Hello
Morning did not start off well esp. the ride to school. Got into a fight with another driver. He was such an asshole. Absolutely hate drivers that are always rushing. . . like you're going to fucking get yourself and whoever is in your car in a serious accident where you both die.

Well well, paper 2 was certainly a kick in the face lol
I wish I remembered more quotes
And it's just a ridiculous juggling act of needing to remember a variety of quotes, context, come in with your own opinion but the question is a complete surprise when you open your paper
It's so hard to prioritise sections within your brain for certain things. . .
All in all, I forgot the majority of things I was meant to remember so yeah lol
*shouts with invigoration*
AT LEAST IT'S OVER FOR NOW

Went over senpai's again to chill and just unwind from the stress that was Paper 2
After that I went home and ate ^_^ and it really felt like it was all over already but realistically I still have 5 tests left hahhahahha (internally dying)
Ye so tmr WILL BE PRODUCTIVE (lol i say this but will i actually do anything?)
Bio test is on thurs so i better
I'm going to go sink into my bed now
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Provision of personas



Hello
Uh yeah today was the worst, well not the worst, since Day 2 (mod b & c) exists but like wow fuck me
I was late so that was really awkward bc I didn't know where to sit
He made me go to area that didn't have any seats lol tf
Ended up sitting behind Andy Hui lol
The test wasn't necessarily hard, it was just a toll on my hand
Also the essay question wasn't hard, I just didn't have an essay to write - lol
After the test, I just went over to senpai's and helped him clean his room bc it was a bit of a mess
then just walked with him to his hairdresser and from there on, I walked home.
Just as I entered my home, I felt so exasperated and nauseated :(
but as soon as I showered and got into comfortable clothing, everything felt so good.
Ate, relaxed and then got to work...
Tomorrow is going to kill me and everyone
Good luck
Remember it will be slightly easier after tmr, so it okay guys
Be happy and goodnight ♡










To develop a shaky mindset

ikr.. just want to have fun and hang out with people i love
and not do this stupid shit
seriously? comprehension/creative/essay
then essay/essay/essay????
LIKE WHAT THE FUCK why?!
We already did those essays so can't they just choose like one for us to do?
Like why can't it be
Comprehension/creative
Comprehension/essay

????

Like maybe i would expect standard to be like that but they need like ten thousand related texts..
like what the fuckkkkkkkk
Like at least the other subjects are straightforward..
English is fucked.

Hello
I woke up at 10AM which was nice bc I didn't sleep til 4AM in the morning so I'm glad my mum kind of let me sleep in
Watched vlogs and ate breakfast
Played 2? or 3 ARAM games with Majid until I was like nope
I had Subway for lunch and it was nice I guess
Parents went out to buy bath mats? idk and I just noodled around on the internet.. doing nothing particularly productive

I'm still sick.... still a mute..... =__-
And coughing is probably the biggest issue at the moment, like it's so uncomfortable
My night has been a tad.. A TAD more productive but in the bigger picture it's like a grain of progress lol

I do not look forward to the next 2 weeks.. Actually I don't mind the other tests but like it's just English that's making me shit myself. I feel motivated to study for my other subjects but English?? Esp day 2? Like I don't even want to live anymore just thinking about it . . .
Also, beware, I will be the girl who is constantly coughing in the exam hall lollll soz
Anyway, going to go to sleep now
It will all be okay guys. . . . . ♡
Be happy and goodnight ♡











The way it should be

Hello
Current State: Still a mute
Went to tutor and didn't really have to answer questions... ( ^__^ ) dats what i like

After just went home and ate a packet of chips because cravings
My dad stole and ate my Pringles... the WHOLE tin :( so i went and ate the honey soy chicken chips that he hid in his room intentionally lol
Found it, ate it
When he came home he was angry hahahahhaha
but i did phone my mum to buy another packet when she comes home from work

Idk what I did today but I wasted it, I don't even want to think about it right now bc not ready or wanting a panic attack about school stuffs
Just played 3 ARAM games on League and I'm semi annoyed but mostly happy bc won 2/3 games
Annoyed bc I want to enjoy my games without occasionally getting so mad at one person (affiliated with the game) that I don't even want to launch it to play it . . . hmm -__-
Anyway, I'm going to crawl into bed after a tiring day of procrastination :)
Be happy and goodnight ♡











No light shone

Hello
Well today didn't go so well
I LOST MY VOICE!!!! So it was such a bother the whole day.... when you can't talk, you need help getting sheets off teachers, buying lunch...etc... (hoang helped me out with it today bless his soul)
Right now I still have no voice so the struggle is real.
Had a good talk with em during english via laptop LOOOOL it was hilarious
Double bio was x_x like esp. when i'm not with majide... and I hear convos behind me that are like super annoying, lol kms.
Felt very alone today at lunch :( Just ate lunch all by myself sitting at the usual place but no-one was there but me LOL
I felt really home sick today for some reason . . . I haven't felt that in a long time
So when it was time to go, felt really relieved.
Majide gave me a up&go and tbh it made me feel so sick later on, ragrets drinking it >_>
Had a mute convo with bez on the train well she was talking but i had to whisper really hard to get her to even hear me lol :(
Mum picked me up again. We're both sick...
And found out later at night that my dad too was sick but he's already recovered. So basically our whole household is just *cough* *blow nose* *ACHOO!* (repeat)
Anyway tutor tmr yay -_-
Be happy and goodnight ♡












Lingers

Hello
After two days at home, I finally went back to school and yeah everyone was like "woah you look so different" - LOOK GUYS I WASN'T WEARING EYE MAKEUP LMAO das why i look so "sick"
I also wore a dumb beanie hahahaha bc i didn't want to get sick again
but i definitely over-wore clothes bc started to sweat like in the middle of the day
The day was alright though
Pretty tiring overall now
I think next time I feel sick, I should bring my own food to school n not buy canteen food
My excuse of the day was "But I'm sick" to majide hahhahhahahha (evil laughter)
Mum picked me up from the station and yeeee
Be happy and goodnight ♡











n very sweet

Hello
I can't believe I skipped yet another day of school. I'm one of those attendance snobs... lol
But I couldn't risk myself getting any worse.
My headache was still present when I had woken in the morning so that kind of just decided what kind of direction my day was headed.

All I did was watch Mirai Nikki (and my headache actually slowly went away)
and called majide.. he didn't wake up in time for school so yeahhhh...
Called until he had to shower n go doctors.
I continued to watch Mirai Nikki until he came back
Soon enough my mum came home
And then my dad
And yes, I continued to watch Mirai Nikki :)
I finished!! Finally. And man.... =__-
You'll have to watch it to really know =______=
OMG JUST REALISED I STILL HAVE AN EP OF PLL TO WATCH!!
OK Going to shower then watch then sleep
(life seems to be pretty easy going for someone whose about to be shat on by trials ha ha ha)
Be happy and goodnight ♡











The same way

Hello
So I thought that sleeping through a whole night would be enough to save me and would allow me to go to school without a problem but that wasn't really the case. I woke up with the same fever but it was a bit better, the skull-splitting headache was still there and I felt weak af. I just knew I could not for the life of me make it to school... So I didn't. The first time in a long while, I didn't force myself to go to school. Basically was just bed ridden for the whole day. I slept, then woke up n checked my phone then I slept again and so on~
Headache got pretty bad during the night.. I would say at this point it would've been a migraine...
Like I couldn't even sleep it off... as soon as I wake up from a sleep.. it's like 1minute free from pain and then it starts again.
Falling asleep at night was the hardest :(
Anddd ye... that was my Tuesday
Be happy and goodnight ♡











But values stay true

Hello
Started off okay, got to school.. was late though and kind of got scolded by Ms Pinnington-Wilson but whatever. Got to class and did some questions for maths.
English was once again a no show with Mr Lyons so we had a sub.
Recess? forgot what happened, i think  i just sat there? idk
Assembly after recess and right after was ancient hist. - just did some work and annoyed majide as usual
Bought a sandwich after that and went to the library for a free.. started to get a really bad headache: emily was nice enough to scout around for medicine -- in the end Caitlyn Sinclair gave me some Panamax... I'm pretty sure it helped bc i didn't complain much about the pain after.
Spent some time with majide at lunch and he was so annoying -- he put his scrubby hand on my face after touching money and a volley ball -______-
Economics was just copying down informations and then biology was just a discussion on answers and something about strain idk ...
The afternoon was just a mental strain. Had an argument and basically was put under a lot of stress. Resolved it before heading home.. and then things started to go bad. Majid assisted me half way and I was jelly legs basically and I couldn't see things straight. I headed back home at a really slow pace because I had no energy, everything ached.. especially my head. Got home and I showered immediately and stumbled into bed. I was so cold and hot... and aching that I couldn't even get out of bed without assistance O_O
Eating dinner was so tiring and my head hurt with every chew :(
Went back to bed and i was in and out of consciousness... eventually falling asleep.. -__o

Sounded like a story eh but nope.. lolol
Be careful of what you wish forrrrr is what i will say about this
Be happy and goodnight ♡











You're okay

Hello
Today was a chillll day
Basically stayed at home and didn't go out, and honestly? that's fine by me... lol
Bc compared to the school life I had to endure for 5 days, staying at home feels so good
PLUS there is no sun which is always good. . . U know my mum calls me a vampire bc I dodge the sunlight that streams into any room I'm in LOL
Did some eco notes, some 3U maths.... and yer
Played league + watched Mirai Nikki --- very entertaining
HAD KFC FOR LUNCH YE YE :)
And dumplings for din dinz :)))
Washed my hair too and it feels gud.
Let's take on this dreaded week of school .. . . . . . .
Haven't even touched English (so basically i'm dead) ^_____^_^_^____^_^
Going to sleep nao - 3-
Be happy and goodnight ♡










free from blame?














Hello

Just the normal... went tutor, but only two people attended (including me) bc the others were having tests? idk
Mum picked me up and i was so hyper after tutor
Umm hubby came over - u - and ye hehe just chilled
You may wonder how i can be able to chill when there's so much work to be done... the answer is idk and maybe i will rly hate myself in a week :)
but yeah any day with hubdubz is a good day for me tbh
He went work in the afternoon so I was left with myself. . . watched Mirai Nikki and i'm really getting into it hehe :))) it's pretty fucked up but i don't really care about that -- I care about how dumb the main character is . . . he trusts everyone and it's like (??) you've had diary owners continually come at you trying to kill u yet you're still like (^_^) when someone clearly poses danger
Made chicken pot pies for dinner and they were really yummy -- glad they turned out good
Anyway just showered and I'm going to hop in bed~~
be happy and goodnight ♡










Which to concentrate on?

Hello
(finally catching up to blogging)
and realised other than monday, i just stopped
i honestly felt no real need to blog idk why
but there are days where i am so on it

anyway today's rain was ridiculous and the temperature was soooo low holy crap
i mean i love this weather but not rly when you realise in the middle of the day that you should've brought a scarf with you to school
the thing i'm so annoyed at every time when i'm at school and it's winter.... is the freaking unnecessary overheating of the classrooms
yeah i should be thankful that our school is one of the only schools that has air con throughout EVERY building but honestly? the heating is overkill
the fact that we're already indoors, the floor is carpet + added body heat is really enough for us to keep warm
THERE IS NO NEED FOR AIR CON that's fucking 31 degrees
i feel like i'm drying up and dying with a tomato face -_-

lolol okay moving on from that
today, i forgot to bring lunch money so that was sad
also forgot to bring lollies that i wanted to enjoy in my free time lol
and additionally forgot my iPod when i downloaded new songs to listen to =____=
also my umbrella made my finger bleed, thanks fam

made bread in biology today!! kneaded and watched the breadmaker do it's thing
and also delivery of original pringles + up&go from bb was like the highlights of my day

yeahhhh this post getting long
started psycho pass..... hope it will be worth it
be happy and goodnight ♡










You're transparent

Hello
Um yeah so TODAY majide came to school lolol i don't even know why i'm starting my posts off with whether he came to school or not lmao
But I must say it does help me with recalling the day

Timetable:

• free period
• free period 
• p3: maths - past trials from other school
• p4: biology- made yoghurt and did stuffs about fermentation
• p5: english
  - talked w/ ylime and nicky :)
• p6: maths (ancient hist. for me)
  - didn't do anything, just talked to majide 

Helllo
Hmm majide didn't come to school *annoyed*

*Free periods in the morning*
Expectation: Do lotsawork and be productive ^ 3 ^
Reality: Write 2 words/nothing and talk the whole time with people around u  -____-

Ancient hist. class was pretty productive for me though, finished the assigned worksheet before the bell rang.
During the next free ... i also wasted lmao cool
I watched an ep of KUWTK and some of Vikings but then i got too scared
Lunch was alright, I think Corinne came in so i had someone to talk to :)

English was just sub and I just watched League videos and then watched some funny couple with emily --- so funny wtf lmao
Aaaand last period was economics, just copied a shit load of crap

I forgot what happened on wednesday night
Be happy and goodnight ♡











are measurable



Hello
Tuesday and it was the first day back to school for the term (last term of high school omg)
I prominently remember that I laughed a lot with corinne
And thank god, it was a short day
Spent arvo with majide (and made him watch first ep of charlotte) and ate rly nice indo food ^_^ And i realise i freaking love eggplant ~____~
Did eco stuffs at night n watched kuwtk - the usual
I played osu! w/ majid and i'm so mad that he managed to beat me :(
Stupid :(
Then I went to sleep angry
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Too much and too easily

I didn't do much except James Ruse trial papers these hols and i feel very dead
- eco
- bio
- ancient
- english
All need serious attention

*lay down*
*tries not to cry*
*cries a lot*


HAhhahHAhahAHAHhahahAHAHhahAHA ^__^

Hello
Um ye so like today was MEANT to be like super productive since it was the last day of the holidays and I wanted to utilise it well but it just turned out to be the most leisure filled day ever lmao dead

Woke up at around 10:30AM to my dad telling me he was leaving for work? But before that i had a dream that i was on a hike through some foreign country w/ @lilymaymac or lily macapinlac? i think that's her last name idk but ye. . . she was so nice to me HAHA

The only thing I ate all day was a packet of smiths chicken chips + a can of coca cola (green can sweetened with stevia) --- so unhealthy but ye didn't eat anything else until dinner bc i felt too guilty

Um watched Mirai Nikki - got too scared and i'm deciding to restart the anime with majid so we can be scared together >_>
Finished a KUWTK ep from the night before - i'm so conflicting tbh, i watch all this jap stuff then on the side i watch the kardashians?? LOL someone kill me
Also made a my animelist but i used my kissanime bookmark list as reference -- so not all the animes in my life are on the list bc i can't even rmb the old stuff i've watched
So ye that was fun
Watched an ep of Charlotte (jessica recommeded me!! ^_^) and yeyeye it's gud - u -

Ummmm what else did I do?
Oh ye majid made me watch an episode of Vikings (some white person show that he's in love with rn)

Had dinner - yummy ribbon fish dish that my mum is boss at, fkn so delicious w/ steamy rice ♡_♡
Hmmmmmmm school tmr and i have period 0
 -____________________-
Be happy and goodnight ♡











But it will be fine in the end

Hello
Had a really odd dream where I went to Ancient History class but Ms Padilla (my bio teacher) taught it... But suddenly it turned into a full on music class and everyone broke into a song... some High School Musical shit lmao and also had a fight with majid over something stupid lol the hell

Fiasco in the morning with the kitten - check out my snapchat to see the vids [sunsh1nexo]
It's such a cutie but so mean + afraid of humans :(

Decided to go to the city. I got ready in 20 min and they kept complaining? The hell that's under 30min... you all should be so happy i'm not one of those people who take 1hr to get ready . . .
Anyway fought my parents all the way to the city and it put me in the most sour mood, i had a go at everyone that passed me (not like literally but like under my breath)
Then I had a Strawberry thickshake and I calmed down
My dad is so addicted to 1010!, he takes the iPad with him everywhere and he plays it like it's chess - thinks about where to put pieces for ages lolol
I bought a peach coloured wallet today


and mum got more estee lauder stuffs (+ free promotional goodies heh)

Had a strawberries and cream frap at starbucks on the way back. . . (lol a bit obsessed with strawbs)
Um yeah... after that we just headed home...
Saw the kitty again and then i went upstairs to do my own thing..until dinner

Been full on eating redskins and my mouth is so sore :(
And that's allllll for today . . . lol tired and i wanna go to sleep
Be happy and goodnight ♡












A ribbon for show and sealed

Hello
Went tutor
Was so ceebs by the second half of it bc ye idk
basically didn't want to be bothered by anyone so i just watched more KUWTK, Mirai Nikki, read more umaru-chan, youtube subs. . . just distracted myself bc i was just so. . . . .(some emotion) -_,-
Anyway ye that was my day
At night, we decided to go to Albee's Kitchen in Campsie to eat Malay food and GOD DAMN i had the best dish mmm, i'll post pics tmr
Then went snack shopping
Saw cute guy @ woolies again hohohohoho
I don't actually like him but every time he's near i get nervous lmao what is this shit
Well actually i get nervous around attractive people so ye maybe that's it
He's so polite as well heh heh
Seems like i'm crushing but when i see these types of guys, I want them to be my older brother or something
Hmmm ate sherbet, red skins and chocolate n watched KUWTK season 7 bc I've watched Seasons 1-6 and Season 9 but I can't find full season torrents for 7,8 and 10 so i'm just guna stream

Anyway, can't wait to sleep in kinda bc sunday
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Over flow of stress

i hate this so much

this time is mine
how dare u take it from me

fuck u

I know I already ranted on Twitter about the donut licking incident with Ariana
but like honestly.
I'm so sick of people hating on Ariana. . .
She's a fucking angel alright lmao
Literally all she ever advocates are good things. . .
I know bc i'm a long time fan, this makes me a biased point of view
But I've seen the things people hate on her and it's literally the most stupid shit
Like "oh she should change her hair, she looks like a child" - the fuck
"can't tell what she's singing therefore she sucks as an artist" - (???) HAVE U HEARD HER VOCAL RANGE AND CAN U FKING GET A STANDING OVATION AT THE AMA'S?
"she's a slut and doesn't wear much at her concerts" - slut shaming? lmao ok
I mean you can choose to not like her. . . i'm not forcing her down ur throat
But if you don't like  her then fucking keep to yourself
Did anyone say they wanted to hear your opinion?
WHY DON'T Y'ALL JUST KEEP TO WHAT YOU LIKE AND THEN PEOPLE WHO LIKE ARIANA CAN CONTINUE ON TO DO SO :) :) :)
But god damn, the reasons for hating her are so stupid
"Oh she's rude to paparazzi and photographers and fans"

• no celebrity likes paparazzi
• those reports with the photographer was facts taken out of a reasonable context 
• reports of that have only ever reached me through twitter users? never have i ever read legit reports of her being rude to fans... it's all gossip sites (which btw make every celebrity look bad)

Hello
Basically the main event of the day was me chasing around the kitten that has found our back yard to be it's home
I feel really bad for chasing it. . .
And I also held it and it thrashed around. . . and then it scratched me + bit me so like ye. . .
It was so distressed, I feel like an asshole for putting the baby through all that
Now it's under neath in this hiding spot and still hasn't emerged . . . I hope it's not dead >__<
All I did after that was watch KUWTK and do 3U/2U maths
Then had a v nice dinner
PLUS GOOD NEWS TODAY WITH THE WEEKND ^^
HIS ALBUM IS GOING TO COME OUT SOON!!!!!!!!!


Hello
Didn't want to wake up
And majid woke me up by calling me ~_~ zz wanted to keep sleeping
Usually I'm the earlier riser compared to him
Did some maths before I left for parra lmao
Was so unhappy with how i looked as well >_> + the sun was so annoying, all up in my face when i was walking to the station
Had Pappa Rich again bc it's love and i ordered something stupid but it's majid's order was so on point so we switched heh
Um yeah was meant to vlog today but I kept forgetting, so I only have footage of the food =_-

So basically just went on a shopping spree hahahaha
Got violet contacts from gloss and a floral laptop case from Forever New ( ^ 3 ^ ) [really like using that face rn]

Majide bought a lecoq grey hoodie, mossimo jeans and factorie trackies
Doesn't seem like a lot but like together that's alot of $$$ + it's like 5 bags
Um ye, all that shopping was really tiring so i fell asleep on the train back
Got home, did more maths ~____~
I have a really bad headache right now :^(
Oh well, will sleep it off
Be happy and goodnight ♡












What else could I ask for?

Hello
Basically today was the first day I worked my butt off
I did a solid 5 hours (2hrs on economics and then 3hrs on 3U and 2U)
Spent my time after my shower writing my biology notes
Also tidied my room and washed the dishes
Cooked a dish for dinner
Fed the kitten and gave it warm milk, whilst my mum, dad and I all sat in front of the window facing the "cat hotel" and watched it eat lmao
My dad was like "is it sad that we do this as a family?" HAHAHAHA
This whole post seems really out of order
But that's okaaay
I downloaded season 9 of KUWTK and lmao it's so entertaining - the only person that really annoys me is Kendall, she's such a brat >_>
Going parra tmr ^^
Be happy and goodnight ♡











To be okay with it

Hello

This probably looks conceited but I was looking through my old fb profile pics from when i was in yr 8 compared to now. . . and god damn
You know when you have your current dp and you go backwards to ur first? And it was like "transformation friday" or something lmao





Hello
Got to school like 30 min before the actual english thing so ye just sat there in the cold and then the cleaner told me the library was open - v nice bc i was actually too scared to go check myself
Anyway it was a pretty good session I think
After that we escaped to go eat at el jannahs
It was such a satisfying feed!!! And we laughed quite a bit and idk just good convos. And by "we" i mean Majid, Anna and I.
After that, Anna went Bankstown. Majid and I headed home.
Pretty nice afternoon I must say hehhe
Also pretty happy with my windhiker - kept me so warm ^ 3 ^
Came home, showered and caught up w/ YT
After dinner, I wrote Ancient Hist. notes . . . (pats my own back) - lol finally getting to it?
Hmmmmm guna sleep nao
Be happy and goodnight ♡










irrefutable



Hello
STARTED MY PERIOD [for future reference when i come back to check what day i got it]
Grocery shopping today was short n sweet which is always a good thing
Then went chemist warehouse in Lakemba to get something + i got a thing of my fav nail polish whilst it was sale hehe v happy
Went home and my vlog finally uploaded (AUS internet needs to be faster...goodness gracious, we invented wifi ffs)
Made a thumbnail and wrote a description #justYTthings lolol

Then went out w/ my mum to Burwood after a long deliberation
Ate KFC tacos :))) and my mum had chinese noodles idk what kind but it tasted good too
Went to Mecca Maxima to get my Stila eyeliner that I lost ($29) --- I SAW SO MANY TOO FACED EYE SHADOW PALETTES THAT I WANT (cat eyes and boudoir) but it's so exxy. In total, together it would amount to around $100. . .

Went to colette after to buy a cat hairband that I broke already lmao why do I keep buying them when I know they will break?? (Guys don't buy them unless you have a pin head) - my head just stretches it and it snaps the ears off. . .

By the time I got out of Colette, I was about to die from period pains
Walking to the car took about 5 years off my life span and ye lol
Got home and it was better - drank like 2 litres of hot water (so good)
Watched my shows, talked to majide... -- good life :)

Parents decided to go out to eat malay but i was too weak to go on so they went without me
BUT THEY BROUGHT ME FOOD SO THEY WIN BEST PARENTS OF THE YEAR AWARD
hehe
Going to school tmr for the english thing bc i think it will make me do some work.. i had my week of relaxation ~_~
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Contained, just.





Hello
Had a chocolate croissant for breakfast with my mum and drank coffee which was the biggest regret because i had a sip on an empty stomach which essentially killed me until like 3PM in the afternoon
Tutor was alright, didn't feel too bad in terms of my abilities even though I didn't even finish homework properly.

Always the best feeling after tutor, you just feel liberated for another week. . . and it's even better when you have nice plans for the night time but i didn't really.
I basically dolled myself up when I got home to relax. And I really need to get new hazel contacts from Gloss bc the ones that corinne gave me for my birthday last year really did a good job -- really loved them. But now they irritate the fuck out of my eyeball bc one of the contacts is misshaped so it shifts every time i blink >_>

Played league and I did pretty well as lux but then near the end our team work faltered . . . and ye enemy team just slipped through and won -_- the Riven was fed af and the azir was annoying

I ate a chiggen n leek pie for lunch and watched YT
Then I just attempted to edit my vlog from last Saturday, and after that i went to make dinner. When I finished chopping the vegies, i came back upstairs to retrieve my laptop . . . and it suddenly just crashed . . . like srsly?? And all the editing (already was halfway done) was gone :(

Cooking was manic but ye - managed to give my mum a day off from cooking
and served my parents ice-cream but then they got too cold HAHAHA soz was trying to be nice
Spent the rest of the night watching BFvsGF and re-editing the vloge...
Be happy and goodnight ♡












Sling me right back home




Hello
I woke up dizzy as fuck and I almost fell down which was so unpleasant
so I stayed in bed til i "sobered up"
then I proceeded to watch oitnb cos ye as ive shown... it my life now
made brunch and ate it?
whilst i ate, a cat came to drink milk and i saw it hehe so cute
watched more.......oitnb
and then leagued with friends.. finally won after a 5 game losing streak :(
made food with my mum and then had a nice dinner
parents went out to go to the pharmacy and left me obamaself
meep...
now guna shower and tutor tmr lol.... kill mahself
be happy and goodnight ♡










If it's meant to be, it'll be easy sailing

Hello
Just spent the whole day w/ bb bear hehe
and that was it hahahahhaahahahha
and I intentionally missed my english intensive and I couldnt care less because it honestly was the best day in quite a while
iTunes icon is honestly the best colour it's been ever. . . like honestly, it looks so good and matches the theme of my wallpaper on my desktop heh
At night, using the pesto, I made this yummy pesto dish - parents loved it :)
Watched more OITNB lollll taking over my life when i should be concentrating on trials (lol not -_-)
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Is Paradise . . .

Hello
Basically talked to majid all day on skype
Finished the first season of Orange is the new black lmao dead and started the second season O_O
It good i love it and getting attached to the characters >_>
I ate a really tasty pesto salad - mimicked the school's one but it tasted like 100 times better cos it was home made ^_^
It was okay day . . .
Got really emotional on a lot of things . . . O_O
and ye . . .
be happy and goodnight ♡










For what

Hello
I didn't like today
Was meant to have a therapeutic day with senpai but he didnt wake up so I was just lonely and sad
So it lead me to binge watch 8 episodes of orange is the new black which mind you, every episode is around an hour long so ye kill me
And the night continued to be sad zzz
lololol sorry for the sob story of a day
anyway ye
be happy and goodnight ♡










fuzzy mind

Hello
It was a Monday and the first official day of the holidays
All I really did was catch up with my youtube and did SOME eco notes... SOME...
Started Orange Is The New Black.... bc anna made it sound like it was worth watching

Nothing really happened which was good but at night I had an argument with parents.. so yeah wasn't that good :(
Then just went to bed...
Sorry for the short post, nothing really to reporttt onnn
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Just in the background

Hello
Basically had a mother and daughter day
Went shopping with mum in the city
Ate the SPICEST ramen of my entire life and tonkatsu doria
Mum bought pants from the Gap and ZARA
Finally tasted adriano zumbo macarons - pop up store in the QVB
I bought vans!!! (platypus had a sale)
Bought a watch and pens from morning glory + shorts from ZARA that were on sale
Went to coles for some groceries
Then had a chill night

Be happy and goodnight ♡











Always another side

You know I've come to this point where even with my closest friends, I feel like I'm bothering them. I feel like I'm just completely irrelevant to their lives. And I'm not trying to make you feel sorry for me or whatever. It's just this blatant feeling that I'm this obstruction, this absolute annoyance. I feel like they have their own thing going on and I just shouldn't intervene. They have their own thoughts, their own vision, their own desire to be left alone. I'm just here wanting to be there for them. I'm trying to be part of their lives but every time I'm at a threshold, I just want to take steps all the way back. I care but I know they'll be annoyed.

"I just want to live my own life"

Ok then, I'll stop. I'll let them live their own life. I'll stop bothering them. I'll just sit back like everyone else. I know it's not them entirely making me feel irrelevant, it's also my own will to feel thay way but either way it's them influencing it. They were the starting point.