I must say I let myself and you guys down (whoever still reads anyway)
I didn't complete my posts
I kept keeping track but I just didn't come back to here to re-write it
Though, I will start anew next year
Nearing the end of the year wasn't so great anyway mostly due to personal issues and most likely the reason to why my posts became more and more scarce and I found it really difficult to keep on going with it
I feel really bad and also so so sorry to myself bc this time I can't carry on to the next year with the year before completely finished... I apologise :(



You know what I am guys?
I'm a fucking liar LOOOOOL
I have this fucking document on my taskbar just staring at me all day and I don't even lose it when I restart or anything bc i have a mac and it keeps it there
There's so much in there man... how do I post it?????
You know the problem isn't really in the posting, you know what the issue is?
THINKING OF FUCKING TITLES :( I've literally done a different one every day for almost 3 years now... I'm dying man
365x2= 730...
Lets say 1000+ original titles meaning like one of a kind each time
FUCKIN KILL ME LOL
Why didn't I just stick to the simple ol':

~Day(whatever):
*writes post*
bye gnite~

and that's it...move on....

I literally dug my own grave guys
I was about to type "I promise you I will post everything by the year ends" and then I deleted the start of that sentence bc look through all my mini promises along the way...
ALL LIES
Though beside all that, I really miss blogging on the actual day, that shit was candid..
Now I have make shit up or try to remember the emotions I felt that day zzz
Oh well
I will do better next year... (probs a lie)





Okay I don't want to give this up so I might just write one huge post? I think that will work out for me