Hello
honestly these blog posts are just going to get progressively more boring as they go along bc i do the same thing everyday and don't leave the house
finally got properly working on my discovery creative bc i was so blank on ideas but now i have one, i hope it isn't too dry - not much freedom to make it interesting anyway since it's about discovery which seems like it's broad but it's really not bc so many stories have "weak" discoveries and are just not good enough apparently
washed my hair after 3 days and honestly love clean hair so much, it's the freaking best
ummmm yeah nothing else to report on
going to keep working until around 11:30PM? idk
be happy and goodnight ♡











I'm keeping the cat

Hello
Yeah I woke up later than expected which was annoying because I never feel productive when I wake up much later
I ended up watching A Cinderella Story as well as 22 Jump Street
Can someone shoot me lmao
But I did end up redeeming myself and got to work so yeah
Basically I'm surgically attached to my chair for the whole day until night time, I'm then surgically attached to my bed
Today's weather felt quite unpleasant to be honest, sad that the cold weather is going away
I think I'm going to go wash my hair now
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Or not

Hello
Basically did economics the whole day which made me feel terrible by the end
Had pretty good meals for every meal... I won't go into it bc I get really foody-ish with how I cook and prepare my own food lolol
Watched Kung Fu panda bc I had downloaded it the day before and god damn I cried like twice, why do they have to do that :(
Nothing else really happened today to be honest
Moon looked really luminous! Had a full-on conversation with my dad about it LOL
Anyways I've showered and probably going to dive into my bed now
Be happy and goodnight ♡












Hugs the earth

Hello
Best part of today was going out with parents to sushi train
I didn't eat breakfast so I went to fucking town, and it was all so delicious
Got miso soup for the first time there and god damn should get it every time. Helps you feel warm when eating all the cold dishes
After that we went back to Coles haha to get my multivitamin as well bread










Whilst, there are greater




Hello
So today was like one of the first days other than shopping at coles where i went out like i felt weird to be out cos i was basically closed in for days
I couldn't control my laughter today LMAO cos the personal assistant to Richard (my tutor) printed out this test for him... AND OMG I DIED cos you know how sometimes they print it so there's two A6 pages on an A4 to save space? THIS CHICK PRINTED 4 PAGES ON AN A4 OMG HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH AND RICHARD WAS LIKE "UM YEAH I THINK THIS TOO SMALL" HAHAHAHHAHAH DEAD OMG it looked so ridiculous and I couldn't hold in my laughter couldn't stop shaking LMAO
Ok maybe not that funny to you guys but holy shit I lost control of my body man
Anyways so my lost calculator is going to stay lost :(
Did practice papers and he gave us tips lmao i can't, my tutor is so ditsy, it kills me

Went to post offices to apply for my tax file number and man.... apparently only like campsie, bankstown, etc places do it :( So basically going to belfield and lakemba was sooo pointless :(

Ate then studied when I got home and yerrrrr
Going to sleep soon
Be happy and goodnight ♡











And you're so afraid

Hello
Today the iPhone6s and 6s plus came out and lol @ the people that were in queue
1st. didn't even like the iPhone
2nd. a pair from the US who were going to buy the iPhone then drop it on the ground for their YT channel
3rd. Was a robot trying to be the first robot to buy an iPhone?
(these were the order of people in the line to the apple store in the city)
And I see vids of people running into the store soooo fucking happy lmao wow HAHA
I rly don't think it's worth it to wait like that LOL
Did the usual with work and that
Had the most amazing salad today but was playing league whilst I consumed it so I didn't really get to appreciate it's full glory :(
I've been eating soooo many salads recently LOL like 1-2 a day O_O
I just need to like start to properly exercise >_>
Went grocery shopping at coles at night and wow at all the junk food I managed to find LOOOL
Anyway be happy and goodnight ♡










Watch the throne

Hello
So annoying how i have to wake up at like 7AM every morning or I'm like expected to wake up at that time, it's so annoying like just let me sleep pls :(
I honestly don't know how to eat a salad omg took me so long to eat one today and also the salad dressing kept flicking everywhere omg piss me off
Watched Tron legacy with majid on netflix through skype at night lolol (nice)
okay that's all i wrote today and that's probably all you need to know (more like i don't rmb anymore)
Be happy and goodnight ♡










The maiden of the lake





Hello
Today was not very eventful though now that i think back I really regret not standing outside, I usually love windy weather
At least I did more work than yesterday which is always a plus
My room is SUCH a mess . . . the floors are just horrendous with so many sheets and such :(
All I hope is that tmr is better than today and it just keeps on improving
I hope I exercise tmr too or else I'm gna turn into a blob(fish) :(
I keep listening to Pound Cake (ft. Jay-Z) by Drake --- listen to it, it good.
Going to sleep soon~
Be happy and goodnight ♡











I could murder
word

Hellllo
I have a big feeling these few days are going to be really boring blog posts i'm sorry in advance
I basically just did work and rested.. and worked again
I got tanner.... i'm so annoyed, i want to be white again :<
Also I got really bored in the afternoon and I saw my coloured eyeshadow pallette and I was like to myself "i should do the harley quinn makeup!!" and then yeah... fiddled around with that, it was pretty fun LOLOL, couldn't do the hairstyle though, my hair is just awkward if it's not down.
Mum got me an upside down cheesecake and holy hell it was so heavy ~__~ took two bites and died
Hmmmmmm rest of the night was asjskjsflsdfksdjksd
Be happy and goodnight ♡











All things



sry 4 the spam of posts
(i keep doing this, :( forgive mi)

Helllllo
So basically spontaneously decided to go to the city with maij today
1. Went to Apple store to get a pricing for his iPhone repair
2. Bought Macarons
3. Went to Yumcha (so. filling.)
Then went home to an angry mother but oh well lol i won't go out after today
Gotta study for the stupid hsc lel
Hmmm uneventful evening
Ended it with watching a pre-air of One Punch Man with majide
And yerrrrr went to sleep after that
be happy and goodnight ♡











Measured in happyness

Hello
A even more chill day than Saturday, was today ~_~
Didn't step out of the house at all
and just did work, and rested and did work.. and rested
So on and so forth
Had oportos for lunch with the fam whilst watching the Lizzie Mcguire movie
Wasn't as great as I had remembered LOL it seemed like such a good movie back then and now I'm like ????????? and seeing Garrett from PLL as the main guy is like >__>
I don't really know what I did for the rest of the day...... oh yeah i know i was just chatting to emily whilst majid was at nova
Hmmm he killed his phone (what's new)
be happy and goodnight ♡











Too familiar

Hello
Tutor today!!
Tutor friend said bye to me again lol so weird how he does now
>___>
Went to Dougie's Grill with my dad in greenacre and it was a nice lunch date/bonding time with my dad hehe. And wow @ the dougie's special sauce? idk if that's the actual name but yer so delicious ~_~
The meal made me sooo full I didn't even snack until dinner. Even when it was dinner time I wasn't even hungry O_O
Anyway, I really love that feeling in between weekends. That saturday after noon free feeling? I love it. I napped and watched vlogs. I feel like it's a small time period of freedom that I have and cherish. It's like the best part of my week and probably why I love having tutoring in the morning so I can get it over and done with.
Anyways yeah cute day
Be happy and goodnight ♡











It should stay as that

Hello
Went to school in the morning to do one last painting job for majid
So awkward when Mr Tsounakas asks what i'm painting (I was painting the XO sign ~ the weeknd)
And I was like "oh yeah just this simple design" >_>
Whilst painting, got so much white paint in my hair T__T
When I was done,i couldn't really find anyone so i just went to the bathroom to wash the paint out of my hair as well as charge the battery on my phone because it was getting to be quite low
Pretty sad situation if you ask me LOOOL
I heard Beryl's voice whilst waiting in the toilets and rushed out ... saw Dodo wanting to go with Beryl on an "adventure"  LMA0 and i was like "yeah I'll come too"
But beryl only took me..... eek
So she bought the locks and i got papaya milk + sun chips :D
The only part of super happy fun day was the petting zoo was nice (all ms bayliss' pets)
Bought two donuts and went home
Mr o'neill was so nice to me when I tried to leave HAHAHA full wished me luck on my hsc lolol

At night I went out into the city with squad and had a dinner at blackbird cafe which was pretty good to be honest like it wasn't 100% but it was a pretty nice atmosphere ^^
After that we went kae which was very straining on the voice > <
At around 11, we went home~
It was a very enjoyable night in rainy CBD
I vlogged today as well so I hope to edit that sooooon
Be happy and goodnight ♡











Stretching out my new wings

Hello
Graduation!!!!
Went to school and first thing I did was paint my cat on the mural and wow it was annoying to paint upside down but oh well at least i got it done and dusted.
After that everyone started to arrive and all! ^_^
I did my lock thingo before the actual graduation commenced so yahhh
Then parents arrived and the 2 hour long graduation went on
I think it was pretty good esp. when we all got up to do the 'thnks fr th mmrs' by fall out boy
AND LOL @ Evangelinos getting all our names wrong LOLLL gr9
Took pics with fam and friends all good
A bit sad that my parents didn't get me flowers :( but they didn't have time to so it was okay!!!
Also a bit annoyed at myself for letting the PMS get to me lolol got really emotional and whiny
Anyway it started off 100% and then went to about -167059 :(
Went to strathfield at night with parents to Crystal Seafood Restaurant and it was nice ^__^
yer...
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Is liberating







Hello
It was the day before grad was our muck up day and wow @ all the "crime scenes"/ They weren't like professional but they were pretty cute and I think more interesting than last years.
Our painting of the mural was pretty intense as well as being immensely annoying because people took so long and basically hogged everything. As well as people who freaking wrote their name so big... like wth so selfish??
But I was mostly annoyed when people would not move bc srsly????? how long am i meant to wait for you to finish?
Highlight of the day was probably surprising mr wilson as well as mr kokko ^^
Their reactions were pretty cute haha
I vlogged the whole day, yet to edit it though, maybe I'll release them after hsc bc rn I just can't dedicate time towards that :(
Anyway, graduating tmr eek... (even though as I'm blogging about this far in the future, it's already happened) lolol
be happy and goodnight ♡










What to forget

Hello
Well today wasn't a very good day hence my putting off of blogging from this day on which was annoying bc i really wanted to blog but inch of me was so ceebs
So it was our last tuesday
what...
Though I wish it was exciting like everyone else was making it to be... it actually was so damned boring
I was also sad that I never made it into the mockumentary and the whole group didn't film together properly...
And just generally didnt want to be at school
Anna was really kind to me though, gave me a slice of pizza and just allowed me to vent lolol
I sound like such an annoying negative person right now LOLOLOL but trust me the vibes on Tues were horrible :(
Went to dogi's and things got a bit better
Yer
Be happy and goodnight ♡










and blurry



Hello
I basically woke up too late to do the things I wanted to do in the morning so yeah low-key fucked myself over bc I had a whole fucking Sunday to do all these things
1. Fill out laptop sheet and give in laptop (also back-up)
2. Bring in snacks for biology party for Padilla
3. Fill out reference sheet and give to Ruck.
4. Bring majid's Ayato mask to give to him

=____=

But it was all good and I completed every task
BUT WAIT THERE'S MORE!!!!!!
I got the worst period pain ( I say this every time I realised ) ever but like it's probably because I forgot how bad it was the last time? but yep I was basically crippled ....... ha ha haha ha
Wasn't fun but at least my friends were here today~ Had nice convo with corinne today :D + she brought me vegan matcha cookies hehe
Biology party was pleasant and idk it probably has the second most family feel of all my classes...
I consider economics as my favourite class (as in the people in it) not the content LOL
Anyway pleasant night I guess, just did work
Be happy and goodnight ♡











But just enough





Hello
Basically just stayed at home bc i'm honestly a grandma - i just want to be at home and being out all afternoon yesterday was like the biggest strain on me lolol so I was just guna stay put.
Just wrote notes for my content heavy subjects
Had maccas ???? I thought I was meant to stop eating junk food lol idk (didn't eat a lot of it so at least it was only a small portion)
Really wanted my period to come lmao (sorry tmi) but forreals like i want my first day pain to be at home!!!! not at school >_>
Got like a skin gifting marathon from majid hehe
Anyway nothing really happened, chill day
Be happy and goodnight ♡










No matter how hard you search










Hello
I rly enjoyed today so i'm not too sure on why I didn't finish this post on the actual day

Anyway went tutor in the morning as per usual and did past exam questions
So this guy that's been with me in the same class for like ages (from the start) and he's legit NEVER said bye to me when we finish class BUT today he said "Cya" when he left..... LOLLOLOLOLOL I don't know why I find it so funny but yeah HAHAHA

• So went home and got ready to go out 
• Pretty depressing putting on summer clothes with HSC weight gains :'( 
• I made an outfit work and then headed out the door
• Met up with majide n went to city 
• Basically went everywhere trying to find shorts 
• But then I wanted to go to kinokuniya to buy Zebra gel pens w/ Sarasa clip or someshit --- majid and i got so sidetracked by this final fantasy book lolol
• We also discovered a Muji (I did not know there was one in the city wth) --- realllly wanted a storage container but like $$$$$$ 
• We didn't even eat anything this time LMAO (both ate before leaving the house - budget living) 
• Found a real nice outfit in Glue and yeahhhhhh 
• Started to get cold =_- (us in our summer clothes lol) 
• Went home and yeahhhhhh

Be happy and goodnight ♡











At weak points

Hello

• tried to film our mockumentary today but hal wasn't even here so yeah plans went to poop
• austien is also so stressful with the video stuffs -_-
• people started to paint our mural today! wish i was a part of the team :( 
• majid came at lunch to pay all his fees and whatnot 
• had a free period for ancient hist. so that was nice 
• last period was maths!! i was so annoyed that we had to stay but all the other classes basically left or were allowed to walk around :( 
• walked to station with bez 
• walked home - why is it sooo sunny i don't want to become black again!!!!!!! 
• okay night idk

Hello
I'm getting to a point where I don't even want to blog.... so discouraging
nothing exciting really happened...
All my friends except for like nicky, beryl and majid were here at school like what
Ate 2 bags of prawn crackers today ... no-one wanted any and i brought 2 bags to share today .... :( last time i brought one bag and it was a hit LOL
Also the austien filming thing is pissing me off =_= like where the cohesion of the year at?
Hmmmmmm yeah okay day idk
Be happy and goodnight ♡









..."nothing more important than the mula"




Hello
I feel like crap rn
I've been sitting here writing ancient hist. notes all night
My butt feels numbbbb
Had disagreements with parents in the morning and night (lol)
I also finished off like the leftovers of some red rock deli chips and I feel so gross right now

Hmmm school was nice in the fact that Majid made it to school on time which reduced stress levels
Had an interesting english class with Taoube today on Rupert Murdoch ... dude that guy is a fucking snake
Had a really satisfying lunch at least - vegetarian nachos ^__^
And economics was really funny (it always is anyway)
So this lesson Mr Kokko said "anal" LMAOOOO bc he spelt 'annual' as 'annul' ..... WHY DID HE SAY ANAL THEN HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA #dead
Also thucai's phone became a remote that could switch off the monitor.. like wot..... so cool
Had a nice convo with corinne on our way to the station as well as on the train :v

Okay maybe my day wasn't too bad ... but when you start and end on shittty things... you really do manage to forget all the good that happened in the day
Going to go to sleep soon~~
Be happy and goodnight ♡












And you can't see the end

Hello
School was whatever, probably only highlight was talking to emily - she always is fun to be with in maths
I made Japanese curry for dogi and we just chillaxed
He gave me his ayato mask so I can fix/tailor it bc it's sooo tight and impractical right now
Did a whole night of Ancient hist. note writing and maths tutor stuffffs
I'm just not really in the mood today
Be happy and goodnight ♡










and idk what

Hello
Finally got to wear knee socks again cos i looked at the weather forecast and it was 24 degrees at it's highest so ya
Felt kinda naked cos like that dramatic transition from stockings to any socks is like so airy HAHA
Spent my period 3&4 panicking and rushing to complete tasks on lineplay so I could spin the stupid 'strawberry delights' gacha and I DIDN'T GET IT IN THE END
Thank you Torrey for your phone and Emily for spending $1.29 on me for my 3000 gem pack that I didn't even get to spend :'(
Rest of the day was just zzz
Had to help my dad in the afternoon with something and then headed home
I think I was relatively productive today which is always good :)
Hope tmr is betterrrrr
>too many negative vibes today :(
Be happy and goodnight ♡










Sways in the wind

Hello
Okay so yet again I've fallen into the routine of thinking that this blog is simply for recounts....
I need to remind myself to write more about like what I think of stuff like in general about the world and of myself instead of what I see and my boring motherfucking classes

So let's start now with being more interesting :^)

Okay well first things first, Happy Father's Day even though it's aimed to make you buy things for your dad when you could buy it for him any day but I guess I could just see it for it's positive part... with the message of just appreciate your dad no matter how minorly or majorly shitty he has been to you at some point in your life because unlike mothers, fathers sometimes (most of the time) are a bit ditsy and clueless... just love them anyway because if he still works and pays for things or occasionally sparks conversation with you... it means he cares and loves you!! (this doesn't apply for like...terrible terrible dads though so I'm considering that too) but yeah celebrate the good dads out there!! also happy father's day to both my grandpa's... my mum's dad for not being there all the time but still caring so much for his family.. and my dad's dad who's no longer with us who worked...innumerous hours and put in gargantuan effort for my dad and my uncle when they were children and living in a house that was the size of a standard bedroom..

I rambled on a bit more than I should've there ehh
Anyway the thing I wanted to talk about is the fact that I've realised more often these days that I have been getting up and going a certain direction and completely forgetting the reason for even walking there in the first place/ seeing something else and immersing myself in that particular thing/task instead.... and when I go back to my original place (for e.g. my chair at my desk) I remember what I was meant to do..... Why does this keep happening? :'( Either way it's worrying me
Wow my ramble about dads was longer than this one

Anyway back onto the recount-y part:

• woke up
• parents went grocery shopping
• decided to go to parra 
• ate lunch
• bought stuffs like makeup/skincare from myer
• superdry splurges...
• we all bought a bag LOL
• i got hazel eye contacts (my fave)
• and lastly, bought fruit

Hello
Went tutor - normal shenanigans and then had oportos for lunch (had potato bites!!!!!!) ♡♡♡
Also, I decided to start a weekly vlog from today onwards and today was a semi fail bc yet again it wasn't a very good day and I obviously don't really want to detail on it bc I don't enjoy recording and dwelling on such negativity
I really hope that tmr is more of a lovely day.
Be happy and goodnight ♡











I wish you well

Hello
Had a pretty bad day today
I was annoyed at everything after lunch
I don't know what got into me to be honest but for some reason everything was irritating me and I just felt so down about everything
Couldn't even really properly walk home
My mum tried to cheer me up by taking me to maccas to have a create your own burger
The thing to store the fries is so cute, I rly wanted to take it home :( but my mum told me not to
Wish I still had a friend who worked there and could smuggle me one
-- wait a minute maybe chow?? ^__^
I accidentally fell asleep at 10AM and then went to bed with my parents til like 12 ish and then fell asleep and woke up at 4AM??? What the hell even happened LOL -- didn't brush my teeth or get undressed? wot.
be happy and goodnight ♡










Who will wear them today

Hello
Multicultural day today
Ate middle eastern food, sausage sizzle and a bit of viet food? I was so sad that I didn't get any nem nuong... where the fuck was it at anyway? Just saw people with it but didn't see it on sale anywhere...
Stayed for the performances but kind of wish I had just escaped with everyone else.... but it was still okay staying back.
Had 24 nugs for $10 + pearl milk tea from meetfresh with majide then we headed home after that
Had a pretty chill night
Going sleep soon!!~
Be happy and goodnight ♡











It's only natural

Hello
It was so cold in the morning today :(
Maths, double bio and maths again (same old)
Had a nice convo with jeff during the second maths session lolol
Went home after
Omg so boring even writing this post, i keep getting distracted and doing something else
Just hung out with dogi for a bit - cooked and watched anime
Walked home n ye
OKAY Enough i don't want to blog anymore
I'm going to sleep soon hopefully
Be happy and goodnight ♡











stopping and starting

Hello
> so like majid doesn't have his phone so in the morning was like "lel" cos i can't call to wake him???? so yeah basically he didn't go bc if he had, he would've only made like one class >_>
>our class got told off by taoube - hmm okay not my fault i'm no longer interested (given up by our teacher and aren't encouraged by anyone anymore lol) -- but like honestly, good for you if you still have hope and want to strive for english but i just don't care about it anymore
>free period with emily was nice, i s2g lovvveee talking to her, it's so easy
>biology - convinced ms padilla to watch some bullshit video about biotech bc we were so ceebs but i was like lowkey annoyed bc i actually did my work :(
>got my earphones off dogi (so happy to have them back in my life)
>okay night but i died at like 11PM??? what the hell LOL i was like delirious (shoulda taken a nap like corinne did, damn it)
be happy and goodnight ♡










but helpless when alone
i wonder why

hello
~sundayyyy~
basically slept in til 10AM
parents went to go to coles and then came back with maccas ♡_♡
they got a take away 'create your own' chipotle burgerrrr omg so good - dad gave me half of it ^__^
first time trying their fancy burgers
the rest of the day i don't know what i really did - sat on my ass all day ==
did do some biology and maths but that was it?
also leagued but was annoyed at majid (WE CAN'T LANE TOGETHER) - used to be so easy to be in bot with him -- but not anymore, he always just ends up lecturing me :(
anyway had delicious salmon for din din hehehe can finally eat it cos i finished being sick *knocks wood*
ALSO kissanime is down (ANIME SITE SUGGESTION PLS)
be happy and goodnight ♡











in more forms than imagined

Hello
~saturday~
went tutor and it was like so ceebs bc was just revising on probability which probably was good cos now i get it again lol
went home and chilled the fuck out
realised polaroids were missing and i freaked out :(
asked people who freshly checked out of the hotel to go look for them again and tried to make jeff call the hotel but then it happened that they were in my mum's car (dropped out of my bag)
THANK GAD
Anyway the rest of the day I felt so depressed :(
I think after exciting events and that, i get like post-depression from it
I get this feeling where I feel like there's literally nothing to look forward to
Also majid not having his phone with him (lack of contact) contributed to that lonely, hopeless feeling :(
And i was basically watching my YT subscriptions and then going and looking for more things to watch after it was completely done and it's like ???? I could be doing productive things??? But instead i chose to be a sad pumpkin
I did make some gourmet looking pumpkin LMAO (what is my life)



Hello
Well today was quite the roller coaster and in fact when I think back to it, it felt like it was throughout the span of like 2 days
The morning was an absolute disaster - what happened makes me feel like never showing my face in the office again :(
Also going to an english class in the library like that was like... the biggest headache =__=
I just did not want to be there at all... it was just pointless
Recess, thank god for emily - absolutely so glad to have her in my life i love her
Had double bio which was just us watching videos? LOL and like the more we watched, the more irrelevant they got hahaha so by the end of it, every just zoned out
Majide left after lunch which was :( bc i had to stay at school and be bored whilst he got to go home and chillax
ancient hist. (boring)
had maths last n yeah nothing really happened

• went home to get ready for jeff's
• only 2hrs to get ready and I got sooo flustered
• had a little disagreement but it was all good in the end
• bought macccas on our way there - used the 'create your own' machine for the first time
• went into the hotel and saw everyone but only said hi to a few people lol (story of my life)
• explored with corinne and then we drank
• and then ate weird food
• LMAO WE HAD "SFC CHICKEN" HAHHAHAHAHAHA too funny - it even had the bucket
• more shots
• people died
• people cried 
• and everything was funny and i sprinted everywhere with my tomato face on
• meriton penthouse has such pretty views!!!! (highly recommend) 
• left at around 11:50PM -- got picked up parents 

despite everything