Thursday, July 21, 2016
I'm in Tokyo rn and finally can access blogger, sorry for not blogging :(
I will update alllllll when i get back as I have written down what's been going on in a notebook instead
Signing off @ 10:39 PM


Monday, July 11, 2016
Day 191.
Hellllllllo
Went to centrelink in the morning to notify them that I won't be in the country
After that was done I went to catch pokemon ofc w dogi hehe
it was so fun hahaha i swear to god like 25 min walk turned into like a 40 min walk
Also saw other people doing the same thing lmao
Anyways i must say that my whole day was actually pretty nice, i loved it alot bc I'm leaving tmr and need to spend that cherished time properly
My mum and I tried to do the impossible which was try to finish all the perishable goods in our house, had the most random ass dinner of my life lolol - and it was also just plain disgusting >_>
Anyway finally finished the major part of packing
I'm also not feeling like what I thought I would be feeling...
Like... I feel kind of anxious, I hate the feeling of being homesick so I hope I really do enjoy this trip and won't miss too many people here at home... and especially don't want to be upset over not being home cos I'm such a homebody
ANYWAYS I need sleep, it's an early flight
Be happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 10:56 PM


Sunday, July 10, 2016
Day 190.
Hello
Went to campsie this morning, couldn't play pokemon go because I was the one who was driving this time. At campsie, we didn't buy any groceries today, only essentials we needed for travel like wet wipes, eye drops and liners/pads lol, etc

After we were done at campsie, we headed to burwood and today I full made my mum walk with me into the park and try to get to the pokestops as well as catch pokemon lolol
We also finally discovered where "The Picnic" was, I didn't know that cafe was in the park at Burwood!!! WHAT LOL, reallllly wanna go there with my mum soon
Had maccas today because I was craving the 24 nuggets so hard last night o m g
They were delicious, i was completely stuffed
I bought a lipgloss and an elf brush and my mum bought baby clothes for her friends
After the shopping part, I pulled my mum along to see the puppers in the petstore today and OMFG they were so fucking cute I died
On the street on our way back to the car, we bumped into an old friend of my mum's and we talked for like 10 years lmao but it was ok haha i survived

Headed home and I showered and watched The Real bc anna recommended me it yesterday and now I'm so hooked >_>
Also today I must say, I've been all in my feelings the whole day
I just don't feel happy and I just wish I would feel better but then like you know when one aspect of your life doesn't feel great and it literally affects every other potential positive thing?
I hate it because I know how privileged I am and should never take things for granted but right now I honestly can't... with anything
I can't even really go into specifics bc i'm worried who even checks my blog lol
Anyway... yeah all i had to say today
Be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 10:52 PM


Saturday, July 09, 2016
to the small amount of people who still read my blog and like my pathetic instagram posts
thank you lol, you're all i have
hahahah #sadlife
Signing off @ 2:04 PM


Day 189.
Hello
Spent the whole day at home and basicalllly stayed in bed all day
I woke up with a slightly sore throat which was super annoying bc it's just not the right time for that to happen
I've already contracted a cold twice this winter and also had other health issues... need to stop getting sick, I cannot deal with it omfg
Watched final fantasy vii advent children, well half of it and then i got too tired
ate soujuk pizza!!! it was sooo good omg

Room was honestly a mess today which made me feel really unmotivated but my mum started to pack so that made me want to start
soooo i decided to pack and it was actually not too difficult
ohh yeah also, my mum showed me some jap money that she converted, it looks similar to chinese money tbh and it's so large in width O.O

i ate so much for dinner to prevent me from late night snacking
lol again @ my life
be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 1:46 PM


Day 188.
Hellllo
I think i spent the majority of the day on skype chattin... and the only real highlight of my day was eating my leftover pizza as well as eating potato balls + nuggets? lol
fed the kitty bc it's always outside watching me eat so i feel bad and feel the need to feed it
I downloaded pokemon go last night and then today i was actually bothered to leave the house and try to catch some pokemon in my neighbourhood - so many damn Doduo's like... i have 4... I don't need any more
but either way i'm so happy we got it before the US and it actually hilarious to watch them be upset bc they didn't have it yet - such spoilt babies tsk
didn't do much other than that tbh haha what a lay back day
i finished victorious but i think i might rewatch it again LOOOOL i'm too obsessed with it and also managed to inspire celine to rewatch it too!! haha nice

went shopping with mum at night time for gifts and such for my grandparents + other essentials that we will need when we fly
caught a lot of pokemon as i was in campsie!!! that is apparently a "hotspot" for pokemon lmao
be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 1:37 PM


Day 187.
Hello
For some reason my craving for pizza today was just over the top and I knew if I didn't have any I would've lost my mind or something so for the first time ever I ordered delivery and for some reason it didn't cost extra? I don't know
IT TASTED AMAZINGGGG
And it came with cheesy bread sticks + a large hersey's cookie

Couldnt even finish dinner
But then got hungry again at night and ate a peanut butter/nutella sandwich omfg
it was so good!!!!

this whole post is just about food omfg cos I can't rmb any other details lol @ my memory and at my life
on the subject of my memory, i've realised that it's actually so tragic
i can't rmb anything anymore like i even struggle to rmb shit from 5 min before lol dead
be happy and goodnight

Signing off @ 1:33 PM


Friday, July 08, 2016
Day 186.
Helllllo
Really not sure what happened today either
I hate it when I don't post on the actual day and then just forget every aspect of the day
I know that I watched Victorious and stuffs like that
I'M SORRY HAHA
I probably did nothing interesting that day anyway
Though, I do remember getting a package and then going shopping at coles with my mum ... HAHA
weow such memory
:(
Be happy and goodnight~
Signing off @ 5:57 PM


Day 185.
Hello
You know what i realised? So many people talk to me which the expectation that I'm super in the know with manga/anime but I'm really not and I'm like 100% with admitting it
I split my attention too much all the time so then my interests are a mile wide but only an inch deep. With makes me really versatile but only to a certain point. I feel so sorry for the people who get excited to talk to me but then sooner or later they realise they know so much more than me and I just seem very inexperienced haha
Anyways because of the amount of energy that I expelled yesterday, I woke up so so so tired today it was actually terrible
All my muscles were aching so much :(
Just talked to people today on skype, can't think of anything else >_>
Mum and I were meant to go grocery shopping but then we just didn't
Be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 5:46 PM


Monday, July 04, 2016
Day 184.
Hello
Sorry didn't post on Sunday on the actual day bc I was basically busy alll day
In the morning I went for driving but it was a screaming match between my mum and I, like she kept criticising me and I don't take criticism well and that feeling I get from it only makes my driving worse which fuels more negative comments so yeah it was chaos
I was also road raging most of the time due to all the incompetent drivers everywhere

After the driving and the rage, we decided to head to the city which was nice, we got gifts and stuff to give to my mum's friend's children. I got myself a Hello Kitty watch because why the hell not??? :)))
Bought a lips-talk lipstick bc of lilymaymac lmao but her signature shade was ofc sold out :( I really want it ughdgfhljkfdgkfj
Any way went on to buy some stuff from superdry and daiso
Then headed home
Touched up my makeup (added fake lashes etc.)
Got there and obviously it's aaalways hella awks at first but yeah as the night went along it got better
I had the chance to play with Simba which was basically my highlight of the night haha
Ate some and then had cake which was sooo delicious and moist haha
The night ended quite badly in my opinion which was a shame because I felt like it was mostly pleasant for the starting parts
Someone got shitfaced and had to take care of him, I swear I was the one who made the situation less tragic because when I had gotten there it was honestly the biggest mess... T_T
Also getting that person home was a huge struggle that I will probably never forget :(
Anyway, slept quite late but slept like a brick cos ya know alcohol always helps
Be happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 9:19 PM


Sunday, July 03, 2016
Day 183.
Hellos
Had plans w emily today to stuff ourselves silly with sushi train and we diiiiid
But the way there was so troublesome bc there were no trains on the hurstville line ahhh
Anyway we got there, ate sushiii so much sushiiii
Then went to get snowing cheese korean fried chicken takeaway then went to get mcflurrys and mcspiders from maccas as our dessert!!! It was delicious
We died from food coma
Took my first ever uber home :)
Helped the nigga vote cos he was cluelessss and then i headed home after that
Finally finished the itinerary heh so now i can put my mind to thinking about other things

It's like 1:31AM rn and my mum is still awake and talking to a friend on the phone!! This is so rare, she is usually asleep right now and I'm the only one still awake
But she sounds really happy talking away to her friend... so cute
Anyway I'm off to bed, aka i'm getting my phone and going on that instead for the next few hours haha
Be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 1:30 AM


Saturday, July 02, 2016
Day 182.
Helllo
Friday? Umm what haha did this day even happen?
I think i woke up pretty late and did pretty much nothing much all day - which is basically my life but i'm okay with it
I am lazy and admit it and embrace it haha
I organised my desk, made foods, watched Victorious, worked on my itinerary and fed stray cats

OMG IT WAS THE 1ST OF JULY TODAY
CRAAAZY TO THINK JUNE HAS ALREADY PASSED AHHHHH

Oh yeah argued with my mum at night time cos i was just hella moody ha ha
lol idk my post sucks
be happy and goodnight
Signing off @ 10:52 PM


my life in a nutshell


Signing off @ 10:40 PM


Friday, July 01, 2016
Day 181.
Hellllo
I hate waking up tired
I mean sleep should mend tired? It just feels terrible to wake up feeling the opposite of what you're meant to be feeling :(
Was meant to be awake and getting ready and go go going with life but I felt so lazy

Managed to make it to the city at like 2:00PM which also meant I didn't eat anything up until then
BUT FEAR NOT, I HAD THE 24 NUGGETS FOR $9.95 @ MACCAS YAS

Bought almost all the essentials I needed
Still need my eyelid tape :( curse those bitches who has made Daiso all sold out on them
I also got a friend her bday present, I'm so excited for her to see it actually hehe

Had leftovers from the night before for dinner and it was soooo oily!!! rip in rest to me
Watched Victorious and listened to Jhené Aiko songs all night long
I'm tired, be happy and goodnight~
Signing off @ 1:01 AM


Day 180.
Hello
Started to rewatch Victorious again because I remember at the end of 2012, I watched it during the summer holidays and it honestly made me so happy after a not so great year
And I guess every chance I do get to watch it during any holidays, I do so because it just has the corniest jokes and references... I also extremely love the cast of Victorious haha - also where my love for Ariana grande came from ^___^
Dogi ate all my cheeseburger meat pies omgad why whw why
Almost finished itinerary yas hehe
What even is this post?
Oh yeah had malay foods for dinner and it was delicious and veeery filling
fat life
be happy and goodnight <3
Signing off @ 12:53 AM