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Today was humid humid humid and then suddenly so much rain fucking appeared
Had an interesting morning hahah but won't really go into that


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One of my packages finally came which was like one phone case lol
The annoying thing is some things on eBay, you can't order multiple things from the same person...like you can't get multiple items from the same page in one order :-( or I'm just dumb and I can't figure out how to lol
No option button!! so wtf
Went for a driving lesson in the afternoon and wow never want to drive during peak school hours (like when people are going home) almost fucking killed myself and my driving instructor because a bunch of idiot soccer mums decide to come out of their houses lol
!!!!!!!INDICATE!!! WHEN YOU FUCKING DECIDE TO DO A FAST AND FUCKING ILLEGAL U-TURN ????
And so many people zoomed past me :-(
Why? I wasn't driving improperly or anything? I was stopping at the stop sign? What the fuck am i meant to do?
I'm not going to pass my fucking P's being erratic and a fucking lunatic?
Bankstown is a literal nightmare to drive through, how did these people even get their licences?
And so many cars were riding up my fucking ass like CAN YOU FUCKING LEAVE A FUCKING GAP do you think it will fun if you end up rear ending me? lol
I wish I could hurt them LOOOOOOL but ofc one day something bad will happen to them naturally for driving like that
They all fucking forget that they also were once in my position -_-
Like how are they not dead yet?
Anyway yeah enough ranting
Rest of the day was average
Be happy and goodnight

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HAPPY AUSTRALIA DAY!!!!!!!
I woke up 10AM-ish and then got ready but before I got ready I made some more french toast and wow I love it, tastes so yummy esp. when drizzled with Maple syrup
Went Clovelly beach (???) and saw so many cute dogs
We basically just hunted for shady rock areas where we could chill and watch the ocean waves
Took a lot of scenic pics, bet my parents posted them to wechat (lol typical)
There were amazing rock pools and a natural secluded swimming area in the rock pools which looked so nice!!
The weather forecast said that it would rain until 2PM and THEN become sunny but then it was like the complete opposite well the rain started at like 12AM but anyway yeah... the weather was perfect "Australia day weather" and made the beach look amazing
By the time we had gotten to a maccas it was like 2:39PM which meant we were all ravenous af, basically inhaled our food lolol
Then we went home
And I continued to tidy my room whilst starting on season 5 of teen wolf
Had delicious dinner of fried rice
All in all a nice day
Be happy and goodnight~








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Decided to go to parra bc needed to go to a Daiso to buy contact lense case but I didn't even find it there
Bro back then when I had literally no need for it I saw it every time I went there but now for some reason I cannot find it? I'm so annoyed
Had some pappa rich :-) It tasted v.good
Um yeah not much else really happened just normal shopping centre shenanigans?
Also realised how weird it is to still feel like a kid but then no longer need to attend a public school system anymore? cos I already graduated? zz feels crazy
There were so many kids, my gosh
Had a shower and it felt much better
I didn't do much after that, but i do remember recommending a friend to watch The Imitation Game bc i thought they would really like it and they did
Be happy and goodnight



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Just checked my stats and dude my views suck LOOOOL like 10 views a day now but like 3 days ago it was 50
Anyway, made french toast n had swedish meatballs + potato bites for breakfast with dogi
Just chillllled for the most part but then dad came home earlier than I had expected
Man I wish I was home alone more often but my dad hasn't been working as much lately so I'm always stuck at home with him which always feels like a lot less "freedom" even though we sit in separate rooms the whole day anyway
Anyway, continued to tidy my desk and room all day which is really stressful for me because I have to sit down and assess each item and it's worth lmao AND THEN i can either keep or throw it
(Most of the time I keep it unfortunately)
I then managed to finished 4th season of teen wolf which is the last season available on Netflix so now I have to torrent episodes :-( which is such a pain in my ass but oh well...
Good day overall
Be happy and goodnight

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basically the whole day was centred around IKEA

• woke up and got ready
• drove to Tempe IKEA 
• first thing we did was eat lunch lolol and it was pretty good!! v. satisfying 
• walked throughout and bought so much shit
• finally found my table!!!!!!!!!
• and it was $199 (compared to yday's $369)
• when we got home, basically it was set in motion for me to start moving all my stuff away 
• once i had cleared the space as well as clean it, the building of the desk began
• took so long omg and after it we were soooo famished 
• dinner disappeared in like two seconds lolol
• spent the rest of the night attempting at tidying everything
• so happy with my desk, will show pics once all the tidying is done :-) 

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Woke up at 1 and felt quite disoriented
After I got ready and such, my dad took me to office works to look for desk and buy a sharpener lol
There were so many kids there holy crap
No luck finding a desk there so then went to Bankstown Super A Mart and then continued to look throughout the park of businesses lol jokes i mean the business park but yeah found a nice desk at freedom for $369 but didn't get it bc it was a bit expensive and we thought we'd check out IKEA before making a final decision
Instead of getting what we actually needed we got a towel rack that was 50% off LOL
Went grocery shopping at Coles after dinner
After that and just watched teen wolf~
Be happy and goodnight

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In my mind I'm like forever toying around with the idea of starting a proper blog but I'm so incompetent with how to even make a blog with html coding and shit like that
But yeah I wish I could and maybe it's possible if I actually put my mind to it but anyway
The weather today was the kind of hot where if you were to look at the temperature you'd think it was a reasonable temperature but then you look at the humidity percentage and you realise it's basically just as uncomfortable as dry hot weather in the late 30s (celsius)
And lately I realised that I have stopped using nude nail shades, lately I've only been using bright bubblegum "summer" colours and god damn I am so freaking sick of it and so I dug out an old favourite and wow it looks so much better in my opinion



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Today was 20-37 degrees celsius so i declared that we MUST turn on the aircon so i lived the comfortable life of 23 degrees like o mg it felt so good to not be all sticky and uncomfortable
I just played with makeup the whole day whilst watching....wow i don't rmb
Oh wait omg i called UTS and they hung up on me every single time what the fuck
HELP ME!!!! MY ENROLMENT FUCKED UP FML
Make it easier to navigate pls
U build all these buildings but u have no time to update the enrolment section?
So now idk what to do lol
Rest of the night I watched teenwolf + YouTube
Man i better get a package or something soon cos why isn't anything coming????????
Anyway the air con is off so im all sticky again, hopefully this weather stops being a dick soon
Be happy and goodnight



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Driving lesson and it was way better than the last time
The whole day I just felt tense bc ya know what 20th of Jan means
SO yeah didn't do much after driving
Then I got my offer and my parents were quite happy which was nice
Had some celebratory dinner which was my choice of take-out
Anyway yeah rest of the night was sweaty + just a pain in the ass esp. when it came to me dealing with my enrolment
UTS needs to sort their fucking website out bc now i can't complete my timetable due to this glitch or something
FFS
Be hapi and goodnight



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Woke up kind of late idk why I was so tired
But anyway had a really bad dream that my maccas order kept getting fucked up and they said they were out of stock lol what and also the cooking area was hosting a competition for import models? WHAT the FUCK LOL and then I kept trying to check the time but each time i looked at it, the hour changed and I could never properly tell the time which scared me : (
Went out today which was just T_T because it was so fucking hot like holy fucking shit
Had dinner with corinne at Green Pepper Corn at fairfield, it was pretty good!! But I was sad that I was way too full and didn't have any stomach space for dessert damn it : (
Got home at around 9ish
Showered and then started to catch up on my blog posts but didn't watch teen wolf which is weird since every other night it's been my routine - probably why i forget about blogging
MORE DRIVING TMR AHHH
Be happy and goodnight

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Had my first driving lesson (and first time driving ever) today and it was so weird
I don't know if anyone else finds driving as weird as I do but seriously I cannot get over the fact that I controlled a vehicle and was on a main road
HOW DID I NOT MAIM SOMEONE LOL
I mean I'm not a terrible driver but the fact that I still feel like a small child... driving + me just doesn't make much sense lmao
but anyway i guess it was fun in a way
Anyway as expected, spent the rest of the day watching teen wolf which is honestly so great, I didn't know the show was so good, I have totally missed out lmao
Anyway be hapi n goodnight bye

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Went to the city :~) Dogi accompaniment which was nice
Had pepper lunch!! They changed the menu which is so annoying plus they got rid of some items that were actually really nice
Also they made everything more expensive... my whole meal cost like $20 wtf
Went to kinokuniya, I didn't get anything
Bought a small notebook and pen from Muji
Then went to myer and uniqlo to just browse around
Last stop was Lush, got two bath bombs (twilight bath bomb + Sakura bath bomb) and a shampoo bar called "Honey i washed my hair" which smelt the best compared to all the other shampoo bars
Went home after that
Today's trackwork was honestly the worst ever fml but oh well I survived
Came home and watched teen wolf, it's getting good :~)
Anyway, time 4 bed
Be happy and goodnight ^_^




Ew why does it have the border around it :^(
HOW DO I GET RID OF IT
Someone gib me tips i am so dumb at this stuff





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You know when you wake up at 2PM and then go to bed at 11PM it feels like you hardly had a day to experience
I just felt like the day went by just like that
Watched Teen wolf for the most part of today - hate Jackson LOL fk that guy, he's not even cute like srsly why do people think he is good looking? Stiles is the cutest tho
Didn't do anything else
Be happpy and goodnight

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So today was the hottest day of the week but thank god I could not feel it since my house has pretty good insulation
Still felt pretty sticky due to the humidity
Modern family had a new episode out that I had only discovered today so then I downloaded it and watched it whilst eating my different forms of potato lolol
My mum also brought home tuna/avocado sushi ^__^ which is my favourite
I didn't tidy my desk LOL cos i knew i'd get sweaty doing so much physical moving about
Um re-watched Forrest Gump with my mum bc I looked so dazed yesterday after I had watched it so she wanted to also experience the movie
I started to watch teen wolf today and it's pretty addicting but mostly really fucking scary :o(
But I shall continue to watch it.. in the day time LOL
Be happy and goodnight ^_^



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So i slept in again in attempts to heal my eye mainly bc I didn't sleep too well at night
Waking up after 1PM usually means "yeah nothing productive will happen" So my de-cluttering of my room did not happen
I swear the only thing I look forward to is eating my potato heavy lunch which is small potato puffs, hash brown and a few wedges + pasta (tortellini) - basically what I enjoy eating is what usually appears in the kids menu in restaurants LOL
My favourite food is essentially chips or fries - could eat them for daysssss
Watched Mr and Mrs Smith which was pretty good, one of my favourite movies to rewatch and after I had finished that I decided to watch Forrest Gump (my first time) i honestly don't know why I didn't watch it earlier. I was kind of scared that it would make me really sad. I was reluctant at first I have no idea why. I might've not been ready for all the feelings but I dived in anyway.
It was the best!!!!!! Forrest Gump is honestly so inspirational.. and sweet
Anyway
Gna hit the sack, be happy and goodnight

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I slept in because my eye was still really blood shot so I stayed in bed until around 12
But it got too hot so then I finally pulled my ass out of bed
The worst thing about hot days is when you wake up and you feel the residual stickiness so then I decided to have a shower to solve it
After shower, I played league ... haven't played in such a long time but I saw rinnieriot on twitch streaming - made me feel like playing league again but then we lost so fuck that shit LOL
For some reason decided to watch cheaper than the dozen 2 LOL
And then after that I watched Friends with Benefits cos it was close to other movie on netflix
Anyway I think my goal for tomorrow is to attempt to reduce the clutter on my desk because there is honestly way too much..... I mean look at it



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The only thing that got me up today was the fact that i had to go to the post office and retrieve a package which is always an exciting thing to do
It amazes me every time when I think about the amount of people it takes to get something to Australia lol or just the whole process of international shipping
My suspicions were correct and the thing that had arrived early was my star guardian lux figurine :^)



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Woke up pretty late which didn't feel too good
Went to Ashfield to New Shanghai to eat lunch which was super filling
After that bought some things at kmart!! I got a pink canister and rly cute pastel mugs that i'm really excited to use ^_^


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I was really comfortable in bed this morning but I forced open my eyelids to get up and go to the post office but then the greenacre post office wasn't open which was quite unfortunate bc I was really looking forward to seeing what my package as I'm not entirely sure what I'm receiving




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I woke up at 12 which is never good on normal days but today I had actually had a really good sleep on a new pillow!! I actually haven't changed pillows since year 9 ... Ok let's not dwell too long on that
I think I also slept through a package coming to my home which is so annoying bc I'm pretty sure it's my star guardian lux figurine LOL (look at what I spend my money on) - got a post office pick up slip thing
I'm up to the last season of Friends which is so sad!!!! It went by so fast : (
The only "productive" things I did today was clean my bathroom, tidy parts of my desk and re-decorated the parts I didn't like anymore of my huge collage wall thing which grows like bacteria... Should take a pic and show u tmr
Anyway!! Heading to bed nao
Be happy and goodnight~

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Helped out my friend with their TFN and the rest of the day was just really chill
I didn't watch as much Friends bc I saw that The Da Vinci Code + Angels and Demons was on netflix so I had a marathon and it was so good, I love those two movies as well as their books
It's crazy what people will do to sustain their religion's roots and the thing I took from those two movies is that religion will always be pure, it's just the men that are flawed and their own interpretations are what lead to chaos.
Anyway, didn't do much other than that.
Be happy!!
goodnight

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The rain was non-stop when I was falling asleep, throughout the night and even when waking up like holy shit is this even summer?
Anyways went out for a bit today and it was nice until it wasn't lol
Had really yummy lunch though which was some manoush thing omg it tasted so good and it was especially good when I got to eat it warm whilst walking in the rain, good contrast lololol
Anyways continued to watch friends when I got home and yeah...
Was meant to have dinner at Green peppercorn with corinne today but didn't : ( hmm bummer
Nothing else to say be happy n goodnight :)




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I was sleeping quite peacefully in the morning and then I heard the doorbell ring and I was sleepily thinking "...imagine if that was my package..." and then just thought "nah" but then my dad opened the door and was like "lucy??? you ordered something from japan?!"
and sleepy me was suddenly very much awake LOOOL and basically just spent the morning opening re-ments!!!!! my life is hardcore!!!
Brushed my teeth and had pie again lolol
And then just lived my life after that which is basically my Friends marathon :^)
I'm nearing the end guys ... Currently up to SEASON 9
I have other series to complete after but like damn.. i'm going to miss them so much after season 10 is over
Anyways I actually am being a human tomorrow and going outside
Be happy!!! Goodnight!! (I used a lot of exclamation marks in this post sorry)

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It was raining pretty hard today so once it actually felt genuinely nice to be inside instead of outside
so i was in luck bc inside is like my habitat 98% of the time
I had some chicken and leek pie which was pretty good and the only thing I ate the whole day until dinner (breakfast and lunch just mesh)
Recently my mum is trying to become vegetarian as a health thing but she keeps failing and accidentally eats meat bc she forgets like randomly? =_-
Also realised that it was already the 4th day of the year and I hadn't written anything in my diary yet so I started to fill in dates of stuff like my ebay package arrival dates ... (further HUGE signs that i don't have a life)
Um yeah don't really know what I'm even writing about but yeah I went to sleep "early" bc my mum has been trying to put me on a routine..lol um for what?? I have nothing going on, i literally am a domestic cat, i sleep, eat and go on the internet...
Anyway goodnight



Helllo

I think I realised finally why it was so hard for me to write about the end of the year
It was because a lot of awful and uncomfortable things occurred for me
and I have this thing where I don't actually record the bad stuff that happens to me so I will never be able to look back on it and recall it, that's my way of burying the bad past in the past and out of my long term memory so ofc I had no ambition to write anything down regularly bc I couldn't even really share anything and all the stuff I could really write about was all the ordinary stuff, day to day which would be extremely repetitive and boring. So yeah...
I don't really know why it's necessary for me to write this here LOL but I have and I guess it's some sort of closure? Yeah I don't know but thanks for reading that LOOOL

Helllllo
Today was better because I actually left the house which felt good :)
Went to get coffee
Another nice thing that happened today was that I finally cleared 20+ GB of memory on my laptop
I've had only like 2GB left for like several weeks now and it feels good having so much now
Having so much more now allowed me to also update my OSX which says it will help out my crap wifi connectivity
Continued to watch Friends - a bit slower bc wasn't home
Also I realised how funny Grace Helbig actually is, watched her christmas/new year vlog and I finally understand her humour when i used to just think she was annoying and trying too hard to be funny
Also discovered the wonder that is, Dry shampoo, like holy shit why didn't I use it earlier...
Ok b happi and goodnight!!

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I was late even to post on the first day of the year LOL
How expected of me
I watched Friends all day and that's how I'm going to keep spending my days until I finish which is going to be kind of a depressing day since Friends seems like... they never run out of episodes
Had maccas and it was terrible, did not taste nice at all
I need to shower
Bye