Sunday, May 29, 2016
Day 149.
Hello
Today was a more eventful day in comparison to yesterday
I got up and did my makeup and stuff bc I didn't really want to do it later and also my mum wanted to take those passport pic things so I didn't want to look like a criminal hence the need for makeup application lolol
But anyway, did grocery shopping first and didn't really buy much
Um but the sad thing is, my mum still thought the photo shop thing was still open at campsie but they've been closed for a while now lolol so basically we were fucked... full went to the trouble to look our best and only to be met with...nowhere to take pics for us and print them
Hmmmm so we thought we would go to lakemba but they weren't open on Sundays so RIP
Anyways headed to burwood to buy a coat bc if I just wore a dress to go to majid's sister's wedding then I would most definitely freeze
Found the cutest camel coloured coat at Dotti!!! I love dotti, I always find what I need when I go there ^_^
Anyways got home and touched up my makeup, put on my dress and coat
And jetted haha
Got there and I didn't actually get to witness the wedding but went there for the food and stuffs
Basically hung in moo's room for the whole duration but it was fun hahaha and chill
Went home at around 7PM which wasn't too bad, spent like 5hrs there lmao
Now I'm sooo tired lmao even though I didn't even do much
I wanna sleep but at the same time i don't!!! aghhfkjdfjd
Be happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 10:28 PM


Saturday, May 28, 2016
Day 148.
Hello
Stayed home allll day and it felt good
In the morning I decided to make a vegan indian curry lolol and it was like my meal for the whole day. I had it breakfast, lunch, snack and dinner ..... LOL idek why I did this
I also finally watched Game of Thrones and yeah wow :( cried :(
Hmm did nothing else lmao honestly
Cool day, tmr will be more exciting lol
Be happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 11:49 PM


Friday, May 27, 2016
Day 147.
Hello
I had the best dream last night or this morning, can never really tell but I was at some exclusive ariana grande concert and my god, it was amazing. I also had other parts of my dream that were pleasant but at the same time horrifying? I remember this part in my dream where I got a hug... from someone, don't even remember who but then the dream CHANGED to a stream of ant like bugs coming into my kitchen and me telling my grandma to kill them but then she's like "in a moment" but then the ants exponentially got larger as they came in....The biggest one that came in was the size of a lobster and was stripy (yellow and black in colour)......they also started to move faster and that was honestly so horrifying to me T_T

Anyway that was a long segment about my dreams but yeah
I woke up in a flurry because I looked at my clock and it read 4:30...and I jumped up because I had classes as well as a group meeting and a shopping "date" with moo so I was very panicked thinking it was already afternoon. But thankfully my clock was just out of batteries, the actual time was 9AM so I was all in the clear...
Got ready as fast as I could and power walked to the station
And I actually made the train I thought I would miss which felt good lolol
But my head hurt so much from the cold wind.... had a really bad headache for about half of the train journey
Went to mediapower lecture, boring stuff.... as usual, I only go because she takes attendance
Had some maccas then met up with my citcomm group so I could video the game
Terence was super late because his train was delayed and also he like seriously injured his thumb when making the pieces for our board game lol poor guy
Once that was done i gtg gtg gtg and met up with moo, helped with clothing shopping
THEN headed for my 4PM class for mediapower and it was alright :))) Finished earlier than expected which was good then yeah
Got home and ate yus finally a real meal.... been eating hella junk these few days :(
Anyway sorry long post, be happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 11:49 PM


Day 146.
Hello!!!
Beauty of Thursday is how late I can leave the house... it's honestly bliss to be able to slowly get ready to go to Uni
Even though I spent so much time doing this and that... I still managed to completely fuck up my outfit lol.... wore too much for the weather but then later it was the perfect amount of clothes so that was annoying - it's probably like this bc I live more so out west and then when I go to the city for Uni, it's like a lot colder so yeah.... >_> Annoyinggg
Anyhow I had a lot of work to do today lel but then I didn't do it, instead I chose to hang out with emily and shelley hehe which was actually so enjoyable but then they had to leave so I was in the park completely freezing my butt off.... BUT I actually got to work LOL and managed to finish so much actually lololol wtf so yeah that was good
Went to my group meeting after but didn't even manage to do anything
I feel so young at uni or at least in my course bc all the people are like 20 or 21 in my classes...and i'm just this baby in comparison to them
Finished my tute earlier than expected!!! Got to get home earlier which was nice
Parents bought me a happy meal which was noice
Knocked out from 11pm to 3am by accident lolol tragic
Be happy and goodnight

(this post was really badly written, im sorry haha)

Signing off @ 10:41 PM


Thursday, May 26, 2016
Day 145.
Hellllo
The whole of first part of today was just anxious times because the only thing on my mind was my precious sweet peach palette
I WANTED IT SO BAD
During the whole two classes I had in the morning, I just kept thinking about my "game plan" of how I could get there faster lolol (QVB)
SO once class was over i was like gtg gtg gtg and then headed straight for QVB but then there was no stock!!!!!! Agh that was so annoying but then the sales assistant called the Mecca Maxima at Burwood and informed me that they had stock so I was like GTG GTG GTG and headed for the station
Got the first train to Burwood and once I had gotten there, I literally legged it all the way to the shopping centre LMAO
And once I got there... the lady was like "Hey!! You got it! nice :)" HAHA which was so cute of her to say
Bought it and was soooo happppy ^____^
Treated myself to maccas
Took the train back to central so then my mum could drive me home lolol lazy life
The rest of the day??? Idek what happened lol and it doesn't matter bc my highlight was GETTING THE PALETTE WOO!!!!
be happy and goodnight <3


YAAAAS ^ w ^


Signing off @ 10:38 PM


Tuesday, May 24, 2016
Day 144.
Hello
Allocated today to see my favourite people and I did
Esp loved catching up with emily ^_^
Had korean food and yeahhhh haha idk how else to explain but yeah it was a good time
So cold at night time ..... wasn't wearing enough man omg
I hope I don't get sick :( Need to go make some lemon water

And omg, i really want the sweet peach palette, might go to parra tmr for it....idk
SO SCARED IT WILL RUN OUT OF  STOCK, crying on the inside >_<
Be happy and goodnight


Signing off @ 10:03 PM


Day 143.
Helllo
Today started off horribly and ended the same way
I feel so distraught right now...
Done with these people when I've only tried my best with them
Be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 12:20 AM


Sunday, May 22, 2016
Day 142.
Hello
I always look forward to Sundays in a small way because I finally get to drive lolol and yeah I think I did relatively well this week!! Wasn't my best though
My parking is just horrendous lmao and everytime my mum has to jump out and fix it hahahaha oh well
Went to hurstville cos parents wanted to eat sushiiii lol
It was aight haha I got full so easily >_<
My goal today was to buy an eyeliner bc all the ones I own are really near their time of death or are already dead hahaha
So I went to the face shop to get the collagen one cos I know that used to be the one that lilymaymac used hahah so lame that she managed to convince me but her eyeliner always looks really solid so yeah
Also randomly bought an elf blush... haha it's actually pretty good. I was actually looking for the blush/bronzer duo but then they didn't have it at kmart so :(
Got home and just played with makeup .......  lol @ my life
Going to hopefully get a good night's sleep so then I can properly complete my tasks on Monday
Be happy and goodnight <3 ^_^
Signing off @ 10:06 PM


Day 141.
Hellllo
Uh I basically assigned today to be my relaxing day because to put it simply, my week was exhausting. I had a week of no appetite which meant I wasn't getting enough nutrients. No nutrients made me weaker, my muscles hurt and also my bones ached... To top that off, I had two major assessments due throughout the week which added on stress.... and also led to sleeping difficulty
Also had some other things going on so yeah wasn't great
And from listing those main things that hindered me, I needed this Saturday to be literally a day of nothing but laying in bed or occasionally sitting at desk
I basically did the same thing the whooooole day lol
Also pls ignore my previous title lmao
Finished my Saturday but watching Bee Movie lmao but I didn't finish and headed off to bed
Be happy and goodnight ^_^
Signing off @ 10:01 PM


Saturday, May 21, 2016
Day 140. derick is a trapstar btw
Hello
Ummm I woke up late and missed my normal train by like 1 hour which was terrible because I also had something due today which meant ultimately I was so dead
I believed that I had to give it in by 4PM but then it was actually 12pm so I struggled for nothing!!!!!!
But then the good thing about that is I actually finished before 12PM and not like dangerously near that time
Ummmmm I had another hard day at uni, feeling weak and shit
For the whole day when I was out I only had like 3 bites of a lentil/kale salad
When I got home I had some spinach tortellini which was nice and I finished my salad which was alright...
I finally felt sort of relaxed instead of the immense stress I felt all day...
So yeahhhhhhh idk idk
Be happy and goodnight ^__^
Signing off @ 11:38 AM


Day 139.
Hello
I had so much time to get ready for uni today which is strange because usually I choose to always sleep in rather than use the time wisely
Even managed to catch an earlier train to uni but i mean it was only like 15min early so like yeahhh
Um the lecture was hilarious lolol and I actually really enjoyed it
After I met with moo and then we had pepper lunch which was actually disgusting lol
Then we had Starbucks which was better
Started to feel extremely sick which was horrible bc I had to last throughout my whole cit comm tutorial feeling like absolute shit
Parents picked me up and I had so much motion sickness in the car
When I had gotten home... i vomited >_< Haven't done that in like yearsss
Umm parents got me dinner but I felt too unwell to eat it so then yeah....
Had to then force myself to complete my Media Power assignment as well which was honestly not a good combination when I wasn't feeling 100%.... in fact I felt like I was about to die by the time hit midnight
Headed to bed and decided to deal with it on the actual day... uh what a horrible uni student I am :(
be happppy and goodnighhttt <3
Signing off @ 11:20 AM


Day 138.
Hellllo
Had to revisit Cockatoo Island for my Audio Culture assessment and yeah had a bit of drama with my group but I'm glad it was all resolved and once again got to leave the island earlier than the other students due to Ayame
Then headed home and I TRIED to work on my Media Power project that is due on Friday but as usual I procrastinated so fucking hate myself for that
Not really sure what i did with the rest of my day but yeahhhh
Be happy and goodnight <3

Signing off @ 11:12 AM


Tuesday, May 17, 2016
*heart eyes*




Signing off @ 11:36 PM


Day 137.
Hello
Today was good and bad at the same time and I really don't know to explain it without being too transparent
For the better part of today, it was the best
I didn't sleep much the night before which was probably a mistake but I didn't mind it at all...
Didn't really do the work I was supposed to complete today
No appetite again hmm
Be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 11:30 PM


Monday, May 16, 2016
Day 136.
Hello
The only big task i really had to accomplish today was do my voice recording for my sound project due tmrw
I managed to do it before 12PM...but then this other group member was like "alright i'll look at it tonight" - lol....ok so why did I rush myself
But anyway it was out of the way
Torrented GoT..... which took forever by the way :(
My no appetite continued which was really annoying.... ate so little today
ALSO TODAY I IMPULSE BOUGHT A JUMPER FROM THE WEEKND'S SHOP Y I DO DIS OMG
OK I should shutup
Be happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 8:57 PM


Day 135.
Hello
Normal as any other Sunday, drove to Campsie and grocery shopped
Went city after because we all needed to get essentials clothing-wise
We all succeeded in getting what we needed which was good
I got 2 gap t-shirts cos they're my fave and also a new AA tennis skirt!!! Cos I needed a new option.... I always wear the same shit :( 
I didn’t have an appetite all day and it really freaked me out, did not like it bc I’m so used to feeling the opposite
Anyhow… I am so done with myself....
Emily understands my struggle........ 
Be happy and goodnight


Signing off @ 8:34 PM


Saturday, May 14, 2016
Day 134.
Hello
I swear today was just a reallllyyyy lazy day ~_~
I was meant to just stay home and be like asljbdjkfsdf but then my dad took me out to Coles to buy snacks so it got me out of the house
My dad full made me wear a hat out lol cos he's like "hey makes you look more korean!"
Um thanks? HAHA wtf
Anyway just lazed about today without any appetite which was so strange :( I'm usually a fatass and eats everything in the house when I'm struck with boredom.....but today I was hungry...so hungry but no desire to eat anything :((( What is happening!!!!
Be happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 11:40 PM


Day 133.
Hello
Okay so, usually today would be the most terrible, boring day ever
but it was actually not too bad!
My dad drove me to the train station in the morning which is always good because it means that I am not drenched in sweat when waiting for the train and when on the train
Got to lecture on time and had a pretty enjoyable lecture where the teacher was actually talking about Yaoi HAHHAA and fanfic between arthur and merlin on the show Merlin HAHAHAHA it made me laugh so much
Umm met up with vicki (audio culture bud) and we did work together; pretty happy with how it turned out and all we really have to do now is record it
Can't believe we need to fucking go to Cockatoo Island again next week fmd
Impulse shopped at Daiso and Priceline... don't even talk to me about it cos i'm just a piece of trash
Also, bought one sushi roll to keep me alive for my 4-6PM class
Tutorial was good, sorted shit out with stefano.. our teacher grouped us with this filipino guy and no offence to the nice filos out there but I've had bad experiences and impressions of filos so I'm not very psyched about this arrangement >_>
Power walked to station, trained it and then my mum picked me up
Had a really strange dinner haha and yeah
Didn't have a goodnight unfortunately :(
Be happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 11:29 PM


Friday, May 13, 2016
Day 132.
Hello
Was late to my lecture but I have got to say it was one of the best and funniest lectures that I have ever gone to lmao
After that went sushi rio and pigged out w/moo n hoo
For some reason thought it would be a good idea to go to the chinese gardens hahahah but it was actually really fun
Went to my group meeting after and it was good!! So much progress bc we actually made a prototype for our game and managed to play it~
Other groups were like wooahhh and shit when they saw it HAHA, wanted them to feel insecure ya know hahaha joking joking
It was a pretty good lecture as well!! Starting to really like my citcomm friends :( Too bad next sem I won't have this class :(
Parents bought me maccas, they know the go haha and drove me home
Going sleep now, be happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 12:47 AM


Wednesday, May 11, 2016
Day 131.
Hello
For a moment right now I just sat in my chair thinking about who I was and where I was and did I even do anything today?
It was such a random moment of complete blankness..... what the hell that was weird

Anyway, today I set out early to go to Cockatoo Island with my AudioCulture buddies
But before all that happened, I was sitting on the train and this guy fucking squished me to the window side so much... I wasn't even properly sitting, I was kind of forced to use my thighs to very slightly hover above my seat. So I was uncomfortable... which was only one part of the horrible experience. I was also very sleepy because I didn't get enough sleep and so I was dozing off as you do and this guy besides me just shamelessly lets one rip. HE FARTED ON ME BASICALLY. He even did the butt raise, angling it in my direction.... IT WAS LOUD AND IT SMELT SO TERRIBLE. I literally died.

Ok back to my journey
Got off at Circular Quay and met up with my buds hahaha, not sure why I like to call them buddies or buds but anyway, we boarded the ferry and just chatted. I swear to god they're the nicest people I've met so far in Uni. Got there and sussed out the area, planned where we were going to go and roughly discussed what we planned to do for our assignment.

We had to finish up early because Ayame, one of the buds had to leave early to go to one of her tutes so then yeah we all worked fast and got to leave the island together.
We sat on the very top of the ferry on the way back and it was SO COLD AND DRY LMAO. We were talking obviously and our tongues, lips and eyes got so dry from the wind blowing it was so funny.
Oh!! A thing that happened on the ferry that honestly pissed me off and broke my heart at the same time. A chinese granny with her daughter and granddaughter were having so much fun and due to the wind, she just shouted a bit. I think also she shouted cos she was happy...but then this snobby european old couple rudely told her to shush with extremely judgemental looks....... um.... wtf????? The granny was just enjoying herself? My friends were also "loud" but they didn't shush us? Why only her? Wtf??? It was because she was Chinese I swear, fucking racists.... :(

Went to see babymoo hehe and chilled as per usual. For lunch we ate some lebanese foods - it was so delicious omg >_< and once that was done I had to get home asap rocky bc I had an affirmative piece to write for my mediapower online debate.. (already 5 days late as well lol)
But as soon as I got home my dad gave me the chore to give him my old school laptop bc his laptop keyboard has already bitten the dust and fucked up
I mean I did promise him my laptop hhaha but never activated it for him cos mrs lazypants part of my conscience took over me
Had so much trouble finding a free student version of microsoft office but thuc helped me, she heaven sent cos somehow when she came into the picture, I managed to find what I needed.

Just finished my work for mediapower and yeah
SORRY FOR THE LONG POST, there was just a lot of stuff to write about today haha which is quite rare these days
Be happy and goodnight <333 ^_^

Signing off @ 11:08 PM


Tuesday, May 10, 2016
Day 130.
Hello
Stayed at home and tried to finish work but didn't succeed fuck my life lol
Didn't have a big appetite
T.O.M came lolol as well which is weird cos usually at this time I eat everything in sight but like today I didn't so very confusing...
Boring day, just talked to moo and my new friend lolol
Be happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 11:57 PM


Day 129.
Hello
I must say today was a pretty shit day
For uni, I had something due at 3PM
I kept getting distracted by things that I really shouldn't have found out about which is annoying
You know when you go diggin and you only end up hurting yourself? well that's what idiot lucy decided to do to herself
So it took me ages to finish my work
Thankfully as soon as I was done, I watched GoT
I really commend myself for exercising that control of finishing my work before watching GoT
Back in highschool I would totally do the opposite and do all the absolutely most enjoyable things first and then live to regret it
But now I'm like getting so much better with my uni work habits
Anyway the rest of the day wasn't really any better
I didn't even eat that much food... just ate like 2/3 of a donut and had a small mini pack of cheezels
No appetite :(
Gna sleep soon, nothing further to update y'all on
Be always happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 12:07 AM


Monday, May 09, 2016
Day 128.
Hellllo
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!! <3
I woke up pretty early and made my mum a really nice and aesthetically pleasing breakfast
She was pretty happy about it and it's really the first time I've done so in my whole life

The rest of the day was all shopping shopping shopping omg
Drove to campsie and back perfectly today which was an improvement
My dad told me that if you stop driving for a small while and then start again, your driving will improve. I didn't drive last week and this week I didn't make any mistakes!!! Top advice LOL
But in retrospective I suppose it's because I was more cautious bc I knew myself I hadn't driven the week before

Anyways went hurstville, had some bomb ass sushi with parents - together we demolished 20 plates at the cost of $3~
Then we went to "super stores" - target, big w and kmart
I bought two more mini tsumtsums! I got piglet and tigger to add to my winnie the pooh collection :)
My dad kept buying miscellaneous things and my mum was so annoyed at him LMAO

After all that we got home and drunk a bit of water and used the toilet and such
THEN headed to Burwood to buy cakes, milk and nutella.... jfc man T_T

When we got home I took like a 20 min nap cos I was so tired omg
Had a delicious dinner of vegan "chicken" nuggets and some other vegan dish made with fake steak eaten with rice ^_^
The rest of the night was idk
Be happy and goodnight!~~
Signing off @ 11:58 PM


Day 127.
Hello
Saturday...I was so dead today
I just basically napped like 3 times and ate whatever I craved which is not good lol
And I actually only did like one thing that seemed productive which was cook my parents a bomb ass dinner which was really satisfying ^_^
Due to all the napping I did in the day, I had heaps of trouble actually falling asleep which wasn't good :\
Anyway be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 11:48 PM


Saturday, May 07, 2016
Day 126.
Hello
I realised that I actually extremely despise Fridays due to the subject that I have that day
I really hate Media Power... It's honestly such a bullshit subject
I thought I would like it the most... but tbh I hate it.. mostly due to a shit lecture and tutorial teacher
Both are so anal about things which annoys me so much
Also the group that I'm with in that class is just >_> no thanks
ALSO there was a huge dilemma that caused our group to be late on a certain dead line which affects another group since we're doing online debates
This chick literally unloaded her work onto me.... I hate her omg
Anyway...... I don't even want to speak about Friday anymore zz
be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 11:32 PM


Day 125.
Hello
Normal thursday shenanigans start again since there is uni again this week
I saw moo in the morning and it was really nice to just relax and laugh
Went to uni for my lecture and it was aight
Then met emily and someone else after hehe and we ate snackpacks whilst emily also enjoyed a mini burrito from guzman y gomez
After that we went to maccas to have dessert LOL which was plain sundaes for emily and I plus sour blueberry for the other person with us
When the other person left, emily and I went to the park to chill out and it was nice!!
Emily then bought her parents some Doughnut Time donuts which looked delish and super sweet
Met up with my citcomm group FINALLY and we finalised details on our game project
Class was okay but I was really tired and kept falling asleep in class
Parents bought me some red rooster for dinner and drove me home
Died in bed... meep
Be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 11:25 PM


Day 124.
Hello
Had to present my audio work in class today and I was so nervous bc I felt like my piece was so shit... and I felt better as time went on and heard other people's sounds
Once that was done, I quickly headed home since today was the day that I finally got to replace my old chair
Dad took me to officeworks and we bought a white pleather (fake leather) chair with movable arms
We also bought powerbanks and my dad got himself a set of black headphones bc he honestly can't ever help himself when it comes to accessories such as headphones, portable speakers, powerbanks etc.
Went to bunnings after that to get a Brita filter water jug! and also got filters to go along with it
Had maccas after bc it was opposite to the bunnings that we were in
When we were waiting for our food, my dad noticed that the woman at officeworks overcharged him for his headphones (said he bought two instead of just one)
So we had to go back to get it refunded
Went home and spent ages trying to figure out the Brita filter LOL
Mum came home soon and we went campsie to eat Korean food - wasn't very good tbh which was disappointing :(
Had a shit night but oh well :(
Be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 10:56 PM


Day 123.
Helllllo
I had to meet with my citcomm group but they as usual were a bunch of buttholes and didn't show up
So I just spent time trying to edit my project and also bought things from DAISO for my mum
Spent some time with moo and then headed home
Really short day but that's all that happened
Be happpppy and goodnight :)
Signing off @ 10:12 PM


Day 122.
Hello
Alrighty.... so today the only thing I really concentrated on doing was finishing off the citcomm paper that was due at 3PM TODAY >_>
I had already done 800/1500 words.. and I basically had to just fill out the rest
It was frantic times but I got it all done by 12:00PM which was good ^_^
Just chilled the f u c k out after that was done even though there was something else due on Wednesday....... I mean I had already edited like half of my sound piece, but I was so lazy :(
LAZY LOOCH EDITION INFINITE
Be happy and goodnight :)
Signing off @ 10:06 PM


Day 121.
Hello
Today was the first Sunday that I didn't get to drive... My dad told my mum to not let me drive since it was wet on the roads... and I was like to myself... how will I learn to drive properly if I'm only allowed to drive on definite safe roads -_-
But it's okay since I wasn't very psyched about it anyway
Did grocery shopping as usual and yer annoying people at campsie were plentiful >_>
Went home and decided to go to burwood cos I was just wanting to get tsumtsums :) :) :)
Had Tim Ho Wan and it was very yummy ^_^
And then went ahead and bought mini tsumtsums hehe
All the little kids were full looking at me getting like 6 of them at the same time
Yeah... well kids, when i was small I didn't get to have toys LOL but now I'm older and getting more spoilt? I don't even understand it but ye LOLOL ok enough explaining on this
Went home and worked on my essay for citcomm and died
Be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 9:52 PM


Day 120.
Hello
Instead of actually spending time and properly doing my essay and my audio culture work, I just lazed around and procrastinated so hard.......
I just watched vlogs ALL DAY - typical lucy behaviour when no-one is there to control her
>_>
Also was so hungry the whole day and ate everything that I could in my sight
One thing I notice from being a vegetarian, is that I get hungry 24/7 and it's crazy how much I need to consume to be satisfied O_O
Anyhow
Be happy and goodnightttttt
Signing off @ 9:43 PM


Day 119.
Hello
Had to leave the house early so i could make it on time to centrelink (at campsie) without needing to wait for a really long time but by the time I had gone there, there was already a huge line which was annoying but at least we didn't risk it.
Saw thucai's dad working there which was surprising bc I didn't expect it even tho i knew he worked at a centrelink, thought it was bankstown instead of here... idk where i got that from
Anyway, waited not too long and was served
When that was done I had to do the online claim and ye
The rest of the time i was at campsie, I just stayed in the library and did work
Meet with moo and had lunch
I had falafel plate - due to my vegetarianism of this week
Headed home after cos tired and ye
An okay day overall~
Be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 9:38 PM


Sunday, May 01, 2016
Where is everyone?
I always feel really sad when I come onto blogger and I see no updates from my friends
I used to love coming on and reading about everyone's day and how they felt...
Now there's literally nothing and it's so ... idk how to describe it properly but I guess I can say it feels like blogging was this phase and everyone is out of it and I'm still here
Like I'm the only one still with an immature mind? in the sense that I can't break out of it and it's sad bc I'm the one left behind ...still thinking that it is the same community when it's not....
It's literally gone :( and I'm still here diligently writing my 365 posts as if people are still as interested as they used to be...
I mean I know people still read but it doesn't feel like how it used to and I miss it a lot..... I MISS EVERYONE :(
Signing off @ 12:10 AM