my day feel better :)
be happy and goodnight ♡










Tastes like shit doesn't it.

Hello,
So....it was English submission day and everyone was stressed af lolol basically everyone was continuously working, and re-working theirs. As well as proof-reading.
And I was just trying to freaking study for my economics exam. All I wanted was peace and quiet. And what did I get?? I got people continuously coming in and being loud.
And even when I deliberately revealed myself as someone who had their ECO EXAM TODAY AND NOT TOMORROW LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE... THEY STILL DIDN'T CHANGE THEIR VOLUME.
INCONSIDERATE FUCKS. If you have shit to say, then go outside. It's the senior study. If it isn't exam time and people are just doing homework, then yeah a little talking here and there will not hurt anybody.
But I made it CLEAR by saying "Yeah guys, I'm studying for economics" ... the audacity some people have and how selfish. HOW SELFISH. So i left. And went to study with thucai in the sun and in peace.
We tried to ask for the test to be pushed back to period 7 on Thursday but nope sir was like nah that can't happen. Yeah i call bullshit, you just don't want to stay back. And saying that some people might not be able to be there for it??? LOL what a joke, if everyone heard of this, everyone would so stay back... -_-
Anyway did the test... and yeah lol what else can i say
And I know. I KNOW someone will tell.
Be happy and goodnight ♡










hell

Hello
first period maths was eassssyyyyy because it was just GP questions
economics was so dragging :(
Last period for maths was lol because i kept stressing out but thank jesus jeff helped me hahhaha like i didn't get any of the answers.... i was like stressed to the point of like going mad bc nothing, NOTHING made sense
Ate chocopieeee at the station, my addiction lately hehe
Then went senpais thank god he woke up bc he didn't  fkn wake for like so long ~_~
and door was locked so ye ded waited like an idiot
anyway
had a nice arvo :)
but stressed at night??? (at what, i dont rmb)
but things r ok nao
be happy and goodnight ♡










And I'd still aid you

Monday
[wow my notes for this are soooo pessimistic]

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>worst day ever
>shit morning
>shit day
>hated everyone at school
>wasn't with alfred-bear all day
>felt stressed
>wanted to go home
>got screamed at night time lol
>worked really hard for hours...
>tired tired tired
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going to leave it at that because it doesn't seem like i need to add more lolol besides i don't even remember what it was about, and I deliberately never make note of the specific thing bc i intend to not use my memory space (brain) for bad memories
be happy and goodnight ♡










Nothing was ever the same - Jhene Aiko, The Worst

Tonight you will experience the bomb of lucy blogging
It will be an influx of like 10 posts so be redy
Kkkkk

Will post soon okay omg i've been so bad at this lately